I think that I've had enough!

I'm the current generation!

Chen Shimei!

I've realized!

The people I've loved!

They've all!

Disappeared from my life!

What should I do!

Forget someone!

That's the best way!

I've fallen deeply in love with her!

It's that simple!

I feel terrible thinking about it!

Like this!

I'm actually!

I'm not that heartless!

I'm not that emotional!

Just like this!

I hate myself!

The feeling of liking the new and hating the old!

Gazing deeply!

Watching!

Watching your back as you leave!

Step by step!

I don't know when!

To be able to hold your hand!

I want to be together with you!

Just like this!

I really want to be together with you!

But we're not compatible!

How should I put it!

We're not in the same world!

I only have one!

Looking at your back!

Gazing deeply!

Until you disappear from my sight!

Sigh!

Maybe you've never turned back!

But I still have some!

Anticipation!

Hope that you can turn back!

Take another look at you!

That's good too!

The kind that likes you!

Cold, cold!

The feeling!

I don't like passion!

The kind of girl!

I like that kind!

Looking up!

The cold feeling!

I like that kind!

Fairy!

The feeling!

Yes!

Just like this!

Damn!

Continue!

How should I put it!

Write!

8: 30 PM!

I've rested for a while today!

Actually, I'm just saying!

What kind of girl do I like!

I don't even know!

What if I don't meet her!

What should I do!

That's a problem!

But it's not a big problem!

Such a simple problem!

Just think about it!

Damn!

It's like this!

Damn!

Continue to work hard!

So depressing!

Like this!

Damn!

Can't do it!

I think it's very sad too!

Do you have this kind of feeling?

Damn!

Look again!

Continue!

I have to work hard!

Damn!

Can't do it!

Like this!

Habit!

Living alone!

I like being alone!

I don't like it!

I'm just used to it!

Maybe being alone!

It's not bad!

But I still!

Don't understand!

Such a simple problem!

I can't handle it well now!

This is also difficult!

Like this!

Continue!

I think it's enough!

Continue!

This life!

I can't go!

Like this!

The sky isn't dark yet!

There's a heartache!

My heart always feels empty!

Maybe this is it!

Empty and lonely!

Cold feeling!

Sigh!

Life!

Damn!

Trouble!

There's still a lot!

It's not that simple!

I have to work hard now!

Work hard!

Come on!

Like this!

Life still has to go on!

Just like this!

Just like this!

No choice!

Damn!

I have to continue!

I think it's enough!

I can't figure it out either!

How can it be like this!

I think it's enough too!

Sigh!

I don't know what to say!

My mind is full of thoughts!

I can't explain it!

What should I do!

Sigh!

Life!

What's wrong!

What's wrong!

It's the same thing!

I think it's very difficult!

Damn!

Life!

Unbearable!

How can it be like this!

I can't!

Express!

I don't know!

What's wrong!

What's wrong!

Maybe!

Even this!

Light!

It's all become sad!

Occasionally!

There's!

Sound!

Those two years!

Damn!

I think it's enough!

Thinking of myself back then!

I don't know whether to laugh or cry!

Me back then!

Very suitable for writing novels!

Maybe back then!

Write!

I can become a guru!

Look at it now!

Go!

That's not possible!

That's not the point!

Maybe I can write freely!

I'm already very happy!

It's that easy to be satisfied!

Actually!

I feel that it's purely a narrative!

I can't do it!

My novel!

It's so lousy!

No one reads it!

However!

How should I put it!

I don't have any opinions on this!

Actually!

I've been thinking about it!

Why do I have to do this!

It's a futile effort!

I didn't expect!

I'll become a writer!

In the beginning, it was only for!

Honor!

That's enough!

Actually, I have it now!

It's just writing novels!

It's more free!

It's a feeling!

Of course, it's possible!

It's just an excuse!

Anyway, I'm myself!

I don't know!

It's just like this!

I've realized!

There's a lot of problems!

How should I deal with them!

Like this!

I think it's not possible!

Continue!

I think it's not possible!

Damn!

What to do!

