Sigh, continue! I was dispirited the whole night yesterday! Sigh! This is really enough! Sigh! There is no other way! I don't know! This is a problem! It's really enough! Sigh! I didn't think of it! This is a problem! What is this! How would I know! Feel my hands! I'm so rusty! Sigh! This is my problem! Sigh! Yes! Think about it yourself! I thought that I was going to repeat it! The scary thing is that I actually didn't realize it myself! What is it actually like? Sometimes! It's not very important! I can only say that there is nothing wrong with this! Sigh! It's enough for me to think about it! This is really not good! There is no other way! Sigh! Let me think about it! This kind of thing! Don't tell me I don't know! The problem now is! I don't know either! Because I don't know how to deal with it! Sigh! It's really enough! It's like … It's really hard to know! Sigh! What is this! It's really enough! Sigh! I like to repeat it more and more! I think! This is the feeling of my illness getting worse! Actually, this isn't important! Sigh! What did I do! I know it myself! Maybe this is what it means to be alive! Sigh! I really don't know! Sigh! I can't accept it! Or I can't stand failure! Nonsense! I'm here to get my bento box! Sigh! It's really enough! That's what I'm afraid of! I can't even get a bento box! Sigh! This kind of thing! How should I put it! Do I know! I don't think I know! I suddenly realized that I don't have anything to write! Then I! What should I do! Damn it! What should I write! I don't know! This is a problem! It's really enough! I'll think about it myself! I still need to make some adjustments! Actually, all this time! A lot of things have changed! Sigh! Damn it! I don't have any explosive updates now! It's good enough that I can write! Sigh! The problem now is getting more and more serious! Sigh! I'm always lying to myself like this! This isn't good! Sigh! What can I do! I have no idea at all! Let me think about it! How should I deal with it! Sigh! This kind of thing is more difficult to deal with! Actually, the problem is very simple! Life isn't easy like this! Sigh! I think about it myself! Sigh! I'm still like this! This isn't good! Sigh! I feel a lot of emotions! Actually, there's nothing bad about this! Sigh! Damn it! I always think like this! Sigh! I think! I really don't know! Sigh! I have no choice! Life! Maybe there's a choice! But I think it's more of a rascal! There are a lot of things that can't be chosen! Sigh! What should I do? It's almost 12 o 'clock now! Sigh! I don't know! There's no choice! Damn it! Think about it! These things! I'll continue! I'll write until 1 o 'clock! Sigh! Damn it! Time passes too fast! Sigh! It's always so careless! Sigh! Think about it carefully! This is a problem! How can it be! Sigh! I don't know either! Sigh! This is a problem! Think about it carefully! These things! Could it be that I really don't know! Sigh! Damn it! This is sad! This thing! Sigh! I still don't feel like I can continue! Sigh! What does this mean? I think! I don't know! But then again! After a good rest! Only then can I write in a better state! Sigh! This is quite a good idea! But! This excuse of mine! There's a problem! Sigh! I'm always like this! Lazy! I still don't admit it! This is my mistake! Sigh! It can't be! Sigh! Actually, I should admit it! No one asked me to correct it! But I have to change! Sigh! What does this mean? I should work harder! Actually, there's no other purpose. It's just for! To live! Sigh! This is something I don't know! Sigh! Damn it! This is really enough! Damn it! Sigh! This is something I really don't know! Sigh! What can I do about it? Damn it! Sigh! How can I know? Sigh! Damn it! Sigh! This is something I don't know! Sigh! Damn it! There's no solution to this problem! Damn it! I can't feel anything! I'll think about it carefully! Damn it! I'll do what I want to do! Sigh! Can't I do it? Sigh! This is a problem! I don't want to talk about myself! Should I write something? Am I not allowed to choose? This world is really too much! Sigh! I think I should have the right to choose! Sigh! But it's very difficult! Sigh! I don't know! What can I do about it? Sigh! Damn it! I don't know! This problem! Forget it! Damn it! It's too difficult! This kind of thing! Sigh! I can't think that way! Sigh! Forget it! Think about it! Sigh! This is something I don't know! Sigh! Damn it! I still can't continue! Sigh! This is also enough! This is something I don't know! Sigh! Forget it! What can I do about it? Sigh! This is something I don't know! Sigh! Damn it! This is really enough! Sigh! Forget it! These problems! This is really enough! Sigh! Actually, what can I do about it? Sigh! What kind of problem is this? Sigh! This is something I don't know! Sigh! Damn it! Sigh! Forget it! Damn it! This is really a problem! This is a problem! Sigh! I don't know! Sigh! What can I do about it? I don't know! Damn it! What kind of problem is this? Damn it! I don't know! Sigh! What can I do about it? Damn it! This is really enough! Sigh! I don't know! What can I do about it? Sigh! Damn it! What is this? Damn it! This is really enough! Sigh! I don't know! I continue! Forget it! Sigh! I don't know! Damn it! This is a problem! Sigh! Forget it! This is a problem! Sigh! I don't know! Sigh! What is this? Damn it! It's really enough! Damn it! I really don't know! Damn it! Forget it! I don't know how to continue! Sigh! It's really enough! I don't know! Sigh! This is a problem! Sigh! What is going on? Sigh! I don't know! Sigh! I discovered it! No! I don't know! Sigh! I don't know what to