Regarding this question!

Actually!

I've said it!

It doesn't count!

But I still have to say it!

Come out!

Asshole!

Write a novel!

Don't be afraid of death!

Tell the truth!

Death isn't scary!

It's scary!

It's meaningless!

Living in pain!

That way!

Might as well die!

Live!

Even the truth!

I don't dare to say it!

Might as well die!

Even being human!

At the very least!

It's all gone!

What's the point of living!

Perhaps!

I don't understand!

It's life!

It's made us cruel!

Too many people!

Too much pressure!

Fighting to the death!

But it's just!

For food!

For!

The so-called fame and fortune!

Fame and fortune!

I don't want it!

Take it!

What's the use of it!

Can it be eaten!

Damn!

Bullshit!

Damn!

This point!

Many people know!

But they just don't say it!

Always!

Be!

Afraid of what!

I think!

Maybe no one!

Is more foolish than me!

Yes!

Damn!

I am!

The most foolish person in the world!

It's me!

In the future!

You can!

Find me!

Remember!

I'm just saying it for myself!

It doesn't matter!

I'm the foolish one!

Yes!

But how should I say it!

It's hard to say!

I always!

Thinking!

About some ridiculous things!

Sigh, I can only say!

Because!

These things!

Have it!

This kind of ability!

I only like beautiful women!

Yes!

I feel that I'm!

Not human!

I'm wrong!

I'm really wrong!

I'm not like this!

I should embrace it!

Love for the world!

If I didn't love this world!

I would have died long ago!

I'm still alive!

Why!

I don't love it anymore!

There's no need to live!

Because!

I'm still attached!

Yes!

Perhaps!

It's like this!

I know!

My ability!

Is very weak!

But!

I have to say!

What to do!

Damn!

Continue!

What to do!

Damn!

This guy's writing!

It's really beautiful!

Damn!

I feel!

I can't write it!

This feeling!

I only know how to!

Do I want to die!

But!

I can't take it lying down!

What's the use of this!

Damn!

Continue!

I know!

Sigh!

We can't be together!

I know!

I'm still too emotional!

I even lie to myself!

I'm also a talent!

Why do I have to lie to myself!

Actually, life!

It's really not easy!

I can lie to myself!

It's for my own good!

At this!

World!

Who knows about me!

Hehe!

That's all!

This isn't important!

I just!

Want to eat!

Fame and fortune!

For me!

It's no longer important!

I can't!

Give me anything!

Just let me!

Be more troublesome!

But I'm always like this!

Always!

Fantasizing!

I know!

I don't love her!

Maybe!

But I just miss her!

Sigh!

Damn!

I still don't understand!

Actually, I can't make myself understand!

But I understand!

Who will write novels!

I know!

This is just!

A choice of survival!

Everything will pass away!

Why do I have to be attached!

I'm very simple!

I'll tell you!

Nothing!

It's eternal!

Sigh!

I can only say!

I still like to lie to myself!

I thought!

Then!

At least!

At that time!

It's eternal!

Sigh!

I can only think of it this way!

At least!

Once!

It was eternal!

Actually!

Love is just!

A kind of feeling!

Why do I have to get it!

I've been thinking too much!

Actually!

It's fine as long as I like it!

I'm such a person!

But!

Still!

I have some thoughts!

If I don't have any thoughts!

That's impossible!

Damn!

I'm human!

I'm not!

God!

Yes!

I love her!

I like her!

Actually!

She might!

But she's not as good as I thought!

Actually, I'm just!

A!

A brat who can't grow up!

An adult!

I can't write novels!

Yes!

Mentality is very important!

Sigh!

Sigh!

I only have what I think!

I don't understand her!

Feeling!

My love!

It's too blind!

The main thing is!

Looking at her appearance!

I'll fail sooner or later!

Don't look at this!

What else!

There's a lot!

Yes!

In all aspects!

People these days!

Their personalities are all the same!

Actually!

I have nothing to say!

I'm the same!

Looking up!

I'm very different!

That's how I look!

Sigh!

That's how I look!

Damn!

I've really had enough!

It's not good to say this!

And it's different!

At the end!

Come!

It's the same!

Yes!

Damn!

But!

It might be different!

Damn!

I don't think so!

What's the use!

Like me!

Like this!

Is!

Is!

Bad!

Incurable!

Because!

I won't!

Openly bad!

No one will do that to me!

I'm guarded!

I'm bad!

More bad!

More bad!

Yes!

Damn!

But how should I put it!

This is a problem!

I know!

This is not good!

But!

There's no other way!

There's a good saying!

Good people!

They're all dead!

Those who are alive are all bad people!

I'm very bad!

I have the right!

To beg others!

I think it's enough!

I hate myself for being like this!

Continue!

Sigh!

