Reality was too tempting! Of course! Reality was cruel! I only found out now! It seemed! My whole body! And retreat! It was already impossible! The life of a mental patient! It was very tragic! The pressure of survival! It was indeed quite big! I couldn't choose anything! I could only accept it silently! Perhaps! I thought that it was happiness! In fact, it was walking towards destruction! But this was an inevitable process! Why not face it calmly?! Sigh! Forget it! These problems! I don't think I can solve them! It was useless! It seemed! I could only carry bricks! I really didn't know! Sigh! I don't think I could do it now! Sigh! These were problems! What could I do? Such a thing! I thought! It was enough! Forget it! Sigh! This was my problem! Sigh! What could I do? Sigh! I didn't know! This was my problem! Sigh! Forget it! Sigh! I didn't know! Sigh! What could I do? Sigh! I thought I didn't know! Sigh! Forget it! I didn't know! How could it be like this! Sigh! My problem! Sigh! Damn! I didn't understand! Sigh! Damn! I didn't know! Damn! I didn't know either! How could I do that? These problems! I thought! Forget it! I really didn't know! Sigh! What could I do? Sigh! It was really my problem! Sigh! I thought about it! I didn't understand either! This was my problem! Sigh! Think about it! These problems! Sigh! Think about it! I thought I didn't know either! Sigh! It was really a problem! Sigh! It was really enough! Such problems! Actually, I didn't understand! Damn! What kind of problem was that? I thought I still didn't know! Sigh! How could it be like this! Sigh! I thought I still didn't know! I thought! These problems! Sigh! Forget it! Damn! It really couldn't be like this! Sigh! Damn! Forget it! I didn't know! Damn! It was really enough! Sigh! Forget it! Sigh! To hell with my own problems! Sigh! What could I do? Sigh! I didn't feel good! This! What was this! This was my problem! Sigh! I couldn't feel it! This was really f * cking stupid! Sigh! Could it be that I didn't understand? Sigh! The main problem was! Sigh! Think about it! How could this be! Sigh! Think about it, I didn't know either! Sigh! Did I understand that? Sigh! Life was a play! Damn! Forget it! Everyone was like that! This sentence! It was really wrong! However! People had similarities! Sigh! I didn't understand it! Forget it! How could it be like this! Sigh! This was really my problem! Sigh! I couldn't feel it! This was my problem! It was really enough! Sigh! I think I still didn't understand! Forget it! I really didn't know! Sigh! Think about it! These problems! Damn! I didn't know! Sigh! I still didn't understand! Sigh! To hell with my own problems! Sigh! Think about it! These things! It was really enough! Forget it! This was something I didn't know! Sigh! This was really a problem! It didn't feel good! Damn! This was really a problem! Sigh! Think about it! This was my problem! Sigh! I really didn't know! Sigh! Continue! Such a thing! Sigh! This was something I didn't know! Sigh! This was my problem! It was really enough! Sigh! I really didn't understand! Sigh! Forget it! Sigh! These were my problems! Sigh! How could it be like this! Sigh! Damn! Forget it! It was something I didn't know! Damn! This was really enough! Sigh! What could I do? Sigh! Think about it! These problems! Sigh! It seemed! I still didn't know! Forget it! I didn't think I knew it! Sigh! Problems! I felt that it couldn't be like this! Sigh! The feeling of problems! Sigh! Forget it! This was something I didn't know! Sigh! I didn't understand! Sigh! This was a problem! What could I do? Sigh! This was something I couldn't do! Forget it! It was something I didn't know! It was really a problem! Sigh! Think about it! These problems! Forget it! It was something I didn't know! Damn! This was really enough! Sigh! It seemed! It seemed! It still couldn't be like this! Forget it! These problems! Sigh! This was something I didn't know! Sigh! Think about it! This was my problem! Sigh! Forget it! It was something I didn't know! Sigh! It was really enough! Forget it! I didn't know it! Sigh! What could I do? This kind of thing! Sigh! This was something I didn't understand! Sigh! These were problems! Sigh! I don't think I understood it! What could I do? Sigh! Damn! I didn't know it! Damn! This was really enough! Sigh! Forget it! Damn! This was a problem! Sigh! Think about it! This was something I didn't know! Sigh! How could it be now? Sigh! This was a problem! Sigh! What's the use of this! Sigh! This was something I didn't know! Sigh! This was a problem! I thought it was! What could I do? Sigh! I really didn't know! What should I do? I really didn't want it! Forget it! It was my own problem! Sigh! This was really enough! I felt that it couldn't be like this! Sigh! My problem! I think I still didn't understand! This was my own problem! Sigh! Forget it! This was my own problem! Sigh! Think about it! Don't I know it! Sigh! I still didn't understand! My problem! Sigh! This was really impossible! Sigh! Forget it! These things! I thought! I still didn't understand! Damn! This was really unbearable! Forget it! I didn't know it myself! Sigh! This was really a problem! Sigh! Forget it! These things! I didn't know it myself! Sigh! How could it be like this! Sigh! Think about it! These problems! This was really enough! Sigh! Damn, I didn't understand it myself! Sigh! I didn't know what I should do! Sigh! My problems! Sigh! Think about it! These things! Maybe I'm no longer me! I'm just a member of society! I don't have the right to choose! The life I want! No one can give it to me! It doesn't exist! Sigh! Damn! This was a more realistic situation! Think about it! It was also enough! These problems! What the heck! Too! Enough! Sigh! Was that really the case?! Sigh! Forget it! This was something I didn't know! Sigh! My problems! What could I