My name is Xu Jian!

Er Wu!

That's my pen name!

My previous one!

My pen name is Xu Dajian!

That's right!

How should I put it!

Damn!

I said I'm Xu Jian!

It's nothing much!

In the world!

There are so many Xu Jians!

You know which one I'm!

Sigh!

Name!

It's just a code name!

I always!

Feel!

Many people know!

This was a misconception!

Who knows!

This problem!

No!

This way!

I'm under pressure!

It's getting worse!

It's getting worse!

Damn!

Now!

Again!

I'm using my real name again!

I don't want to make a living anymore!

I have to learn how to face it!

It's fine!

Who will!

Baidu!

My name!

Damn!

This way!

What's the matter!

I don't know!

This problem!

Yes!

I am!

Xu Jian!

I'm mentally ill!

How should I put it!

This problem!

Damn, you're afraid!

To hell with it!

I'll have to face it sooner or later!

Even!

Reveal your name!

I don't dare to reveal it!

Did I tell you to go to hell!

Damn!

What Jian!

There are many!

Who knows it's me!

Damn!

That's enough!

I'm too full of myself!

Er Wu!

That's my pen name!

I'm Xu Jian! I'm Er Wu!

Damn!

This way!

Finally!

I haven't let it go!

Damn!

Xu Jian!

There are many!

Names!

There are too many people with the same name!

Damn!

I'll use it!

This name!

It doesn't matter!

I'm afraid others will know!

I'm mentally ill!

Yes!

I'm just afraid!

What's there to be afraid of!

I don't have it!

What for!

I'm a heinous person!

Actually!

This book!

Should I use it or not!

My real name!

It's nothing much!

Actually!

I want to use it!

I'll use it!

Indeed!

I still!

Can't hold it in!

In!

Myself!

800,000 words!

At that time!

I've sold myself out!

Do you know!

This way!

It's easy!

I'm sick from holding it in!

Who's fine!

Baidu my name!

Do you think I'm myself!

Damn!

Damn!

This is a little distracting!

Many people don't know!

Who am I!

Actually, I'm Er Wu!

Me too!

Xu Dajian!

Yes!

How should I put it!

Isn't this nonsense!

Damn!

Name!

It's not that important!

Who knows!

This might be!

It's me!

A pretentious excuse!

I'm afraid!

When others find out!

They won't let me look for a job!

They won't let me live!

They're targeting me!

I'm afraid of this!

Because!

Me and these!

Bad guys!

Different!

I want!

To tear them down!

In the future!

I'll only use!

My own real name!

I'll say it again!

Damn!

Damn!

Just like that!

I've sold myself out!

Actually!

I have something!

I still have to face it!

This bit of courage!

I might as well wait for death!

Damn!

I don't know!

I!

I'm doing this for!

What!

Perhaps it is!

To challenge myself!

Actually!

I just want to say!

This is very simple!

Mental illness!

Also possible!

Stand out and say it!

Perhaps!

I just want to say!

Mental illness!

I can!

Write novels!

I can do things!

A lot!

There's no need to deceive myself!

Mental illness!

Although!

Me too!

Sometimes it acts up!

This way!

It's not good!

Damn!

What to do!

Actually!

I'll write it here!

There's no need!

To use my real name!

Damn!

I'll still use it!

Why not!

I still want it!

I'll use it!

Who's fine!

Baidu my name!

I like my name!

Although it's not the only one!

It's different in my heart!

In the past!

Called!

Xu Xiaojian!

I like it!

Alone!

Of course!

This is also a lot of people!

If I can't even face it!

I have no choice!

Damn!

Even my name!

I don't dare to use it!

It's really enough!

My Xu Jian!

My thoughts!

It's just a formality!

I don't dare to talk about my shortcomings!

I talk about others every day!

That way!

I'm from Zhong Jiang!

Yes!

I am!

Sichuan!

Zhong Jiang!

I'm a mental illness!

Damn!

There's nothing to be ashamed of!

Damn!

This is my real self!

I am!

A mental illness!

Why!

I can't even face this!

So I'm a mental illness!

Damn!

It's hard to say!

What to do!

I'll continue!

I'm a mental illness!

Damn!

I!

Don't say it!

I feel like I've let myself down!

Why don't I say it!

Actually!

It's the same whether I say it or not!

Actually!

How should I say it!

Literature!

Actually!

It's very simple!

I do as I please!

That's good!

Literature!

I still have to have my principles!

Sigh!

I'm starting again!

Feeling!

I'm back!

I don't care!

I am!

Xu Xiaojian!

Still!

Xu Dajian!

Still!

Listening!

Still!

Xu Jian!

These are not important!

What's important is me!

I'm here!

I hope that life can be better!

Damn!

Even I can't do it!

To face it!

A real self!

