Continue!

This life!

Eat and sleep!

Write novels!

But I still have to go to work!

I can't feel my own speed!

I'm thinking about when!

This is a problem!

I think so!

This way!

I'm still far from it!

I think it's enough!

What's the world like!

It's all up to you!

Actually, your destiny!

It's in your hands!

That's how it is!

I have to work hard!

I have to work hard for my dreams!

Fight!

Continue!

Work hard to write!

Yes!

That's how it is!

Tomorrow is a holiday!

I'm a little happy!

But!

Work!

I still have to work!

No choice!

I want to eat!

I want to survive!

I can barely do it!

I can use it to realize my self-worth!

I want to work for socialism!

Dedicate my life!

That's how it is!

That's my highest dream!

I've had enough!

I know!

I can't do it!

Today!

Write!

11 o 'clock!

15！

Yes!

That's how it is!

I still have to do laundry!

Yes!

That's how it is!

I think it's enough!

I'll go!

South gate!

Yes!

I'll go!

I'm rolling my eyes again!

Life!

What's it like!

I don't know!

I'll observe it with my heart!

I have to say!

Yesterday!

I wrote it!

40 words!

I even deleted it!

Part of it!

Just!

4000！

Yes!

That's how it is!

Work hard!

This life!

After I finish writing the novel!

I'll go and do laundry!

Yes!

Tomorrow morning!

I'll wake up!

I'll set off!

But!

I want to sleep more!

But I'm afraid I'll sleep too late!

That's how it is!

I feel terrible thinking about it!

How can it be like this!

Damn!

Continue!

This life!

Perhaps I'm already!

No longer young!

How can that be!

I think so too!

It can't be!

Now I realize that my leader!

So-called!

My own business!

Let others do it!

And then!

Someone else's food!

For me to eat!

I think it's enough!

Do you want me!

To work hard for you!

I think so too!

It can't be!

But!

My instincts won't be like this!

I have!

Cancer of laziness!

Besides!

I'm a stream of consciousness!

This way!

I think it can't be!

Continue!

Work hard to write!

This way!

Damn!

It's enough!

How can that be!

This way!

I think it's enough!

I can't go!

Thinking about it makes me angry!

This life!

I think it makes me angry too!

I want to learn!

Some skills!

Practical!

That's how it is!

I think it's terrible too!

This way!

I think it's enough!

This way!

Damn!

How can that be!

Continue!

My writing!

Continue!

My life!

Damn!

It's enough!

I think so too!

Damn!

It's terrible!

Damn!

How can that be!

This way!

It's far from enough!

Damn!

Thinking about it, it's enough!

Damn!

What to do!

I think it's enough too!

I'm thinking!

What's wrong with me!

Only then can I have a good meal!

I think it's impossible too!

I'm so hungry!

Damn!

I'm starving to death!

I think it's terrible too!

What's wrong!

Continue!

I'm not having a good time either!

Damn!

Continue!

This writing!

Damn!

It can't be!

Damn!

This way!

I'm starving to death!

Work hard to write!

There's no food!

There's no food!

In the afternoon!

I just ate!

A big pot of rice!

I think it's frustrating too!

You know me!

I'm just a rice bucket!

I can eat!

Eight taels of rice!

Anyway, no one eats more than me!

They saw it!

I got rice!

They were all very surprised!

Their expressions!

I don't know when!

I've already become one!

A rice bucket!

My appetite!

So big!

This is the first time I know!

Ordinary people!

Can't eat more than me!

I can eat ordinary people!

More than two!

Hehe!

It's also scary!

I don't know what's going on!

Still!

Hungry!

I'm thinking!

Am I!

Diabetes!

However!

I don't have money for treatment!

How should I put it!

I'm fine in other aspects!

Except for mental illness!

There's nothing else!

What else do you want!

I'm already in a tragedy!

I'm mentally ill!

What else do you want me to do!

I think it's enough too!

This way!

I feel that I'm like this!

Promotion!

Impossible!

In my opinion!

Promotion!

It's equivalent to!

Entering the pit!

That's it!

This!

Time!

It's already over!

Twenty minutes!

Why is it so fast!

I'm lazy!

It's happening again!

Why can't I do the laundry tomorrow!

I'll have nothing to do tomorrow!

I don't think so either!

This is still free!

In the end!

I have to wash it!

I think so!

Continue!

This writing!

This life!

It's too difficult!

I can't face it!

I can't feel it!

These days!

I'm also frustrated!

I'm still far from it!

I haven't entered the pit yet!

I plan to!

Bury myself!

Or!

Jump!

I don't know about this!

Actually!

I should have realized earlier!

I'm mentally ill!

Mentally ill!

In the future!

In the future!

In the future!

I've become!

Consciousness!

This!

The process!

It's not easy!

Consciousness!

It's not that simple!

There are many things!

I still don't understand!

If it's that easy to understand!

That's also impossible!

If!

Of course!

It seems that I'm the silly one!

I only realized it now!

I think it's enough!

Women!

Why!

Like to say!

Men are mentally ill!

The best!

Don't say that!

What if!

There really is!

Like me!

What should I do!

I'm not cold enough!

I only realized it now!

It's like this!

I think so too!

I have to continue working hard!

How can I!

I'm still far from it!

How can I!

This life!

Damn!

What should I do!

Damn!

I'm still far from it!

I think it's like this!

I can't do it!

Damn!

This life!

Alright, continue!

How can it be like this!

May the world!

