How should I put it today!

I don't know!

What should I say!

I have to sort out my feelings!

Sometimes!

I don't understand my own feelings!

What are my feelings like?!

Yes!

This afternoon!

I ate it!

It was!

8 RMB!

Stir-fried garlic moss!

It didn't feel too spicy!

It didn't taste good!

Actually, it didn't!

It didn't!

It was spicy!

Sigh!

It didn't taste good!

I like to eat chili!

Yes!

Sigh!

In my heart!

That feeling!

I still have to pay attention to it!

I have to do things!

I have no sense of propriety!

I know!

Continue!

Sigh!

It's only Wednesday today!

What should I do!

I don't know!

There's still a long way to go!

It's only the holidays!

I don't have any extravagant hopes!

Sigh!

Continue!

Finish writing this chapter!

Just sleep!

Sigh!

I still have to upload it!

Yes!

I know!

In the past!

By train!

Very curious!

First time!

By train!

It was with!

Grandma!

Sitting together!

Yes!

Sigh!

By train with Mom!

Only once!

Yes!

11

Years!

That was!

This was the first time so far!

I don't know!

Will there be another chance in the future!

Very few chances!

Actually!

Yes!

Two times!

When I had a fit!

Still!

My Mom!

Sat!

By train!

Yes!

I continued!

I couldn't take it!

What should I do!

Like this!

At that time!

Actually!

First time!

10 years!

Chinese New Year!

Yes!

At that time!

I transferred schools!

In fact!

I was!

A dropout!

Sigh!

I couldn't take it!

At that time!

The pressure was too great!

The delusion of being harmed!

It was very serious!

What should I do!

Continue!

I had no choice!

What should I do!

Sigh!

Damn!

No choice!

Continue!

Sigh!

I know!

Sometimes!

I just!

I just wanted to express my feelings!

To be a writer!

Actually, it was also quite happy!

Looking up!

It was more difficult!

Actually, it was also very difficult!

This kind of hardship!

I still don't quite understand!

If!

I had to support my family!

Make a living!

I only had one!

Waiting for death!

Yes!

Sigh!

I could only say!

Writing!

It was just my hobby!

But!

I thought it was very important!

I knew!

I even knew how to lie to myself!

Continue!

I didn't know!

I was really lucky!

I had to say!

Actually!

I was just more lucky!

All the time!

But!

It was also unfortunate!

I didn't even have a girl's hand!

Not even ~

Holding hands!

Sigh!

I could only say!

I!

Really can't do it!

Can you be any more childish!

Damn!

You're like this!

Do you know!

I didn't think that way!

There were a lot of people!

Talking about my dad!

It was useless!

But I knew!

Without my dad!

I studied!

That was impossible!

My dad!

It was really not easy!

Although the income was not high!

But I still persevered!

Yes!

I thought!

Damn!

I remembered that tutoring session!

They took me in!

More than two thousand yuan!

They were too black-hearted!

At that time!

I cried for a while!

I remembered it!

Now!

I hated it so much!

Those tutoring sessions!

But!

I knew!

That was impossible!

It was mass-produced!

They didn't even want to live!

Gods!

They couldn't save them!

Damn!

How should I say it now!

Actually!

Sometimes!

I had to say that I was a little annoyed!

At that time!

Money!

It was also very much!

Sigh!

I really!

I really wanted to scold them!

These!

Bastards!

They were so expensive!

Actually, I didn't want to talk about the details!

I knew about it!

Yes!

Now!

These!

Sun Zai!

They were no longer my match!

Damn!

I didn't want to compete with these guys at all!

Compete with me!

The difference was too great!

Actually!

I wasn't that great!

Looking at it now!

Those dogs!

They were just so-so!

Thinking of these!

I felt a little uncomfortable!

Some things!

Tutoring!

Can't be learned!

Damn!

Did you think!

Anyone could write a book!

Maybe!

Maybe others!

It was low-key!

I really couldn't say!

But!

Money!

Yes!

It could be earned!

But this was not!

It was a matter of money!

Actually!

If I were to!

Have and!

These guys!

Have similar resources!

Damn!

They were definitely not my match!

Of course!

I wouldn't compete with these people!

Yes!

I knew!

Continue!

It was useless!

So what if I won!

Not for the sake of!

Competition for the sake of competition!

Then I would have really lost!

Winning or losing was not important!

Actually!

How should I put it!

If!

I was still troubled by these problems!

I couldn't have been a writer!

Did you think that!

A writer!

That it would be easy!

Of course!

I was also very good at fooling myself!

Sigh!

I had to say!

I didn't want to talk about my past!

Thinking of these things!

Of course!

This made me!

I protected myself!

After all, I was!

Exceptionally talented!

Sigh!

If I didn't make good use of it!

I would have died prematurely!

Now was the time!

It might have matured!

Yes!

My bragging skills!

It was getting better!

Amazing!

Damn!

I could only say that!

I still lacked that feeling!

I wasn't very steady!

For some mediocre people!

You said that you were exceptionally talented!

What would others think!

Such a person!

It wasn't that there weren't any!

Sigh!

I could only say that!

Some people!

They were destined from birth!

Extraordinary!

Damn!

This was your choice!

Damn!

I've gone a little too far!

Sigh!

I didn't think that I was talented!

However, this was!

Where I was exceptionally talented!

I didn't know how to!

I thought too highly of myself!

Actually!

All these!

There was a price to be paid!

Me too!

Flared up!

Many times!

This!

Problem!

No!

It was cured!

This was not at all!

It was a problem of illness!

It was a state of survival!

Sigh!

Of course!

This was!

Society's illness!

This was a social problem!

The pressure was too great!

It would be like this!

I wouldn't talk about myself!

Exceptionally talented!

Novel writers!

