I feel!

I still can't let go!

The girl I like!

It's still quite a lot!

Forget it!

I won't!

Three years!

These girls!

They'll all marry someone else!

Forget it!

I don't need to think too much!

No one will wait for me!

Sigh!

Reality!

It's just this cruel!

Why do you have to treat me like this!

Right now!

I'm!

Thinking!

How can I write well!

These things!

Damn!

Problems!

No one who's lost their way!

They won't understand!

Getting lost!

How does it feel!

That's actually!

It's also a kind of fear!

It's very frustrating!

Damn!

The world!

It's so big!

Who can guarantee that I'll!

I won't get lost!

Forget it!

I can only do this!

I'll continue!

I miss you a lot!

Damn!

This is a problem!

All those missed feelings!

I need to use my life!

To remember!

I know!

At that moment!

I still!

Really!

Damn!

As expected!

It's like this!

As expected!

I'm also such a person!

For!

Asking for a beating!

The person who belongs to me!

Me too!

I've used it!

There are many ways!

This way!

It's not good!

I'm still far from it!

I don't know much!

Just wait for death!

Don't waste my time!

My heart hurts!

What can I do!

This problem!

Forget it!

This world!

It's a very unfamiliar feeling!

I can only do this!

Damn!

Damn!

When did I!

Get familiar with it!

I feel that!

Someone will look down on me!

Writing this kind of novel!

No!

Waiting for death!

Enough!

I can only do this!

Damn!

This is a problem!

Wait for next year!

I'll give you my contact!

Leave it in the book!

This can be done!

Although!

I know!

There's no one!

Will add!

Forget it!

I still!

Have ideas!

What if!

That!

Girl!

Take a liking to it!

Damn!

This problem!

It's also annoying!

Sigh!

My!

Social!

Account!

Always!

No one!

Add me as a friend!

Really enough!

I still!

Hope!

Can be with readers!

Communicate!

Yes!

It's even better if it's a beauty!

Forget it!

Why should I be so persistent!

I've said it before!

In less than three years!

The person I like!

Will have a family and start a career!

My heart hurts!

What can I do!

My heart hurts!

I can't bear to!

All these!

You're so good!

Let me be like this!

Give up!

I'm really unwilling!

I can only blame myself!

I didn't cherish it!

I lost it!

Only then did I understand!

What's the use of this!

Forget it!

It's just like this!

Damn!

Forget it!

This problem!

I can!

How about it!

It's just like this!

Sigh!

I'll continue!

I miss you!

No matter what!

I still have hope!

You can be happy!

Although!

Happy!

Happy!

It's not from me!

But!

I really wish you well!

All these are for you!

Yes!

Alright, I'll continue!

This problem!

Forget it!

It's just like this!

My heart!

It's empty!

It's just like this!

I'll continue!

Sigh!

I know!

I have a lot of problems!

Now!

I'm not well prepared!

I still don't dare to!

Write!

I feel!

This!

I feel like I'm torturing myself!

I'm wasting my expression!

What can I do!

My heart hurts!

My stomach!

I've covered it!

Indeed!

I plan to!

Write an urban romance novel!

This is my favorite!

Damn!

But!

Sigh!

There are a lot of problems!

I don't have enough experience!

It's too difficult!

What can I do!

This problem!

It also makes me unable to continue!

In my heart!

There's a feeling!

A feeling of agitation!

I'm touched!

Damn!

I've thought of a lot of things!

Forget it!

I'm just thinking about it!

In my opinion!

This is a!

Not a good life!

I'll start again!

I'm tired!

Damn!

What to do!

Come on!

Perseverance is victory!

I'm always!

Unable to extricate myself!

I don't know!

Can I write it!

That feeling!

That feeling of sadness!

Damn!

I don't know anymore!

This problem!

Damn!

I'm always in trouble!

It was an unknown state!

It's just like this!

Sigh!

Damn!

I've had enough!

Damn!

I don't know anymore!

This problem!

Damn!

I'm frustrated!

I'm so tired!

I'm so tired!

What can I do!

This problem!

I don't know anymore!

I'll continue!

What else can I do!

This is a problem!

Damn!

There's no other way!

Forget it!

This problem!

Forget it, I'll continue later!

I realized!

I'm!

A few years!

I don't have many friends!

But they are all!

I can still!

I can rely on them!

My feelings are deeper!

Yes!

What else can I do!

Damn!

My feelings with girls!

It's completely blank!

What else can I do!

Damn!

I don't have any!

Friends of the opposite sex!

