Damn!

I realized that I really can't write!

Damn it!

I'm really going to be crippled!

Damn!

Sigh!

Enough!

What should I do?!

I still want to be a writer!

Sigh!

Damn it!

It seems that!

I'm also mentally ill!

Damn!

I really can't write!

I don't know how to write!

At that time!

I can only narrate!

Yes!

At that time!

Yes!

In 2011!

It was in October!

Yes!

At that time!

I!

After going through a series of events!

I went to Ningbo!

At that time!

I don't know!

Sigh!

Continue!

This problem!

True enough!

Mentally ill!

I can't write a novel!

I'm so angry!

Damn!

I stared!

The computer was in a daze!

Damn!

I can't write anything!

Damn!

It seems that!

I!

I'm destined not to be a writer!

Of course!

This is a disadvantage!

It's also an advantage!

This is very good at training one's thinking ability!

It can have my thinking ability!

Although I have no imagination!

However!

My thinking ability!

Indeed!

I can still do it!

I can write a story!

I really can't write it!

Damn!

I'm done for!

Now I!

I'm just a storyteller!

I thought!

I can write it!

It seems that!

A traditional novel!

In my lifetime!

I can't write anymore!

It's true!

It's enough!

Sigh, damn!

A traditional novel!

Naturally, someone can write it!

Yes!

I still!

I have to write something different!

I have to write a novel!

Damn!

I'm still lacking a feeling!

Damn!

What to do!

I!

It's still too plain!

The state!

It's too stable!

Damn!

It seems that!

I can only write like this!

I realized!

I finally know!

What is!

The feeling of being powerless!

I understand now!

Damn!

This way!

For me!

It's too cruel!

This is not good!

Damn!

At least!

I'm also considered!

Mentally ill!

Literature!

Damn!

I can't easily!

Collapse!

I'm!

Representing!

A mental patient!

I'm always!

Giving myself!

Flattering myself!

What can I do!

No choice!

I no longer have confidence!

I can't write a story for myself!

I'm also very shameless!

Actually!

A writer!

And a reader!

Feeling!

Will be different!

My!

Feeling!

It's too unconventional!

Damn!

I don't know!

The more I want to write it, the better!

The more likely it is!

Problems!

I still have to pay attention!

This problem!

Yes!

I don't know!

Sort of!

I think so!

Damn!

Now!

It's not enough to think about myself!

Perhaps it's a problem with my mentality!

No!

To write a story!

To face it with a mentality!

My own work!

This is for myself!

Irresponsible!

It was a self-destruction!

There's nothing I can't do!

However!

I'll write it!

Indeed!

It's a little unconventional!

However!

Damn!

I don't know how to!

According to!

Time!

Logic!

Sequence!

To write!

I'll think of it!

I'll write whatever I want!

Damn!

This problem!

I can't handle it well!

Alright!

It's still a problem of attitude!

I find it unreal!

How can I write well!

How do I want to write!

How do I write!

Why do I have to be the same as others!

I don't like the feeling of being the same!

Although!

I don't like this!

But!

I like it too!

This kind of happiness!

Sort of!

I don't know about this!

Today!

Go down!

I'm so tired!

Yes!

I thought so!

I really want to!

Sleep a little more!

But!

I still can't sleep!

This problem!

It's enough!

I don't know!

What should I do!

I'll continue!

I'm also very frustrated!

What should I do!

Damn!

I'm too far behind!

I don't know!

This problem!

Damn!

Continue!

I don't know!

Sigh!

There's still no way!

Damn!

My heart hurts!

Sometimes!

It can't be like this!

In this society, sometimes!

It's really shameless!

How!

Desire!

A paragraph!

Sincere feelings!

Sigh!

But I!

Am insatiably greedy!

That kind of person!

Indeed!

I know the truth!

Whether you know it or not!

Anyway, I don't know!

Sigh!

In my heart!

It's very sad!

The main thing is to express what needs to be expressed!

Express it all!

This way!

It's fine!

I didn't feel tired in the past!

But now!

I'm dog-tired!

Do you know!

I love you!

I want to be with you!

Your feelings!

Can be richer!

Just a little!

You!

Scumbag!

Damn!

No one loves you!

It's also blissful!

At least!

There's no need to hurt each other!

I only realized now!

Puppy love!

It's really harming yourself!

You'll realize!

You'll miss out on a lot!

Damn!

You rascal!

Enough!

Damn!

This problem!

It's just like this!

I'm always unable to!

Face!

Rumors and slanders!

I'm trying hard to remember!

But I am!

I don't have a girlfriend!

What can I do!

Damn!

I'm very frustrated!

Damn!

What can I do!

Damn!

Fall in love!

This problem!

It's also a headache!

How would I know!

Sigh!

Once!

I!

I was also young once!

Actually, I've always!

It's this!

Damn!

I thought!

I've changed!

I've become better!

Actually!

I didn't!

I didn't change!

Damn!

It's more of a shameless thing!

So!

I like you!

So what!

Just like what I said!

Even if the world is destroyed!

We won't be together!

Reality!

It's just that cruel!

Why!

It has to be like this!

It can't be!

This problem!

It's very difficult for me to face it!

This is a relationship problem!

I thought!