Damn!

Continue!

Sad!

Damn!

It's not possible!

Damn!

This kind of life!

Damn!

I don't even know myself!

What do I want!

What is it!

I don't know!

It's really!

The human heart is not enough!

A snake swallows an elephant!

I don't have a clear!

Goal!

I've realized!

Continue!

This kind of life!

I think it's also true!

Continue!

I'm also drunk!

Write!

Probably!

20 minutes!

If!

From!

19~！

30！

Count!

I think!

That's enough!

Alright!

Continue!

This kind of life!

Damn!

It's also enough!

Like this!

Damn!

How can I do it!

Damn!

This story is very cliché!

Damn!

It's also a source of frustration!

What kind of story do I want to write!

I haven't thought of it yet!

Damn!

It's that book!

I'll write the story in my heart!

I'll try my best to rationalize it!

Don't mess around!

You can still do it!

Write a story!

It's just the timing!

It's not mature!

Life experience!

It's not there yet!

After all!

I haven't!

I've been in love!

In the future!

Have!

Deeply experienced!

Write again!

I need to rely on!

Write a book to eat!

From the looks of it!

It's not very possible!

I've realized it too!

So now!

I've found a job!

After all, I have to work hard!

It's just like this!

Damn!

Uncomfortable!

It's enough!

Damn!

It's not possible!

My dream!

Write a novel!

A single cent!

I haven't earned it!

However!

How should I put it!

It's not that I want money!

Yes!

Money!

I can use it to eat!

I don't love money!

I love capital!

No!

Who isn't like this!

Are you stupid!

Damn!

You rascal!

I think it's enough!

You rascal!

That's right!

I've realized you!

You're still far from it!

Damn!

The world is so big!

Damn!

The world!

It's very big!

I don't know!

Damn!

My ability!

Must!

Improve!

Look at it now!

My ability!

It's still very weak!

It's just like this!

I'm also uncomfortable!

Enough!

Damn!

Continue!

This writing!

I feel that in this lifetime!

I can't write!

Story!

I'm a mental patient!

Write a story!

It's very difficult!

There's actually no story!

It's the best story!

Perhaps!

Someone will read what I write!

Will have a headache!

Perhaps ~ it's the same for me!

Dedicated!

Damn!

This life!

Continue!

No choice!

I've had enough!

Unknowingly!

And!

35 minutes!

Life!

What's going on?!

I don't understand!

Damn!

I!

Have something now!

I don't even want to write anymore!

I can't do it!

I can't!

Baddie!

Teach them to be smart!

If everyone is so smart!

How can we survive!

Sigh!

That's why!

Damn!

You rascal!

You're thinking too much!

This is the reality!

I don't understand!

If everyone!

Has someone like me!

Time!

Pain in the ass!

Writing!

Foundation!

You're also a writer!

Because of this or that reason!

Ultimately, not everyone can do it!

Someone who writes!

I'm just!

Picking up flowers at dusk!

In the past!

Writing!

Not practicing!

But now!

Pretending to be anxious!

I know with one look!

I've never practiced before!

No one told me to write!

I don't know how to write!

However!

Finding inspiration is my forte!

I've been doing it for so many years!

I've accumulated a lot!

I've used it!

Many years!

That's why I've!

A kind of!

Feeling!

Writing a book!

Initially, I didn't want to write a book!

I didn't know that I could write one!

I didn't think about it at all!

Later on, I came into contact with it!

Mainly because I didn't have a girlfriend!

My!

First book!

That's how it started!

Actually!

This is the reason!

It's very complicated!

I wanted to lead a life!

A better life!

I came into contact with this profession again!

So I started to write!

Actually!

My novel!

Without me!

I wrote it well back then!

At that time!

I had a relapse!

At that time!

It was really well written!

At that time!

I wrote a book!

My talent!

It was undoubtedly exposed!

How should I put it!

Since!

Everything!

How should I put it!

I realized!

My writing ability!

Lost!

Except!

I had inspiration!

Other!

I was a normal person!

I can only say that!

My drug!

