There was once a teenager with Asperger's disease who used a metaphor to describe the difference between himself and normal people.

He said that the chaos of normal people was like the Windows operating system in the social world, while the brain of someone with Asperger's disease only operated slowly under the DOS system.

Other than being slow, there would also be all kinds of mistakes.

This was a fact that could never be changed. It was a defect that would follow him for the rest of his life and could never be erased.

No matter how slow Tan Mo was, he could still understand that Qiao Lan was helping him get out of trouble. She was helping him to prevent others from finding out that he was still not a normal person even after he stood up.

Tan Mo suddenly thought of a phrase.

Indulging in pleasure.

The temporary peace and intoxication made him a little complacent.

During the evening class that night, Tan Mo's kickboxing coach could clearly feel Tan Mo's irritation. Although he was still expressionless, the strength in his hands showed that he was venting.

This teenager was the most ruthless and reckless student he had ever taught. It was as if something was desperately urging him from behind. Sometimes, the coach would ask Tan Mo a few questions out of curiosity, but Tan Mo never said anything.

The coach did not expect Tan Mo to say anything today. He just casually asked if something had happened today.

The teenager, whose body was no longer thin and weak, was still clenching his fists, but his movements had stopped.

He stood in the same spot for a long time before he suddenly opened his mouth. His voice was very low. Rather than saying something, it was more like he was asking himself.

"If there was a person that you couldn't catch up to in your entire life, what would you do?"

A person that you couldn't catch up to in your entire life?

Although the coach did not know what Tan Mo's identity and wealth were, he knew that this teenager's identity was definitely not simple just by looking at how generous Tan Mo was. The car that he used to pick him up every day was a daydream that he would never dare to dream of.

A girl that could make this teenager feel that he could never catch up to her no matter how hard he tried. What kind of fairy was she?

If it was him, since he knew that he could never catch up to her …

The coach did not think too much and said, "Then I won't chase after her."

As soon as he said that, the coach saw that the teenager, who had been expressionless all this time, suddenly had a layer of ferocious aura. His eyes were gloomy.

Even the muscular coach was taken aback by the sudden change in the teenager's mood.

Before he could think it through, the coach quickly changed his words.

"Actually, what I'm more curious about is why you feel that you definitely won't be able to woo her." Look at you, you're so handsome and have such a good family background. Just by standing outside, a bunch of young ladies would come running to ask for WeChat. With such good conditions, you're so determined to say that you won't be able to woo her.

"Have you chased him before?

The girl you like … didn't agree? "

The youth was silent for a moment. Then, he said, "No."

He never chased after her.

Coach: … So after all this time, it's still a crush!

"Since you've never chased him before, how do you know that you can't catch him?

Do you know each other? "

"I do."

"Then, do you have a bad relationship?"

"Very good."

"… How good is very good?"

"That would be best."

"Then hurry up and chase after her." The coach was anxious for Tan Mo.

Tan Mo looked down and shook his head. "No."

Why not?

The coach didn't understand.

"She treats me as … a friend."

"How normal." The coach didn't think it was a big deal at all. "Many couples develop from friends. Although I don't know what's going on between the two of you, I don't think you need to be so negative."

"My opinion is that we should always try everything. Since you've never chased after her before, you can't say that it's impossible."

The coach didn't know what to say at first, but he didn't expect that he would become a Casanova the moment he opened his mouth.

"If you never chase after her because you feel that you can't, then you'll never be able to catch her. But if you try, of course, it might be what you think. But what if you succeed, right? What if!

If I were you and there was a girl I liked to the bone, I would just give it a try and chase after her with all my might. If I really can't catch up, then forget it. At least I won't feel regret when I think about it … "

Leaving no regrets …

Tan Mo suddenly felt like laughing.

He didn't want to leave any regrets, but what if Qiao Lan found out about his thoughts and became strangers from then on?

Compared to regret, this was an outcome he couldn't accept.

The coach was still talking at length, saying that with Tan Mo's qualifications, there was no need for him to be so unconfident. Maybe the girl had already liked him for a long time.

Tan Mo closed his eyes and said casually. The coach instantly shut up.

The coach was stunned for a long time before he said, "Illness?"

Tan Mo had a physical examination almost every few days. There was absolutely nothing wrong with his body.

"What illness?"

Tan Mo chewed on the two words for a long time before he said with difficulty, "Mental illness."

The coach was speechless.

He subconsciously moved back a little.

Tan Mo glanced at the coach coldly. Although he didn't say anything, the coach understood the mockery in Tan Mo's eyes.

See, no matter how much he said just now, everyone would stay away from him when they found out that he had such an illness.

