It began!

A little!

A little sad!

Now!

45！

Damn!

So sad!

My future days!

What should I do!

I don't think I can do it!

Like this!

I didn't expect!

I think I'm very sad!

What's going on!

This kind of life!

I can't take it easy!

Continue!

This music!

What is it!

Never!

Never heard of it!

What's going on!

Damn!

Continue!

This kind of life!

Pay attention!

I should pay attention to it!

No!

Don't think so much!

Actually, it's useless!

This is a problem!

How should I put it!

This is!

A trap!

Damn!

This problem!

No solution!

I'm still too naive!

How should I put it!

Doing things!

Or myself!

My destiny!

Myself!

I can make decisions!

Yes!

Sad!

I want to change myself!

This kind of life!

Yes!

It's just like this!

I think it's sad too!

What should I do!

I want to cry!

I can't cry either!

Sometimes!

I even doubt myself!

Why am I!

My destiny!

So good!

Even my destiny!

Is leaning towards me!

This is real!

Of course!

Success lies in the hands of man!

Planning lies in the hands of Heaven!

I believe in this!

Yes!

It's just like this!

Actually, this is very simple!

I've always been confused by others!

I feel that I can't keep up!

It's trendy!

It's just like this!

I think so!

Actually!

It's just like this!

Damn!

What should I do!

I think it's very frustrating!

It's just like this!

Damn!

What should I do!

Sad!

This kind of life!

Damn!

There's no other way!

It's just like this!

Continue!

This kind of life!

What should I do!

Answer!

It's over!

Seven minutes!

I can't take it easy!

Why does time pass!

So fast!

What's the matter!

I have to use my life to do it!

I have to maintain a clear mind!

Clarify myself!

What exactly do I want!

Actually!

Until now!

I don't understand!

Why do I have to say this!

It's said!

It's just like this!

The world!

It's more harmonious!

Everyone lives and works in peace!

However!

That's impossible!

I think!

That's right!

Something!

It's impossible in itself!

Now!

I've seen it!

A piece of news!

What!

Human resurrection!

That's enough!

What's the use!

This is a science fiction novel!

I don't think so!

This is a beautiful wish!

Actually, for me!

It doesn't mean much!

I've long wanted to die!

It's suicide!

Incident!

There's one!

Taking medicine!

It's a box of supplements for the brain!

I've taken all the medicine!

Damn!

That's enough!

This way!

Damn!

How can this be!

I thought!

I'll die!

I'll!

Lie in bed!

Wait for death!

Sigh!

That's right!

Actually!

I didn't die!

Of course!

My thinking!

It's always been like this!

No!

I've taken it!

What supplements for the brain!

Actually, it's useless!

How should I put it!

Actually!

If it's useful!

Those!

Supplements for the brain!

Supplements like this!

That way!

Take it together!

I didn't see it!

How powerful is it!

I don't emphasize!

What IQ!

Actually, society is very simple!

High IQ!

It's useless!

Character!

Very important!

People!

Don't know how to do it anymore!

It's tragic enough!

Damn!

My character!

Can't do it!

Myself!

I'm still very clear!

How should I put it!

I feel terrible just thinking about it!

Actually!

How should I put it!

I'm alone!

At that time!

I'm just!

Societal experience!

Less!

I'm just!

Fooled!

Not enough!

I don't believe it!

IQ!

This thing!

There are so many smart people!

Why!

Chinese!

Computer!

System!

It's not out yet!

Damn!

That's enough!

Lying to myself!

Damn!

It's enough just thinking about it!

This is just a simple example!

That's the only way!

I realize that I don't know how to conduct myself!

Always!

Exposing my shortcomings!

Damn!

This is just a part of it!

I still have a lot to say!

I'll slowly discover it myself!

Right now!

I need to learn on my own!

Ability!

Of course!

First of all!

I have to be a good person!

Actually!

I don't have good character!

Look!

This!

Learning!

Ability!

It's also limited!

Because!

Attention!

Not enough focus!

Back then!

I was also frustrated!

I can't go back to the past!

I have no choice!

This way!

Damn!

How should I put it!

Learning!

This matter!

It's to improve myself!

Students!

Learn how to live!

That's it!

I didn't know!

What are students for!

Damn!

Until one day!

I saw it!

Damn!

I've also failed!

Of course!

Failure is not scary!

The scary thing is!

I've failed!

I can't stand up!

How should I put it!

It's all okay!

Death is not scary!

The scary thing is!

Living in pain!

Actually!

I'm also living in frustration!

I have no choice!

This way!

I can't take it easy!

What should I do!

Damn!

Continue!

If!

No!

If!

I probably!

Wrote!

