I only understand now! What kind of feeling is this! But I like this feeling very much! It's good to be able to feel pain! At least! I still know that I'm alive! This chapter! I have to be more cheerful! Damn! Can't you calm down a little?! So! She and other girls! There's no difference! Forget it! I was thinking too much! It's my fault! Today! I saw her again! I saw her! My whole body! All filled with energy! Damn! I really like her more! Damn! I don't dare! I don't know! How should I start! Damn! I'm scared too! I'm scared! Even hope! It's all gone! There's no hope! There's nothing I can do! It's just like a bystander! Forget it! Sometimes! I'm doing it myself! Fooling myself to my heart's content! It's hard! This problem! Damn! I don't know this problem! What else can I do! Damn! It's really hard! At least I've loved! That's good! Damn! The feeling of fooling! Damn! Now! Something's not right! I don't feel it! It's such a serious problem! Damn! At this moment! Let me! I thought of a saying! Humans should have dreams! This is Fatty Wang! Said! If I remember correctly! Yes! Damn! This way! Call! It doesn't seem very polite! I can remember! That's not bad! Forget it! This problem! I really don't know! How would I know! Fatty Wang! He was my math teacher in junior high! I remember! That time! Classic dialogue! Have you mastered it yet? I'm not very familiar with it yet! Now! These things! It's no longer a problem! I remember! I've said it before! Damn! Regarding Fatty Wang! Damn! I can only say! This guy! I don't know! Now! What is he doing! He might still be there! Teaching! How would I know! Damn! There's no contact! I thought so! Damn! What's his name! I really can't remember! This is a problem! I remember it! There aren't many left! At least! I still remember! Mine! Junior high! Chinese teacher! Last name Dai! Math is Fatty Wang! Then! Science is! Teacher Ye! And the form teacher! Teacher Chen! Damn! I can't remember the first year! I just remember! Teacher Xu! I still remember! That thing! I really can't remember! Damn! Actually! Also! One! Teacher Huang! Damn! Also! Teacher Xu! And Teacher Lai! Damn! All kinds of teachers! There aren't many that I can remember! Damn! Damn! Brother Bing! He's also a legend! Damn! Also! Master Kang! That! Out! People with classic opinions! Some people! Only suitable! Learning liberal arts! Natural! That's it! Learning liberal arts! Damn! Damn! Damn! Also! The legendary Li Wen! Damn! Enough! And that! Self-belief! He's already a very impressive figure! I only remember that person! I don't remember! What's with this guy! Damn! I can only say! This guy! He's funnier than me! Damn! Also! Brother Wei! Brother Wei! I've had enough too! All kinds of dissatisfaction! My biggest dream! Is to go back in time! Sin Explosion! These guys! But is this possible! Damn! There are too many teachers! Not to mention those who have a crush on me! Fundamental! Innumerable! I should still keep some of them! Damn! Regarding my own emotional history! I can't say anything else! Actually! My favorite teacher! How should I put it! How should I put it! How should I know! Those who have a greater impact on me! Actually! Everyone! Changes to me! Indeed! Quite big! True enough! Quantitative change! Qualitative change! Damn! Damn! What I want to say is! I used to hate despair! I know! I can never go back! Damn! So I want to write it out! At the very least! I used to! I struggled! I still don't believe in myself! I can only say! Actually! My fate! It has long happened! Change! I can only say! Thank you very much! Damn! That's all I can say! Sometimes! I really want to! Can I transmigrate! Go back! Damn! What kind of feeling would that be! Bring it along! Memories of the present! Damn! Just thinking about it makes me vexed! Things! There aren't any good ones! Damn! That's also a difficult choice! Damn! This is a problem! I finally! Discovered! This is what it means to be extraordinary! Damn! Actually! That's it! Sigh! Think about it! In my heart! It's very warm! But I've already lost it! I can never go back! I must! Write it out! Rely on myself! Memories that I already have! Damn! Believe in myself! I can do it! What can I do? I'm destined to fail! So what?! Although! I'm afraid of failure! Failure is good! Damn! At least I! I can still hold on! Damn! This problem! There's no need to explain anything! Damn! The feeling in my heart! I really can't understand! It turns out! I have too much! Even God! I don't care anymore! Damn! I want to! Think! Do something! It's a very simple problem! I just have to live on! Damn! Myself! When I go crazy! It's also a little scary! When I go crazy! These are the people I hate the most! Damn! How should I put it! This problem! It's all my fault! I can't go back! Damn! It's a scary feeling! Damn! That's all I can do! That's the reality! Write it out! See for yourself! Recall! Recall! Damn! Transmigration! Even if I can transmigrate! There's not much meaning to it! Damn! Attend to one thing and lose sight of another! That's the reason! I can't help but have a headache! Damn! Reality is cruel! Damn! You! Today! In that case! I don't know what you're thinking! Actually, I'm still alive! It's very good! Damn! It's like this! What can I do! These are all problems! Damn! Come on! You rascal! Actually, this problem! Until now! I don't understand! What's going on?! I really don't understand! Damn! This isn't a problem! Damn! Come on! What can I do! Past time! It's a little long! At least! It's been five years! I should have forgotten! I've forgotten! I can only say! That way! It's really not very pleasant! Damn! Forget it! It's inevitable to have regrets in life! Damn! I don't even have one! Anything! There's nothing left! I feel a little regretful! There's not even a picture! For now! Pictures of hardship! I've had enough too! I really can't get over it! Look! It's a little uncomfortable! Generally high! At that time! I didn't lose anything! Pictures! Damn! That's all I can do! Damn! Come on! I know! In their eyes! I'm just a mental patient! Damn! Forget it! It's good that no one remembers me! Damn! I can only say! That's better! Forget it! This problem! What can I do! This problem! You're teasing me again! There are a lot of problems! Damn! As a mental patient! There aren't many who remember me! I don't care! It's not who remembers you! It's who you remember! Forget it! I'll write what needs to be written! Now! It feels a little too early to write! Damn! At that time! At that time! I didn't think it through! All at once! I started to write! Now! There's no way to stop! Damn! This is a problem! I can only say! What I did! Do it myself! Bear it! I can't forgive you! Damn! Damn! There's a word! It's a wrong word! It's been wrong for a long time! I really! I can't remember it! Damn! That's not important! It's fine as long as the feelings are there!