The psychosis of an individual

Chapter 19

No matter how strong the storm is, it can't stop me from thinking!

I've already stopped thinking. I'm just an empty shell!

Maybe, maybe!

That's how it is!

I'm a schizophrenic. I've been taking Sulpiride for a long period of time.

I'm a psychopath. I'm a psychopath!

I'm just going to open a movie and there are so many words. I can't do it!

I can't look straight at it!

I'm spinning like a windmill!

I'm clapping with my little hands!

I'm going to sing. I'm going to sell my body, not my skills!

You can't!

I'm thinking about you every day!

It's all because you're so beautiful and have so many emotions!

You can tell that I'm a psychopath with one look!

June's rain has too many memories. Miss Lin, watching Xiaoyao fulfill Ling 'er's wish. She saw the red dandelions dancing in the sky!

He was very happy with her!

I vaguely remember watching this show in 2005!

It was May Day then!

That's right. I like to be strong. I'll do what I can't do!

That's right. This is life. I can't do anything, but you can't expect me to do nothing!

I want to cover a lot of songs. 100 songs is a must. First, I have to empty myself before I can charge!

Four songs a day!

I'll sing for a month. I hope that those who see my works will continue to pay attention!

Do you want new scouts to poach me? Most of them are dog heads, just like my novels!

They're all dog heads!

I've already said that I'm a silly dog!

I don't mind being a dog head!

My works are not good. They're all small love affairs!

There's no big love!

There's no reflection of society. I only know how to write about myself!

This is my biggest failure as a self-titled author!

There's going to be a lot of traffic again. I'm going to release another sinful movie!

I can release three movies for 510M on May 9th!

That's high enough!

This is how society is. It's full of all kinds of temptations!

These temptations have already spread to every corner of life!

I'm also going to face them. However, I'm the muddle-headed person that Mr. Lu Xun calls a slanderer!

I haven't written this word for a long time. I've forgotten it!

My favorite is Mr. Lu Xun's Ah Q.

And Kong Yiji!

I have to study hard!

It would be great if I could write something like this. My life experience is still not enough!

It's really not enough.

Some things, I've long forgotten!

I want to dance and sing.

I feel like I'm going to have another seizure. Let's go.

The failure to transmit the song was truly a failure!

Come back tomorrow, not the day after tomorrow!

Maybe I don't want to be famous. I don't like the feeling of being a celebrity!

'If you don't want to pass it on, then don't bother. Don't bother, it's useless!'

I'm just not mature enough!

A cool breeze blew past, and the sky darkened!

He couldn't do it!

Am I that retarded?

In my opinion, they are all idiots!

At 5, 1.

Today was Thursday, and the novel would be uploaded in a few days!

Come, take a nap!

She was afraid that he would fall ill.

Last night, it rained until 11 o 'clock, and there was thunder all the time!

But I slept very soundly!

It was only ten o 'clock when he woke up this morning. How could he go to work if he was so lazy?

I'll be able to download the film tomorrow. I'm so happy!

There was a power outage now!

My beautiful teacher is so pretty!

My beautiful senior!

I'm from a certain profession. You can't say that. I should say that I'm from a certain university!

He couldn't do it!

I haven't been to a university campus yet!

There must be a lot of Peifumei there!

This wasn't a typo, it was even more appropriate!

They didn't know what to do and could only drool in boredom!

Maybe this is my life!

My life isn't exciting, and it's mostly nonsense. I'm just writing my memories.

I'll work hard to find a job in the future. That way, with life experience, it'll be much easier to write novels ~

There's still eye boogers on my face. That's enough. I can't be too happy. If I wake up late like this, I can't go to work like this!

I'll have to work hard alone in the future. Just thinking about it makes me a little scared. Why can others do it, but not me? I need to find the reason!

It's useless to be afraid. Fear can't solve the problem!

I need to go to work and earn money to survive!

I couldn't do it!

So many people could do it!

Why can't I do it!

I need to find the reason. I can't not ask or listen!

I spit a mouthful of phlegm. I can spit anywhere!

I'm really uncultured!