do! Sigh! I feel much better after taking the medicine! Otherwise! I have a feeling! I feel like beating someone up! Fortunately! This is not a problem! I will be able to control it after taking some medicine! Sigh! It's that simple! Sigh! Damn it! Take the medicine! Sigh! Maybe it's just a psychological effect! Damn it! Can I not believe it? Sigh! Forget it! How would I know? Sigh! Damn it! There are really all kinds of problems! Sigh! How would I know? Sigh! Damn it! This is the feeling of a problem! Sigh! I don't know! Sigh! What is this! Damn it! I don't know! Sigh! I feel terrible! These things! I really don't know! Sigh! Damn it! I have to think about it carefully! How am I supposed to solve these problems? I don't think I know! Sigh! I feel terrible! These things! I don't understand! Sigh! This is too sudden! This is something I don't know! Sigh! This is really enough! Sigh! Forget it! What can I do? Sigh! I really don't know! Sigh! Forget it! These things! I really don't know! Sigh! Enough! These things! Sigh! There is no other way! I really don't know! Sigh! Forget it! I don't know! There is no other way! What can I do? There is indeed a problem! But I really can't deal with it! Sigh! The problem! This is the problem! Damn it! I don't understand! Sigh! My problem! Think about it! Just think about it! What is this! Sigh! This is something I don't know! Sigh! It's really enough! Sigh! I actually didn't realize this problem! I really don't know! Sigh! Damn it! But I still have to continue! Sigh! This is something I don't know! It's unbearable! Sigh! Think about it! This problem! Do I know! I don't think I know either! Sigh! This is unbearable! This feeling! Actually, I don't know! Sigh! I have no other way! What is this! Do I know! Sigh! My problem! How would I know! Sigh! I really don't know! Sigh! Let me think about it carefully! This problem! Sigh! Damn it! How would I know! Sigh! Damn it! This is my problem! Sigh! I can only think of it this way! That's all! That's all! Sigh! That's what I always think! That's a mistake in itself! Sigh! What is this! Let me think about it carefully! Damn it! Actually, it's possible! I don't know what I should do! Sigh! I deserve to die! Sigh! That's what I think! Sigh! Continue! I'm deeply aware of my own sins! Sigh! That's how it is! I won't die! I can't do it! I have to die! Whether they die or not has nothing to do with me! I know that my sins are grave! Sigh! That's how it is! Live! Maybe it's a crime! Sigh! Don't tell me I don't know that! Sigh! What we've endured! It's just that we reap what we sow! What do you think? Actually, the problem is very simple! There aren't so many things that we can't let go of! It's just that we're committing a crime! Sigh! Damn it! Although this is indeed very extreme! But! How should I put this problem! I don't know! Sigh! I always say that! Sigh! Damn it! That's really enough! Forget it! How should I continue? Sigh! Damn it! I really don't know! Sigh! I'll say that for now! Sigh! I thought so! Some problems are my own problems! I still can't clearly understand myself! Sigh! That's not good! Please don't think that way! Sigh! Forget it! These things! Don't tell me I don't know! Sigh! It's my problem! These things! I don't know! Sigh! That's enough! Forget it! What do you think? This is a problem! Damn it! Think about it carefully! Damn it! This is me! How can I know! Sigh! Forget it! This is something I don't know! Sigh! There's no other way! These things! Don't tell me I don't know! Sigh! It's really enough! Sigh! Damn it! This problem is a problem! Sigh! Damn it! I have to think about it carefully! This is something I really don't know! I have no other way! This world! It's not easy to live! I don't want to say anything! It's really alive! It's getting more and more difficult! I can't do anything! I can't do anything! I don't want to do it either! Because what should I do! It's all bad! Sigh! It's still the same sentence! It's the same no matter who comes! Humans are humans! I don't want to think that way! Sigh! Actually, there are some problems! I really should deal with it! Sigh! Some things! Maybe I can only treat it as a joke! Sigh! I really don't know! Sigh! I really don't know! What do I think? These problems! Forget it! Damn it! It's really painful! Sigh! I don't know! Sigh! Forget it! But! I really don't know! I think! I feel terrible! These things! What is this! Damn it, don't tell me I don't know! Sigh! It's really enough! Sigh! Damn it! This is my problem! Sigh! Forget it! I don't know! It's really uncomfortable! Sigh! I really don't know! It can't be helped! Sigh! Forget it! Think about it carefully! Sigh! I'm always like this! I can't feel it! This is a problem! It's really enough! I think! I don't know! Sigh! Damn it! This is a problem! I think! I don't know! Sigh! It's too uncomfortable! What is this! Damn it! It's really all kinds of problems! I think! I don't know! I have no choice! Let me think! What happened today! You told me! What! Actually, there are some problems that I really don't want to talk about! Sigh! I'm always like this! Tell me about it! How long has it been?! Sigh! Damn it! It's really enough! Sigh! What is this! I don't know! Sigh! It's really enough! Sigh! Forget it! How can I know! I don't know! Sigh! Forget it! This is a problem! What can I do? Damn it! It's really enough! Sigh! I don't know! Sigh! Damn it! This is a problem! Sigh! I'm always like this! Sigh! This is a problem! Sigh! I really don't know! Sigh! This! It's really unbearable! Actually, I don't know either! Alright, next part …