About 1200 words!

It's been 20 minutes!

And!

40 minutes!

In the past!

I thought I was different!

Actually, it's nothing!

It's also different!

Life!

Changed me!

Different!

Different!

It's just a definition!

It's not necessarily good!

This is!

It has!

Two words!

Words!

But how should I put it!

We're free!

How should we think!

It's our own business!

Perhaps!

I'm!

A slave to the system!

But how should I put it!

You're not!

What good things have you done!

Society wants!

To!

Develop in a good direction!

Yes!

I'm!

Smart!

Not good!

My brain is good!

What did I do!

What!

You're really everywhere!

My character is not good!

But I don't have the ability!

I'm only harming myself!

But some people have the ability!

No!

Morals!

Character!

Harming others!

Harming myself again!

Yes!

This is a problem!

Why!

I want to have the same thoughts as you!

I have the right ideas!

I have to give it to myself!

Correct it!

It's obviously wrong!

I have to change!

What!

Door!

It was a perfect match!

That's enough!

I don't like it!

This kind of thing!

Whatever!

Others!

Have freedom!

But!

I also have my freedom!

I have the right!

I can't accept it!

I have to endure it silently!

I'm the one suffering!

We can choose!

Not marry!

It's no big deal!

How should I put it!

There are some things that I don't want to talk about!

Survival now!

It's very stressful!

I don't want to scare people!

And me!

Same!

It's also very painful!

So!

I still don't like this!

Some things!

It's too scary!

I won't talk about it either!

After all!

I'm also a mental patient!

That's it!

Like this!

I can't take it easy!

What should I do!

Don't be afraid!

Don't panic!

Die!

It's not scary!

Of course!

I can't court death!

Live!

Pain is also a kind!

Cultivation!

Perhaps!

I am!

I'm afraid of death!

Some things!

I have to change!

I've already!

It's painful enough!

I don't want to!

Others will walk my path!

Be more selfish!

That's right!

I don't want my own people to!

Walk this path!

Damn!

I'm also annoyed!

Like this!

I can't take it easy!

What to do!

I feel terrible thinking about it!

This kind of life!

Damn!

I have no choice!

Continue!

Speed up!

What to do!

My brain!

It's easy to be!

Brainwashed!

Terrible!

What to do!

Like this!

Damn!

Continue!

I feel terrible!

This kind of life!

I feel terrible thinking about it!

How can it be like this!

Continue!

I'm annoyed!

I have no choice!

What will happen tomorrow!

No one knows!

I've discovered myself!

I'm really shameless!

Sometimes!

I really feel that I'm!

Indeed!

I'm a mentally ill person!

I have no feelings!

I'm like this!

I'm too clear-headed!

I have no choice!

I only like beautiful women!

Damn! I've had enough!

I can't take it easy!

Damn!

I'm a little annoyed!

How should I put it?

This is a problem!

I think it's like this!

Damn!

Why!

Do!

Damn! I feel terrible!

How can it be like this!

Damn!

Damn!

Terrible!

Like this!

This kind of life!

It's enough!

I'm!

Super strong consciousness!

Go ahead and brag!

Damn!

Anyway, no one is watching!

It's good to brag about it!

My!

Survival instinct!

It's very strong!

I have no choice!

After all!

Experience!

And ordinary people!

It's very big!

Different!

My character!

Is softer!

Brave!

It's useless!

So!

Brave!

It's just that!

Cowardly!

Is different!

Form!

Brave!

This isn't real bravery!

What is bravery!

Bravery!

It's not the so-called recklessness!

A brave person!

Should let the world!

Make it better!

This is real bravery!

And not!

So!

Cowardice!

Sigh!

It's really enough!

Actually!

Experience!

It's different!

I've never experienced it!

It's also very difficult!

I understand!

My story!

It's just beginning!

Of course, this is it!

The so-called struggle for survival!

It's very simple!

I think so too!

Why!

So!

World!

Damn!

I think it's also frustrating!

This kind of situation!

Terrible!

What should I do!

Terrible!

Like this!

I'll continue!

In the end!

What's wrong!

This is a problem!

Damn!

Should be brave!

Should be brave!

I'm just a coward!

Sigh!

Hiding in a corner!

Writing a novel!

Of course!

There's no need to care about who I am!

You just have to listen to what I'm saying. Yes!

That's it!

I can't take it easy!

What to do!

And!

20 minutes!

Continue!

I miss you!

What to do!

This kind of life!

Damn!

The pressure is very great!

My pain!

Only people who have experienced it!

Will understand!

Yes!

That's it!

Actually!

There's no need to know who I am!

I'm just!

A!

Someone who expresses himself!