I've corrupted morals. That's enough!

I might need to practice for a long time!

It might take as little as May or June, and as long as a year or two. Today's novel might be uploaded early. I've saved three days' worth of manuscripts in case of emergencies. But there are continuous updates every day. Three days' worth of manuscripts is still too little. I need to write at least half a month's time. That's the only way, because I need to find a job!

Otherwise, I won't be able to update!

Of course, I can't find a job now. I have to wait until the house is repaired. It will take at least a month for the house to be repaired. With my current progress, I can write 100,000. I'll work hard.

100,000 is far from enough. My goal is 300,000. Let's discount it to 200,000. From now on, I have to finish 6000 manuscripts a day!

6000 shouldn't be too difficult!

4000 should be enough!

I'm charging my phone on the computer. I don't know how long it will take. It might be difficult to write enough today. There's no battery!

I'll write as much as I can. One chapter should be enough. Because I wrote quite a lot yesterday!

I want to find a girlfriend!

What should I do? I haven't thought about it yet. I'll know when I see one. Girls are an extremely rare biological and social resource!

I think so too!

But I have to think about it carefully. I can't be hot-headed and plant a lifetime of bitterness!

I can't do it either!

Someone actually said I'm a normal person!

Just thinking about it is enough!

I took three pills today. The amount I took in the morning!

Two pills in the afternoon and evening!

I'm destined to be a laborer. Just like what someone said, the honest people are working, while the bad people are sleeping.

The honest people are sleeping, while the bad people are playing with their phones!

Recently, there's a WeChat merchant who flaunts how much money he earns every day. Who would do that if they're rich? If I'm rich, I'll sleep in the next room every day!

Who would suffer if they're poor!

That's not how you play with money. One look and I can tell you're poor. Rich people don't flaunt because there's no need to. They have so much money that they can't spend it all!

Only half a tube of water will sound. If there's too much water, it won't sound!

That's true. Let's see how long she can flaunt. I'll give you a lifetime. You can flaunt slowly. I don't think it'll be too long.

There's also a salesperson. That's enough. He's been posting for a long time. I also want to see how long he can post. It's been half a year. I'll start the countdown now.

How long can he keep doing it!

My novel will live and die with them!

There's also a certain social media. I want to see how long you can keep doing it. I'll try my best!

Some of my friends and celebrities. I want to see how long you can stay popular. I'll write when you're not popular anymore. Otherwise, won't I be asking for a scolding?

I'll live and die with you!

The sun is out. There's a slight breeze!

The leaves are swaying and dancing!

Today is May 8, 2015, Friday. It's time for the children to have a holiday!

This is the day my novel will be uploaded for a full week. It's worth commemorating. It should be commemorated!

I haven't uploaded it today. I have to wait!

I don't think it'll work either!

I don't want to think about anything at this moment!

I think it's enough!

I read a book yesterday. I'm filled with emotions!

When can I write a book that's been serialized for two years!

I'll work hard. It's already started. Why should I stop? Among my classmates, I'm doing the worst. All of them are CEOs and managers!

I'm the only one who's good for nothing!

I can't do it either!

That's my fault. I'm just a vain person!

As long as I work hard and contribute, the people will not forget me. Who cares about CEOs and managers? Without us, they won't be able to do anything. I always see people bragging about how they're talents. That's not right. What kind of talent are you? Without us, what kind of talent are you? Can you hold your own?

That's just bullsh * t MLM!

They make it sound like they're very impressive. It's as if without these people, China's 1 billion people will have to beg for food. We can't survive without them!

They're gods!

It's still the same saying. Without anyone, the Earth can revolve. No one is an exception!

I'm the one who's feeling terrible!

Let's see how long you can be arrogant and scam me!

This is a scam to begin with!

We'll watch quietly. I'll give you ten years. Let's see how arrogant you can be. Do you think you can become Jack Ma?

We'll bear witness together. I hope you don't disappear into the sea of people!

I'll work hard for ten years too!

I'm grateful to the mentally ill for giving me a second chance at life!

Although it's painful, I've never been so clear-headed!

