Continue!

I feel like!

I don't want my life anymore!

Is this good?!

In fact, I don't have any inspiration!

Yes!

Typing!

I still make mistakes!

Sigh!

It's very difficult!

I have to calm down!

This is not good!

Yes!

17 points!

50 points!

Brain!

Just like!

Being sucked dry!

I'm doing bad things again!

Body!

Can't take it!

Bursts!

I feel cold!

Could it be!

I want to leave this world!

I'm not willing!

I want to be!

Fate!

This demon!

Fight!

I can't win!

I can only live for a few more years at most!

Inside my body!

There's a demon!

Yes!

He's affecting my emotions!

Yes!

Turning everything beautiful!

Everything is not beautiful!

I like her so much!

Why!

I want to!

And the novels!

The characters in them!

Categorize them as the same category!

Or the videos!

It's my fault!

I did this!

It's really not good!

I know!

She's very good!

Maybe!

She's better than I imagined!

Maybe!

Actually!

This is also possible!

A girl!

Always!

There will be unexpected feelings!

Yes!

I like her!

Although!

She!

Doesn't even know me!

Maybe!

She!

Didn't!

Looked at me once!

Even if I'm not there!

She might not know!

I really feel!

So shameless!

Why!

Like!

Alone!

Like this!

Could it be!

You're really enough!

Could it be!

You like!

Others!

Others will like you!

You're really enough!

You're really!

The feeling of being possessed by a demon!

I'm a demon!

And my mission!

Is to make you wish you were dead!

Are you kidding me!

Damn!

I really like her!

If!

I really want to!

Be with her!

She's so wonderful!

I'll do my best!

I want to be with her!

Now!

I don't even have the courage to say a word!

I don't!

She!

What's her name!

She's from!

There!

I don't even know!

I know!

She's a person!

Maybe this is enough!

A child!

Feelings!

This thing!

Doesn't suit you!

Give up!

Why give up!

You can't!

I just like her!

I love her!

I want to be with her!

Damn!

That's enough!

This!

Is pure!

It's a creative effect!

Yes!

I can pretend I didn't see it!

If!

If only I could see you one more time!

Even if it's just a glance!

How I wish!

At that moment!

Time!

Is eternal!

Yes!

Time!

Just stay there!

I can!

Look at her quietly!

I don't!

The ability to control time!

But!

It feels like!

It's eternal!

I live!

I love!

Damn!

That's enough!

Don't be like this!

Your girlfriend in the future!

See!

You know!

What kind of consequences will there be!

You know!

Really!

But the problem is that you don't!

You can even not show her!

This idea!

Not bad!

Damn!

But!

Like this!

Is it really good!

It doesn't feel good!

Yes!

I still want to continue!

Yes!

Regarding this problem!

I still have to be careful!

Damn!

What to do!

I don't know!

It's really!

It's burning my feelings!

Of course!

This isn't a creative effect!

It's a genre!

It's a little similar!

It's cheating!

It's a human cheat!

Damn!

This isn't good!

It's really not good!

No matter what!

Feelings!

Maybe they won't lie!

I think!

She's really beautiful!

I'm thinking about her!

Dancing!

What will it be like!

It must be beautiful!

It must be!

In the world!

The most beautiful dance!

Her singing!

That's it!

Her voice!

Damn!

Write!

These!

I really don't want to live anymore!

Write these!

Of!

Average!

People who are dying!

Sigh!

How should I put it!

I'm also afraid!

Myself!

Can't see!

Tomorrow!

The sun!

Afraid of me!

Never again!

Chance!

Write something!

Yes!

I'm afraid of losing!

Yes!

Sigh!

It's hard to say!

This problem!

I know!

Damn!

Actually, I don't know!

I'm afraid!

I'll suddenly collapse!

At least!

Live!

It's also a kind of happiness!

Now!

I only have!

With my own human flesh!

Cheat!

Come!

Water!

Damn!

Now!

I'm looking down on myself!

Now it's my own creation!

Completely!

I need to rely on!

Girl!

To support!

You're a talent!

What will happen when you're old!

Actually, at my age!

Something that knows!

It's just these!

I know!

My own creation!

Motivation!

It's really hard to grasp!

What should I do!

This problem!

I really want to know!

I don't know!

What should I do!

It's actually not that simple!

This feeling!

I'll get tired of it!

Next!

That's it!

It's time to test me!

Yes!

I need to use my memories!

To write a novel!

If!

These two things!

Can be combined organically!

Must!

Produce!

Different sparks!

Yes!

Damn!

Continue!

I don't know!

What should I do!

Sigh!

This problem!

It's also frustrating!

Sigh!

But I'm more stressed now!

The things I'm facing!

More!

Life!

More!

There's really no pressure!

I can't write either!

Things!

But the pressure is too great!

I can't write it either!

That's right!

On this problem!

That's what I think!

It might be painful!

I can't write!

Maybe!

I'll continue!

I know!

I miss you!

Even though!

You don't know me!

But I still want to!

A silent confession!

I just love you!

You're the beauty in my heart forever!

Although!

I like you're not the only one!

I like this beautiful feeling!

Perhaps!

I just!

It's just an illusion!

There's nothing else!

This is still very obvious!

Now!

Even I myself!

I've started to make use of myself!

I hate myself very much!

For!

Writing!

I even tricked myself!

Actually, it's not that simple!

You have to believe in yourself!

