The psychosis of an individual

Chapter 153

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Today is!

Wednesday, July 29th, 2015!

I've gained a lot today!

But I'm a moron!

I've had enough!

I can't stand myself!

How can I be like this!

I can't!

I'm still far from it!

Falling in love with a beautiful top student!

The ending!

Just think about it!

Well, how should I put it!

I love you!

I've had enough!

Thinking about it, it's true!

This emotion!

This kind of distance!

Just like a song!

Singing like that!

Just like that!

I don't just love you for loving me!

I want to find someone to accompany me!

Just like that!

I feel terrible just thinking about it!

How can I be like this!

I can't!

I have to continue living like this!

How can I be like this!

My ability is limited!

I'm still far from it!

Just like that!

Continue!

I'm still far from it!

I love you!

Enough!

I'm disgusted!

I hate myself!

Wearing!

Wolf skin!

Really!

Scum!

Enough!

So I'm scum!

Maybe I've read too many novels!

Maybe it's just wishful thinking!

I'm just like that!

Human!

Just thinking about it is enough!

How can I be like this!

Continue!

This life!

I'm still far from it!

Just like that!

How can I be like this!

I can't!

I should work hard!

I want to be with her!

Be together!

That year!

22!

I'm already 22 years old!

But!

My youth!

It's still going on!

If I work hard!

I can only work hard!

Just like that!

I have to work hard!

I want to be with her!

Be together!

I'm such a hypocrite!

Who I treat!

Can do!

Love for a while!

That's enough!

Crazy!

Yuan Zhong!

I think it's just like that!

How can I be like this!

I can't!

I'm still far from it!

Just like that!

I can't!

Work hard to pursue!

A girl!

I have to work hard!

I have to work hard!

Just like that!

En!

I have to persevere!

Show my attitude!

That's me!

I should work hard!

People like me are only suitable!

Be friends!

Not suitable!

Be lovers!

I'm still far from it!

I want to sing!

Follow me!

Left hand!

Right hand!

In slow motion!

I have to work hard!

Feel!

It's all joy!

But reality is cruel!

It's all a problem!

I should work hard!

Just like that!

This song!

Gives you joy!

I'll continue!

Compose!

I'll continue!

I'll only write until 9: 30!

I'll do the laundry later!

I've had enough!

This is also dragging it out!

Enough!

A man!

There's nothing I can't afford to lose!

This is love!

I can't afford to lose!

Just like that!

Really!

I've realized!

I'm still far from it!

Just like that!

I can't!

Continue!

This compose!

I think it's just like that!

I really want to be with her!

But my her!

I've changed one after another!

Just like that!

How can it be like that!

It's so uncomfortable!

I'll continue!

I'm a university student!

I don't know!

Can others do it!

I can tell!

I don't think I can tell!

I'm a little sad!

But it's of no use!

I've been in endless despair!

I've gone crazy!

When I've lost all hope in life!

It's very easy!

Crazy!

En, just like that!

I think so too!

I'll continue to work hard!

I think I should work hard!

I think it's enough!

I can only say!

My mental fortitude!

Not good!

Beautiful at first sight!

A girl!

I can't stand it!

You kid!

Isn't that right!

That's silly!

Meaning!

But there's nothing wrong with that!

It's my choice!

This sentence!

Someone else said it!

It's obviously a master of stream of consciousness!

Just like that!

How can it be like that!

I can't!

Continue living like that!

How can it be like that!

I think it's enough!

What's an angel like!

I think it's enough too!

Damn!

I'm still far from it!

Just like that!

I think so too!

How can it be like that!

I can't!

Just like that!

And!

So many words!

I don't know if I can write it well!

Sigh!

Feeling!

Schedule!

Writing slowly!

Sleeping at work!

Eating!

Writing!

Seems to be very regular!

My voice!

Listening to the recording!

It's really unpleasant to hear!

I think I'm still far from it!

I'm mentally ill!

In it!

