Actually!

I saw it!

My father's food!

I almost didn't!

I cried out!

My heart ached!

I still!

I had cheated myself!

On this issue!

Life!

It wasn't easy!

Always!

I blamed myself!

My parents!

I shouldn't have!

Given birth to them!

Damn!

I really!

Thought like this!

Damn!

I thought of my parents!

I sacrificed for myself!

Me too!

A little!

I couldn't bear it!

Actually!

This year!

When I repaired the house!

At that time!

I also had an episode!

I even threw a tantrum!

It was contradictory!

But it wasn't that serious!

Yes!

I continued!

Damn!

This issue!

Damn!

I often!

Would have an episode!

I don't know!

Now!

I still have it!

Most importantly!

I can suppress it!

Damn!

This issue!

My parents!

I really ate it!

It wasn't that great!

Sigh!

I don't want to talk about it anymore!

Remember!

At that time!

Summer vacation!

Always!

Going!

Ningbo!

Yes!

That meal!

It was really bad!

Yes!

Sigh!

I ate a bowl!

Fried noodles!

My father!

Waiting for me outside!

Watching me eat!

I don't remember!

What time was it!

I think!

It should be!

At that time!

2013!

May!

Yes!

Damn!

It was hard to say!

I felt that I!

Was too much!

This issue!

Damn!

I don't know!

Think about it!

I can't!

I remember now!

It was at that time!

At that time!

I had it!

That bag!

Yes!

2012!

During the New Year!

I bought it!

It was around that time!

Damn!

It was like this!

Alright!

My story!

Very little!

I talked about it with others!

These things!

Very few people knew about it!

Damn!

What to do!

This issue!

In the end!

Me too!

I got in easily!

It didn't take any effort!

I passed easily!

Yes!

That was it!

I said I!

Went to treat my illness!

In the end!

I couldn't!

I couldn't go back!

Damn!

Me too!

For myself!

A hope!

Yes!

Me too!

University student!

Damn!

Beast!

None of them!

Sigh!

I remember 2013!

November!

I saw it!

Father!

Pale!

Face!

White hair!

I was really sad!

At that time!

I really couldn't!

Face it!

Yes!

Damn!

It was enough!

Yes!

This issue!

Damn!

Continue!

It was hard to say!

I don't know either!

What should I do!

Sigh!

Suddenly!

I felt!

This wasn't very good!

Sigh!

Later!

I went to look for a job!

I!

In my heart!

I still have a chance!

Yes!

Sigh!

Damn!

First job!

It was done!

Electronic scale!

It failed!

No!

I got the money!

Second job!

It was done!

Mattress!

It was done!

A few days!

I didn't do it!

Yes!

Later!

I went!

I did it!

Security!

Thank you very much!

I had the chance!

I earned a lot of money!

Later!

I wrote it!

It was my own work!

Yao Yang!

Yes!

Damn!

In the end!

It ended just like that!

A year later!

I wrote again!

I was mentally ill!

I didn't intend to write again!

But I still wrote!

Yes!

Sigh!

Damn!

I should!

Shoulder!

Some!

Responsibility!

Yes!

Sigh!

Last year!

That was!

2014!

May!

Yes!

I was in the supermarket!

I found a job!

A job!

Yes!

This was my ability to express myself!

I improved!

A lot!

Yes!

Thank you!

Yes!

I continued!

Later!

That was!

Almost!

At this time!

I came back!

Then!

It was like that!

Sigh!

It was like that!

I started to write!

It wasn't that I didn't know!

It was just that I didn't dare to face it!

Yes!

I!

Went!

Sometimes!

I would also hate my parents!

Why!

I had to give birth to myself!

I was so miserable!

I really was!

I was living in bliss!

I didn't know how bliss was!

Damn!

I deserved to be mentally ill!

Damn!

Damn!

I felt!

Actually!

Parents!

In me!

In me!

I had given!

It was too much!

Yes!

This problem!

Parents!

Wait for me!

I grew up!

I had waited for a long time!

I didn't understand in the past!

I felt that parents!

Only gave me life!

Why!

Did!

They!

Lived!

I didn't feel well!

How was it!

I misunderstood my parents!

Yes!

If!

I was a human!

Parents!

I wouldn't do that!

With my heart!

Yes!

Damn!

What my parents had done for me!

Damn!

My book!

Yes!

Read it!

Read it again!

I was in high school!

Read it!

Three!

Damn!

That was enough!

Damn!

Continue!

With me!

Same age!

Very few!

There were people!

Like me!

So lucky!

Yes!

Ability!

With me!

About the same!

Of course!

It was just that I thought so!

This was not important!

Ability!

It was nothing!

As long as I was a good person!

Without ability!

So what!

Okay!

I wanted!

Sometimes!

About the wedding!

Problems!

I might still!

Have to do it!

This was not!

Not perfunctory!

Yes!

This was the hope for a good life!

Why not!

Sigh!

Annoyance!

How should I put it!

Although!

It was just a formality!

But!

There was no need!

Damn!

I didn't understand this!

Now you understand!

Why!

Will!

Be crazy!

I was very lucky!

Crazy!

I could still cure it!

I could still write novels!

Be annoyed!

I was still!

Very lucky!

Damn!

Continue!

Damn!

But I was still!

Unbalanced!

Like this!

How could it be good!

Like this!

This problem!

Damn!

It was still myself!

Too greedy!

Sigh!

I could write!

Novel!

I was already very happy!

Actually!

This was a kind of!

Survival!

And a choice of attitude!

Yes!

Damn!

Change of perspective!

The world was more exciting!

Damn!

Like this!

This problem!

It was hard to say!

How should I put it!

I'll continue!

Damn!

