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It's computer time now!

Sunday, 8/23/2015!

It's like this!

I've been thinking a lot!

What is it?!

It's love!

It's like this!

I've written!

15 points!

I'm giving it away today!

Sending!

3 minutes!

I realized!

Do I really need love?!

I just!

I need someone to rely on!

I feel like I!

Like a woman!

I just!

I want to find someone to care about!

It's like this!

I think it's like this!

I'm thinking!

To find someone to care about!

But I don't want to care about!

It's like this!

Feelings!

It's like this!

It's very complicated!

I don't feel good about it!

I'm still conflicted!

Yes!

That's right!

Let me think!

I can't do it!

It's like this!

I've had enough!

What's going on!

I don't want to be like this!

Continue!

This life!

Continue!

I feel like I've!

Sent these three minutes!

I've used them!

I've written!

20 points!

I'll take a shower later!

I'm thinking!

What should I look for?!

My girlfriend!

I am!

I should date!

Why can't I?!

It's me!

I can't!

I have to take responsibility!

Date!

It's actually very simple!

That's right!

I like you!

You like me!

It's that simple!

It's so difficult!

I've already!

23 years old!

After today!

I'll!

23 years old!

I can't afford to be hurt!

This world!

Time!

It's enough!

It's like this!

How can it be like this!

I think it's enough too!

It's like this!

I'm still far from it!

It can't be like this!

I just want to say!

It's impossible!

The person I love doesn't love me back!

So!

This is!

It's so uncomfortable!

Continue!

Continue!

My life!

I'll go!

To the end!

Do I want to date!

First, I have to understand why I want to date!

You're not in line with it!

The laws of nature!

Using the laws of nature!

To describe it!

It's not comprehensive enough!

My soul needs to!

Find a partner!

Relationship problems!

It's a big problem!

It's actually not a small matter!

I always!

Want to have a dream!

Uncomfortable!

How can it be like this!

Continue!

My life!

It's like this!

I don't think so!

My world!

Too few!

One!

Very good of you!

Of course, I'm suspected of plagiarism!

I only said that because I knew!

It's not me!

My balls hurt!

What are you up to!

This is a problem!

I think so too!

Continue like this!

Don't mess around!

I want to think!

Even if it's the whole world!

How should I put it!

The so-called thoughts!

What is it!

It's thoughts!

I still don't understand!

I don't understand!

The person I love!

Doesn't love me!

What is this feeling!

I believe!

Only the heart!

To like it!

To feel it!

Only then did I know!

Back then!

I wanted to write a novel!

First, to make a fortune!

Second, to find a girlfriend!

Back then, I wanted to write an autobiography!

That's!

11 years!

Otherwise, why would I say this!

I've been preparing this book for 4 years!

My dream has come true!

It's just that!

I feel like I've changed!

Back then!

Sigh!

I realized!

I'm human!

I can really change!

Perhaps!

There's no such thing as eternity!

I just want to find someone!

Accompany me!

Someone who speaks!

It's that simple!

One!

Can!

Quietly!

Someone who wants to read my novel!

It's that simple!

Kid!

Can't you ask for more!

The things I write!

Probably!

No one likes to read them!

I like to use my brain!

I'm used to it!

I don't think!

It's easy to fall ill!

It's easy to make mistakes!

That's why I want to write!

One of the main reasons!

Writing can make myself clearer!

Just like me!

It's just as I thought!

I can break free from the control of others!

But I can't!

That's just a wrong idea!

I have no choice!

It's actually like this!

My development direction!

Inclination!

It's a kind of lightness!

Literature!

Alright!

That's enough!

I can talk to myself!

This is my special ability after my illness!

I had it back then!

Such an ability!

I've suffered a lot!

It's mainly a psychological problem!

It's just like this!

What happened back then!

I still remember!

Slowly!

Again!

How should I put it!

I'm thinking of a problem!

Like this!

I need to pay attention!

Why do I feel like!

I didn't write anything!

Unknowingly!

I'm back!

3000 words!

No eunuchs!

How can that be!

My book from last year!

It's just a foundation!

I've accumulated a lot of experience!

Yes, it's like this!

Originally!

Actually, this book!

It's a little late!

How should I put it!

I thought I'll never write a novel again!

Damn!

I didn't expect!

I'll continue!

This is a problem!

I really didn't want to write it back then!

How should I put it!

Damn!

This is complicated!

Actually!

This matter!

I don't understand!

I'm actually lying to myself!

I only realized it now!

I feel that writing a novel!

It's meaningless!

At least!

I'm writing a novel!

When!

It's free!

I like the feeling of freedom!

Perhaps!

This is!

It's fate!

But I don't believe in this!

I believe that there's a way!

There's nothing!

Of course!

Perhaps!

How should I put it!

This is a problem!

I'm thinking!

