Chapter 18

First of all, I would like to thank everyone who has read my novel.

Whether you have been supporting me since the beginning, or you just accidentally clicked on it and left disappointed, I am sincerely grateful.

Actually, I don't know why I wrote this. Maybe it's because I feel that on this cold internet, there might still be people who can listen to me and see some of my thoughts. I can confide in them.

It's 1: 46 in the morning. I just finished editing my novel and uploaded it.

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I'm not sleepy, and I'm a little sad. I can't help but confide in them.

I've been feeling terrible for the past two days. I'm still brooding over the fact that I didn't keep my promise to my book friend. Yes, I mind a lot.

I'm proud of the fact that my first novel was signed immediately.

I'm proud of the fact that my novel was pushed onto the list (although it's just a small list) in less than three days after signing the contract.

I'm proud of the fact that my collection is rising rapidly.

I'll often look at the lists and secretly compare my collection with other novels. I'm happy that my ranking is rising.

Today, I looked at my collection. When I saw that it wasn't rising as fast as it did two days ago, I was disappointed. I've been in a state of extreme depression for the whole day.

Now, I think, I'm floating.

I told myself that even if only one person reads it, I'll continue writing.

I was so happy when I saw that my collection increased by one in three days.

Why is it like this?

I'm in a dilemma. I'm very confused.

Speaking of which, the reason why I decided to write novels is funny now.

I started reading novels in the first year of junior high. Now, I've been reading for almost ten years.

Some time ago, a novel that I've been reading for three years stopped updating. That's right, it suddenly stopped updating.

It's as if Da Da disappeared. There's no reason for it. That book was a scam.

At first, I thought Da Da had something to do. I checked the internet every day to see if Da Da came back, updated, or gave an explanation.

No, there was nothing.

It stopped updating just like that.

I was sad for a long time.

I don't know if you know that feeling.

Three years of persistence. It was really sad.

I was also very angry.

Then, one day, I had the idea of writing a novel. It's funny. At that time, I was thinking that when I became famous, I must find Da Da and ask her why she stopped updating!

I still remember when my editor, Yun Kun, asked me what made me want to write a novel when he communicated with me before signing the contract.

At that time, I confidently told her that it was because the novel I was chasing had stopped updating, so I wanted to write it myself and become famous. I wanted to ask her why she suddenly stopped updating.

Haha, I'm very funny, right?

Ever since I started writing novels, I've been telling myself that I have to be responsible for my readers. I have to keep my word and never cheat them.

That's why I couldn't keep my promise to a book friend that I would add 150 books to my collection.

I'm really sorry. For this, I apologize to all my book friends. I'm really sorry. I'm really sorry.

Currently, he was a senior student studying construction engineering management.

There were too many things to do in the fourth year of university. He had to attend classes and prepare for his exams. Especially recently, he was busy with his make-up exams (no doubt he was a terrible student) and his future job. He even had to run to lose weight.

There were too many things to do, and he really didn't have enough time.

I don't want to lie, but I'm really busy.

Therefore, there was really no way for him to update twice, or to update six thousand or even ten thousand times a day like other big bosses.

I can only do the most basic of daily updates.

I'm really sorry.

Two days ago, a dormitory on the same floor caught fire. I was scared to death for the first time.

Fortunately, I didn't sleep at nine at night and put out the fire in time.

But last night, I was woken up by my roommates at around three thirty in the morning, saying that the dormitory opposite us caught fire again.

The fire was very big. Looking at the photos today, everything in the dormitory was burned. But fortunately, only a few girls were burned and no one was seriously injured.

Last night, I saw the fire from the window. The fire was very big. I could smell all kinds of burning things from our dormitory. It was really scary.

I really hope that everyone can pay more attention to their safety.

Alright, I've written a bunch of useless and useless things in a messy and long-winded manner.

It's not early anymore. Pay attention to your health and don't stay up late. I love you all.

I also wish that I won't forget my original intention and continue to work hard.

Love you all.

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