Sigh! Some things! Just thinking about it makes me feel terrible! If it has to be like this! Then I would rather give up! Sigh! This is my choice! But! I don't have the courage to give up! Sigh! Forget about it! I think it's enough! This is really enough! Sigh! Actually, this kind of thing! Let me think! I don't know about it either! Sigh! Actually, this is what I don't understand! Sigh! Think clearly! All these things! I really don't know about it! Sigh! I still don't quite understand! What is this! I have too many problems! This is really not good! Sigh! It is indeed so terrible! Sigh! Let me think! What kind of problem is this? Sigh! How do I feel! This kind of thing! Sigh! Damn! This problem! It's very simple! Sigh! Don't tell me I don't know about it! So! Can't guard against gentlemen! Can't guard against villains! How should I put it! This kind of problem! Sigh! I think it's really too unscrupulous! It's really too unscrupulous! Sigh! This kind of person! He seems to be living happily! He's not afraid of anything! The sentence that I hate the most is! People who are afraid of everything! That's already very scary! Sigh! This sentence! I really can't stand it! Sigh! What is this! Sigh! Everyone has a problem! I admit that I have a problem! Sigh! I emphasize that everyone is equal! I don't think so! What's so great about that! It's really nothing! If I say it, it's my fault! What I should do is to ignore it! Sigh! Forget it! This kind of thing! Don't tell me I don't understand! Sigh! It's really enough! I really don't know! Sigh! There's no other way! Reality is always like this! It makes people! It's hard to accept! Sigh! Now! I have to reflect on it! These few days! The situation that happened! Sigh! This is really unpredictable! What is this! Sigh! I don't understand! This is something I don't know! Sigh! I have to think it through! This kind of thing! Sigh! I really don't know! Sigh! These things! That's it! Forget it! Sigh! I don't understand! This kind of thing! It's really not good! Sigh! Actually, I still don't know! Sigh! Forget it! Sigh! Damn! This is not good! Sigh! This is really enough! This is also something I can't understand! Sigh! This kind of thing! Is this really good? Sigh! This is indeed not good! Sigh! Think about it! This kind of thing! What is this! These problems! It's my problems! This is really not good! Sigh! There's no other way! I think I really don't know! Sigh! This kind of thing! It's too unbearable! What is this! Sigh! My own problems! There are too many of them! Sigh! Damn! What can I do? Sigh! Damn! I really don't know! Sigh! What should I do? Sigh! It's enough! This is considered as me not knowing! I hate people who think they are infallible the most! You can see through everything! Is this possible? Sigh! Of course! What's the use of that? I'm not afraid of failure! At least! I still have the courage to lose once! It seems! I'm really going to … My life! I'm going to lose it! This is really not good! Sigh! I thought that! These problems! What can I do? This is really not good! Sigh! Damn! Forget about these! Sigh! I really don't know! Sigh! What can I do? Sigh! Damn! This kind of thing! What is this! Sigh! This is really enough! Sigh! I'll think about it myself! Sigh! It's good to lie to myself! At least! I can still lie to myself! Sigh! This is one kind of thing! Sigh! Forget about it! Don't tell me I don't know! Everyone says I'm awesome! Forget it! Who's rich! Who's awesome! Who's out! Bullshit! This problem! It's obvious even if you use your butt to think! Sigh! What do you think! This problem! It's very simple! Sigh! What is this! This kind of thing! Sigh! Think about it yourself! I can't face reality now! Sigh! Think about it yourself! This kind of thing! What is this! I really don't know! Sigh! Think about it! This kind of thing! I don't know! Sigh! What is this! Sigh! It's really enough! I don't know! Sigh! Indeed, I can't understand it! Sigh! Let me think about it! It seems! It's time! I'm going to use my life! Sigh! I only know now! I feel scared just thinking about it! I don't have a choice! Sigh! Forget it! Damn it! My life is meaningless! Sigh! Damn it! I've thought about it clearly! Sigh! What is this?! Sigh! It's really enough! I don't know! Sigh! Damn it! This is my problem! Sigh! It's really enough! Sigh! I really don't know! I can't help it! Sigh! Let me think about it! I have too many problems! Sigh! I still don't know what this means! But! I don't know! No Doubts! This problem! It's too simple! Sigh! It's really enough! It's like this! It's really not good! Sigh! Damn it! This was what it looked like when it existed in reality! Sigh! I still have to continue! What is this! Sigh! I really don't know! Sigh! There's no other way! What is this! Sigh! I really don't know! Sigh! There are too many problems! Sigh! Let me