Continue!

There was a small episode today!

Yes!

It still affected his condition a little!

Yes!

Damn!

Now!

I don't know!

What should I say!

My hand hurts!

My feelings towards girls!

I'm tired of it!

Yes!

It's a very annoying feeling!

Damn!

The pressure is really great!

17 points!

50！

Sigh!

Continue!

The things that I have to face!

There's still a lot!

Yes!

I don't know!

How should I deal with it!

This problem!

Just thinking about it makes me feel uncomfortable!

What should I do!

Damn!

I feel a little disappointed!

There's a problem!

It should be dealt with!

Yes!

I don't know!

This problem!

It's about the future!

I really can't face it!

I can create!

It's also not that easy!

Yes!

This problem!

I feel a little uncomfortable!

I don't know!

Damn!

I have to make good use of my condition!

Continue!

I don't know how long I can write!

It's as if I don't know myself!

How long I can live!

This is also true!

It's a problem!

Creation!

The things that I need!

It's still quite a lot!

But!

There are some things!

I should still pay attention to it!

But as a!

I'm a creator!

It's impossible not to offend people!

Perhaps!

There are a lot of problems now!

It can be said that!

There are problems everywhere!

Life without you!

Thinking so well!

It's not that bad!

I feel that!

Money!

It can't be solved!

My life's problems!

Only money!

It's not enough!

Damn!

I don't even know what I want!

I'm lost!

I have to have a goal!

It's not good to have no goal!

Then I'll set one for myself!

A goal!

To win an award or something!

It's also possible!

This is the goal I'm fighting for!

No!

This is not good!

Hope!

Everything is good!

This is the most important thing!

Sometimes!

I can't help but feel sad!

Time!

Passes very quickly!

Things change!

There's too much!

It won't change!

But it's very little!

This problem!

It's bound to exist!

I can't stand parting!

I can't let go!

This problem!

I can't face it for the time being!

I think of how I was when I went crazy!

I'm also very emotional!

It turns out that!

Lunatic!

And genius!

Actually!

It's just that!

It's just a wall!

It's that simple!

I've misunderstood!

There's no need to!

Vent it out!

Take it!

Do other things!

For example!

Life!

Art!

Things like that!

It feels a little far-fetched!

Lunatic!

Perseverance!

It's not ordinary!

Of course!

Lunatics want to do things!

They will persist in doing it!

Sort of!

Actually, this is a!

Fiction!

In a word!

This is not the truth!

Actually!

Everyone wants to do it!

Things that they want to do!

But!

These problems!

These kinds of problems!

Make us!

Unable to extricate ourselves!

I can't!

It's just one!

A love-struck fool!

A pervert!

I know!

My heart is very twisted!

I feel that I!

It's wrong!

How should I put it!

It's like this!

I don't know!

I feel that!

I!

It's definitely wrong!

Who am I doing this to!

It's not very good!

I'm harming myself!

However!

How should I put it!

I should!

Maintain!

Be clear-headed!

True enough!

I can find happiness!

Every single one counts!

It turns out that!

It's like this!

I still don't quite understand!

I can't accept this reality!

I think!

There will be more!

What's different!

Time passes very quickly!

I'm a lunatic!

It's already!

Four years!

I don't know!

My situation!

I've forgotten!

I don't want to know!

Sigh!

Sort of!

Reality!

In the end!

What is it like!

Things are like that!

It's just that the perspective is different!

No!

You won't understand!

I know!

When the time comes!

There will be a lot of people!

They look down on me!

They say that my writing is rubbish!

Is this good?

Actually!

It's good or bad!

It's not important!

Writing novels!

The most important thing is!

Expressing emotions!

Emotions!

Getting it right!

Everything else is not very important!

Why am I so persistent!

I'm going crazy!

I'm still persistent!

What!

I can't!

I'm living like a normal person!

Because!

I can't take it!

There's no dream!

There's no hope in life!

Therefore!

I'm crazy!

Sigh!

It's that crazy!

In fact!

This is hard to say!

Life!

Because!

Dreams!

And!

Exciting!

Because of hope!

And!

Moving forward!

Because of living!

And greatness!

Yes!

Living!

It's a kind of greatness in itself!

Life itself is!

A miracle!

Why don't I believe in it!

A miracle!

I believe in hope!

Yes!

This problem!

I have to pay attention to it!

I know!

My life!

It's not as I wish!

Do it!

It's dispensable!

My job!

I know!

Even if I die!

No one cares about me!

It's not that the world is cold!

It's just like that!

People die every day!

How many do you know!

Sigh!

This is hard to say!

Even if!

I'm famous!

So what!

Decades!

In the future!

It's just like this!

Why!

Go!

Pursue!

This is not my dream!

My dream!

It's just that!

Continue writing!

Become famous!

It can't solve my problem!

Yes!

It's just that!

I want to write!

In fact!

Become famous!

It's also possible!

I've thought about it before!

Of course!

Whatever!

My life!

It's always like this!

I'm dead!

If I'm dead!

The world won't remember me!

Sometimes!

It feels very shameless!

This feeling!

It feels a little cold!

Even if!

I'm dead!

It's sad!

It's just that!

Those who care about me!

Others!

People!

Possibly!

Won't know!

Damn!

If that's the case!

It's not good!

You!

The truth!

Are!

That's not good!

Others won't be able to take it!

It's so realistic!

Yes!

Myself!

I've also accepted it!

Why!

I don't give others hope!

Hope is given by myself!

This problem!

It's very complicated!

What kind of work should I write!

A moralist!

That's what I'm like!

Feeling!

It seems!

It's more painful!

Actually!

This problem!

I can't say anything!

Each has its own good points!