It ate me up!

Of course, that was only one of the factors!

I was fooled!

I learned from my mistakes!

But I!

My writing now!

Except!

Except that I had inspiration!

Basically!

I was just like a normal person!

There was no difference!

I still didn't know myself!

What kind of novel should I write!

I like it!

It was realistic!

I like the feeling of realism!

I like that kind!

Sanda novels!

No choice!

I only have inspiration now!

I have writing ability!

I'm losing it bit by bit!

Perhaps that day will come!

My inspiration!

Will also!

No!

I don't know!

I'm also very worried!

How long can I write!

How long can I write!

Yes!

I'll go!

This way!

It's enough!

Sigh!

Today is!

Write a few chapters!

I don't know!

In one breath!

I can't eat a fatty!

I only understand now!

This sentence!

Actually!

It's like this!

However!

Fatty!

It's mouthful by mouthful!

I can eat it out!

However!

I haven't written ten thousand words in a long time!

High-intensity writing!

I don't know if I can do it!

Sometimes!

I really can't see myself clearly!

How should I put it!

This is a problem!

Alright, I'll continue!

This life!

I want to be like this!

It's also very uncomfortable!

Sigh!

Life!

It's too relaxing to write now!

Actually!

This is a kind of feeling!

There's nothing bad about it!

Sigh!

It's unbearable!

These days!

I've encountered it!

Bottleneck!

I can feel it!

My entire being!

Is!

Naughty!

I'll make a call later!

Go back!

I'll go!

Yes!

I'll call!

That's it!

I'll go!

I still don't know!

What's going on!

It's hard to say!

This way!

Now!

There are really a lot of lies!

I like a book very much!

Of course!

I won't talk about it now!

I don't know how long I can write!

The feeling of writing!

It's a little like me!

I'll pay attention to it silently!

Yes!

That's it!

This way!

I'll go!

How can it be like this!

I realize that life is a tragedy!

I feel very uncomfortable!

This kind of life!

I'll continue!

How can this be!

No way!

I think so too!

No way!

Enough!

I'll continue to work hard!

I think so!

Sigh!

Uncomfortable!

This way!

What am I thinking!

I feel uncomfortable!

Quiet!

Calm down!

I'll go!

When?!

How can I become so rational!

Already!

I can't do it!

I've had enough of it!

It's been so long!

A haircut!

A haircut now!

It's also expensive!

I'll go!

No way!

Sigh!

Upset!

How can this be!

This way!

How can this be!

This kind of life!

I think so too!

Continue!

This kind of life!

It's also very frustrating!

How can it be like this!

Continue!

Work hard!

My mind is blank!

I only know!

Typing!

Sigh!

Life!

This kind of life!

I think so too!

Upset!

Sigh!

Continue!

What to do!

My mission!

And difficult!

I finally know!

It's just like this!

My thoughts!

It's different from ordinary people!

What to do in the future!

I'll go!

I'll go!

I think it's enough!

This kind of life!

It's also very intoxicating!

We're all sick!

I'll go!

I think it's enough!

I'll go!

It's enough!

This way!

This problem!

I can't handle it!

I'll talk about it when the time comes!

I'm thinking of a problem!

I actually have some ideas!

I don't have any either!

It's just like this!

I'll go!

Enough!

Do you think you're writing a novel!

This isn't that important!

I'll go!

It's enough!

This way!

Continue!

I think it's enough!

Life!

Sigh!

I'll go!

What should I do!

I don't know!

I'll go!

I'll go!

This kind of life!

I'll go!

It's enough!

This kind of life!

I think it's also very frustrating!

I have no choice!

I'll go!

I really want to write again!

But!

My stamina can keep up!

My ability can't do it!

I'll go!

This way!

Toothache!

It's so uncomfortable!

Sigh!

That's also true!

This way!

I have no choice!

I have to continue working hard!

This kind of life!

I think so too!

This kind of life!

I'll go!

I have no choice!

This kind of life!

I think so too!

Continue!

This kind of life!

I feel terrible!

Continue!

Work hard!