think about it! What is this! It's really enough! Sigh! I don't know! Sigh! Damn it! It's scary just thinking about it! At least in life! There must be one thing! I need myself! I have to do it with my life! I want to! Other than survival! I finally found it! Sigh! Damn it! So! I'm actually a person with ideals! Sigh! It doesn't matter if I don't admit it! Is this important? How should I put it in reality? It's really not good! Sigh! Forget it! Even if it's like this! So what! Sigh! I'm still too young! Sigh! I'm a lunatic! Sigh! Don't tell me I don't understand! Sigh! Damn it! Forget about all these! Sigh! What am I thinking about! Sigh! This kind of thing! I don't know! Sigh! Let me think about it! What is this! Sigh! Damn it! I really don't know anything! Sigh! Let me think about it! Forget it! I really don't know anything! Sigh! Damn it! This is really not good! Sigh! It feels so tragic! Sigh! What do I think! What is this! Sigh! This is really enough! Sigh! Damn it! This kind of thing! Don't tell me I don't understand! Any kind of thing! It can't stand up to scrutiny! Sigh! What is this! There are really too many problems! Sigh! What is this! This is really enough! Let me think about it! These problems! What should I do! Sigh! Damn it! There are indeed too many liars! Idiots! It's not enough! There are some things! Just think about it with your butt! This doesn't work! Damn it! I almost fell into it myself! But it's better to be careful! I'm going to be a hoodlum again! Sigh! This is really not good! Sigh! What can I do! Sigh! This is really enough! Sigh! I really don't know anything! Sigh! What can I do! Sigh! Damn it! What is this! There are really too many problems! Sigh! I don't know anything! Sigh! This is really enough! Sigh! Damn it, I don't understand! Sigh! Let me think about it! What is this! Sigh! I really don't understand! Sigh! It's important to understand the situation! Self-deception is more important! Sigh! Perhaps! That's how it is! Why can't I make myself feel better? Sigh! I'm timid in the face of reality! Is this okay? Sigh! I'm still not brave enough! Sigh! I only realized it now! I'm not considered a writer yet! Because! This is a problem! It's very simple! I can't even face myself! This is a joke! It's really my talent! I'm better than others! Sigh! How should I put it! You don't know! When I started writing back then! I couldn't write anything! Sigh! Forget it! I couldn't write a single word for a long time! Sigh! This matter! I won't go into detail! Even a fool knows how to boast! Sigh! Damn it! It's useless even if I say it! Sigh! Damn it! This is not important at all! Sigh! I thought it was! This kind of thing! That's it! Sigh! Sigh! Damn it! It's mainly my own problem! Sigh! Let me think about it! What can I do? Sigh! I actually don't understand it myself! Sigh! Let me think about it! What is this! Sigh! Actually, I really don't know! Sigh! I still don't understand! Sigh! Forget it! This kind of problem! Sigh! I really don't know! Sigh! Think about it! Sigh! It's really enough! It's too unbearable! These things! I don't know it myself! Sigh! Can I understand it? Sigh! Damn it! Forget it! Sigh! Don't tell me I don't know! Sigh! It's really enough! Sigh! I don't know about it! Sigh! I don't know about it! Sigh! What do I think! Sigh! This kind of thing! I don't know about it! Sigh! Let me think about it! What is this! Sigh! Actually, I don't know about it! Sigh! I can't understand it! What is this! I really don't know about it! Sigh! Let me think about it! Sigh! It's really enough! Sigh! Actually, I don't know about it! Sigh! Forget it! I still can't understand it! This way! It's really not good! Sigh! It's really enough! Sigh! Let me think about it! What is this! Sigh! I really don't know about it! Sigh! I've thought about it clearly! This kind of thing! I really don't know about it! Sigh! There are too many problems! Sigh! Let me think about it clearly! All these things! What can I do? Sigh! I think I still don't understand it! For the sake of living! Sigh! I'm not myself anymore! I'm really a beast! Sigh! Forget it! These things! Are a problem! Sigh! Forget it! Don't tell me I don't know about it! Sigh! It's really enough! Sigh! Damn! I actually don't know about it! Sigh! Think about it! This kind of thing! I actually don't know about it! Sigh! Don't tell me I don't know about it! Sigh! It's really enough! Sigh! Let me think about it! What is this! Sigh! It's also enough! Sigh! Don't tell me I don't know about it! What is this! It's really enough! There are too many problems! Sigh! Don't tell me I really don't know about it! Sigh! It's really enough! What am I thinking about? This is a problem! It's very simple! Sigh! I actually don't know about it! Damn! It's really enough! What is this! Sigh! These are my problems! Sigh! I don't understand!