Continue with the morning! Knock off at 7 o 'clock! Sleep until now! Damn! Just after lunch! Yes! Damn! I feel that I! My identity is going to be exposed! However, I'll be able to figure it out! They won't be able to find me! That's how it is! Actually, it's nothing! Secretly! Create! There's nothing to not return! Maybe! Damn!

I'll go and continue. Let's not talk about anything else! You know! Damn! How can it be like this! Days like this! It's enough! It makes people sad! Very sad! I'm already crying! I think so! Continue! My life! Today! Was taken by someone! A very! Ugly expression! Damn! I'm filming! Expression! It's so rich! I think it's enough too! It's really enough! Alright! I'll write! 7 o 'clock! Stamina! No! I'll write at the latest! 6: 30! It's like this! Continue! My life! Damn! Continue! My creative life! I feel terrible just thinking about it! How can it be like this! I'm already crying! I think so too! My identity has been exposed! I think it's enough too! Almost no one! Look at my work! It's like this! Continue! I think I feel terrible! It's enough too! Qianqian! It's enough too! Her expression! I can film now! It's really rich in expression! I feel terrible just thinking about it! How can it be like this! Continue with this life! I think it's enough for me! It's indeed art! It comes from life! But I don't want to be higher than life! Nothing! I can be higher than life! I see a girl on my phone at the same time! Very beautiful! I see it! I'm about to cry! But that's just a wallpaper! I'm thinking about a problem! Of course! Look at this chapter! Maybe it's two months later! It's like this! The eighth paragraph! I've already finished the script! It's just that I'm slowly uploading it! There's a feeling! A strong sense of delay! Actually, you can't tell who I am yet! I can deny it! Yes! I can pretend! It's like this! Continue! I'm thinking about a problem! My feet smell! They actually called me! Soak it in vinegar! That's it! Soak pig feet in white vinegar! I didn't say I'm a pig! Actually! It's not bad if I can be a pig! No one dares! Eat me!

I'll continue! It's not good if they reflect back! There's a problem with my feet! Why can't I feel it myself! That's enough! Continue! I'm going to piss people off today! I still have to clean up later! Continue! This feeling! My! Smell! It's also a wonder! I can't smell it myself! It's like this! I feel like crying! I can't even cry out! I feel like I'm going to be fired! I'm fired! I have this feeling! Continue my creation! Of course! Maybe it'll be two months after you see this part! In the future! Maybe you won't be able to see it! God knows! How long can I write! I'm crying! This is a problem! Continue! But there's a problem! I have to face it! It's like this! I'm not qualified! To escape! That's it! My! People! That's enough! It's not that I hate myself! I just want to be an ordinary person! Recently! There's a book! It says that I just want to be an ordinary woman! This book is enough! It's even more clickbait than me! Author! It might be one! Burly man! I don't know! Who wrote it! I can't be bothered to search! I feel like I'm kneeling! That's the feeling! I'm already crying! I've always been! Very low-key! However! How should I put it! No matter what! I'm just an ordinary person! This! I'm clear about it! First, I have to recognize myself! Ordinary! Recognize myself! What I want to do! That's the only way! It's possible! There's a wave of stench! I can smell it myself! I think so! I feel terrible! I feel like I'm just a bystander! But life! That's how it is! A bystander! A bystander without any purpose! It's like this! Continue! I can't feel my own emotions! I just want to cry! Yes! The computer is buzzing! It's screaming! I don't know what it's screaming for! I think it's enough! I'm already crying! It's enough for me to go! I can only hope for this thing! There won't be any problems now! At least wait for me! Finish writing a million words! How should I put it! There's such a feeling! This smell! It's really big! I smell my hands! I knew it! Sigh! I'm already crying! I feel terrible too! How can it be like this! Continue! My life is like this! It's like this! I dare to say how should I put it! Life problems! It's also a problem! I feel that I! Even my own life problems! I can't handle it well! That's enough! What I need to do now is! Coordinate my hands! I feel like I'm a finger! I'm typing! Actually, at most! It's just four fingers! I think it's enough! I need to clean up later! Continue! My creation! I'm already crying! Continue my life! I'm like this! How can it be like this! Continue! I think it's enough! Continue! How can it be like this! I feel terrible too! Continue later! I can only say! The environment is more confined! The stench of my corpse is fermenting! However, this is also a creative inspiration! The protagonist! Maybe it's like this! Then what! Then what! But not now! Continue! My life! I think it's enough! I'm thinking why! How can I write such a work! How can it be like this! Feeling! It's too much of a blow! That's right! I have such a feeling! How can it be like this! Continue! My creation! As expected! My creation! I'm right! Even my bones! They're all smelly! It's really like this! I'm so sad! My smell! It's also very strange! I think it's enough! How should I say it! I don't want this either! I'm a low-key person! How should I say it! I don't think it's good! I feel terrible! How can it be like this! Continue!!!! Sigh! I feel terrible! I always like to cry! I'm sad! I'm afraid I'll starve to death! I know I actually have nothing! That's it! I have this feeling! Continue! I only understand now! I actually don't have any ability! I'm just a blank piece of paper! That's it! That's why I have something! I have to face it! I have to face it! I can't run away from it! Sigh! But I have my principles! Novels are free! If even novels! They aren't free! They can't be! But I still have my principles! That's it! Also! Half an hour! Continue! My creation! Continue to work hard! This life! I think it's enough! Continue! My life! How can it be like this! I think it's enough! My life is in a mess?! Precarious! Days like this! It's also frustrating! I have this feeling! But this is life! I'm still under a lot of pressure! There's no other way! I can only try my best! Maybe I can't become a writer! But at least! I just want to! Make a living! It's that simple! There's no other way! There's a lot of pressure to survive! Sigh! So that's how reality is! Maybe it's like me taking medicine! It's related! I've taken too much medicine! My body! It's hard to avoid abnormalities! I don't know about that! Yes, it's like this! Continue my creation! Continue! I'm already feeling terrible! I'm in trouble again! A state! I can't extricate myself! Yes! Continue my life! How should I put it! Or go and clean! Hygiene!