I'm considered lucky!

I'm not saying!

I deserve it!

I'm in all aspects!

I'm still okay!

Although I'm not strong!

Just like that!

I think it's uncomfortable too!

How can it be like that!

I can't!

Continue!

This life!

I'm thinking of a problem!

A life problem!

I'm thinking about life!

Some things!

Hard to say!

Everyone is!

Self!

Me too!

I feel that I'm!

Very!

Great!

Actually, I'm also human!

If there's no!

Influence from others!

I won't have either!

Today!

It can be said that!

This is society!

There's a mistake!

Only then can it be corrected!

We have to find out!

Problems!

Just like that!

I think it's enough!

How can it be like that!

I can't!

I have to work hard!

How should I put it!

My writing technique!

There's a problem!

En, continue!

I miss you!

I should!

Just like that!

This song is very nice!

I don't listen to the song!

Basically!

I can't write!

Novel!

It's too uncomfortable!

Music!

Perhaps!

It can ease the pain!

Pain!

It can make people forget the pain!

I think so too!

How should I put it!

I need to weigh it!

Also!

30 minutes!

My current hand speed!

I can still keep up!

Just like that!

How can it be like that!

I feel uncomfortable just thinking about it!

I'm over it!

Then!

No more!

I remember!

Myself!

Also laughed!

Enough!

You're here!

Are you kidding me!

I can't!

Continue with this life!

How can it be like that!

I can't!

I'm!

Black!

Of!

Sigh!

I can only say that time is unforgiving!

En!

Continue!

This life!

I can't!

Continue with this life!

How can it be like that!

Damn!

I can't!

En!

That's right!

I've missed it!

A lot of people!

I feel especially annoying!

I feel that I'm!

Especially emotional!

Actually, it's also unnecessary!

I have this feeling!

How should I put it!

I just have to persevere!

My novel!

It's been three months!

En!

Just like that!

Three months!

En!

Continue to speed up!

Sigh!

I've missed it!

One girl after another!

I feel like every one of them!

I like all of them!

I can only say!

I'm too weird!

This can't be!

Love too!

Just like that!

I'm still far from it!

Alexander!

How can it be like that!

En!

I believe!

Just like that!

I can't seem to do it!

How can it be like that!

I think it's enough!

How can it be like that!

I'm still far from it!

I have this feeling!

I'm still far from it!

This doesn't make sense!

Hehe!

That's enough!

Remembrance!

I'm writing a novel!

Three months!

That's right!

Broken!

My record!

I don't know!

Can I continue!

Just like that!

This is a problem!

My brain!

I'm still not clear-headed!

How can it be like that!

I can!

Continue!

This life!

I think so too!

I have to work hard to find a girlfriend!

Whether I love her or not!

I have to do well!

Cherish!

Of course, it's impossible to feel!

It will never change!

This is a problem!

F * ck!

I'm thinking!

En, where's the promised plot!

I feel like I'm skipping again!

I don't feel good about this!

Also!

23 minutes!

En!

This hand speed!

I obviously can't keep up!

I'm still far from it!

Just like that!

Continue!

This life!

I miss you!

I should love you!

Just like that!

How can it be like that!

I can't continue!

I should work hard!

I have to work hard!

I should love you!

I don't know!

Who should I love!

This is a problem!

I don't know!

This is a problem!

Uncomfortable!

Just like that!

I don't feel good!

How can it be like that!

Continue!

This life!

Also!

A lot!

I don't know how much I've written!

I've written for an hour!

I miss you!

This is a problem!

My love life!

It's enough!

But!

I still!

I have to grasp it well!

I feel like it's so easy!

I've fallen!

Sigh!

Uncomfortable!

How can it be like that!

I can't!

Continue!

I feel like I'm so bad!

I feel like I can't!

Just like that!

I've long forgotten where I am!

I only remember!

I'm here to find you!

En, just like that!

The world is so big!

Meeting!

It's also a kind of fate!

Damn!