Continue!

Perhaps!

I just like myself!

I like a feeling!

A kind of beauty!

Love!

It's beautiful!

It's also cruel!

That's true!

It hurts!

If there's no pain!

How can I experience happiness!

I feel that it's impossible!

Happiness!

It's actually very simple!

I just have to let go of what I need to let go!

Perhaps!

It's fine as long as I can let go!

That's my problem!

Sometimes I'm happy!

It's a pursuit!

But it's not my only pursuit!

Even if that's the case!

It's not very good either!

I don't understand!

People!

What is it for?!

No matter how much I have!

I'll have nothing!

Sigh!

Perhaps!

That's hope!

I don't know!

I really don't know!

This question!

Don't ask me!

Ask yourself!

Until now!

I haven't found the answer!

In my opinion!

There's no smart person who says that!

I've said it before!

Those!

However!

They only know how to bully the weak!

They're despicable!

Humans!

And themselves!

Pretending to be noble!

I hate this face!

I hate it to the core!

It's none of my business!

The only happy thing!

Time!

No!

Let go!

These!

Despicable humans!

I'm so happy!

Therefore!

Now!

In!

When I'm doing research!

In this aspect!

It's best not to do research!

Those who deserve to die!

They deserve to die!

Of course!

This is all my fault!

Damn!

Now myself!

It's too!

Too cynical!

No choice!

Reality!

Suppresses me!

I can't breathe!

Me too!

No choice!

I don't know!

Sigh!

If!

I can choose!

I want!

Let time!

Slowly hurt!

Myself!

Time!

This thing!

It's a good thing!

It can change everything!

There's almost nothing that can't be changed!

The world!

Gratitude, resentment, love, and hatred!

It's like!

Unlike these people!

Doing that!

I'm an exception!

Sigh!

I'm too self-righteous!

It's just!

Just talk!

I'm still!

Too weak!

What's the use!

Who cares about you!

Sigh!

Damn!

Don't be like this!

Talk to me!

This is not important!

I know!

However!

It's just like this!

Life!

It's just mutual!

Let go!

Don't be too ruthless!

There's no benefit!

Sigh!

I can only say!

It's just like this!

If!

Can!

I hope!

I've never appeared!

Actually, I've never appeared!

I think too highly of myself!

Damn!

This is an illusion!

Face!

Time!

I'm just!

An ordinary person!

To me!

It's just like this!

This is not important!

What's important is!

What I want to do!

At least I've done it!

Of course!

For my own inaction!

I have nothing to say!

This problem!

I can't solve it!

If only it was like this!

Everyone!

Can do it!

Lead a good life!

However!

Thinking about it, it's impossible!

My experience!

Tell me!

This is just!

It's just!

Daydreaming!

It's impossible!

Sigh!

I can't change anything!

There are so many problems!

This is not a problem of any one person!

I can only be considered as one!

Different!

I'm always!

Ostracized!

Of course!

I think this is!

It's not important!

There are still people like me!

This can only mean that!

Society is still okay!

I'm not that bad!

I'll starve to death!

Actually!

People!

Sooner or later!

There will be such a day!

Some people!

Will find me annoying!

Why do I have to say that!

Give people!

A little hope!

Isn't it good?!

This is it!

Many writers!

Created that way!

The reason!

However!

Look at them!

Create!

I really can't take it!

There's too much hope!

And also despair!

Despair!

After that!

There's hope!

Works!

Not all of them are beautiful!

Damn!

Of course!

This doesn't mean anything!

I'll stand out!

It won't be of much use!

Even if I write until I die!

It won't change anything!

This is it!

A matter of survival!

This is not on the surface!

You have to know!

A matter of survival!

There will be it in that era!

There's no need to be afraid!

This problem!

Not to go!

Fear!

The problem!

Is to!

Deal with it!

This problem!

It will always exist!

Sigh!

This is very good!

My imagination!

It's gone!

I don't want to think about it!

I've been affected by my own!

Imagination!

I've been harmed!

Damn!

I don't have much imagination!

I'm just!

That's all!

Damn!