Think about yourself!

Sigh!

I always want to have it!

Superpowers!

But that's impossible!

Sigh!

I've been disappointed again and again!

I can't face it!

I thought!

I'm a very powerful existence!

But reality isn't like that!

Sigh!

It's all in the past!

There's no need to mention it!

Damn!

This kind of life!

It's better to keep a low profile!

Actually, it's nothing much!

This is a state of survival!

And a way of survival!

It's a choice!

Yes!

Now!

I have to fight!

Keep it down!

Someone is sleeping!

It feels like this!

It's not very good!

Wait!

I still have to go to work!

Today's chapter!

I haven't uploaded it!

Don't forget!

Yes!

Like this!

It doesn't seem too good!

Yes!

Sigh!

Continue!

I know!

Actually, my mind is already very blank!

I don't know!

What should I say!

I still have to hold on!

Regardless of whether I can write or not!

I still have to continue!

I have no other choice!

I should cherish the opportunity!

I've missed it!

I won't have it again!

Suddenly!

It feels a little heavy!

I still have to do well!

Adjust!

This is a troublesome matter!

It's not that easy for me!

I can adjust my emotions!

Sigh!

It's hard to say!

It turns out that!

Kai Jianghe!

So old!

First time!

Come!

It was many years ago!

At that time!

I don't remember!

Yes!

At least!

Ten years have passed!

Actually, it's nothing much!

This problem!

It's very simple!

Actually!

The most beautiful scenery!

In my heart!

Yes!

Why can't I face it!

Yes!

But I still have problems!

I always!

Like that kind!

The so-called happiness!

I don't understand!

Why am I like this!

I'm disappointed in myself!

I don't know!

Maybe!

My whole life!

It will only be!

A regular worker!

But so what!

Could it be that!

The law!

The rules!

A regular worker!

I can't write novels!

Damn!

It's freedom!

My feelings!

It's not very suitable!

Sigh!

Feelings!

And my own identity!

It doesn't match!

I feel very inferior!

Actually!

This is another manifestation of confidence!

Actually!

It's all my own!

Actually, it's nothing much!

Even if I'm not a writer!

I can write too!

Yes!

Why!

It has to be!

A writer!

I can write!

I still have to write!

Yes!

Yes!

On this problem!

I still!

I'm not very determined!

I don't know what's wrong with me!

Thinking!

I might!

Almost!

I can't hold on anymore!

Damn!

I can't take it lying down!

This problem!

Now I!

It's already started!

The final madness!

Actually!

Life!

It's rare to be crazy!

Once!

For youth!

Once!

For!

Dreams!

I've put all the madness!

All of them gathered together!

Yes!

I still have to be careful!

This problem!

I suspect!

In this medicine!

There's a stimulant!

Of course!

Ten yuan!

I still want to eat it!

A stimulant!

This doesn't make sense!

Yes!

Ten yuan!

A hundred pills of medicine!

Just!

A dime!

A pill of medicine!

Damn!

In the past!

Just!

Six yuan!

Yes!

This problem!

For a day!

Taking medicine!

I want to take all of it!

Some of it!

One day!

I want to take it!

Fifty cents!

Around the medicine!

This medicine can be said to be!

The cheapest medicine to treat mental illness!

Yes!

Damn!

I have no money!

Medicine!

I have no food!

Therefore!

I still have to work hard!

Yes!

Go to work!

I just want to make a living!

I don't like going to work!

All of it!

I have no choice!

The only thing I want to do is to!

Lie in bed!

Sleep soundly!

Actually, I've slept too much!

It's nothing much!

But going to work!

It can give me a lot of inspiration!

I can have this!

But going to work!

Forget it!

It's more difficult!

Sigh!

Could this medicine!

There's really a stimulant!

Or did I forget to take my medicine!

I'm!

In!

Excited!

I don't know about this!

This problem!

It's worth thinking about!

Yes!

Damn!

Maybe!

Feeling!

Not too good!

This!

It's enough!

My entire being!

I'm very excited!

Actually, this is just!

A condition!

Reflection!

Writing!

For so long!

Such a habit!

I still managed to train it out!

Damn!

Not bad!

But!

Still!

Almost!

I indeed!

I want to change my life!

But only money!

It can't solve my problem!

The problem!

It's like this!

I should still!

Write more!

Actually!

I don't!

I don't have any literary cultivation!

I really don't have this!

My language!

I can only!

Take!

More than sixty points!

I'm a talent!

Sigh!

Let's not talk about it!

English is better than Chinese!

But!

I think!

Maybe!

Those!

All the rules and regulations!

Restrict me!

Maybe it's my thinking!

It doesn't fit!

Mainstream!

There are many reasons!

I'm just like this!

Chinese!

Took the exam!

Sixty points!

I can even write novels!

Why!

Those!

Top students!

Don't write!

You're being sarcastic!

Others!

This is!

No, no, no!

Actually!

I randomly picked someone!

150 points in the exam!

I only took the exam!

More than sixty points!

Mathematics!

Me too!

I broke a hundred points!

This is not surprising!

You think that I!

Back then!

I was first in the school!

Then!

It was easy to get!

Although!

I only studied seriously in my first year of high school!

But!

These questions!

Were not problems!

Yes!

I was bragging!

But!

I'm not first in the school!

I have to respect the truth!

This is a must!

I only!

Seventh!

Don't be afraid!

This question!

Yes!