Park Hae-sung felt that before she debuted in the girl group I.M.P, one of the things worth bragging about was probably her legendary first love.

At that time, she was probably in the second year of junior high school. The China member Shangke, who was in the same group as her, showed a shocked expression when she learned about her age. She also said that she was probably still studying hard in school when she was in the second year of junior high school.

Her first love was one year older than her. When she entered the school, he was already a famous person in school.

He was handsome, had good grades, had a gentle personality, and was good at sports. Park Hae-sung was like every other girl who was lucky enough to meet her Prince Charming when she was a student. She admired this senior.

Coincidentally, she and the senior took the same bus to and from school every day.

After one day of duty, she saw the senior alone at the bus stop. She used all the courage in her life to ask him for his phone number.

The senior gave it to her and told her to be careful when she got off the bus at the stop.

Park Hae-sung used to think that she would remember every text message she sent with the senior, but she overestimated her memory.

She could only remember some important things when the two of them were together. For example, the senior was with her during the final exam of the spring semester of the second year of junior high school.

Like a vulgar shoujo manga, the ordinary heroine secretly got together with the glittering senior under the arrangement of fate.

Even now, Park Hae-sung still had no way to understand what the other party saw in her.

The girls who chased him could line up from one side of the Han River to the other. There were countless girls who were prettier than her, cuter than her, and smarter than her.

It was precisely because of this that she didn't want to announce her relationship with the other party.

If it wasn't for the fact that she could feel the warmth of his palm, she might have thought that everything was just a brainless campus drama that she had imagined.

She liked that person. All of her girlish feelings and all of her beautiful memories used to be that person's figure.

But she still broke up with that person. She was the one who dumped him.

When she was in the first year of senior high school and the other party was in the second year of senior high school, she sent a text message to break up. She ignored the phone call the next second and deleted all contact information.

What's more, her father was transferred to another position, and her family moved from Seoul to Pusan.

"You … are really a scumbag." Park Hae-sung's roommate, Song Zhen, looked at her with a complicated expression while wrapped in her own blanket.

Park Hae-sung felt that the other party was right. Now that she thought about it, she also felt that she was really ruthless back then.

"Did you see him later?" Song Zhen's childhood sweetheart, the captain of their team, Pak Ya-yeon, asked while hugging a pillow.

Park Hae-sung shook her head and then nodded.

Her first love later debuted as an artist. When he graduated from junior high school, he discussed it with his family for a long time. In the end, he went to art high school and became a trainee at a large entertainment company.

No matter where that person was, he would always be the most eye-catching person.

"Augny, why did you become a trainee?"

Han Chuxia's Korean still had a strange foreign accent, but Park Hae-sung heard it for a long time and got used to it.

Park Hae-sung touched her throat and said: "At that time, we were doing an activity in class and sang a few songs on the street. In the end, an old man suddenly appeared and asked if we wanted to be an idol."

That excited old man was their company's president. She didn't know why he came all the way from Seoul to Pusan that day and even had the leisure to listen to students sing at the school gate.

What was even more unexpected was that at that time, she was probably at the peak of her weight.

She was probably moved by their president's blind spirit.

Fortunately, she remembered this matter in her mind. Later on, she took the president's business card and took a car to the company building in Seoul to participate in the interview.

She actually passed.

At that time, she was in her third year of senior high school and couldn't breathe because of her studies. When her family found out that she went for an interview alone, they argued fiercely.

In the end, the price for compromise was that she had to be admitted to a university in Seoul. Otherwise, she would have to give up all kinds of random thoughts and focus on her studies.

That was the most serious year of her studies. At the same time, she used that year to lose weight and lost all the weight she gained in high school.

When she was admitted to a university, she dragged her luggage to Seoul as a trainee for the first month. She felt like she was going to die.

The heavy workload, the practice that was more frightening than she imagined, and the trainees that she didn't know how to get along with.

When she dragged her tired feet back to the trainee's dorm every night, she would wonder if that person had experienced something similar to her.

But it was also at that time that she would laugh at herself for still thinking about that person.

That person was different from her. That person did everything well, unlike her who always messed up everything.

Her only strength was that she was ruthless. She was ruthless to others and to herself.

It was common for her to practice until she was dehydrated and had a nosebleed. In order to control her weight, she only ate one meal a day.

She practiced until three in the morning on an empty rooftop. After a few hours of sleep, she rushed to the university for classes. After classes, she continued to practice at the company.

But whether you can debut or not doesn't depend on how hard you work or how pretty you are.

Some things are destined the moment you step into the practice room.

Park Hae-sung watched many familiar faces disappear from the practice room one by one. The light in the practice room was always on in her memory, but the people inside were different every time she recalled it.

When she officially signed her name on the artist contract, Park Hae-sung's first thought was that she really didn't know how many years it would take for the company to squeeze her for the sponsorship money she owed the company.

