The psychosis of an individual

Chapter 255

It could only be said that!

Humans and their pursuits!

They were essentially the same!

This question!

It was like this!

Alright!

18 points!

39 points!

Continue!

I was thinking of a question!

Why did it turn out like this!

Just thinking about it made me feel terrible!

This was enough!

Damn!

It was far from enough!

It was the usual line!

The bombardment!

I'm starting!

This afternoon's composition!

I'm also a child!

I need to be coaxed!

If I set a goal!

Six chapters a day!

It was also unscientific!

Perhaps this was it!

My highest record!

Yes!

Damn!

Of course!

Now it was only halfway through!

I haven't even written it yet!

This question!

It was also very serious!

I'll continue!

This question!

I can't take it easy!

That was enough!

I miss you a lot!

I'm here to make things difficult again!

I really miss her a lot!

I thought!

I don't want to anymore!

Actually it was me!

After seeing her!

I went back to missing her!

She was very lovely and moving!

I like girls like her!

So!

Birds of a feather flock together!

Birds of a feather flock together!

I still don't understand all these!

I don't understand!

Although!

She looked up to me!

She was different from me!

But from!

There were some details!

We were still the same!

This was nothing!

This question!

I felt that I was!

Suppressed!

Now!

There were too many scams!

Sigh!

I can only blame myself!

I didn't study hard in the past!

I regret it now!

There were many things!

I don't know!

I should study more!

There were no disadvantages!

Sigh!

I can't take it easy!

These questions!

Damn!

This kind of life!

I don't understand!

I'll continue!

This question!

I can't help it!

I can't say too much!

Put me at this level!

That's enough!

Damn!

I feel that I!

Not yet!

Came back to my senses!

Damn!

Could it be!

Is it like this!

I don't believe it!

There was a street!

It was very strange!

Just like!

Soaring through the sky!

Drilling out!

Full of maple leaves!

Yes!

Very easy to open!

Very poetic!

If!

There's a chance!

When you get close!

You'll realize!

This scenery!

It's not as beautiful as you think!

You only need!

To watch from afar!

Yes!

That's it!

Damn!

Continue!

This question!

Is!

Ideal!

Reality!

This question!

Let's see what you think!

People can't have no pursuits!

Writers!

More pursuits!

Otherwise!

Just wait for death!

Damn!

There are many things that I want to do!

First!

I want to let myself!

Live well!

I have!

Hope!

Yes!

Perhaps!

Days!

A beautiful life!

Will be far away!

Perhaps!

I will also become old!

Become cruel!

I want!

To shoulder!

The responsibility of a family!

Yes!

This question!

I have nothing to say!

This question!

I'll continue!

Just thinking about it makes me uncomfortable!

Do you believe in yourself!

I don't believe in it!

The world is good!

I'm good!

There's no need!

I have to be outstanding!

This is a question of choice!

Damn!

I'm free in this!

Why!

I can't choose!

I don't know either!

This question!

I'll continue!

Now!

When will it come!

I suddenly have no concept of time!

I don't feel confident at all!

I'll forget about time!

Actually, time!

Is what I need the most!

To forget!

Remember!

I was once a child!

Sigh!

Once!

That was in the past!

Time!

It's just a concept!

At least in my heart!

It's eternal!

I still don't understand!

I'm only fooled by appearances!

Sigh!

This question!

I've also misinterpreted my parents' intentions!

I'm guilty!

This is just a choice of survival!

It's nothing!

Actually, I should understand!

I just like to deceive myself!

It's nothing!

In my opinion!

It's just like that!

I've been tricked by so-called thoughts!

I've been tricked!

Damn!

I realized!

Impossible!

If it's just for!

Those so-called!

To carry on the family line!

I won't do that!

I definitely won't!

Yes!

Damn!

This is a form of hope!

Yes!

I only understand now!

To the end!

What did I do wrong!

It seems like!

A writer!

He's destined to be a liar!

A person who deceives others' feelings!

I won't be an exception!

There's no need to be conflicted!

This situation!

It's just extreme!

I'm just!

Still!