Only then did the coach suddenly react. Thinking of his unconscious action just now, he suddenly wanted to slap himself. He wanted to explain, but he felt that it was useless to say anything at this time.

A person's subconscious reaction was the most realistic reaction.

Therefore, it was precisely because of this reason that Tan Mo felt that the girl would never like him or accept him. The coach felt that everything could be explained.

"… I'm sorry, I really didn't mean to …" Forget it, it was all useless to explain. Besides, Tan Mo didn't care about his opinion. The coach sighed. "So that girl doesn't know that you have … an illness?"

"She knows."

She knows?

The coach was surprised.

After a long time, the coach finally said seriously, "I think that the girl who can make you like her so much must be different from others. You don't have to guess her thoughts based on how others think of you.

Since she already knows about your condition, but still treats you the best, it means that she probably doesn't care if you have an illness or not. "

Tan Mo looked into the distance with a heavy gaze and didn't say anything.

The coach sighed. "Tan Mo, maybe, and I'm saying maybe, in the heart of the girl you like, you are much more important than you think."

The conversation ended there. Tan Mo stood up again and began to practice. His technique was still sharp, but it was less ruthless than before.

Tan Mo's learning content, other than the normal homework and kickboxing, had two more subjects.

One was stocks, and the other was emotional analysis.

Tan Mo started to learn about stocks after he found out that Qiao Lan was interested in stocks.

Qiao Lan said that he admired stocks after reading the biography of the God of Stocks, so he wanted to learn. That one sentence made Tan Mo make the decision.

He always wanted to use all kinds of methods to make Qiao Lan have more feelings for him, even if it wasn't love. Other than that, Qiao Lan was very interested in stocks. He could learn it first and then slowly teach Qiao Lan.

However, what made Tan Mo very happy was that after he started to learn about stocks, using mathematics and all kinds of analysis, Tan Mo found that it was much more interesting than he thought.

It was just too interesting.

Other than that, Tan Mo started to learn emotional analysis like crazy.

He endured the discomfort and started to contact the psychiatrist again. He also accepted the psychiatrist's advice to become more like a "normal person."

He could never be a normal person, but he could try his best to not let others see that he wasn't a normal person.

This was an extremely difficult and life-long learning process.

The psychiatrist gave him a book specifically for the symptoms of Asperger's Disease. In this book, a total of 412 human emotions were identified and all the emotions were divided into 24 different groups.

What he needed to do was to memorize all 412 emotions and remember them in his heart. He didn't understand, so he memorized. He memorized the expressions and movements of each emotion.

When a person cried, he didn't know what he needed to do, so he memorized it. When a person laughed, he memorized all of it in his heart.

In just a few days, Tan Mo felt that he was physically and mentally exhausted.

This was because he didn't understand. He could only search his memory bank for other people's reactions after seeing a certain expression on a person's face.

He had to be fast, because if he was slow, people would think that he was slow. No one knew how fast Tan Mo's brain was working in just a few seconds.

It was too tiring. Because his nerves were highly strung at every moment, Tan Mo felt that he was tired out by everyone.

However, the effect was unexpectedly good.

Tan Mo was crazily absorbing knowledge and turning himself into a master of imitation. In the shortest amount of time, he was able to make the correct response when faced with all kinds of the most common expressions.

Some people said that Tan Mo was finally not expressionless. Some people said that Tan Mo was really not that hard to get along with. It was only the Qiao Lan. When everyone thought that Tan Mo was becoming more and more sociable, they felt a strong sense of uneasiness and dissonance.

In a space that Qiao Lan didn't notice, Tan Mo began to grow wildly.

Only in front of Qiao Lan could he still show a somewhat real him because of the uncontrollable throbbing in his heart.

Qiao Lan asked him what was wrong, but Tan Mo could already lie calmly.

He said that he had received treatment from a psychiatrist and that he might be different from usual recently because the psychiatrist told him to do so.

His statement was half true and half false. In fact, 80% of it was true. This was indeed the psychiatrist's suggestion. However, Tan Mo didn't tell Qiao Lan that the psychiatrist had also warned him about something else.

The psychiatrist said that when an adult with Asperger's disease used the imitation ability, he could communicate like a normal person. He even started to get used to it and became very popular. Everything seemed good, but that would be the beginning of a disaster.

Because the whole world would become unable to distinguish between what was real and what was fake.

In the past, he could only analyze the other person's true thoughts through slow analysis. At that time, he wouldn't need to do any more analysis. He would rely on the knowledge and experience he had to guess the other person's thoughts and react accordingly.

From then on, he really wouldn't be able to understand anything anymore.