Otherwise, I wouldn't like girls so much!

Sigh!

I can only say!

I don't really understand!

Damn!

I've done it once!

And by a girl!

Kicked in the stomach!

It's really!

Unbearable to think about!

My first time!

By a girl!

Beaten like this!

Because!

I'm singing!

I'm being beaten!

Damn!

They!

Called me!

Don't sing!

I'll continue singing!

In the end!

I just!

He was kicked in the face!

And in the stomach!

Damn!

This feeling is good!

I'm not!

I've never lost!

At least I can still get up!

That's enough!

What else can I do!

In the past!

People always like to tease me!

Damn!

At that time!

I'm already very confident!

I'm a!

A person who likes to fantasize!

Sort of!

That's all I can do!

Damn!

Continue!

Damn!

I believe in myself!

This problem!

It's also very frustrating!

I don't have a choice!

What else can I do!

I remember those two years!

The sports meet!

I've always been a bystander!

At that time!

There was a relay!

Sports really isn't my forte!

I just don't want to run!

You think!

You really can!

Outrun me!

Luckily!

I don't know!

What's the reason!

My ability!

Just like in novels!

Sealed! Yes!

Damn!

But at that time!

I really can!

I can't outrun them!

These guys!

I remember when I was in junior high school!

Yes!

The class relay!

And I!

Was always!

The one who dragged me down!

Damn!

It's been ten years!

Why are you so conflicted!

I thought!

I could!

Amaze the world!

In the end!

Now!

Write novels!

I've also waited for ten years!

That was in 2006!

My junior high school!

Yes!

Year 05!

I stayed for a year!

Yes!

Year 06!

Damn!

I remember!

I did participate!

Top twenty!

My grade!

A group photo!

Damn!

I don't know!

Are you still around!

It's been ten years!

What if I become famous!

Damn!

This photo!

From the looks of it!

It's unlikely!

And!

It's from before!

Primary school!

Graduation photo!

Photo!

Yes!

Year 06!

Age!

Top twenty!

Thinking about it now!

I'm a little excited!

Damn!

Who said!

I'm not!

A top student!

Then!

There's no then!

Junior high school!

Year 09!

Graduated!

Outstanding student!

A group photo!

I actually didn't go!

It's a rare opportunity!

Damn!

It's just a graduation photo!

There are still photos!

Then!

There's no then!

I went!

Sha Gao!

Damn!

That's enough!

I wasn't there!

Although!

At that time!

I actually!

I didn't hold the conference!

I didn't take any photos!

Damn!

I was in Sha Gao!

I didn't even take a photo!

It's really enough!

Damn!

What I'm more bothered by is!

That photo!

Top twenty of 2006!

Photo!

Are there any more!

Damn!

I'm also a famous person!

Really!

But now!

Do!

Can I face my past self!

Damn!

This is a problem!

Those years of youth!

Damn!

This is a problem!

There are always regrets in life!

Damn!

In the end!

There's no result!

Damn!

This doesn't feel good!

I still!

Didn't go!

This problem!

I don't know!

What should I do!

Sure enough!

This is all fate!

Back then!

Damn!

Back then!

Among all the teachers and students in the school!

That cohort!

Outstanding student!

Just me alone!

Didn't go!

Damn!

This!

I can't make up for it anymore!

Damn!

This problem!

It's also frustrating!

That was!

That was in 2009!

Damn!

Time passed too quickly!

No matter what!

Me too!

Honorary alumni!

Sigh, even if it's!

Now!

Go back!

It doesn't seem meaningful!

It's all in the past!

Damn!

That's enough!

Damn!

Let me think about myself!

It's really a tragedy!

Sigh!

My problem!

It's enough!

Who told me!

First, I recovered later!

If!

I could have recovered earlier!

Become!

Stream of consciousness!

These aren't problems!

At my age!

Become a stream of consciousness!

Basically!

It's useless!

Damn!

That's enough!

Sigh, damn!

It's really a pity!

I can't be with these guys!

There's too much interaction!

Too much fun!

Now!

It's not possible!

There's such a chance!

Forget it!

At least!

I used to!

Just like the saying goes!

I used to be a top student!

I was also a god of exams!

I was wondering!

No wonder!

I'm so confident!

Actually!

I'm sure!

That time!

Adult college entrance exams!

I'm sure!

Number one in the county!

Because!

No one!

A human-like opponent!

Although!

I only have!

More than 300 points!

Language!

Only!

More than 60 points!

Forget it!

Even!

My stream of consciousness!

