Continue! This feeling of life! How can I do it! This problem! I saw her again today! I finally understand! What is the feeling of being a rascal! I finally understand it now! Forget it! This kind of thing! I really can't do anything about it! I do like her more! From the first time I saw her! Although I can't accept it! But I still like her! Because I have her! That makes me feel happy! Damn! This is really not bad! Damn! How I wish we could be together! I'm thinking! What if she's not as good as I think she is! I don't know what to do! This is a problem! Damn! This feeling! It's also so painful that it makes me hover between life and death! Only now do I understand! This feeling! Every time I see her! It's always the same person! Sigh! I really want to get close to her! But this is a problem! Someone said it before! Don't be together with the person you like the most! This will destroy your hope! Damn! Forget it! I'm just thinking about it! I really hope! I can be together with her! But the reality is! Even if the world is destroyed! We can't be together either! That's how it is! This problem! Obviously, I still can't fully understand it! I really don't understand it! This kind of thing! I really don't know! Forget it! I can only continue writing! Damn! It's good to leave hope! I think! That bit of her! It's very much in line with my aesthetic standards! Damn! I really can't blame myself! Damn! This feeling! It's different! You're not afraid! I have no words! Damn! I have a very strong feeling! I think! I really like her! Her! It's always the same person! I like this kind of girl! Damn! There's a price to pay! Damn! Don't scare me! That's the truth! Happiness! This kind of thing! It's limited in the first place! Theoretically speaking! I don't have many chances! Damn! You can say that! That's how it is! I really don't know! What should I do! This problem! Damn! All kinds of pressure! I don't have much time left! I don't work hard! I can only wait for death! There's no other way! Damn! Relationship problems are a problem! This is also a kind of experience! I obviously won't be able to get through this! I feel terrible just thinking about it! This feeling! Maybe I just like her! You think it's her! That's just your imagination! Haven't you realized it? This is something called hope! I thought she would only belong to me! Sigh! Love! That's enough! Sometimes love! But more often! Wishful thinking! I should know! That's how it is! Actually! I can't accept such a thing! I still need to think! She's just like! I think it's just as good! I can only think that way! It's good to have hope! Isn't it? My heart hurts when I see her! I do hate her a little! Why can't she be with me! This isn't fair! I like her so much! Love has always been cruel! You love me! But that doesn't mean I love you! Otherwise! Just thinking about it makes me feel terrible! This is a problem! What else can I do? This is an age-old problem! No one can solve it! I can only express my gratitude! I decide! Indeed! And affirmation! I have to write these things down! I've seen her many times! I always lack courage! I have to get to know her! Once! Several times! I saw her standing in the same spot! Playing with her phone! Damn! How wonderful it feels! Many times! I saw her walk past in front of me! Once! I saw her! I was eating noodles alone! Sigh! What a pity! This problem! I brushed past her more than once! I think I really like her! The problem is! How do I start! Of course! I have my own things to do! Sigh! I really don't understand! Damn! I seem to be like this to all beautiful women! She