This is also my choice!

I admit!

I don't have much imagination!

I'm just a!

Mental illness!

A!

Cruel mental illness!

I only know how to!

I want to live!

I want to create!

I want to express my feelings!

And the so-called imagination!

It's also a scoundrel of life!

A beautiful life!

I didn't think of it!

Of course!

This problem!

It's still not easy for me to deal with it!

I know!

Now it's my creation!

Perhaps this is it!

Don't be afraid!

This isn't a problem!

How to write!

It's all about writing!

Don't be afraid!

Sigh!

I know!

How can this be good!

This problem!

Damn!

It's enough!

Damn!

Damn!

This problem!

It's enough!

Alright!

These problems!

It's not just a day!

Two days!

It can be solved!

I know!

Even if it's me!

I've said enough!

It's useless!

Sigh!

Life is cruel!

I still don't understand!

Sigh!

At least I still have hope!

I'm in despair!

I won't stand out either!

I'll start creating!

Yes!

I'm worse off!

I'll just live like this!

But!

I still have some!

I can't take it lying down!

Sigh!

What do you want!

I can't do anything!

Damn!

What am I thinking!

I don't know!

Thinking!

Very low!

Emotions!

Numbness!

Thinking is like!

Being!

It was as if he had been frozen!

Damn!

The weather is cold now!

I don't know if I can adapt to this climate!

Damn!

No wonder!

Sigh!

This isn't a problem!

Let me!

Accompany you!

Spring, summer, autumn, and winter!

I still!

It's too straightforward!

When the music plays!

The world is really quiet!

I think this is just for the sake of!

Listening!

The world!

It also needs to be beautiful!

I don't know!

This problem!

In my heart!

It's aching!

Perhaps!

Feelings!

I have to!

Learn to accept it!

No!

Accept it!

What to do!

This problem!

It's also frustrating!

Damn!

I talked about myself!

I'm also very frustrated!

I can't treat myself as myself!

Treat myself as!

A character!

That's enough!

But I still!

If I can't do it, I'll go!

This problem!

I'll go!

I can't let myself!

Stay out of it!

This is normal!

I'll write it at the end!

Write my own!

Difficulty!

It's still very big!

This isn't a story!

But!

Life!

Damn!

I can't understand!

I can't describe it!

I can't write it!

This feeling!

It's really uncomfortable!

Time!

Too slow!

Time!

Can I!

Stop at this moment!

I want!

Although it's good!

Maybe!

I want!

My hope!

What else do I have!

I have nothing!

I don't understand this feeling!

So!

I really only know how to!

Pick up girls!

And!

Damn!

Sigh!

I'm like this!

Creating!

It's really not good!

I still can't put myself!

Put myself in!

My own creation!

There's always been a problem!

I also hope!

Everyone!

To see the good side of myself!

But!

Is this possible!

Should!

Be real!

Write it out!

I can't do it!

Face myself!

How should I write it!

This!

How should I write it!

I don't understand!

I'm a cheat!

Here it comes!

I'm fighting again!

Chicken blood!

Sigh, I can only say it like this!

I'm creating!

It's also done!

So!

What a scam!

My desire!

It's starting to swell again!

Good thinking!

Reality!

Very cruel!

Damn!

This is my ability to lie to myself!

It's also very good!

Maybe!

Maybe!

Here!

Behind!

Is!

That beautiful world!

Damn!

I'm always lying to myself!

I don't want to believe it!

Sigh!

I can't let it go!

I can't be calm!

Story!

Where to start!

Sigh!

I think it's like this!

What do you think!

Living in my own world!

Unable to extricate myself!

I think!

This is very beautiful!

Just like!

A kite with a broken string!

Yes!

It's very difficult!

Coming back!

Damn!

This feeling!

You don't love me back!

I know!

This problem!

It's hard to say!

Body!

Waves of!

The feeling of being electrocuted!

I think!

I am!

Cold!

Yes!

Sigh!

Mine!

My heart is cold!

This air!

Is also cold!

Sigh!

I guess I'm!

Finally!

