To me!

This is a good opportunity!

The company is soliciting manuscripts!

But to my surprise!

No!

Leaving an email address!

Sigh!

It seems like!

This is the first salary I earned from writing!

I still don't know!

When was that!

Sigh!

I can only say that!

This might be God's will!

No matter what, I have to write it!

I'm starting to write like this again!

Status!

I haven't adjusted it!

Yes!

Continue!

It turns out that!

I'm not very good at it!

Sigh, there's no other way!

I know!

Continue!

I don't know what to do!

Damn!

There's no other way!

What to do!

This is not the main point!

Right now!

21 points!

40 points!

I'm very tired!

I don't know!

Until today!

Can I last two chapters?!

Sigh!

Sometimes I have to think!

My own situation!

I can't not work hard!

I can't!

I can't rush it!

Take it slow!

Body!

That's the capital of revolution!

Sigh!

My own situation!

It's not very good!

I should!

Shoulder it!

Shoulder the responsibility of a family!

I'll write!

So I'll write!

I'm!

Locked in by reality!

A small dark room!

Yes!

It turns out!

Our distance!

Only in the world!

The furthest distance!

One kilometer less!

It's also very far!

I can't do it!

Sigh!

Continue!

There's no other way!

I'm still not calm enough!

I also want to rely on myself!

My writing ability!

To improve my life!

I also like to write a lot!

I don't know!

I saw it!

He's with her!

Kissing me!

At that time!

I'm about to cry!

Fall out!

Perhaps!

This is an opportunity for me!

Damn!

My obsession is very deep!

Yes!

I don't know!

What to do!

Continue!

I know!

I'm not!

When I'm popular!

I don't have any experience!

How can I be persuasive!

I don't have any courage!

How can I!

But!

This is also a factor!

Damn!

I don't know what to do!

I have to continue tomorrow!

Go to work!

Yes!

This is not important!

The important thing is!

I know!

What should I do!

To put it bluntly!

I'm not doing it for!

Boss!

But going to work!

I'm doing it for!

Society!

Actually!

I've never studied economics!

Theory!

These!

I can't think of it!

I won't go into details!

I'll know what I need to know!

Yes!

I know!

I'll tell you slowly!

Of course!

Reality!

Is to put us!

Into a small dark room!

Sigh!

It's hard to say!

Actually!

What am I!

Someone that everyone is afraid of!

Actually!

I'm very scary!

Sigh!

My fear!

Sigh!

There are problems!

I can't solve them!

I don't know!

What kind of work should I write!

I still have to wait!

Yes!

I'm not ready!

I don't want to be popular!

The pressure is too great!

I don't want to disappoint myself!

Sigh!

I can only say!

This is a problem of choice!

Sigh!

It's hard to say!

Writing like this!

Actually, there's nothing bad about it!

Actually!

Writing a book!

The main thing is to express my thoughts and feelings!

But!

I want to earn some money!

I have no choice!

I want to eat!

I want to lead an easy life!

Sigh!

I haven't thought about it!

Until!

Do I want to take this path!

Sigh!

I don't know!

Continue!

This is a problem!

It's anytime!

I need to!

Face it!

I don't know!

I can't do this!

I'm not doing it for!

I'm writing for myself!

I'm doing it for!

A group of people!

To write!

Sigh!

I'm not purely representing myself!

Yes!

Sigh!

Story!

For now!

I don't want to start!

Wait until one day!

I don't want to talk about it anymore!

Maybe I'll start!

Yes!

Sigh!

What to do!

I can give it a try!

Right now!

I'm trying!

I have the courage!

It's all gone!

It's hard for me to say!

Continue!

Sigh!

I'm really!

By money!

I'm blinded!

There are things!

I don't want to write!

I feel terrible writing!

This is not good for my writing!

What should I do!

What is it for!

What to write!

I actually!

Will be like this!

Like this!

It's not good for me!

It's too cruel!

Of course!

I don't have a choice!

There's a price to pay for everything!

Actually!

I've already made my choice!

In me!

To write a novel!

In the beginning!

There are things!

It's also very difficult for me to change!

It's just that!

The form is different!

My ability!

It originates from!

I want to express!

And not anything else!

This is the beginning!

Yes!

This is!

The best ability!

I can express myself very clearly!

Yes!

I like it very much!

This girl!

But we!

We're not from the same world!

I can't give her the life she wants!

Reality!

Is to put us!

Into a small dark room!

Sigh!

I know!

There's her existence!

I'm very happy!

Yes!

Sigh!

What does she think!

I don't know!

Perhaps!

She doesn't!

She doesn't even look me in the eye!

But!

This is not important!

Liking is a personal matter!

I just like her!

I don't care!

She likes me!

Yes or no!

Continue!

I know!

This is not good for me!

Actually!

No!

Expose my writing ability!

It's also to protect myself!

Yes!

For an ordinary person!

My ability!

It's simply heaven-defying!

Perhaps!

For an ordinary person!

For an ordinary writer!

Say!

My writing ability!

It's also heaven-defying!

Of course!

For a guru!

Say!

I'm trash!

Sigh!

Of course!

That's what I think!

I remember!

Isn't this very good?

Of course!

For an ordinary person!

It's very difficult!

I can do it!

Why!

Forget it!

One account!

Even if!

A writer!

For a long time!

A writer!

Have!

One million!

This way!

Calculate it!

One thousand people!

Inside!