It's just so-so!

It's useless!

You're bragging about yourself again!

Results!

That's all in the past!

Actually!

I've already lost!

Like this!

Damn!

I'm also a weirdo!

I have my own opponent!

My opponent is very strong!

I'm very weak!

I've been avoiding this problem!

Damn!

Of course!

As long as!

I've recovered!

Consciousness!

Now!

I haven't fully recovered!

I can only write books!

What a magical feeling!

In the sky!

A lot of bulls!

What do you think!

Damn!

I'm bursting with confidence!

How can I be like this!

Actually!

I didn't leave anything behind in Shagao!

All that's left is a legend!

Forget it!

That's all!

It's all in the past!

How many years has it been!

You're still talking about it!

The life now!

It's enough!

It's tough!

You don't understand!

I'm serving the people!

Let me think about all these!

I can't control my emotions!

I want myself to!

Write more!

I have no reason to be dispirited!

Because!

I am who I am!

I am!

A legendary figure!

It's destined!

I believe in it!

Too much fun!

I'm!

Number one!

What a joke!

To some people!

I'm undoubtedly a heaven-defying existence!

I still have concerns!

Sigh!

Now!

I'm ordinary!

I've also been young before!

That's enough!

That's all I can do!

Forget it!

I'll continue!

I'm hopeful!

I'm a top student!

These!

I've almost forgotten!

I don't think it's anything!

Age!

Top twenty!

Photos!

I'm!

Not too!

I can get them!

And!

Primary school graduation photos!

They're long gone!

I didn't expect!

This actually!

Succeeded!

Memories!

I thought!

Damn!

This life!

It's enough!

I didn't expect!

I've also!

Been frivolous!

Actually!

Those two years!

I've also had my opponents!

Looking at it now!

These guys!

They're no longer my opponents!

The difference is too great!

Although!

I have opponents!

They're my former!

Idol!

Most importantly!

My consciousness!

Fighting spirit!

Just like!

Stepping on dog shit!

The so-called!

Genius!

Compared to others!

Two years of misery!

Damn!

I should!

Write it out!

So!

Write a book!

It'll take a long time!

Actually!

It'll take so long!

What else can I do!

So!

Become!

Consciousness!

There's such a long way to go!

Leave!

Sigh!

Once!

But once!

Damn!

This problem!

It's also frustrating!

I can't help it!

It's just like that!

I'm still too confident!

What is!

Protagonist!

This is!

Real pain!

The pain is in my heart!

Actually!

It's already!

It's been many years!

Fortunately!

I haven't forgotten!

That's in!

My heart!

Rippling passion!

Finally!

Sort of!

It burst forth!

Although!

I'm!

Always!

Not competitive at all!

What use was that?!

Wasting my time!

Damn!

Thinking of this!

I have to!

I have to continue writing!

Damn!

I won't write!

I'm a puppy!

I'll say!

What's going on!

It's no wonder I'm!

In my heart!

There has to be!

One breath!

Being detained!

Something!

It's really hard to say!

It's still when I was back then!

There's too little pressure!

Consciousness!

I need pressure!

Ability!

Unleash my ability!

Perhaps!

Forget it!

It's useless!

Damn!

Actually!

Consciousness!

It's also a very simple existence!

I've forgotten!

His past and present!

I remember that time!

When I was in primary school!

I was first in Mathematics!

But my current Mathematics standard!

It's so bad!

Damn it!

I'm just an ordinary junior high school student!

It's too violent!

I'm no match for them!

Damn!

That's all I know!

My past!

Strength!

Physics and Chemistry!

I can only go!

I'm just a bystander!

I've forgotten everything!

It's like stepping on dog shit!

I only scored slightly more than 80 marks!

I'll go crazy once!

How long will it take!

Feeling!

Longer than giving birth to a child!

Damn it!

Now!

Actually!

It's just one!

The mentality of a child!

Actually, when I was sick!

It's enough!

If!

I didn't recover!

I'm still writing novels!

I'm waiting for death!

I can't do it!

Damn!

Sometimes!

I've also helped myself!

Sort of!

It's still not enough!

This problem!

Damn!

If!

I didn't!

Recover!

Why should I write novels!

Sigh!

It's really scary just thinking about it!

It turns out!

It's like this!

Damn!

It's enough thinking about it!

When I went crazy!

I didn't think about it!

All these!

Sigh! I can only say!

That's enough!

You're fooling around!

Forget it!

You're like this!

Damn!

Sigh!

Continue!

Come on!

Look!

See you tomorrow!