Continue!

Today is Sunday!

Yes!

I feel that life is hopeless!

It's like this!

The world!

So small!

Because!

I'm always alone!

The world is so big!

Because!

With you!

Today!

Yes!

2015/8/9！

18: 03 PM!

Today!

I'm writing a chapter!

Because!

I have a lot of clothes!

I haven't washed them!

Look!

It's like this!

Continue with my life!

Continue!

This is writing!

How can it be like this!

Life!

I don't like the light!

I'm starting to like it!

Fluorescent lights!

The feeling!

Continue!

My life!

Reality is so beautiful!

What do you think!

Continue with my creative life!

Take things too hard!

How can it be like this!

Now I'm planning to sell the manuscript!

I'm planning to sell it!

Yes!

I don't know why I'm feeling this way!

I'm always thinking of selling it!

Keeping it to burn paper offerings!

Instantly!

I feel that I!

No!

Love!

But!

I'm not!

Actually, I'm still!

I'm selling it for money!

I'm actually doing it!

I'm selling it!

I don't have to pretend anymore!

Yes!

Continue!

This doesn't feel good!

It can't be like this!

Writing isn't easy!

I have to!

I have to cherish it!

I can write it here!

How much courage do I need!

Almost!

No one will read it!

However, this is not the main point!

The main point is that I'm writing it!

How should I put it!

This is a problem!

Speaking of which!

It's complicated!

Yes!

How should I put it!

I can only say that!

It's not that simple!

Actually, I'm writing something!

The main point is that I want to write it!

Yes!

That's it!

I don't want to write it!

Give me a lot of money!

It doesn't seem to work!

Money can solve the problem!

The problem!

It's also a problem!

It's like this!

The key is that I don't have money!

I actually!

I don't want a lot of money!

As long as I have food to eat!

As long as I don't eat too badly!

It's like this!

I just want to eat some meat occasionally!

It's like this!

How should I put it!

Life!

We!

No right!

To judge!

It's like this!

To continue living like this!

There's no right or wrong!

There's only right!

Not right!

How should I put it!

There's such a thing as right or wrong!

It's not that simple!

Actually!

So!

I'd better not say it!

I'm afraid if I say it!

I'm also afraid!

My ability is limited!

I'm alone!

I can't change anything!

Perhaps this is the reality!

Perhaps!

I can't save the world!

But I can't save myself!

How should I put it!

My life!

It's a problem!

It's a problem!

Work!

I'm just making a living!

How should I put it!

This society!

I have no choice!

My everything!

It's all this world!

It's for me!

It's just like this!

I'm thinking of a problem!

My book!

I'm going to sell it!

Yes!

I don't want to sell it!

But!

I can't sell it!

How much money!

That's!

A month's salary!

How should I put it!

Perhaps there'll be a tomorrow!

I'm so tired of love!

I realize that I'm not!

Not suitable!

She!

How could it be like this!

Sigh!

Teenage melodrama!

Reality is cruel!

And I!

I can't get over it!

Life is so tragic!

I can't accept it!

It's like this!

I'm thinking of a problem!

Can I!

Write our story into a book!

However!

The story hasn't started!

It means that it's over!

This is reality!

The best story!

There's no story!

Perhaps it's like this!

Damn!

You've had enough!

My life!

It's exciting because of you!

Although it's not that I can't live without you!

But you're very important!

I realize that I've had enough!

Continue!

My life!

Our story!

It'll be written into a book!

The world is too big!

We're too far away!

I hate this distance!

Why is it like this!

I only understand now!

Reality is very shameless!

The distance is very far!

I can't do anything!

I can only write a book!

A memorial!

But everyone is like this!

There's no other way!

But!

I still have to!

Work hard!

Fight!

I should persevere!

The story is written by myself!

That's a good story!

Maybe I'll have a chance!

Even if!

I'm covered in wounds!

I want to try too!

Why not!

My life!

I need to write it myself!

That's it!

But this is just a feeling!

A person who hasn't experienced it!

It's hard to understand this feeling!

How should I put it!

That's it!

I'm thinking of a problem!

How should I put it!

A sea of people!

Vast!

Why should I!

Be able to stand up!

I'm only here to make a living!

Distance!

The first book!

Of course, how should I put it!

I've already started!

I can't say it!

I haven't started!

I thought I could be with you forever!

But!

This is reality!

It's also annoying!

Why!

Actually, this is life!

Often!

What I meet isn't the most suitable!

It's also not the best!

Why should I be so stubborn!

It's useless!

The human heart is insatiable!

A snake swallows an elephant!

That's it!

Maybe I'm a fool!

A fool!

Also a fool!

A smart person!

Where did it all go!