do? Kid! This was really enough! Damn! My problems! Sigh! Forget it! This was something I didn't know! Sigh! I don't think I understood it! Forget it! I didn't know! Sigh! How could it be like this! Sigh! These were all problems! Sigh! It was really! That way! It wasn't good! Sigh! At least I used to believe it! That was enough! Sigh! Actually, these problems! I wouldn't understand! Sigh! Forget it! This was my problem! Sigh! Think about it! This was really enough! Forget it! I thought I knew! This was my problem! Sigh! I was really sick! What do I want now? Sigh! This was my problem now! It was my problem now! It was really enough! I really wanted to find a girlfriend! I wanted to find a young and beautiful one! Sigh! Damn! This was really enough! This wasn't good! I didn't even have hope! I didn't have any! I was self-destructing! At least! I could still think about it! Sigh! This was also a problem! Sigh! This was something I didn't know! Sigh! Forget it! Don't I know! Sigh! Damn! I thought it was! These problems! Could it be that I really didn't know? Sigh! Damn! Forget it! This was something I didn't know! Sigh! This was also a problem! Sigh! Forget it! Sigh! I was the problem. Damn! Forget it! I really didn't know! Sigh! Damn! All kinds of problems! Sigh! I really didn't understand! Forget it! Sigh! Damn! Forget it! Damn! It was my problem! I didn't know! It was useless even if I knew! Sigh! It was really enough! Sigh! This was also a problem! I didn't expect it! All these things! How could it be like this? These were problems! It didn't feel like this! Sigh! I really didn't understand! Forget it! Was this something I knew? Sigh! Actually, there were many things I couldn't accept! If everything was like this! The entire world! It would be over! Sigh! That was true! Sigh! I also hoped that it was my problem! But I believed that there was a good saying! A person's mental outlook was enough to reflect the entire era! Everything I owned! It was given by others! Or! It had an impact! Forget it! This was something I didn't know! Sigh! What could I do now? Sigh! It was really a problem! It didn't feel like this! Sigh! I didn't think I knew! This was really a problem! Sigh! Forget it! I couldn't feel it! This was my problem! Sigh! Think about it! This kind of thing! Didn't I know? Sigh! It was something I didn't understand! These were my problems! Sigh, what I thought! These things! What was this! It was always like this! It was also not good! Sigh! Forget it! I didn't know about it! Sigh! Think about it! These problems! It was really enough! Sigh! What I thought! How was this considered inexperience! What the heck! I didn't know about it! Sigh! Didn't I understand? What was this! It was really enough! Fortunately! I didn't know about it! It was really enough! Sigh! My own problems! Sigh! Think about it! How could I know about it! Sigh! Forget it! I didn't know about it! Damn! It was really enough! Forget it! These problems! I don't think I would know about it even if I died! What could I do? It was really enough! I still didn't understand! Forget it! Sigh! I should go and solve my own problems! Sigh! I didn't know about it! Sigh! Maybe it was like this! More or less! It was about to be transported! Damn! It was like this! Maybe! What if there was more? I couldn't remember it myself! Sigh! Damn! What was this! I didn't understand! Sigh! I'm always like this! This is not good! Don't tell me I don't know about it! Sigh! It was really enough! These problems! I don't think I knew about it! Sigh! Forget it! These problems! Ah! It was really enough! Damn! Forget it! I should go and solve my own problems! This! It didn't feel good! Sigh! What could I do? Forget it! I wouldn't know about it! Damn it! It was really enough! The distance between our hearts! How far is it! It was also enough! These problems! Don't tell me I don't know about it! Sigh! Forget it! This kind of thing! I only found out about it now! They could get to know each other! It was also a very blissful thing! Sigh! Forget it! These were my problems! No, I can't accept it! Be a person! I still have to have goals! At least! I should think about it! Forget it! I didn't know about it! Alright! That's it! Let me see! Let me say a few more words! Actually, there was nothing much to say! Sigh! My heart felt empty now! So! That's how it was! Sigh! Forget it! I couldn't feel it! Sigh! Maybe! Sigh! It was really painful! I didn't even know about the pain! How did I know that I was still alive? Sigh! There was nothing wrong with being mentally ill! At least I could still feel pain! Goodbye! Yes! Very good! This was not enough! Damn! Forget it! I didn't know about it! My heart was so empty! My pressure now! It wasn't small either! Sigh! Could it be that I didn't understand?! This was a problem! Forget it! This was really enough! Sigh! Think about it! I didn't know about it! Sigh! What I didn't expect was, wait a minute! I still can't sleep! I still have to play the game for a while! Damn! This was really enough! This! Was that really okay? Sigh! Continue! Let me think! I was thinking! Actually, I was mentally ill! Especially feelings! In this aspect! Sigh! As long as it didn't involve … Feelings and whatnot! And financial and material things! I also had problems! Sigh! I always liked to be hot-headed! Fortunately! I got scared just thinking about it! Sigh! This was really enough! These things! Actually, I didn't like it! Sigh! How could it be like this! Sigh! This was really enough! Sigh! My own problems! It was getting more and more serious! I couldn't control my mental illness anymore! Sigh! It was enough for now! This was my own problem! Damn! How could this be! What a terrifying feeling! Sigh! Forget it! I didn't know about it! Sigh! This was really enough! Sigh! Forget it! This kind of thing! Could it be that …