I'm a little relieved!

Out!

Of course!

This doesn't feel good!

How can I!

Go!

Imagine!

This beautiful life!

Damn!

So!

Emptiness is like this!

Easy!

I still don't understand!

Could it be!

My illness!

Alright!

I don't know!

Sigh!

Right now!

I should focus on creating!

I don't know this problem!

I'm thinking!

Maybe!

Maybe!

At this time!

I'm the only one!

A writer!

I've become cruel!

Sigh!

I'm just like this!

I'm just like the so-called!

Just like this!

My hope!

It's all shattered!

No matter how beautiful a beauty is!

She doesn't belong to me!

So what!

I always thought!

I can be with her!

Be with her!

Reality!

Mercilessly suppressed me!

Turns out I have no feelings!

Although!

I've been!

Indulging myself!

Doing something!

One!

Things an otaku does!

Damn!

Sigh!

Turns out!

This is just an illusion!

I thought!

Fortunately!

I finally!

Turned myself!

Turned myself back!

Good news!

But I'm still very confused!

I can be confused!

I'm also happy!

I realized!

I don't know!

Confused!

It's also a kind of happiness!

Because!

I can be confused!

Just like the saying goes!

I have!

I have the capital to be confused!

Sigh, I don't know!

I!

I can't blame myself!

Sigh!

This problem!

I know!

This isn't good!

I'm always!

Delusional!

It's very serious!

I hope it's beautiful!

I thought!

I can get it!

I really like it!

I like it very much!

Don't be like this!

Treat me like this!

It's too cruel!

Sigh!

I said it before!

My own!

Feelings!

Want me!

Learn to accept it!

Damn!

It's not good to escape!

Feelings are such!

I can't face it!

No way!

It's so easy!

Is it possible!

Sigh!

I don't know!

This problem!

Damn!

It's enough!

Damn!

Continue!

I'm thinking!

This problem!

This feeling!

Sigh!

Damn!

I don't know!

At this time!

Damn!

So!

It's like this ~!

Damn!

I don't know!

No matter how troublesome you are!

I think!

I can't be like this!

Write!

I still!

Want to return to tradition!

Write like this!

It's too inhumane!

This is!

It's destroying myself!

Letting myself off!

I don't even let myself off!

Who else can I let off!

I'm scared!

I don't know!

This problem!

Damn!

It's also frustrating!

I feel alive!

It's also a sin!

Sigh!

When love!

Has gone far!

What else can I have left!

I only have!

That!

Cold pain!

This can only mean that!

The weather is cold!

Damn!

So cold!

So cold!

I can't see any light!

What else can I do!

I'm still afraid of failure!

I still have hope!

To succeed!

Sigh!

I'm afraid of letting myself!

Disappointment!

Sigh!

I'm scared!

Damn!

I can't let it go!

Continue!

This problem!

Alright!

Forget it!

This book!

Endure!

No more!

It's so stressful!

I'm really scared!

I don't know!

This problem!

Damn!

Let's start!

Damn!

Continue!

I don't think this is good!

I don't know!

I really don't know!

Alright!

Look!

My heart hurts!

Sigh!

Difficulty!

It's true!

It's too difficult!

Damn!

Continue!

I don't remember!

When was that?!

It was probably me!

When I was in my third year!

Perhaps!

It didn't start!

There was no need for it to end!

Writing a story!

Seems like!

It's not suitable for me!

Damn!

It's enough!

After all, it's about me!

I still can't do it!

I don't know!

This problem!

Damn!

It's enough!

I don't know!

What to do!

I remember when I was young!

I was always bullied!

It's like this!

I've grown up!

It's not good either!

I'm used to it!

It's like this!

My tragic life!

I don't want to talk about it!

Sigh!

This book of mine!

It's also very well written!

I didn't think too much at that time!

I actually wrote it!

I just wrote it!

Why didn't I write it!

Life!

There will always be regrets!

I didn't succeed!

How can I fail!

I still!

I can't face it!

Now!

I can only write some psychological descriptions!

As for the rest!

I'm still far from it!

It's like this!