My heart hurts!

Damn!

What to do!

Sigh!

Damn!

Suddenly, it's nothing!

Easy to write!

Sigh!

What to do!

Sigh, I don't know!

I feel it's nonsense!

It's all over!

Feeling!

What should I do!

Sigh!

I'll get used to it!

I'll suddenly get over it!

Aren't you bored!

Talk more!

Something nutritious!

It's very nutritious!

I'll teach people!

Fall in love!

Yes!

Sometimes!

While thinking!

I suddenly!

Have nothing to write about!

Call you!

Make you!

Super god!

Don't act up!

Return to normal!

This is the consequence!

I can't write anything!

My tears!

They're slipping!

My cheeks!

I don't know why!

I suddenly feel very sad!

Sigh!

My heart hurts!

I'm doing this to myself!

Is it really okay!

Sigh!

Continue!

I don't know myself!

Like this!

What's so good about it!

It seems like!

I still!

I have to make other plans!

This won't do!

I can't rely on myself!

I can't completely rely on myself!

I'm not in the right state!

I have to write something!

The city is very big!

How can I find you!

Sigh!

What to do!

Damn!

I don't know!

Sigh!

I'm writing now!

Status!

I don't know!

Why can't I go up!

Yes!

Sigh!

Continue!

I've gotten over it!

Damn!

I can't let myself get over it!

Sigh!

Actually, I haven't gotten over it!

I feel that I've!

Really!

Enough!

I've clearly gotten over it!

I've cried!

I've!

Sigh!

I'm also angry!

Still!

I haven't gotten over it!

So!

I want to continue!

Hehe!

I!

Realized!

I'm back!

That earlier!

It's not me!

It's me!

Friend!

Hehe!

How can I prove it!

Actually, this is already!

It explains everything!

Sigh!

The bottleneck came too quickly!

I don't know!

I've reached a bottleneck!

Sigh!

Damn!

But I'm not human either!

They won't even let me off!

I'll let you off!

Who'll let me off!

Damn!

That's right!

I'll continue!

Damn!

I'll still!

Continue!

The story hasn't started!

I'm not ready!

To be honest!

I'm still a little!

Shy!

I'm afraid that others will laugh at me!

Despise me!

Then!

I knew it!

I'm a fool!

They won't let me live!

They want me to die!

I feel!

I!

Am!

The ugliest person!

To be honest!

It's really not easy to write!

I'll write about myself!

Plus!

My own!

Body!

Sigh!

What to do!

I'll continue!

I feel terrible!

Sigh!

I can't!

Actually, these are all excuses!

Damn!

I!

I can't do it!

There's something!

Sigh!

What to do!

I don't know!

Sigh!

I can only continue!

Past!

I'd better not talk about my past!

I'm!

A!

Bastard!

Beast!

Scum!

Scum!

I really think so!

My character!

Why is it so bad!

It's all my fault!

I'm guilty!

Sigh!

I think of my love life!

It turns out that!

Liking many people!

It's also a kind!

Sin!

Sigh!

I can only say!

I'm really!

Enough!

Really!

I can't!

Really!

I'm not in good health!

This is it!

Character flaw!

I think!

This is a matter of principle!

Yes!

I can't be like others!

How can it be the same!

I can't!

How should I put it!

Everyone has their own fate!

I'm destined!

I can't be like this!

Sigh! I'll continue!

I've finally thought it through!

I've finally!

I've broken through the bottleneck!

Yes!

Damn!

Sigh!

What should I say!

Okay!

I'll continue!

Damn!

I don't know!

What to do!

A little!

I feel like I'm retreating!

Damn!

It seems like!

I can't let you think it through!

Damn!

You're messing with me!

If you think it through!

I'm finished!

Damn!

I hope I can!

Never understand!

Yes!

I'll continue!

I feel terrible!

How should I put it!

I can't!

Damn!

Sigh!

This is not good!

Sigh!

What should I do!

Society's problems!

It's all my fault!

Sigh!

I'm guilty!

I'm guilty!

If I can!

I'm willing!

I'll bear all the sins!

So many sins!

Death!

So many times!

It's not enough!

Sigh!

It's hard to say!

Sigh!

I'll continue!

Damn!

I can't!

What should I do!

Damn!

You're kidding me!

Actually!

I can't be angry at myself!

I'm afraid I'll have a relapse!

Damn!

Like this!

I can also write!

Damn!

I suddenly feel tired!

Sigh!

Continue!

The difference is too big!

Write more!

There's nothing bad about it!

I want to lie to myself again!

You!

Bastard!

Listen!

Damn!

I'll beat you to death!

You're acting like this!

It seems like!

You've reached a bottleneck!

Sigh!

Deal with it well!

Damn!

What are you trying to do!

Damn!

I haven't grasped it well!