Then!

Damn!

This is a big deal!

I can't say anything!

I still don't understand!

Why can't it be like this!

Damn!

When I love you!

At that moment!

That kind!

In a very short time!

I'm all yours!

Yes!

Although it's very short!

It's so short that it can be ignored!

Sigh!

This problem!

At least!

At that moment!

I love you!

Sort of!

I'm always like this!

What should I do!

I don't know!

Damn!

Maybe this is!

Love!

Damn!

This is really difficult to deal with!

I love you!

What is it like!

I don't know!

How should I write a novel!

Sigh!

Frustrated!

I realized!

Lying quietly on the bed!

It's also a very blissful thing!

One day!

I can only write two chapters!

There's no other way!

Those memories!

Should!

Ferment them with my heart!

Yes!

Damn!

I still don't quite believe in myself!

Damn!

I can't write it!

That kind of novel!

Damn!

I can't do it!

I can't write it!

It's a traditional work!

Take it easy!

I can't do this!

There's no other way!

This problem!

Sigh!

I'd better continue!

Yes!

It's like this!

There are things!

I don't understand!

Alright!

I can only do this!

This problem!

How would I know!

Damn!

In my heart!

It hurts!

Why are you treating me so cruelly!

Sigh!

Damn!

Damn!

Writing a novel!

Actually now!

I'm just!

Relying on my talent!

Holding on!

At any time!

There's a possibility that I can't write it!

Damn!

It turns out that!

This is a problem!

Mine!

Two palms!

Added together!

Actually!

Can have!

A keyboard!

So long!

Most importantly!

Hit with the middle finger!

Who asked for the middle finger!

It's longer!

There's no other way!

My hands are bigger!

Feeling!

Hit with everything!

It's not suitable!

It's too inflexible!

Mobility!

Not strong!

This is a problem!

Damn!

I don't know!

What should I do!

This problem!

It's also the same!

Forget it!

Damn!

Maybe!

It's just a maybe!

What else can I do!

This problem!

I don't know either!

Sigh!

My love!

In the end!

Will be buried here!

In the river of my heart!

Why!

So!

There's also the river of love!

I can only say!

This is a problem!

This problem!

I don't understand either!

Love!

This kind of thing!

Think about it!

I just want to cry!

I love you so much!

Why don't you love me!

Could it be that you!

Have OCD!

I know!

Even though!

I've used all kinds of methods!

I don't love you!

I just don't love you!

I can only say so!

Sigh!

Feelings are too complicated!

You have the right!

To love others!

But others!

There's no obligation to love you!

Sigh!

Feelings!

Sometimes!

It's really painful!

My salary!

I can barely maintain it!

Life!

There's nothing technical about it!

It's just like that!

I don't want to!

I don't want to think about all these!

I'll starve to death sooner or later!

I have to hold on!

I have to!

This book!

Finish it!

Why can't I!

Sigh!

This problem!

I miss you!

I miss you very much!

Yes!

I don't know!

This problem!

I want to!

What should I do!

I don't know!

This problem!

It's too frustrating!

What should I do!

I don't know!

This is also making people!

It was a very annoying matter!

I still don't understand!

These problems!

Damn!

Sigh!

What else can I do!

Damn!

Do you want to die!

What else can I do!

The most painful thing in life!

There's nothing more!

The person I love doesn't love me back!

I'm still!

Secretly upset!

This is emotional!

The most infuriating thing is!

She's still happy with someone else!

It would be strange if I'm not a pervert!

Damn!

I can feel it in my heart!

How can I balance it!

Look!

This!

World!

What else can I do!

I'm still too young!

Damn!

From the looks of it!

I don't have to!

For this kind of thing!

It hurts my brain!

My thinking!

It's still possible!

Of course!

It's also limited!

Impossible!

It's that powerful!

I guess so!

It's just like this!

I can only say it like this!

Damn!

Damn!

Of course!

What do you think!

It's your own business!

I have no right to ask for it!

In my heart!

I'm just!

Lying to myself!

That's all!

Why!

I have to expose it!

My lies!

Could it be!

You don't know!

This way!

I'll feel terrible!

Damn!

Damn!

Indeed!

Women!

Are very complicated creatures!

I'm so easily bewitched!

What else can I do!

It's just like this!

Forget it!

Sigh!

This problem!

Damn!

Damn!

Is this fair to me!

Damn!

Why!

Damn!

Go!

Damn!

You have it!

Creative ability!

Isn't it good!

This can't be changed!

Damn!

Take it!

What's the use!

You still want me!

Pay!

Damn!

It's tiring!

Just like!

A dog!

Damn!

This problem!

It's too!

Infuriating!

How would I know!

My dream!

There's still a long way to go!

This problem!

It's just like this!

What else can I do!

This is the only way!

Sigh!

World!

Life!

Damn!

I can't do anything!

Damn!

I can't say that I don't like this kind of life!

I just feel!

Very empty!

Very lonely!

Sigh!

I don't know!

What should I do!

This problem!

In my heart!

Pain!

Perhaps!

It will continue!

Sigh!

It's just like this!

What is this!

Damn!

I don't know!

Sigh!

Damn!

My heart hurts a little!

Damn!

What should I do!