Forget it. I'm not a good person. What will I be like in ten years!

No one knows!

I need to keep working hard. Ten years later, I'll see you in 2025!

Let's see what you can do!

I'm looking forward to it too!

Actually, I'm a rascal too. No matter what, ten years later, if I can still write, I'll definitely write a book!

If the computer isn't broken!

I'm afraid the computer is broken. If it's broken, I won't be able to write!

This is the era of business!

I don't know how to write business novels because I'm an honest person!

There's still an hour left. I'll work hard to finish this chapter!

I'll upload today's chapter later!

I still have to work hard!

Although I'm not good at writing!

In the future, ten years later, I'll have another story to tell!

If I can't keep writing, ten years later, I'll still write a new book!

I wonder if I can still remember my account!

I can't forget that this is a ten-year promise!

It might be brought forward!

I can't have the so-called reactionary emotions. Reactionary emotions will lead to bloodshed and sacrifice!

Just thinking about it is enough!

I have to work hard to create my own world!

I've come so far and there's nothing left for me to say. Since I've already started, why should I stop!

I think it's enough. Feudal thinking is unacceptable!

It's too scary to be uncultured. If I don't brainwash myself, how can I appear high and mighty? I won't talk about my political views with others in the future!

I'll try to talk less!

A little impatience will spoil great plans!

I must endure. I definitely can't do it!

Just thinking about it is enough. I haven't reached that stage yet!

But I don't know what will happen in the future. I believe that hard work will always be the main theme!

There will also be people who say that I'm a peasant. Peasant thinking is deeply rooted!

So what? Everyone has their own views. You can't force them. I'm a peasant. What kind of thinking are you?!

Sigh, stop fooling around. I'm thinking about life!

Sigh, I'll just lie on the wall for a while. I'll work hard to write and earn money to marry an editor!

That's enough. The words of others have reached the bottom of my heart!

Just thinking about it is enough!

The cell phone report came in!

These older generation undead. Just looking at them is annoying enough!

I've sinned. This is disrespectful!

The generation gap is too big. The gap is too deep!

Forget it. What's the point!

It's none of my business. Whether they die or not doesn't seem to have much to do with me!

That's enough!

This chapter is almost done!

I hope everyone can read more!

My book is a mental illness!

I won't start with a monologue today!

As I wrote, it was already 11 PM. Time really flies. I started writing at 9: 30 PM!

I've been writing continuously for an hour and a half. I've written about 2,000 words!

About 20 words per minute!

I'll write a little more. I'll write as much as I can!

I just don't like personal hygiene!

I feel a little like Brother Sharp!

Just thinking about it is enough!

That guy went to buy groceries and hasn't returned yet. That's enough!

My story with the novel has just begun!

Perhaps it's about to end. Will it kill me to stop bragging!

I can't do it!

Some things are hard to say!

I'm an honest person!

I'm considered an honest person. I'm born not to lie!

You only know how to lie to yourself!

Those who lie will eventually lie to themselves!

That's enough. I don't know!

Sigh. I don't want to be anti-human!

Being in a group is the hard truth. I won't follow the crowd!

Some things can't be done for myself!

I have to consider others!

My novel has more exciting things!

There will be surprises if you continue to pay attention!

It's not the right time yet!

I believe that although this book of mine isn't a good work, it's a little different!

I have to be calm. This is the pain of stream of consciousness!

I know, but I can't say it!

This is such an uncomfortable thing. When the time is right, I will say it!

I hope to continue to pay attention. The surprises are still to come!

How can I not follow the rules? Everything has to be done. My ability is limited. I can only write novels and complain!

In the future, I want to find a stream-of-consciousness wife. It's okay if she's a little ugly. It must be a stream-of-consciousness wife. Her brain must be good, but not bad!

I just realized that I need a stream-of-consciousness girlfriend!

It's okay if she's mentally ill. Mental illness is the weakest stream-of-consciousness!

But it's also considered stream-of-consciousness. Her brain can't hold anything.

I'm a stream-of-consciousness stream-of-consciousness writer!