I'm a smart person!

I won't do this!

It's a stupid thing!

What do you think!

Maybe!

This is just an excuse!

I've already forgotten!

Why should I write something!

I'm thinking!

I should forget!

I've already forgotten!

I actually!

Wrote it!

Why should I be so conflicted!

This isn't the main point!

The main point is what I'm doing!

My dream is to!

Become!

Actually, I've already lost my dream!

I just!

Hope not!

It's too bad!

Gradually!

I lost my dream!

My dream!

To become the richest man in China!

Bragging!

Who doesn't know how to!

Actually!

How should I put it!

Dream!

Distance!

It's also a very beautiful thing!

How should I put it!

Maybe it's like this!

I feel terrible!

How can it be like this!

It's been so long!

I don't see it!

It's sunny!

I'm already not used to it!

It's sunny!

I'm preparing a book!

Write!

My story with her!

How should I put it!

Such a work!

The earlier it is!

The better!

What if we get together!

I only love my own thoughts!

I just!

Treat her!

Like!

The person I like!

I don't understand at all!

I just like her!

I'm too blind!

Maybe this is wishful thinking!

I thought!

It's all very beautiful!

But the reality!

It's not like this!

Who knows!

But I don't know!

I don't need to know!

I don't think so!

What's the use of this!

He was alone!

Alone!

Writing a novel!

Maybe I only have a lifetime!

I'll eventually!

Turn into nothing!

It seems like!

I'll let it go ~ Actually, I want to let it go!

But the reality!

It's not like this!

I have a kind of!

Dragging out an ignoble existence!

Feeling!

Unable to be brave enough to love!

Only!

Secretly!

Relaxing myself!

It's enough!

I hate myself!

Continue!

This life!

I think it's enough too!

I think it's enough too!

How can it be like this!

I'm already crying!

Continue!

My life!

I can't take it easy!

How can it be like this!

I have something to say every day!

Whose house to eat!

Writing a novel!

Going to work!

Doing nothing!

But life!

It's not that simple!

How should I put it!

I'm thinking of a problem!

How can it be like this!

Continue with my writing!

I've discovered my destiny now!

Being influenced by others!

How should I put it!

It's just like this!

If there's a writer like me!

I might not be able to write anymore!

Maybe so!

Because!

I wanted to write in the beginning!

It's because of myself!

To be able to write better than others!

To think differently!

But he had a different opinion!

Now I want to express my emotions!

There are many factors!

It's just like this!

My life has just begun!

My life!

It's just that!

It's begun!

My dream!

To be a writer!

Clang!

To be a film editor!

To film a movie!

Because I think I'm different!

Of course, this is just a thought!

It's just like this!

There's nothing wrong with thinking!

Life!

It's just a show!

It's all about!

Acting!

It's just like this!

Yes, no!

A song!

Listened to!

Many years!

Thinking about myself!

Maybe this is growth!

Maybe this is youth!

I've discovered it!

It's just like this!

Wait!

I'm going to wash clothes!

After washing!

Clothes!

I'm going to sleep!

Mm!

I don't understand!

Why!

Every day!

I have to write a chapter!

I can only say!

My!

Emotions!

I really want to express it!

At my age!

I can only write like this!

But!

It doesn't matter what I write!

Emotions are very important!

I'm!

A coward!

It's getting dark!

Continue!

My life!

Continue!

My life!

How can it be like this!

Continue!

I'm thinking of a problem!

Say something!

It's really too much!

It's artistic!

Don't think!

I don't know!

You're a writer!

Hehe!

Enough!

I didn't expect it!

Although I didn't expect it!

I started reading!

Novels came later!

I started reading when I was around 16!

I didn't want to write at first!

At first, it was just for!

To find a girlfriend!

To succeed!

It's that simple!

To become famous!

But I prefer to express myself!

To release myself!

Of course, this has always been there!

There's nothing wrong with expressing myself!

Bullshit!

It's a little too much!

Hundreds of thousands of words!

How should I put it!

I feel that I have enough!

I'm!

Ready!

Maybe!

Wind!

Will rise!

It's like this!

There's a new book recently!

And it's good!

It's very realistic!

It looks very heavy!

I understand why!

I'm going to write a fantasy novel!

That kind!

It's too realistic!

It looks like!

It's too heavy!

It's just like this!

I'll continue!

My life!

Sleep!

Nothing is possible!

Work hard!

There might not be any returns!

But if I don't work hard!

There will definitely be no returns!

Ten more minutes!

I'm so tired!

It's completely mechanical!

I'm writing!

It's like this!

Continue with my life!

Damn!

It's just one page!

That's!

Two thousand!

Too many words!

It's like this!