Guide To Raising the Sick Villain

Chapter 78

Qiao Lan was indeed a bit sleepy after getting on the bus, but not to the point where she fell asleep.

Since she had already figured out that she wanted to be with Tan Mo in the future, and that she wanted to change the relationship between herself and Tan Mo, she would deliberately close the distance between them from time to time. While slowly letting Tan Mo feel the difference between them, she would also slowly observe what Tan Mo could understand.

Just like today, Qiao Lan deliberately leaned against Tan Mo.

She was a bit tired. On one side was the cold window, and on the other side was the boy she liked. Qiao Lan felt that this wasn't a multiple-choice question that needed to be considered for a long time.

She rested her head on Tan Mo's shoulder. At that moment, Qiao Lan felt Tan Mo's nervousness and uneasiness. His body was very stiff.

If Tan Mo didn't have any feelings between men and women like she imagined, and if he didn't know the relationship between the male lead and the female lead, he definitely wouldn't be so stiff that he didn't dare to move.

Recently, from time to time, Tan Mo had been probing and deliberately getting close to her. Qiao Lan vaguely felt that Tan Mo wasn't completely ignorant, but that was it.

She leaned against Tan Mo's body. The two of them were close to each other, and the rumbling sound of the bus and the sound of the bus reminding them that they had arrived at the next stop could be heard. When she heard the sound of the next stop, she originally planned to pretend that she had just woken up. However, she suddenly heard the clear sound of the young man holding his breath.

She could even feel Tan Mo's breath.

Then, Tan Mo's cold lips carefully kissed her.

Qiao Lan couldn't remember what she was thinking at that moment. Surprise, surprise, heartbeat, there were too many. She could only feel that the young man was probing and carefully kissing her like a goose feather.

Maybe it was too light for Qiao Lan to believe, so she wanted to verify it. Maybe it was because she liked this moment too much, or maybe it was because she also wanted to do this. Qiao Lan didn't open her eyes. Instead, she stretched out her arms, grabbed the young man who was about to escape, and kissed him again.

She gently bit the young man's lower lip. When she opened her eyes, she saw Tan Mo's trembling eyes. Her figure was reflected in those eyes, but they were trembling and unable to focus.

Just like how she couldn't imagine that Tan Mo would kiss her, Tan Mo couldn't imagine that she would kiss him back. Qiao Lan looked at Tan Mo's expression and laughed softly. "Why …"

So nervous ….

But before she could finish her words, Tan Mo's lips, which he didn't dare to move, to come to kiss to time.

He couldn't suppress his feelings for her, so when he was about to leave, his feelings for her overcame his rationality and he kissed Qiao Lan gently.

When Qiao Lan's arms wrapped around his, Tan Mo's mind went blank. It was the collapse of all his desires after being discovered by Qiao Lan. It was the helplessness of exposing all his filthy desires in front of Qiao Lan. But in the next moment, Qiao Lan's warm and soft lips took the initiative to wrap around his lips. Tan Mo's scattered rationality disappeared in an instant.

He felt Qiao Lan's teeth biting his lower lip. He heard her laugh softly and say something.

But Tan Mo didn't hear what she said. The desires buried in his heart that were about to collapse all burst out in an instant.

He didn't know what he was going to do at this moment, and he didn't know what kissing felt like. But the instinct to explode took over all his rationality. Tan Mo suddenly grabbed Qiao Lan's waist and blocked Qiao Lan's unfinished words.

Her lips were so sweet and soft.

Tan Mo's whole body was trembling. His right hand was holding Qiao Lan's waist, and his left hand was tightly grabbing the back of the front seat. Because he was using too much strength, his veins were popping out.

The young man's kiss was unorganized, but it was so urgent and intense that it was scary. His hot lips moved around as if he was looking for an exit. Rather than a kiss, it was more like a bite. Qiao Lan could feel the sting of pain on her lips almost as soon as Tan Mo kissed her.

Her waist was tightly held by Tan Mo's hand. Qiao Lan's back was almost completely in the air. Qiao Lan knew that Tan Mo was learning kickboxing, but she never thought that Tan Mo's strength would be so great.

Qiao Lan couldn't move as she was held tightly by an arm. Tan Mo was too agitated and careless. His hand grabbed her waist, causing Qiao Lan to feel pain.

She never knew that the young man who was always gentle and kind could have such a crazy side.

Qiao Lan's initiative and calmness at the beginning were completely disrupted by Tan Mo's messy and abnormally rough kisses. Qiao Lan unconsciously used the tip of her tongue to touch the place where Tan Mo had bitten, but it only made Tan Mo more and more irrational.

It was still snowing outside the window. The bus stopped and left. The two people who were supposed to get off the bus at the stop didn't hear anything at all, and the other was helpless.

Qiao Lan watched the bus go further and further away. Her waist, which was held by Tan Mo, was also faintly sore. Qiao Lan reached out and pushed Tan Mo with all her strength, but Tan Mo didn't move at all.

"Mo Mo … Mo Mo!"

Tan Mo finally stopped. His light brown eyes were still full of passion and craziness, mixed with the love that had been hidden all this time, and now he finally released it all without any reservation.

Tan Mo had always been cold and indifferent. Except for anger, Qiao Lan had never seen such passion in Tan Mo's eyes.

Tan Mo, he …

The sound of the next stop rang in her ears again, interrupting Qiao Lan's thoughts. She didn't have time to think about anything else. Qiao Lan reached out and blocked Tan Mo's lips. She said hurriedly, "We should get off the bus, we've already missed the stop!"

