Continue!

This was enough!

This was not writing a novel!

This was pushing him to his death!

Damn it!

His current physical condition!

He could no longer support himself!

He had to write two chapters a day!

He could only write at intervals!

He did not know!

Was there no inspiration?!

Back then!

When he was selling fish in the supermarket!

He woke up at four in the morning!

Damn!

Fortunately!

He had the experience of waking up early!

Otherwise!

He would not be able to take it!

He had to ensure that he slept every day!

More than seven hours!

Yes!

Slept at ten!

Slept until!

Six!

During this period!

It was planned!

Of course!

There was no such thing as just right!

This was just a plan!

It was quite stressful!

He did not like it!

What kind of story was this?!

Stories were stories!

Stories!

This was not life!

Damn!

Forget it!

Life!

It was a story to begin with!

That was in the past!

It would eventually become a story!

Perhaps!

Who would know?!

Therefore!

He had to write it!

Sigh!

Review!

There was nothing to review!

Damn!

He felt terrible just thinking about it!

My life!

Looking up!

It was terrible!

He wanted to find a girlfriend so badly!

She had to have the feeling of a schoolgirl!

Yes!

That was the way!

He really did not expect this!

What could he do!

Most importantly!

The kind with temperament!

Damn!

Come on!

My novel!

He could not use conventional methods!

Write it!

If this was the case!

He liked too many people!

Otherwise, the whole world!

Knew it!

He was very fickle!

However!

He did not want to be like this!

He liked it!

He liked it!

Liking someone!

There was no mistake!

He should like as much as he liked!

What could he do!

Damn!

That was enough!

Of course, this was good!

Let me!

In this world that seemed a little cold!

I could feel a tinge of warmth!

The world was so cold!

Why!

Not giving each other warmth!

Damn!

This was a problem!

What could he do!

As I said!

It did not count!

These problems!

Of course!

As!

A fool!

A typical example!

I was still!

There was nothing to say!

I was a fool!

I was a fool!

Endorsement!

Damn!

Forget it!

It was not good to talk about yourself!

What do you want!

I wanted!

This problem!

It was hard to say!

How would I know!

I think there was no need for this!

Fool!

It was just an adjective!

Just!

I said that in this world!

There were no smart people!

This was a joke!

There were only!

Despicable humans who bullied the weak!

What did you think!

Really smart people!

They did not exist!

I believed this!

So!

I had nothing to feel inferior about!

Damn!

They were all fools!

They were all despicable humans!

What was the point!

All the good people were dead!

Those who were alive were all bad people!

Forget it!

This problem!

Good people!

There were some!

Smart people!

It was also a joke!

There had never been anyone like that!

I said that I was smart!

They scolded me!

They were more idiotic!

But now!

Forget it!

I was still an idiot!

There were some things!

Only idiots!

Capable!

The so-called smart people!

In theory!

They should not be able to do it!

Sort of!

This problem!

I really did not understand!

Come on!

You rascal!

It was really enough!

What could I do!

This problem!

Damn!

Forget it!

I felt a little!

That feeling!

I felt that!

Wasn't this also the same!

Forget it!

Damn!

Life problems!

A lot!

I couldn't handle it myself!

The world was originally!

It was just a little cold!

Why didn't they warm each other up!

It was also enough!

Suddenly!

There was no love in the world!

I just did not know!

Were there any girls!

Willing!

Offering themselves!

Young ones!

Beautiful ones!

Classy ones!

Strong ones!

Damn!

That's enough!

My thoughts!

It was like this!

Was this possible!

Forget it!

This problem!

There was no need to be too stubborn!

Sometimes!

I also fantasized!

Once!

Damn!

Forget it!

This problem!

Reality was cruel!

Damn!

Like me!

There were a lot of people like that!

It was good to have hope!

I should offer my hope!

Yes!

Damn!

Of course!

I knew!

There were no girls!

Willing!

For me!

Offering myself or something!

From the perspective of probability!

Come up and talk about it!

This possibility!

It could only be said that!

How was it!

Too small!

Almost!

Infinitely close to zero!

Of course!

I also felt that!

It was not that important!

I just liked it!

It was a beautiful feeling!

Not necessarily!

It was like this!

I just yearned for a beautiful feeling!

I liked the feeling of happiness!

It was like this!

The so-called!

Those things!

To me!

It was really not important!

It was nothing!

What could I do!

I could only say that!

My views were different!

The pressure was greater!

My meager salary!

I couldn't even raise a ghost!

Damn!

I remembered!

I was disappointed!

A salary of about two thousand yuan!

Doing work!

Still nothing!

Skills!

Content!

Damn!

That was enough!

I never expected!

What could I do!

Reality was too powerless!

It was too pale!

It seemed like!

This bit of money!

I didn't even have enough for my own living!

So I still had to work hard!

As for writing novels!

This problem!

It was hard for me to say!

Damn!

It felt like this was not the same world!

Now, authors!

There were more!

The competition was more intense!

But reality!

It was also especially cruel!

Who cares!

Was this important?!

I would write if I wanted to!

When would I!

Be afraid!

Forget it!

If I had!

No!

Two thousand yuan!

One month's salary!

I could not say that no matter what!

Perhaps!

Wait for that day!

I was laid off!

Damn!

Damn!

It seemed like!

I could only!

It was as if he couldn't do anything else while writing novels!

Damn!

It was not that exaggerated!

Damn!

Come on!

Of course!

Forget it!

This problem!