At this time, she couldn't help but think of her first love. Her first love's company was a big company, and she didn't need to pay back the money when she debuted.

Later on, she thought about it again.

Now that she and her first love were in the same industry, how awkward would it be if they met on a show in the future?

But who knew how many years it had been since that kind of relationship. Moreover, she had seen her junior high school classmates before, and everyone stared at her and said that they didn't recognize her at all.

Was there a need to be so exaggerated? Didn't she just lose a lot of weight and grow a lot taller?

She practiced the movements of her four teammates over and over again, and in the middle of the night outside the recording studio, they started to record the songs in the album.

Pak Ya-yeon and Song Zhen in their team had participated in a talent show before and debuted in the second and third place. After the one-year limited event ended, they rushed back to join her, Shangke, and Han Chuxia to prepare for their second debut.

It was also because of them that a lot of people looked forward to their debut before their group debuted.

Unfortunately, before they were ready to debut, another female senior in the company who had debuted three years ago and the most popular member of the female group was exposed to a relationship. The company considered whether they should let the group avoid the limelight before debuting.

Although this popularity wasn't good, it was still popularity, not to mention that there were two members in the team who were well-known in their country!

Park Hae-sung once again lamented that their company was like a desperate gambler who didn't care about anything when they went crazy. But what they really didn't expect was that their team would become popular as soon as they debuted.

The sound source skyrocketed and the sales were gratifying, but the YouTube channel wasn't very good.

But no matter what, they were still newcomers. This result was already quite good for a small company that wasn't famous.

In order to let them pay off their debts as soon as possible, the company filled their schedule.

In the first month of Park Hae-sung's debut, she began to wonder how high the chances of her suddenly dying at a young age were.

Signing events, commercial performances, live broadcasts, and every weekend, she had to play songs.

Even though the company had always trained her to capture the camera, Pu Haixing was still very much in line with her identity as a newcomer when she looked at the audience and the flashing red cameras below the stage. She was green and stiff.

"Augny, you'd better not blink. Today's eyeshadow makes your eyes look especially swollen."

Song Zhen examined the image in the camera with her arms crossed and ridiculed Park Hae-sung. Park Hae-sung nodded seriously and felt that Song Zhen was right.

Shangke sighed. How did the two people who used to mock each other every day become like this?

Park Hae-sung started living with her four teammates five months before her debut. At first, she thought that harmony was the most important thing for everyone to get along well. Who would have thought that after a week, she almost got into a fight with her roommate Song Zhen in the dormitory?

"If it weren't for the fact that she's really good at dancing and looks good, it would be strange if she could debut with such a bad personality!"

Song Zhen's childhood sweetheart Pak Ya-yeon couldn't refute. She could only pull the angry Park Hae-sung to calm her down.

In fact, she could completely understand Pu Haixing's feelings. Anyone who received a letter written by Song Zhen that was filled with sincerity, using all kinds of literary techniques to pick out one's flaws would want to cry and beat her up violently.

Fortunately, Song Zhen was a person who spoke her mind, and Park Hae-sung had the qualities of a member of their company's girl group, so she couldn't help praising her.

When she heard Song Zhen say very seriously that Park Hae-sung's voice was very outstanding, and she admired her spirit of working hard to manage her figure. She practiced hard, had a good temperament, and her smile was like a spring breeze, she immediately forgot the torn letter and became a model roommate with Song Zhen in the dormitory.

"It's okay, Sister Shangke. I will never forget your kindness of barbecuing meat for me when I almost fainted from hunger."

Shangke rolled her eyes. She thought that Park Hae-sung really dared to say this.

When she left her original large entertainment company and became a trainee in her current company, she saw Park Hae-sung at first glance. She looked sick and seemed to be about to faint in the next second.

At that time, it was the most important end of the month selection. Park Hae-sung was under a lot of pressure and refused to eat properly. Her attitude was also very irritating.

Shangke had experienced similar things herself. She knew that if she ruined her body, she would regret it even more. She dragged Park Hae-sung, who cried that she wanted to lose weight and refused to eat, to a nearby barbecue restaurant.

She fed her a mouthful of meat as if she had sprinkled tons of poison on it to harm her.

However, as soon as the meat entered her mouth, Park Hae-sung calmed down.

Fortunately, Park Hae-sung also realized that she had dieted too much. She gradually began to eat normally. She didn't gain weight, but her training condition improved a lot.

Han Chuxia and Park Hae-sung, who were caught by their managers at three in the morning, sat in the beauty room like idiots and let the makeup artist apply makeup on their faces.

"Unnie, did your first love debut?" Han Chuxia came over and asked in a low voice when she was busy taking care of the other three idiots in the beauty salon.

Park Hae-sung thought that children loved to gossip. She closed her eyes and vaguely nodded.

"Then what if you meet backstage?"

She had thought about this problem a long time ago. What could she do?