Continue!

There was still a long way to go!

Damn!

I forgot!

How could it be like this!

Damn!

I cried!

Sigh!

There was nothing to say!

Story!

I have to tell it slowly!

My mom!

Also!

I'm old!

Damn!

I'm here too!

Slowly grow up!

Of course!

I want to grow up quickly too!

Good!

Bear!

Some problems!

Yes!

This problem!

I'll continue!

I don't know!

What should I do!

Damn!

This problem!

I like her very much!

This feeling is very complicated!

I know!

I can give it to her!

Happiness!

However!

This again!

Impossible!

I'm thinking!

Her!

Future life!

What will happen!

Sigh!

Not with me!

Can I!

I don't know!

Maybe!

We're not compatible!

But!

How should I put it!

I still!

Want!

Her!

Stay by my side!

Alright!

I need to work hard!

Come on!

This problem!

It's still worth it!

Pay attention!

Damn!

I don't even know!

Why did I!

Fall in love with her!

Damn!

I can't do it!

I've had it once!

Dream on!

I dreamt of it!

Her!

Yes!

Damn!

I can't remember!

This dream!

I'm in a dream!

Very happy!

Because!

Me and her!

We're together!

Yes!

Damn!

Maybe!

Dream!

It's just a dream!

It's mainly me!

Hesitation!

Too cold-blooded!

Heartless!

How should I put it!

No!

She!

Doesn't like me!

It's all a matter of time!

I won't persist!

Yes!

This problem!

Damn!

It's also like this!

Damn!

Young people!

Pressure!

Older!

Good!

Yes!

In the past!

There was too little pressure!

When my illness acted up!

It was just like that!

I might really be suffering from schizophrenia!

Even!

Condition!

There's also schizophrenia!

In other words!

Half!

A genius!

Half!

An idiot!

Damn!

I've realized!

This problem!

I'll continue!

What should I do!

Damn!

It's enough!

This problem!

Remember!

2011!

At that time!

Go!

Tianyi Square!

There!

Cell phones were sold!

Activities!

Yes!

Yes!

Beautiful girls!

Dancing!

I actually!

Can't remember!

I'm selective!

Amnesia!

It's really beautiful!

Cell phones!

More than 100!

I really want to buy one!

At that time!

Want to buy one!

Play games on the cell phone!

Yes!

I'll go 1!

Sigh!

How should I put it!

This problem!

At that time!

Don't know!

The price of cell phones!

Very little!

Shopping!

Websites!

Yes!

Don't know!

Now!

Using cell phones!

Yes!

Using them!

299 yuan!

Bought them!

I feel that!

It's still useful!

Damn!

Using them!

It's been so long!

The quality is still good!

Yes!

Continue!

Damn!

What to do!

This problem!

I'll continue!

Don't know!

What to do!

Damn!

That's enough!

This problem!

Damn!

I miss you!

Damn!

Today!

I saw it!

That book!

Novel!

That's enough!

Gangster!

The feeling!

When I read it!

Just like me!

Not from the same era!

Actually, this kind of work!

I might be able to write it too!

After all!

I'm!

After the 90s!

Something!

I've experienced it before!

But now!

I don't feel like writing it!

Perhaps!

Novel!

It's just!

It's just a novel!

I don't have time to write it!

Those!

At that time!

Fighting!

Mainly because!

Fighting for territory!

Yes!

What!

Gang leader!

Yes!

That's enough!

What's the use!

This problem!

It's hard to say!

That's also the case!

Sigh!

Damn!

Also!

What!

The world!

Champion!

That way!

I can write too!

Damn!

That's not enough!

That way!

I heard!

When I was young!

Always!

Scolding!

That's enough!

Now!

Please let me scold!

I won't scold!

I don't have the time!

I'm very busy!

Hehe!

Alright!

That's enough!

There's no need!

That's not the case!

That's one person's problem!

Yes!

It's a lot of people's problems!

Sort of!

Damn!

That's true!

Really!

What to do!

Damn!

That's not enough!

I'll continue!

There's still a long way to go!

Damn!

Wait!

I'll wait!

Write again!

There's a lot of people!

Say that I'm!

What!

That I'm blessed!

That I can be an official!

Some people!

Say that I can be a boss!

Damn!

I have a hard time even eating!

That's enough!

That way!

Damn!

Now!

Looks like!

There's no more hope!

I don't know!

Some people!

That's all!

Damn!

It's good to have hope!

Don't care about me!

Do something!

As long as it's!

To society!

Something beneficial!

I'll do it!

Yes!

Damn!

This problem!

I have to be careful!

Don't think about it!

How can it be!

To change the world!

First, I have to be myself!

Yes!

I can't even be myself!

How can I!

Sigh!

Yes!

I'll continue!

Damn!

I have to be myself!

I once had a dream!

Damn!

That's enough!

It's very strange!

I can't remember!

When did I do it!

Damn!

There's still a long way to go!

I don't know!

I still have to wait!

To!

For a long time!

To get married!

Damn!

What to do!

Damn!

That's enough!

This problem!

There's still a long way to go!

Suddenly!

I feel very sad!

Damn!

Continue!

What to do!

This way!

That's also a problem!

Damn!

There's no other way!

Damn!

This problem!

It's also frustrating!

Sigh!

I don't know!

Damn!

Actually!

I!

Have enough time!

Not much time!

Not more than two years!

Yes!

This problem!

It's like this!

The time to write a novel!

It's possible!

There won't be!

Three years!

But!

I still have to continue!

Damn!

That's also true!

This way!

Damn!

Continue!

This way!

I'm thinking!

It's actually hard to say!

This problem!

Damn!

I have to remember to upload it!

Alright!

Get ready!