You too!

Brainless!

What can I do to you!

Come on!

You rascal!

Damn!

Still holding onto it!

Some delusions and fantasies!

And some!

Repressed emotions!

So!

There was one!

This book!

I wanted to do it too!

Write novels full-time!

It did not feel good!

I could do it!

Others could do it too!

What did you think!

Now!

That was true!

Each was better than the other!

Of course!

Was this true?!

How would I know?!

So what!

Who told you?!

There was a good saying!

Even if it was!

Stepped on!

I also wanted to live!

Make time!

Trample these dogs under my feet!

Damn!

If there was!

For the time being!

I don't want to talk about it!

Some people!

Might not be able to take it!

Such radical words!

So!

I also had some misgivings!

Wait!

I have a sense of crisis!

A more serious person!

Yes!

Life!

It was not that easy!

I still did not understand!

There were people like me!

Probably!

They had also become gods!

I don't know!

Those people!

Where the hell did they go?!

I really did not know!

Their abilities!

Indeed!

Compared to me!

Strong!

But me!

It was really not good!

What was there to admit?!

This problem!

It was also infuriating!

What could I do!

I was defeated!

It was a defeat!

Indeed!

I could not beat them!

Those guys!

In the end, I still lost!

As far as I knew!

These people!

Now!

It was possible!

They had already achieved glory!

Yes!

Their abilities!

They were much stronger than me!

Their abilities at that time!

And me!

It was about time now!

Sort of!

This problem!

But I was different!

Because!

I was more of an idiot!

So!

Comprehensive!

Some factors!

I came to write novels!

Was this important?!

Damn!

The so-called stream of consciousness!

It was just that!

It was just more of an idiot!

We believed in one thing!

We!

We had our own principles!

Yes!

Of course!

What was!

Stream of consciousness!

I really did not know!

This was me!

Many years ago!

I saw it!

I looked up to it!

It was very high and mighty!

I took it and used it!

Actually!

The existence of the stream of consciousness!

Perhaps!

This was a mistake!

Mutual!

The feeling of fighting!

Of course!

This was a joke!

Obviously!

Could I quit?!

The so-called stream of consciousness!

The path of the stream of consciousness!

Walking on it!

There was no turning back!

Or die!

Or live!

It was that simple!

You still did not understand!

If there was!

I said it!

It was too scary!

After all!

I still had!

Mental illness!

Hat!

Wearing it!

It did not feel good!

So what?!

These problems!

I!

Actually!

Already!

Very blissful!

I did not know!

Although there were many!

There were some things!

There was no need to know!

Because!

I knew!

It was useless!

I still knew how to!

Create a human!

Who did not know how to?!

Also not!

Do it!

Damn!

Create a human!

It seemed like!

Most people knew how to do it!

This was just!

The path!

Sometimes!

It was this ghastly look!

My current look!

Psychologically!

Unacceptable!

Of course!

Unacceptable!

Still!

Accept!

I am a writer!

Of course!

A writer for two years!

Already!

No!

A writer for two years!

Gold content!

So high!

Actually, this was not important!

In the eyes of others!

Only in the eyes of others!

I did not need to do this!

As the saying goes, people are not content!

At least in my own eyes!

In my heart!

I have a place!

By others!

I have scolded too much!

I have already started!

Blocked!

Forget it!

I am in the wrong!

Fortunately!

This has nothing to do with me!

It has nothing to do with me!

Look for it!

I am an official!

Think about it!

I am very agitated!

These things!

I do not need to deal with them!

These!

Things!

No one can deal with them!

Human problems!

And mental illness!

Like this!

These kinds of problems!

No one can deal with them well!

Damn!

Of course!

What do you think!

It is useless!

I am still!

Too idiotic!

There is one person!

Said to me!

Live!

Learn to be cruel!

Live!

It is noble!

And also cruel!

You still do not understand!

I am a stream of consciousness!

This kind of behavior!

Determined!

Not allowed!

What can I do!

Actually, I can't do anything!

I can't do anything!

Damn!

This is!

Most people!

Have the final say!

Actually!

There is brainwashing!

There is nothing bad about it!

Damn!

Damn!

How do I want to be!

I am still!

Not too powerful!

I can't accept it!

I am a little!

I am not resigned to it!

Damn!

Forget it!

If!

I am resigned to it!

I just want to live on!

Everything else is not so important!

What do you think!

Damn!

Life is not that easy!

I did not understand in the past!

Now!

I just know!

These things!

It is really enough!

The pressure is too great!

I don't know!

This is a problem!

I said it, okay!

But!

Sometimes!

Life is like this!

I am still not satisfied!

For the so-called happy life!

I am starting to be cruel!

I can't!

It is charity from others!

The so-called life!

It is charity from others!

Forget it!

Someone said this before!

Damn!

For my own happiness!

The so-called happiness!

I have to do something!

I don't want to do things!

Damn!

This is not good!

This is not a good feeling!

Indeed!

Right now!

I am just a person!

I thought!

I can be free!

Actually, I can't do it!

Forget it!

There is no need to be conflicted!

I just like it!

So what if you!

You can't do anything!

The happier!

The more my heart hurts!

The more I get!

The more!

The more I lose!

This sentence!

At that time!

Just me!

I was so scared that I peed my pants!

Because!

I was first at that time!

I was really scared!

Damn!

I still can't!

Withstand the pressure!

Damn!

Forget it!

These problems!

What can I do!

Come on!

Of course!

Look!