The psychosis of an individual

Chapter 163

Continue my work! Today! Yes! It's half past six! I still need three more minutes! I plan to write until 7: 40! How should I put it! Today is a tragic day! I should give up! The person I love! Doesn't love me! I'm already crying! How can it be like this! Maybe this is reality! I think it's enough! No one will love me! I think it's enough too! I'm so scared that my heart is so cold! Waiting for you to come! It hurts! The city is gradually falling into darkness! Lonely people! There are a few more! Maybe! I'm not alone! My work can accompany me! I just feel lonely! It's like this! How can it be like this! I think it's enough! Damn! I feel terrible! Why is it like this! I think it's already like this! No one can change this reality! Yes! It's reality! I think it's like this!

It's enough for today! Sigh! I see him and her again! Eating together! They seem to be very happy! I can only say that reality is cruel! The person I love doesn't love me! It's not that simple! This feeling is very complicated! It's very complicated! It's not a monotonous feeling! It's like that! But it feels! It's not like this! My taste! It's enough! I can't even stand it myself! Continue!

I'm thinking about a problem! Can I! I really want to eat meat! I haven't eaten meat for a long time! Sigh! It's like this! Continue! My work! Eating in the cafeteria! There's really not much meat! I'm really about to become a monk! Sigh! Tragedy! I feel terrible! How can it be like this! I'm already crying! It can't be like this! I think it's enough! Continue! This life! I've had enough! I can't even eat meat! It's enough! I really want to eat meat! Look! I'll see tomorrow! Damn, how can it be like this! I'm still working the night shift tonight! Yes! I might only be able to go back tomorrow afternoon! Continue with my life! I think it's really tragic! I even indulged myself just now! I feel like I'm too sinful! Of course, how should I put it! I have such freedom! No one can stop me from doing so! How can it be like this! Reality is cruel! Continue! My life! How can this person be like this! Actually, it's enough just thinking about it! Terrible! I'm already crying! How can it be like this! Continue with my life! It's so terrible! Continue with my life! How can it be like this! Continue! It's not that simple! How can it be like this! Continue! It's too complicated! I can't continue! I think it's enough! How can it be like this! Continue! I want to hold hands! I want to hug!

However! I'm still very sleepy! I have to go to the night shift later! I'm really annoyed! Yes! I plan to buy some noodles to make fried noodles! Yes, that's right! Continue with my creation! I should continue! I think it's enough! My life!