Only!

One person!

For a long time!

To engage in writing!

What do you think!

A writer!

It's not that common!

It's also very lucky!

Yes!

It's just writing!

It can't be too much!

Why!

Write for everyone!

Who wants to read!

Become!

A writer!

If it's not that easy!

There's too much sacrifice to make!

I don't know!

To the end!

Do I want to become a writer!

Start!

I just want to find a girlfriend!

I want to express myself!

Of course!

There are also other things!

I see!

When others are my age!

So successful!

I feel unbalanced!

Sigh!

I'm just like this!

I'm on the path!

A writer!

A path of no return!

Yes!

There's no other way!

Yes!

Continue!

I know!

Actually!

Write or not!

It's not important!

This is just!

Form!

For many people!

Say!

For people who read my book!

Also just!

Ten million people!

There's not a single one!

This means that!

One problem!

Actually!

This is not very important!

I don't know!

I'm not writing anymore!

What will happen!

Actually!

Last year!

I stopped updating!

I didn't intend to write anymore!

Sigh!

It's hard to say!

I didn't expect!

I'll continue!

Because!

I already have it!

The ability to write!

But!

This way!

I'll write!

I'll never make a name for myself!

I can't!

Make a name for myself!

I won't make a name for myself!

Everything!

It's all smoke and clouds!

Why should I be so stubborn!

But!

I'm still itching!

Perhaps!

This is it!

My feeling!

But!

How should I put it!

It's impossible to not have a goal!

Speaking from the bottom of my heart!

This is my forte!

Because!

My mental illness!

Otherwise!

My writing ability!

Impossible!

It improved so quickly!

But!

There are also many problems!

Although!

It rapidly improved my writing ability!

But!

Indeed!

No!

What kind of story is this!

It seems!

It seems very taxing!

Actually, it's not!

Reading!

It's not taxing!

It's impossible!

Although!

I'm writing such works!

To myself!

It's not that difficult!

Yes!

Continue!

In!

Miss you!

I know!

Actually, I don't love you!

Maybe I'm lying to myself!

I'm a writer!

I can't believe in myself either!

Besides, I'm a writer!

I'm even myself!

I'm lying to myself!

I like lying to myself!

I don't know either!

In the end!

I like her!

Or something!

After all!

I'm!

Good in every way!

I have bad habits!

And I like lying to myself!

There's nothing else!

Yes!

I know!

Continue!

Sigh!

Today's life!

Sigh!

Looking at it now!

Two chapters a day!

It's also casual!

It's very easy!

Maybe!

It's impossible not to be tired!

But!

This tiredness!

I feel that I'm blessed!

Actually, this kind of bliss!

Yes!

Nothing can be exchanged for it!

But I don't want to!

Write!

Be my career!

Although!

I'm a little like that too!

In terms of writing!

Or!

It's at an average level!

One day!

I can!

At least!

One chapter of writing!

Of course!

For a career!

For a writer!

If I write full-time!

It's possible!

I can write!

About 15000!

I've never tried it!

It's so much!

I don't know if I can complete it!

Ten thousand!

That's true!

I've written before!

One day!

Ten thousand updates!

It's also very easy!

For a professional writer!

Say!

I don't want to!

Like this!

I'm a little indignant!

Damn!

I know!

Sigh!

It's hard to say!

Sigh!

I have to go to work tomorrow!

Today's chapter!

It's already been written by me!

I've uploaded it!

Scared!

I forgot!

The main thing is!

It's a little late today!

Otherwise, it wouldn't be like this!

I don't know either!

What should I say about myself!

I hope that people will read it!

I hope to be famous!

But … it's true!

It's very contradictory!

I know!

It's the problem of being famous!

There's a lot of it!

Actually, being famous!

It's just that!

But people who know about you!

A little more!

Actually!

This wasn't a big deal!

Although!

I know!

My book!

No one will read it!

But how should I say it!

I want to write!

I can write!

Write novels!

Sometimes!

It requires a characteristic like mine!

Not just any time!

There's flowers!

And applause!

I want to learn to be ordinary!

Actually!

This is not important!

Writing a book!

It's about expressing my feelings!

The root of it!

The goal!

It's still for!

A better life!

It's that simple!

As long as it's!

The book!

It's all like this!

The so-called!

It's all the same!

It's just like this!

Sigh!

Perhaps!

I'm just!

A very insignificant existence!

But!

Because of my work!

Perhaps it can make me!

Infinitely magnify!

Wait for this work!

I've waited for too long!

I want to cry!

Sigh!

I can write more!

In a while!

In a while!

Sigh!

I don't know in the future!

Is there!

Writing time!

Now!

I don't write anything!

Just all over!

I feel terrible!

Sigh!

I don't write!

I!

I can't take it!

I feel that I!

It's really a little strange!

I'm lying to myself again!

But!

Why can't I believe it!

There's nothing better than believing in yourself!

Although!

This is nothing!

Believing in yourself is the most basic!

It's also the most powerful!

Yes!

I should still believe in myself!

Failure is not scary!

I might be mediocre!

But!

How should I put it!

At least!

In me!

In my heart!

I'm a writer!

I don't need other people's recognition!

This is also useless!

Yes!

I'll continue!

I know!

This way!

It's not good!

Yes!

I feel that I'm too different!

I still!

Pretend!

Actually!

I also need someone to support me!

But the support I have for myself!

But!

It's very useful!