How can it be like this!

It can't be!

I think it's enough!

Like this!

Continue!

My creation!

I think it's enough!

It can't be!

Continue!

Yes!

Continue!

Actually, this is just a feeling!

I don't care about this!

I don't have a story!

It's enough!

I don't like stories!

I like the feeling of reality!

But I rarely feel it's real!

I can feel it!

Like this!

Continue!

Damn!

My mind is blank now!

I want to write!

What kind of thing!

Write something different!

Freedom!

It's the main theme!

Like this!

Continue!

I think so!

My life!

Continue!

Today!

I have a feeling!

I'm suddenly awake!

It's also an illness!

I don't know!

At this time!

My mind is especially clear!

It's just like this!

Continue with my creation!

I think it's enough!

Like this!

Continue!

Damn!

This life!

Alright, continue!

I only realized it now!

Tears!

Actually!

Like normal saline!

How should I put it!

It's just like this!

Sigh!

My heart is empty!

My entire being!

I'm suddenly awake!

What to do!

I don't know!

This is a problem!

I don't like myself being like this!

Of course, it's not up to me!

Maybe I've hit a bottleneck!

I think so!

It's very likely!

It's like this!

I think!

This isn't good!

Like this!

I've had enough!

Continue!

My creation!

Yes!

Continue!

Like this!

No choice!

I think it's like this!

Damn!

It's very uncomfortable!

How can it be like this!

I think so!

Continue with my life!

I have to go to work tomorrow!

Damn!

I'm back!

The state when I just started writing!

I can!

There's some improvement!

I can be myself again!

Be intoxicated!

No!

Damn!

Now!

An ordinary creation!

It may not satisfy me!

But so what!

I feel that I!

Like!

Challenge!

It's just like this!

Continue!

My creation!

Like this!

I think it's enough!

Continue!

My life!

Continue!

It can be like this!

No!

I realize!

My life!

How should I put it!

This is a problem!

I suddenly realized!

I don't know what to write!

I think!

I've really hit a bottleneck!

I think!

The best story!

There's no story!

Yes!

It's just like this!

I think so too!

Continue!

My life!

I'm too ordinary!

I think so too!

It can't be done!

How can it be done!

I think it can't be done!

Damn!

I've taken a lot of medicine!

Actually, I'm!

He was a very docile person!

I think I knew it back then!

Otherwise, I'm!

Like this!

I'm considered lucky!

That's how it should be!

How should I put it!

The pressure is here again!

Damn!

This pressure is not ordinary!

It turns out!

I can't take it anymore!

It turns out!

I only understand now!

What is!

Paper can't wrap fire!

I kind of understand now!

How should I put it!

I'm a conflicted person!

I understand now!

Why!

My first time!

I went to the mental hospital!

Why didn't they prescribe medicine for me!

Maybe it's because!

My thoughts are clear!

I can still brag about it!

My ability to express myself!

I still have it!

But!

When my illness acts up!

I can't do it at all!

My entire being!

I broke down!

I don't want to talk about myself!

How I was back then!

Because!

Back then, I was actually!

Very popular!

I wouldn't have thought!

I would become a writer!

That's how it should be!

If I didn't have these experiences!

If!

I wouldn't be sick!

Become!

A writer!

Very difficult!

I can only say!

I'm luckier!

Actually, it's nothing!

When my illness acted up!

I thought!

I must!

I can become!

A very powerful writer!

Now it seems!

This is not the main point!

Just like the saying goes!

The important thing is that I didn't say it!

What!

Not because of what I said!

Like this!

I think it's enough!

And!

20 minutes!

I suddenly!

I feel that I!

As if!

Arrived!

Another world!

The entire!

World!

It's all quiet!

There's this feeling!

My life!

It's enough!

I can't!

Like this!

Continue!

I have to work hard!

Just like this!

My thoughts!

It's not enough!

I think it's also frustrating!

Like this!

Damn!

Switch off the lights!

Switch off the lights!

Damn!

Fortunately, I've already!

Mastered it!

Blindly fighting skills!

Really!

I'll deal with whatever comes my way!

I'll deal with whatever comes my way!

I haven't washed my clothes!

Today's sleep!

I slept until around nine o 'clock!

I got off work at six o 'clock!

Well, yes!

Continue!

Today!

I might not be able to write for long!

Probably only!

Slightly more than 3000 words!

I just realized it!

I can actually fight blindly!

But I'm average!

Not fighting blindly!

I can see!

It's better!

Maybe it's like this!

I can see!

It's faster!

Now!

I'm using!

I'm typing with my middle finger!

I'm using my middle finger on both hands!

Middle finger!

Longer!

My hands are big!

Two fingers!

I can press the entire keyboard!

Continue!

Such a crazy life!

I think so too!

My problem!

It's already very serious!

I just realized it!