To live!

For!

Hope!

Yes!

I don't want to be like that!

Now!

I have a lot to think about!

This question!

Survival question!

I need to pay attention to it!

Yes!

Damn!

This way!

I feel terrible just thinking about it!

What to do!

These questions!

Sigh!

For!

Those!

Won't be for me!

I've sacrificed so much!

I realized!

Wrong thinking!

It exists!

Damn!

Impossible!

I only realized now!

I'm so stupid!

I don't understand!

It turns out!

This is!

A kind!

Something called feelings!

I've always been like that!

Fortunately!

It's not too wrong!

True enough!

I've never been in love!

I'm emotionally!

I'm not very mature!

I can only say!

I'm young!

Videos!

I've watched too much!

This question!

It's very serious!

I just haven't experienced it!

That kinship!

Yes!

I haven't experienced it!

The world!

There's love everywhere!

And I'm always complaining!

I can't say this!

There are no problems!

I still have to pay attention!

These problems!

Damn!

I feel terrible!

I don't know!

What should I do!

This question!

I'll continue!

Sigh!

I can't say anything!

Damn!

There are things!

I'll skip them!

I'll leave some good things for myself!

Perhaps this is growth!

At that time!

I'll go shopping!

I'll eat a bowl every time!

Dumplings!

One yuan per bowl!

I want to eat!

Almost everything!

Sigh!

It's all in the past!

I still remember when I was very young!

I don't like to eat!

Corn paste!

My family's conditions are limited!

I said I want to eat!

I want to eat!

Stir-Fry!

So!

Life!

It's just a kind of rascal!

And I!

He was the one who brought them hope!

Sigh!

My home!

Fragmented!

But!

I'm!

Full of love!

All kinds!

I'm really!

I don't know how lucky I am!

No one treats me badly!

Yes!

At least that's how it is!

Many people!

They all hope that I can succeed!

I can only say!

Some of my!

Worldview!

Problematic literary works!

I've read too much!

Sigh!

I hate this feeling!

Damn!

These are all for my own good!

If I succeed!

First, it's for myself!

It's the greatest help!

And I'm always thinking of other things!

This is!

The reason why I can't let go!

I'm always thinking too much!

Damn!

Whether I succeed or not!

It doesn't matter!

In my opinion!

At that time!

I'm!

Wrong about it!

Sigh!

So I'm crazy!

I can only say!

Knowledge!

That's how it is!

That's right!

It's two-sided!

Yes!

But how should I put it!

Some worldview!

A novel with a problem in itself!

It's best not to read it!

Such a problem!

That's enough!

Now!

I've done it!

What the hell!

Think more!

There was nothing to gain!

Damn!

I'm still very proud!

I hate myself!

No choice!

I'm already like this!

Some things!

It's very hard to change!

I can do it so easily!

Change myself!

That's also not very possible!

Sigh!

It's me!

I don't know how to be content!

That's enough!

I still remember!

At that time!

At home!

I didn't have much money!

I paid land tax!

I had money!

I didn't have any!

I still want!

To give it to me!

To buy food!

Actually, simplicity is also a kind of happiness!

The me at that time!

I'm really very happy!

Actually, I've always been very happy!

It's just that I don't think so!

Sigh!

I!

I'm a heartless person!

What can I do!

These are all excuses I've made for myself!

Sigh!

Damn!

This problem!

Fortunately, I understand!

Come over!

Otherwise, there will be more mistakes!

Sigh!

I can only say!

Xu Jian!

Ah!

Xu Jian!

You rascal!

You can't do it!

I'm really very lucky!

Wrapped in love!

Damn!

In the end!

Because of!

What uncertain future!

There was nothing to gain!

I'm crazy!

The only thing I'm thankful for is!

I can still!

Wake up!

This is the silver lining in the midst of misfortune!

Now!

I can't care so much anymore!

I have to write well!

Yes!

In the past!

There were many in the past!

Some things!

Let go!

It's really different!

The best!

Repayment!

The way!

Is to live well!

For!

Hope!

I'm different from some people!

Yes!