A bloody version of himself!

Damn!

Am I still considered a writer!

Damn!

I typed the wrong word!

That's what it looks like!

Sigh!

Damn!

Alright!

I still feel uncomfortable!

Suddenly!

Everyone seems to know!

I'm a mental illness!

Damn!

What should I do!

I still have my principles!

The people around me!

No need!

Are real!

Yes!

Damn!

Those!

Have already!

Started a family!

Alright!

How should I put it!

Who would care about these problems!

I'm the same!

I don't care!

Just me!

I care a lot!

Damn!

That's it!

Damn!

It's hard to say!

This problem!

I'm afraid of these!

It's useless!

You think!

I won't say that I'm a mental illness!

Scoundrel!

It will be so!

Easy!

Let me off!

Damn!

Yes!

It's useless!

I'll continue!

Don't be afraid!

Actually, this is society!

I'm Xu Jian!

I'm a mental illness!

In the future!

I'll catch some entries!

I'm!

Fetus God!

Yes!

This feeling!

I'll get used to it!

Zhang Hao!

I'll compare!

Watch!

I'll!

Use my real name!

Write!

It hasn't happened for many years!

What am I afraid of!

Damn!

It's useless to be afraid!

However!

It's like this!

I'll continue!

Actually!

I've already used my real name!

I've written!

Although it's nothing new!

Yes!

But how should I put it!

This problem!

I still can't face it!

I can only blame myself!

It's too cruel!

Writing a novel!

Not even letting me off!

I'm simply inhuman!

This way!

Damn!

It's just like this!

Damn!

The world is very big!

I'm very insignificant!

What should I do!

Talent!

Change for the better!

Damn!

I'm typing these words!

Probably!

Very few people can finish reading them!

Mine!

Sister!

Again!

Fuzhou!

ip！

Every day!

I'm reading!

Data box!

Yes!

Damn!

But cell phone!

I can't see it!

It's good that I can't see it!

Damn!

Damn!

I'm Xu Jian!

Sigh!

What should I do!

I'm thinking!

Can I!

With her!

Be together!

I'm talking about myself!

It's Xu Jian!

It's also a very vague concept!

Yes!

I'm still using myself!

This chapter!

Perhaps!

It's just like this!

Yes!

In the future!

Using myself less!

Using my pen name!

That's right!

Yes!

I'll continue!

There's no other way!

Damn!

What to do!

Damn!

Damn!

I'm still!

Timid!

This problem!

There's no need!

To delve into it!

Damn!

Looking at it now!

I'm thinking about the problem!

I don't know!

How to write!

This problem!

It's also very difficult!

Sometimes!

It's too sober!

It's also a kind of pain!

It's not good to write a novel!

It's too sober!

I feel!

Everything!

It's all like!

I'm dreaming!

But myself!

I have to grasp it!

I know my limits!

I'm Xu Jian!

That's all I can do!

Looking at it now!

I'm not good like this!

Other people's!

Real name!

I might not know how to use it!

Damn!

This is a little!

Violation!

Someone else's!

Surname Quan!

Damn!

It's not good!

I can use whatever I want!

I don't care!

Yes!

Actually!

I can't do this for much longer!

Once I get married!

It's possible!

I'll retire!

I'll retire sooner or later!

I'll take it easy!

There's no novel that doesn't end!

Furthermore, I'm not writing very well!

Sigh!

There's no need to miss it!

Such a problem!

I'll continue!

I know!

I can't say!

This way!

Damn!

I'll continue!

Sigh!

Perhaps!

At least!

I can write!

A year and a half!

There's no problem with this!

Principles!

It's very important!

I feel like beating myself to death!

Even myself!

I've sold myself out!

Damn!

Damn!

I still have to face it!

I'm mentally ill!

What's there to be afraid of!

Damn!

Just this point!

I can't face it!

There's no other way!

Damn!

What to do!

There's no other way!

This kind of life!

Damn!

It's very uncomfortable!

Damn!

I really like writing novels!

It's just that!

In the past!

There was no chance!

It's just like this!

Damn!

I'll continue!

I want to ask a question!

My girlfriend!

What does she want to be like!

I don't know!

Damn!

I don't care!

This question!

It's just like that!

It's also human!

Damn!

As for!

For her!

Writing a novel!

There's no need!

Maybe!

I'm like this!

I really want to beat myself to death!

Maybe this chapter!

I want to!

Put it!

Delete it permanently!

When she!

It doesn't exist!

However!

This is what I'm thinking now!

Nothing is eternal!

But it's just!

It's a feeling!

I'm even tricking myself!

Damn!

Use myself!

Xu Jian!

My name!

I have to know when to stop!

Who knows!

Who is Xu Jian!

Or!

Give way!

Someone who can read!