Some leave a deep impression!

Some!

Give people hope!

There's nothing bad about this!

Find it and let yourself!

Find an excuse to live on!

You can find it!

One by one!

I have problems!

A lot!

All kinds of things!

These things!

I can't deal with all of them!

Annoyance!

Damn!

Get over it!

I've!

Given!

Fallen for it!

Sometimes!

I often think!

All of this!

Is it!

It's just a dream!

Maybe!

But that's not important!

Even if it's a dream!

I have to do it well!

Yes!

True and false!

Life is like a dream!

It's just like that!

I don't know!

These problems!

It's really sad!

I know!

I like her a lot!

But!

There are problems!

I really can't say anything!

This problem!

This!

It's a problem with my attitude!

I'm still too serious!

I really like her a lot!

But she!

Lives!

In!

There's too much!

A passerby!

Basically!

We're not from the same world!

Listen!

Her song!

I think it's very good!

I feel that!

She'll be like me!

We're the same kind of people!

Actually!

What's reality like!

I don't know either!

Always!

I think!

I think!

I think!

Is this good!

Why!

Do this to me!

I don't understand!

I can't tell!

The whole world!

I like her!

I like too many people!

I can only!

Use her!

Replace her!

It's just like that!

I'll change again!

Pursue a goal!

The person I like in the future!

Use all of them!

Her!

Replace her!

Basically!

We're not from the same world!

My life is very difficult!

Perhaps!

Living!

For me!

It's also a kind of happiness!

Actually, living!

There's nothing bad about it!

At least!

We still have hope!

Even if we can't be together!

But!

I still have to remember this feeling!

Because!

I used to!

I loved her deeply!

She's like this!

Although it's not suitable!

But!

I have to keep that beautiful memory!

That's enough!

Feelings!

The most important thing is the feeling!

Actually!

It doesn't matter!

Get!

I'm not that cruel!

I can't let myself!

Be alone!

Look at this scenery!

This problem!

It's really difficult!

Damn!

I always think wrongly!

I thought!

She's that kind of person!

I'm that kind of person!

I have this kind of illusion!

Actually!

I don't understand at all!

I thought I knew!

I thought!

I thought it was again!

It turns out that!

Love!

It's just!

I thought!

I know!

I thought!

It's just!

This was a misconception!

This is not true love!

Love!

It's just!

It's a kind of!

A warm feeling!

We don't have to be together!

I always!

Ask for too much!

Actually!

I don't know!

Get!

More!

Lose!

More!

The more it was!

Why not!

Someone said before!

Happiness!

Happiness!

And pain!

It's proportional!

No!

Pain!

Where does happiness come from!

You don't understand!

There's a kind of!

Want people to!

Go!

Go deeper!

Experience the feeling!

I'm too!

Indulging myself!

My own ending!

It's not very good just thinking about it!

Wander!

On the streets!

It's a must!

Sigh!

Write!

I hope!

I can!

Write more!

Count it one by one!

I feel!

Very uneasy!

Think about it!

My own experience!

I might!

Not be any better!

I also feel fear!

Sigh!

There's no other way!

This problem!

Now it's like this!

It's not very good either!

I'll continue!

I want!

The things I have to face!

A lot!

Life!

Full of!

Unknown!

Rascal!

There will be some!

There will definitely be some!

Think about yourself!

Life in the future!

Not only will!

Frown!

Lock!

This problem!

It's a problem!

Damn!

If I don't work hard to write!

I can't do it!

Sigh!

Annoyed!

Now!

Just like this!

Damn it!

I know!

First, I have to solve my own problems!

There are a lot of problems!

I have no choice!

This is society!

Survival!

Originally!

There's a price to pay!

Feeling!

I can't face it!

Why!

I don't know!

These problems!

I'll continue!

Sigh!

My problems!

More!

Sigh!

Survival!

Is the most important thing!

Live!

Only then can I write!

Otherwise, how can I write!

Dead!

I can't write!

Mm!

Yes!

Damn!

Now!

I don't know!

What should I say!

I want!

This problem!

It's very serious!

Or!

I have to pay attention!

Adjust!

Not only!

I have to write a story!

I also have to!

Write feelings!

Life!

Feels too difficult!

Yes!

I like it!

But sometimes!

It's very stressful!

I also want to!

Lie in!

Bed!

Eat and wait for death!

That's good enough!

But I!

There's no such reason!

To put it simply!

I just don't have money!

I'm very annoyed!

This problem!

Some people say!

I should take my medicine!

They say they don't have money!

And they say I'm!

Alive!

What for!

Even the money for medicine!

I don't have it!

Damn!

You're alive!

What for!

Damn!

This problem!

Damn!

Don't make it too clear!

You only said half of it!

Have money!

Take medicine!

Have money!

Stay in the hospital!

I've been there for a long time!

Everything in this society!

I don't want to see anything!

Damn!

That's right!

This is what it's like to be negative!

I'll lie in!

Bed!

Sleep for life!

How good is that!

But!

It's not that it's not allowed!

Because!

I don't have the capital!

This is what I'm suffering from!

Why do I have to face this world!

Sometimes!

That's what I think!

Sigh!

It's hard to say!

This problem!

It's very uncomfortable!

What to do!

Damn!

If!

Yes!

Actually!

I think too highly of myself!

Who knows about you!

Sigh!

You think too highly of yourself!

Damn!

Alright!

You said that about me!

Sigh!

I don't know anymore!

Sigh!

You rascal!

To the end!

What do you want!

This problem!

Is also annoyed!

Damn!

This chapter!

Information!

Quantity!

Is bigger!

Perhaps!

Feeling!

Seems very nutritious!

Of course!

There's nothing good about it!