Tan Mo looked at the unfamiliar streets outside, and then looked at Qiao Lan who was close at hand. Only then did he seem to suddenly wake up, but he still kissed Qiao Lan's palm reluctantly.

Qiao Lan's fingers curled up after being kissed by Tan Mo. She didn't dare to delay any longer. She pulled Tan Mo and quickly ran off the bus when it was about to start again.

The air outside the bus was still cold, and it cooled down the scorching temperature that had just exploded. In an instant, all the charm and gentleness disappeared.

Tan Mo looked at Qiao Lan's hand that had let go, and his lost rationality gradually returned. However, although his rationality was still there, it was still a mess. It was so messy that the young man who had been like a little crazy just now didn't know what to do.

He had instinctively kissed and hugged her. Now that his instincts had passed, he didn't have time to think, and the questions that made him even more nervous were all squeezed into his head.

What were they doing just now? What was Qiao Lan's attitude as if nothing had happened? Why did Qiao Lan kiss him back? Was Qiao Lan unhappy just now? Did I go too far?

Qiao Lan took out her phone and looked at the time. She said, "Hiss … it's so cold. It's almost 11: 30. I wonder if Uncle Chen is asleep. It shouldn't be too far to walk back from here …"

As a result, she did not wait for Tan Mo's reply after she finished speaking. She turned around and saw that the wolf cub, who had been unusually fierce just now, was looking at her with hesitation and apprehension in his eyes, just like a kitten.

If it weren't for the pain in her waist and the tingling on her lips, Qiao Lan would have suspected that everything that had just happened was fake.

At least, Qiao Lan couldn't imagine that Tan Mo would behave like that just now.

Qiao Lan put her phone back into her pocket and smiled. "What's wrong? Why aren't you walking?"

Tan Mo's beautiful eyes fixed on her. He didn't speak or move.

Qiao Lan thought for a while and walked over. She said softly, "Mo Mo?"

Tan Mo slowly reached out and grabbed Qiao Lan's hand tentatively. Then, as if waiting for Qiao Lan's reaction, he slowly held Qiao Lan's hand tightly.

Qiao Lan lowered her head and looked at the two of them holding hands. She raised her head and smiled. She said in a teasing tone, "Why are you suddenly so innocent? You weren't like this just now."

Tan Mo's gaze became chaotic again. He held Qiao Lan's hand tightly and said after a long struggle, "We … We are nothing now."

"What do you think?" Qiao Lan asked. She grabbed Tan Mo's other hand, which was still holding a rose.

"I asked you out for Valentine's Day. I asked you to watch a romantic movie with me. I gave you roses. I even let you kiss me as much as you want just now," Qiao Lan said slowly. With each sentence, Tan Mo's grip on her hand tightened. Qiao Lan wanted to pull her hand away, but it was too tight. She couldn't move at all.

Qiao Lan gave up. She added one last sentence patiently, "What do you think we are now?"

The young man's gaze was blank for a while. Then, it suddenly brightened up. He quickly transitioned from a cat cub to a wolf cub.

Qiao Lan looked at the familiar gaze and suddenly remembered that her waist and lips were still hurting. She hurriedly said, "Talk properly. Don't move. Let go first."

"No," Tan Mo refused decisively. "If I'm not wrong, why should I let go?"

Qiao Lan said expressionlessly, "Because your grip is too strong. It hurts."

Tan Mo: "…"

She finally let go of the grip. The young man lowered his head. There was only heartache and annoyance left on his delicate and beautiful face. Qiao Lan was really surprised by Tan Mo's rich expression.

She took a step forward and walked closer. She touched Tan Mo's hair with her free hand. She squatted down a little and looked up at the young man who had become silent again. She said, "Mo Mo."

Tan Mo glanced at Qiao Lan. He covered his eyes with his long eyelashes and replied absentmindedly, "Mm."

"Let's be together."

Tan Mo's absent-minded expression woke up again. He met Qiao Lan's eyes and clenched his fists.

Of course he wanted to. He wanted to make Qiao Lan swear that he would never take back what he said.

But he couldn't.

"… No," Tan Mo almost used up all his strength to refuse.

Qiao Lan was surprised. "Why? Mo Mo, you can't do this. You kissed me and even accepted my flowers. No matter what, you should be my boyfriend."

"But I'm sick!"

Tan Mo said sternly. "I'm sick," he repeated and muttered, "Asperger's disease … mental illness. It can't be cured in a lifetime."

"I know. I knew it a long time ago," Qiao Lan's voice softened. "I don't care."

But I care.

Asperger's disease could develop into depression or even schizophrenia in the future. He would always be a dangerous existence. He would always be an outlier that couldn't be seen by others.

If other people knew about it, there would still be countless rumors and slanders. They would still pester Qiao Lan like before. She would never be able to live a normal life.

"Mo Mo, Mo Mo, Tan Mo!"

Qiao Lan grabbed Tan Mo who was getting more and more agitated and said sternly, "Asperger's disease is never a mental illness. It's just a type of autism disorder. You're just a boy who's smarter than normal people. You're not an outlier!

You know that many great people have Asperger's disease, right? Are they outliers? Aren't they? "

Einstein, Bill Gates were all like that. No one called them outliers. Everyone only thought that they were geniuses.

"And other people's opinions. Why do you care about their opinions? Do you care about me or other people?"

"It's you," Tan Mo's voice was hoarse and broken. "It's only you."

Qiao Lan's gaze became gentler. She raised her hand and straightened the young man's drooping face, making him look at her seriously. She said word by word.

"Since it's only me, then it's only me."

"My beauty is you. So, you never have to care about what other people think."

With me, you're all emotions.