I'll continue!

Damn!

But!

It's the same!

Damn!

I!

I've grown up!

I should have understood!

Life isn't easy!

In the future!

Finding a girlfriend!

It won't be that easy!

It's too high of a standard!

Actually!

There's someone!

Willing!

Following me!

It's already very good!

I'm here again!

What's there to struggle about!

It's useless!

Such a request!

It's the least I can do!

And the most important thing!

I'm just!

Looking for someone!

Someone who supports me!

Someone who's willing!

Someone who follows me!

Actually!

I still can't convince myself!

And it's a beauty!

Damn!

Is this okay?!

This problem!

I still can't handle it well!

I don't know what's wrong!

I'll continue!

But!

I still have to be careful!

This problem!

Yes!

Actually!

I don't understand!

I really don't understand!

Damn!

Forgive me!

Immature!

I'm just!

Not around!

At the right time!

I met the right person!

Damn!

So!

That's it!

Damn!

Those!

Romance novels!

That's enough!

Write!

Novels!

Scammed!

I've been writing for many years!

Damn!

This problem!

I still have to write something different!

It's because!

I can't stand it!

Some people's actions!

That's why I stepped forward!

Otherwise!

Someone is like me!

Writing like this!

I don't have the skills!

Writing like this!

No one dares to speak the truth!

This is hope!

This is a beautiful lie!

Because!

Actually, I'm such a person!

Yes!

Some things!

It's wrong in itself!

Damn!

It's enough!

I should write more!

Some!

A normal person's life!

A normal person's life!

Now!

Fantasy!

It's mainstream!

I've had enough!

But!

There's still some!

I can do it!

Because!

Art!

It's always been!

An idealized life!

Happiness!

It belongs to everyone!

Someone like me!

I understand everything!

I'm!

In the world!

The most foolish person!

I thought!

I don't understand!

Damn!

Perhaps!

The path I've walked!

Now!

I'm confused!

My memories!

I'm not too sure!

Yes!

I still have to continue!

Some things!

Will not change!

These problems!

Damn!

I'm Xu Jian!

I'll always be Xu Jian!

I don't understand!

This problem!

I'm too far behind!

Damn!

That's enough!

This way!

What to do!

That's enough!

Damn!

Annoyance!

I don't know!

What to do!

Damn!

Annoyance!

I don't know!

My current hand speed!

It's shockingly fast!

I finally!

I finally understand!

What is absolute hand speed!

Yes!

This is the feeling I want!

Sigh, it's hard to say!

Writing a novel!

For a person like me who thinks like this!

I should cut the Gordian knot!

Yes!

Damn!

Emotions!

Huge fluctuations!

Sigh!

Which path!

Is it still there!

I don't know!

This problem!

I'll continue!

I can't go back to the past!

Even if I go back!

I don't want to do anything!

Because!

I can't go back!

This is not important!

Everyone is!

That's how it's been!

Damn!

This problem!

Is also annoyed!

Pay attention!

Damn!

Someone like me!

That's enough!

I'm thinking!

To the end!

What kind of writer I want to be!

Write!

So many words!

Could it be!

Y-you still don't understand!

Damn!

You!

Ability to comprehend!

Also lousy!

I really don't know!

How can I care!

Become a stream of consciousness!

Because I believe in one thing!

That is hope!

Yes!

I still believe in it!

Yes!

Alright!

In the future!

I have to pay attention!

Too many segments!

My writing ability!

Yes!

For an ordinary person!

It's indeed a little heaven-defying!

But for an author!

Me too!

I can do it easily!

I'm quite clear about this!

The main thing is to compete!

A lot!

Damn!

Actually, my opponent!

It's myself!

My current writing capacity!

There are no more problems!

I feel!

Success!

In!

To me!

Beckoning!

I see hope!

I'll continue!

How should I put it!

Damn!

Success or not!

For me!

It's not too important!

In this line of work!

I still have to pay attention!

Damn!

I still have the wrong understanding!

Damn!

For!

To be famous!

I can't look at it rationally!

Yes!

I'll continue!

What to do!