There's room for imagination!

Yes!

Perhaps!

I don't know!

I can still jump around!

How long!

What Xu Jian!

What!

Chief!

What!

What!

Put me!

Hold on!

Yes!

I can't stand out!

Or!

I should work hard!

I'll continue!

Damn!

I don't know!

This isn't the main point!

I want to beat myself to death!

Is this good!

Not very good!

Continue!

This isn't the main point!

About!

Am I!

Xu Jian's question!

Actually!

To be precise, I'm not!

When I'm writing novels!

Yes!

Listening!

I just!

Have!

Xu Jian's memories!

Yes!

I'm listening!

I'm not Xu Jian!

Damn!

When I'm writing novels!

When I'm!

I am!

Listening!

I don't care who I am!

This isn't that important!

Now!

How should I put it!

Now!

I'm using my real name!

There's nothing good about it!

I have scruples!

This question!

Actually!

If you want to know!

Who am I!

It's easy to know!

Damn!

Very easy!

There are plenty of ways!

There's no way!

Damn!

It's enough!

I'm still too far behind!

I'm still too self-righteous!

Self-confidence!

The feeling of bursting!

On this question!

I have nothing to say!

Up to you!

You!

Shredded carrot!

This question!

It's hard for me to say!

What to do!

I'll continue!

It's enough!

This question!

Damn!

I'm still!

Like this!

Look at me talking!

With Xu Jian!

Talking!

It's different!

When I'm writing novels!

Xu Jian!

I'm just a protagonist!

And I'm listening!

I'm not Xu Jian!

Of course!

This point!

I can't do it!

I have to write!

I have to write!

I have to!

Write annoyingly!

Just like this, I'm numb!

Just like this!

Only then can I start writing!

Actually!

You have so much faith in yourself!

Then I'll continue!

Yes!

Sigh!

I'm Xu Jian!

I'm mentally ill!

Damn!

What kind of situation is this!

I can't control this situation!

Xu Jian!

I really can't stand you!

My listening!

It's because you've crippled me!

It's nothing to be indifferent!

It's your business what you say!

Actually, this isn't that important!

This is just!

Survival mode!

And survival!

Attitude!

Choice!

What do you think!

It's that simple!

Damn!

Feeling!

This isn't good!

Damn!

At most, I'll die!

Don't be afraid!

What do you think!

If you don't say!

Others don't know!

Damn!

That's enough!

Might as well be more honest!

Confess!

Damn!

Damn!

I'm Xu Jian!

It's not that important!

Damn!

What to do!

Damn!

There's no other way!

Damn!

What to do!

I don't know!

Damn!

This way!

Damn!

There's no other way!

I've been too self-righteous!

That's right!

Those!

Nonsensical novels!

Caused!

Damn!

Of course!

This is all my fault!

Damn!

Don't blame yourself!

Damn!

There's no other way!

This kind of life!

Damn!

It's very frustrating!

What to do!

This!

It's enough!

Continue!

Look!

Again!

Exactly ten minutes!

Damn!

I'm being possessed!

I don't know!

Why did I use my real name!

Suddenly!

It's too easy!

A lot!

Yes!

Damn!

Continue!

There's still something!

I can't let it go!

Damn!

I have to let it go!

I don't want to miss it!

This isn't good for myself!

Damn!

I still!

I like this kind of creation!

But no!

It's pure creation!

Look at me!

I know I'm a fool!

Hehe!

Sigh!

I feel terrible!

What to do!

Damn!

There's no other way!

Damn!

Continue!

I don't know!

Damn!

Sigh!

There's still a lot of things!

I can't let it go!

I can't get over it!

If I can get over it!

I still!

Xu Jian!

I still!

Listen!

Really!

Damn!

This isn't good!

What to do!

Damn!

What to do!

I don't know!

Damn!

Continue!

Sigh!

Pretentious!

Damn!

What to do!

I don't know!

I'll continue!

There's still a long way to go!

Damn!

It's hard to say!

Damn!

But!

I still want to continue!

Alright!

That's it!

Damn!

No way!

There's still a long way to go!

Continue!

What to do!

There's no other way!

Damn!

I don't know!

What to do!

Damn!

Continue!

There's no other way!

Yes!

I don't know!

What to do!

Alright!

Get ready!

Tomorrow!

I still have to continue!

Yes!

Damn!

What to do!

I don't know!

This life!

Damn!

I don't know!

This life!

Sigh!

That's it!

It's deadline!

Damn!

Regarding these questions!

Actually!

I don't!

I haven't let it go!

Are you kidding me!

Play!

This question!

Didn't you say!

I'll use my real name!

That's good!

Really!

Could it be!

You lied to me!

Damn!

Continue!

What to do!

Damn!

There's no other way!

That's it!

Continue!

No way!