I feel like I'm going to cry! Actually, how should I put it! I feel like I'm hopeless! Sure enough, when I'm having an episode! Here comes the next chapter! It's like this! Continue! Such a feeling! How can it be like this! I think it's enough too! Continue! Suddenly, my speed is a lot faster! It turns out that I'm only working with one hand! Now it's an upgraded version! Two single-handed! Continue my creation! That's it! Speed up! Turn sorrow into strength! Actually, I want to use creation! Find a bowl of rice for myself! But it's not that easy! It's so easy! I can only say! I feel like I can't do it! How should I say it! My personality is wrong! Actually, how should I say it! I should have realized this problem earlier! My personality is right! I'm not mentally ill! I think so! Actually, how should I say it! I'm also very annoyed! Sigh! I have to continue! My creation! Sigh! Yes! Continue! There's no other way! Damn it! How can it be like this! I'm already crying! How can it be like this! Just thinking about it makes me feel terrible! Grief! It gives me a headache! I'm mainly afraid of starving to death! Everything else is fine! Continue! My feelings! Sigh! There's no other way! Life is just so unbearable! I think so! I feel like I'm acting up! Acting up! Of course, acting up is worse than this! It's even worse!

How should I say it! How do I view mental illness! It's mainly because I'm under a lot of pressure! I can't stand the pressure of survival! I can't stand it either! If I don't write novels! I'll go to work like this every day! I'll cry too! I can't accept this reality! This is it! The disparity between reality and ideal! As for those who beat people up! That's not being bullied! Sigh! Life! Mental illness is a product of society! I think so! It's like this! Some people just like honest people! They like to bully honest people! I have this feeling! To bully honest people! To treat it as a kind of fun! A kind of joke! How should I put it! Such a person! Yes! There is! In the end! I can't stand it! Mental illness! Madness! This is just the beginning! For me! Madness doesn't mean the end! However, there are many mental illnesses! I saw it when I went to the hospital! Sigh! I don't want to say it! I'm scared myself if I say it! Maybe one day! I'll be like that too! It's like this! Continue! How should I put it! Actually! Losing control of the mind! Living in one's own world! There's nothing bad about that! Sigh! How should I put it! Everyone is like that! I feel that way! Otherwise, everyone can be a writer! However, it's not like that! I used to! I've been delusional! I'll become a well-known writer! I'm still researching my own writing theory! A real writer! It doesn't need too much experience! It doesn't need imagination! He just needs to integrate it into his own life! Just integrate it into his creation!