Be peaceful!

However!

The world!

What's going on!

I don't know!

I'm still far from it!

This is also like this!

Damn!

This is!

What song!

Damn!

Continue!

I think it's also frustrating!

I'm still far from it!

How can it be like this!

Damn!

Continue!

Life!

I can't continue!

Damn!

I'm still far from it!

Damn!

This is also enough!

How can it be like this!

Damn!

This life!

Damn!

This is also enough!

How can it be like this!

I think it's also enough!

I'm still far from it!

Damn!

How can I survive!

The main thing is!

I want it!

I want to have food for life!

But I feel!

It's not possible for someone like me!

I'm!

An abnormal human being!

I think so!

This is how it is!

What to do!

As!

A stream of consciousness!

I'm also very sad!

I have this bit of consciousness!

If!

I don't make good use of it!

I can only!

Give it to me!

Write hydrology!

What is consciousness!

It's a kind of self-awareness!

A kind of crisis!

Consciousness!

A kind of view of the world!

In summary!

This is!

Stream of consciousness!

Damn!

Mental illness!

It's becoming!

Stream of consciousness!

One of the!

Pathways!

Mental illness stream of consciousness!

There are many problems!

But there are also!

Advantages!

Mental illness!

It's all about comparison!

Mischievous!

It's very easy!

We can persevere!

But it's also very easy to give up!

This is how it is!

Our emotions are too controlled!

Actually, I don't know!

I realized!

This!

It's looking at some hearts!

Counseling!

Of course!

I don't think so!

I!

I'm just lacking some high-level emotions!

This is!

The injury of the stream of consciousness!

However!

You know!

I'm still human!

I'm a mental illness!

So!

I'm still!

I have emotions!

This is how it is!

I have!

Got!

Some emotions!

Sometimes!

Emotions!

I'll completely lose control!

Sometimes!

Emotions!

Will!

Overcontrol!

I'm thinking!

Emotions!

Yes/No!

Exist!

A balance point!

I think there is!

But it's very difficult!

Realized!

Damn!

Already!

Wrote!

Half an hour!

Continue!

I'm thinking!

Now!

I'm not in pain!

I've become cold!

I don't care!

Who am I with!

What I care about is!

How can I in the future!

Life!

Maintain it!

This is me!

I should be thinking!

So!

Stream of consciousness!

Sad!

Mental illness!

Stream of consciousness!

It's even more sad!

I think!

Yes!

Mental illness!

Stream of consciousness!

And normal people!

Stream of consciousness!

There's something different!

This is it!

I don't know!

I think so!

But mental illness!

In the end!

Mental illness!

There's a weakness!

Emotions!

When I lose control!

That's!

It's very frustrating!

That's!

From!

My own pressure!

A strong sense of crisis!

A kind of!

Self-destruction in my thoughts!

Damn!

I'm very weak!

Can I!

Don't hit me!

I don't think I can!

This way!

There's no hope for me!

I think so!

Sigh!

I feel that I'm!

No longer impulsive!

Perhaps!

I'm!

Old!

I'm!

23！

I've never been in a relationship!

I've been in a relationship!

Just like this!

Old!

Think about this feeling!

It's not just unwillingness!

This life!

Of course!

I don't have the values!

I'm not!

Earthling!

I've realized!

It's just like this!

I've only realized now!

My thoughts!

Indeed!

And normal people!

Different!

This way!

Is also true!

Damn!

How can it be like this!

Damn!

Continue!

This life!

I think it's frustrating too!

How can it be!

And!

23 minutes!

The outside world!

I've realized!

This is a feeling of self-deception!

My opponent is myself!

I have to defeat myself!

Opponent!

I'm not a match for myself!

Become weak!

But myself!

Become more powerful!

Life!

I'm very upset!

I want to live!

I agree!

How can I continue!

I think it's enough!

This way!

Continue!

How can this be!

I think it's very upsetting too!

This way!

Damn!

Continue!

I think!

I'm still far from it!

This way!

Continue!

This creation!

Tomorrow morning!

To do laundry!

I feel my own age!

There's a problem!

My mentality!

It's really childish!

I don't know!

Is it mental!

Our relationship!

I've had enough!

My age!

Actually!

I won't change!

I haven't changed much!

I'm here!

Thinking!

I can't!

This kind of life ~ I think so too!

Frustrating!

How can it be!

Damn!

This life!

I think it's very upsetting too!

How can it be like this!

Go!

Continue!

How can it be like this!

Damn!

It's also upsetting!

Frustrating!

It's very upsetting!

How can I be like this!

Continue!

My creation!

Time!

It's very long!

I don't know!

How long!

I'm getting colder and colder!

Want!

No!

Infatuated with love!

Then!

Want!

Like a mad dog!

It's the same!

Love a few more people!

However!

I realized!

This is simply!

Not for long!

So it's like this!

Damn!

Continue!

I think so too!

It can't be like this!

I'm still far from it!

I realized!

This way!

I think I'm drunk too!

How can it be like this!

Continue!

I like it!

Someone I shouldn't like!

That's not the point!

I like it!

I like it!

Her temperament!

I realized!

I'm indeed mentally ill!

Two people's thoughts exist in one person!

Perhaps!

This is all me!

You know it!

I don't know!

I feel!

Listen to them!

Say!

When I'm having hallucinations!

They always say!

How about it!

Actually, I'm afraid of death!

Damn!

However!

I'm going to die!

We have to!

Face it calmly!

That's how it is!