When I'm writing a novel!

I should!

Be a dog!

Put it down!

All my dignity!

Otherwise, how can I write well!

My idol burden!

It's too serious!

This is my Achilles' heel!

A dead knot!

Damn!

Damn!

If!

I can put it down!

I believe!

I'll definitely succeed!

That means you've failed!

I still care too much!

I can't let go!

I can't!

I can!

Express!

Listen!

You damn devil!

What are you doing!

I'll start now!

Every day!

I'll scold myself!

I'll scold myself!

Until I let go!

First!

It's memories!

Then I'll let go!

It's that simple!

I have to!

Write a good novel!

You bastard!

Again!

I can't write it!

I won't play with you anymore!

I really!

Idol!

Burden!

It's too serious!

Otherwise!

I won't write it either!

This damn thing!

I can do it!

I'll succeed!

Therefore!

If that's the case!

I'll lose!

Write a novel!

I have to!

Put it down!

I have to!

I can't even put it down!

Write a novel!

Wait for death!

You!

Bastard!

Listen!

Of course!

Scolding like this!

It's useless to me!

I'm more thick-skinned!

My words!

I can't even listen!

Why should I listen!

I don't want to live anymore!

Hehe!

With my ability!

Fire!

It's just a matter of minutes!

You only know how to brag!

That's enough!

Alright, continue!

Sigh!

This isn't good!

Alright!

I'm like this!

Talking about myself!

No matter what!

This chapter of mine!

I still wrote it!

Actually, I am!

Talking about myself like this!

When my illness acts up!

I really can't take it anymore!

The pressure is too great!

If I can!

Handle it well!

I'll succeed!

Let go!

Am I still me?!

Damn!

What do you want me to do?!

Not for!

Write for the sake of writing!

I can't for!

Fame and fortune!

Give up on myself!

This doesn't feel good!

I'm not me!

What's the use!

Being a!

It's just that!

Human flesh!

That's enough!

It's just so-so!

I'm a writer!

No!

A monk!

Yes!

Why can't I have desires!

Actually!

I'm a lay disciple!

But!

I'm not an apprentice!

How should I put it!

This is!

A form!

I'm!

A Dharma name!

I don't know!

Sigh!

It's decided!

In the future, I'll be!

A lay disciple!

I'll always give myself!

Face!

Gold!

Damn!

I'm not like this!

That's not good!

I'm really not human!

It's good to have desires!

As long as it's handled properly!

If!

I'm not like this!

I can't write!

Not for!

Writing!

Writing!

Yes!

Although!

This is a choice!

But!

It should!

There's a choice!

Sigh!

I haven't thought about it!

The burden of being an idol!

And desires!

What's the matter!

Realization!

You bastard!

You're even calling me a hypocrite!

I don't even have the courage!

That's enough!

Stupid is enough!

And hypocritical!

You're the same!

You're finding excuses for yourself!

I'll kill you!

You!

Bastard!

I'll cook you!

Eat meat!

Sigh!

Continue!

I don't know!

What should I do!

Sigh!

I'm annoyed!

I'm crying!

I know!

I'm just an idiot!

Right now!

My brain!

It's too much!

I don't know!

I can't write traditional!

Sigh!

Damn!

This is not good!

My consciousness!

It's too strong!

An ordinary novel!

Simply!

It can't satisfy me!

I can only write like this!

I'm not suitable!

Write!

Traditional!

My personality is not right!

Yes!

Damn!

I can only write like this!

A half-dead novel!

Otherwise!

What do you want!

Actually!

At most!

If you say so!

A little!

Discouraged!

Sigh!

It's hard to say!

That's right!

I have to go hungry!

Sigh!

True enough!

Fish and bear paw!

I can't eat both!

Sigh!

What to do!

Sigh!

Me too!

Could it be!

I want!

Accept my fate!

Sigh!

Damn!

What to do!

It's hard to say!

Damn!

Continue!

Saying so!

Uncomfortable!

This life!

Sigh!

Damn!

I'm still far from it!

I have!

Consciousness!

Too much!

I can't!

Control my own consciousness!

Otherwise!

I'll write a novel!

No one can compare to me!

Write well!

Compete with me in writing!

I want!

I should have no opponents!

Damn!

Keep bragging!

Keep bragging!

Send you!

Send you to the hospital!

I can't take it anymore!

My brain!

It's all grown up!

Hehe!

Damn!

I want!

Myself!

Most importantly!

I can't!

Make good use of my own consciousness!

Not yet!

Combine two into one!

That's very difficult!

There are so many mental patients!

Look!

There are!

A few of them can write novels!

If not for me!

I'm luckier!

Otherwise, I wouldn't have been able to do it!

Keep making up stories!

Bastard!

Alright!

See you tomorrow!