Did not lack!

Such people!

One grab!

A lot of them!

Yes!

I knew it!

Sigh!

What to do!

Continue!

I didn't know!

Sigh!

It was hard to say!

I think it was enough!

What to do!

Damn!

It was hard to say!

I could only think about it!

Continue!

I had no choice!

Sigh!

These days!

It was also frustrating!

Typing!

I kept making mistakes!

Sigh!

I couldn't concentrate!

Sigh!

I could only say that!

Was I tired?!

I wasn't used to myself!

Why!

I kept making mistakes!

I wasn't afraid!

Making mistakes!

Perhaps!

In a way!

Degree!

In a way!

Life!

Was just one!

Making mistakes!

Correcting mistakes!

Process!

Sigh!

Damn!

Mediocre aptitude!

So what!

Not because of a sentence!

Just because it held me back!

My own opinion!

It was very important!

Damn!

The cultivation of the stream of consciousness!

It was also a day!

Two days!

It also needed time!

To accumulate!

Sigh!

Sigh!

Speed up!

I was too anxious!

I don't know!

It was still me!

I was panicking!

This was a problem!

I needed to!

Think carefully!

I didn't know!

What would happen tomorrow!

I knew!

I couldn't be together with you!

Sigh!

I was bragging!

I didn't feel too good either!

This wasn't important!

What was important was to live a good life!

I was never satisfied!

I was always lying to myself!

Sigh!

I couldn't say it!

There was no other way!

My thoughts!

There was still a lot to go!

Damn!

Mm!

In my heart!

There was an indescribable feeling!

What to do!

This thing!

It kept falling!

On the computer keyboard!

What was it again!

Dust screen!

I don't know!

This way!

What was so good about it!

On the keyboard!

It was smeared!

Glue!

It felt like a prank!

Sigh!

I don't know!

Sigh!

And!

20 minutes!

Feeling!

I really wanted to sleep!

Yes!

I know!

It couldn't be like this!

Now!

I kept making mistakes!

I should correct this problem!

After that!

I looked at the word count!

These!

It couldn't be like this!

I wouldn't write anymore!

Sigh!

What to do!

There was a feeling of sadness!

Listen!

Beautiful music!

In my heart!

It was very sad!

I couldn't accept it!

What should I do!

I couldn't do it either!

Continue!

No choice!

This way!

What to do!

Damn!

There was still a long way to go!

There was no choice!

What to do!

I'll continue!

There was still a long way to go!

There was no choice!

Talk about typing!

How could it be like this!

Only then could I type quickly!

The main thing was!

I want to type!

Type quickly!

I can!

Type quickly!

Continue!

It was that simple!

Sigh, I have both!

I have a boyfriend!

Sigh!

I can only say that!

This was good news!

Society!

It would be more stable!

It would be more comfortable!

Actually, my life!

It was terrible!

But my ability!

I have it!

I can cook!

I know how to!

But!

Socialize!

Ability!

I still have to!

Improve!

My income is very low!

In theory!

I can do it myself!

Rent a house!

That's not possible!

Work overtime every day!

I don't have the time!

I can cook by myself!

This job!

Looks up!

It's very unlucky!

Sigh!

It's hard to say!

There was no choice!

Damn!

I don't know!

What should I do!

I'll continue!

Sigh!

It's hard to say!

Sigh!

I know!

I don't know!

Sigh!

I don't have money!

If in the future!

I have a girlfriend!

Or!

I have to rent one!

Yes!

But!

From the looks of it!

I just can't find one!

Girlfriend!

I know!

I'll continue!

I don't have a choice!

Damn!

Not good!

What should I do!

I don't have a choice!

Sigh!

What should I do!

I don't have a choice!

So what if you have my information!

You don't know me!

Damn!

But!

That's not the point!

I'm alone!

To society!

Influence!

And it's very small!

Yes!

Sigh!

Ten more minutes!

I don't know!

Can I write well!

Sigh!

Now!

Write like this!

I'm used to it!

And write a chapter!

It's nothing!

There's a fundamental difference!

Sigh!

Why!

This plaything!

It's always!

Dropping!

Damn!

I have to deal with it!

There's no way to drop it again!

Sigh!

Continue!

Won't let me!

Apply glue!

Sigh!

I don't think it's as simple as glue!

Damn!

What should I do!

Damn!

It's hard to say!

Sigh, I don't want to say!

What should I do!

Damn!

Continue!

I don't have a choice!

Sigh!

What should I do!

Continue!

I realize that I'm a chatterbox!

Spirit!

Need to maintain!

Yes!

I know!

It's not good for me to be like this!

Talk!

It's nothing to me!

I'll continue!

This is a problem!

How can it be like this!

Continue!

I still don't understand!

Damn!

Continue!

Damn!

What should I do!

Damn!

No choice!

Damn!

Continue!

Like this!

I don't know!

I'm now!

Two!

His finger!

He was typing!

Yes!

Speed!

There must be a limit!

Suddenly!

I feel very lost!

In this!

This is an unfamiliar world!

I'm here!

To do something!

I'm just!

Here!

To live my life!

Sigh!

No choice!

Sometimes!

I also know how to fool myself!

This is not good!

Sigh!

There's a chance!

I still have to!

Put myself!

My feelings!

Deal with it!

Deserve!

Confess!

Just confess!

I feel that I can't say it!

Sigh! What should I do!

I don't know!

I'll continue!

This!

I clearly love it!

But!

Because of various reasons!

It's an indescribable feeling!

It's also very annoying!

I still have to say it!

Just that it's in a book!

Leaving something for myself to remember!

It's also good!

Saying it clearly!

It's not good for me!

We're not compatible!

I know!

I can only write things!

To complain!

Sigh!

My writing time!

It's not enough!

Continue!