Today, he saw his goddess again!

His mood was exceptionally happy!

How he wished he could see her again!

Damn!

Could this be the so-called distance in reality!

I don't understand!

I know that maybe!

We won't know each other for the rest of our lives!

And we can't be friends!

And we can't be together!

Reality is just so nonsensical!

What can I do!

I can only accept it silently!

I don't think I have any other choice!

Just thinking about it is enough!

My feelings for her!

She's a little different!

She's different from other girls!

She won't move!

Just like dating or something!

Her feelings are similar to mine!

The problem is that I don't know how to start!

I don't have the strength to accept it!

What if she's not as good as I think!

What if she doesn't like me!

These are all problems!

Damn!

I can't lie to myself!

Say that she likes me!

Because I don't know her at all!

This problem!

It's very serious!

But I believe that hope is good!

Damn!

I still don't understand!

These things!

I can only continue!

I really don't understand!

These things!

I don't know how to deal with them!

I'm still a little scared!

It's fine as long as I believe!

Why do I have to force it!

Damn!

Maybe!

I love her!

Although we can't be together!

But!

My feelings for her!

I should keep it in my heart!

Damn!

How would I know!

Alright!

There's no need to talk about such a sad problem!

Damn!

What a pity!

My goddess!

She'll leave me in the end!

It's not me leaving her!

It's her leaving me!

I still don't have the strength to accept it!

I thought so!

I thought that we can be together!

I still don't know!

These things!

Damn!

I still have to continue!

This feeling!

Damn!

I really don't know!

This problem!

Relationship problem!

I'm willing to believe in her unconditionally!

I can accept this!

That's pure nonsense!

Love is such a thing!

It's easy to make people!

Dizzy!

Brain!

I don't feel good!

I want to be together with her so much!

But that's impossible!

How would I know!

I really don't know!

Damn!

It's not that I don't believe!

I'm afraid!

I think!

This problem is very serious!

These feelings!

Are free!

Selfish!

And even more cruel!

I still don't understand!

Just think about it!

This is the only way!

This feeling!

I really don't know!

Damn!

What can I do!

Damn!

That's enough!

This problem!

Damn!

I still can't continue!

How would I know!

Damn!

I really don't know!

Damn!

Continue!

Think about it!

I want!

I'm really confused!

But sometimes!

I can be confused!

It's really good!

I'm not confused anymore!

Who's going to write!

This problem!

You should know!

But you don't know!

But I!

I really don't know!

This problem!

My heart is empty!

I can only bear it silently!

This pain!

How I hope!

I hope to be together with her!

I thought I'll be together with her!

I'll be happy!

I'll have a better life!

Damn!

That's enough!

You rascal!

People always like to lie to themselves!

I'm no exception!

I really didn't expect it!

This kind of thing!

What can I do!

I really don't know!

Actually!

I thought!

I'll be together with her!

I'll have the whole world!

Damn!

You can totally say that!

Let's see what you think!

Because sometimes!

How should I put it!

Let's not talk about this!

The way people like me think!

It's really a little weird!

Damn!

I can't accept it myself!

But I really don't understand!

I still can't escape!

Feelings are so destructive!

But this is a painful but happy feeling!

Damn!

I just found out!

If it's happiness!

How can it be!

I've experienced it!

It's impossible when I think about it!

It's a little difficult to walk!

I don't know!

But!

How should I put it!

This kind of problem!

I really don't know!

I think!

I can only love you!

Damn!

Maybe!

This kind of problem of feelings!

I'm obviously lying to myself!

But I really like her!

I don't know what I'm arguing with myself for!

Damn!

Forget it!

This problem!

I really don't know!

Forget it!

I can only continue!

This society now!

It's getting crueler!

Damn!

The so-called love!

Forget it!

It's pure nonsense!

Damn!

Of course!

These people!

In my opinion!

They can't change anything!

But how should I put it!

What can I change!

Just believe it!

This world!

Actually, no one can change it!

The reason is actually very simple!

People are people!

Looks like you really don't understand!

Damn!

I really don't know!

This kind of thing!

Damn!

Eat a meal!

It's indeed a little difficult!

People who usually read books!

How should I put it!

In my opinion!

Sigh!

Enough!

I really don't know!

What kind of people!

They know how to read books!

Actually, this isn't important!

Damn!

It's not about what you do where the ability is!

It's about what you want to do!

What can you do!

My dream!

It's very simple!

Live on!

Let more people live on!

Live on!

There's a price to pay!

There must be a sacrifice!

I can't accept it!

But I can only accept it!

This is something that can't be helped!

Think about it!

You rascal!

I really don't know!

Damn!

What can I do!

I really don't know!

This problem!

I really feel terrible!

I've had enough!

I still don't know!

Continue!

Damn!

I don't have many chances left!

Although this isn't much of a chance!

Of course!

I still think!

I should write something that I want to write!

This isn't against the law!

Actually, thinking is something!

It's very simple!

Really!

It's to be kind to others!

Live well!

It's that simple!

What do you think!

Actually, there are things!

It's not that complicated!

You can say that!

It's very simple!

But how should I put it!

There are some things that I don't want to care about!

What will come will come!

I should have the spirit of sacrificing myself!

This is a must!

I can have it!

Damn!

This kind of thing!

I still have to do it!

Accept it!

This is a must!

Damn!

The problem is!

I can't accept it!

I can't accept it!

Do you understand your problem?!

I don't understand!

I really don't know!

Damn!

Didn't you realize this problem?!

Actually, this isn't important!

If you want to live, you have to live well!

Be a person with integrity!

A person with quality!

I didn't expect!

These words came out of my mouth!

There are things!

They can't change the world!

Damn!

But they can change themselves!

Of course!

Thinking!

There will always be improvement!

Forget it!

Humans are living creatures!

Always!

Living creatures!

Which tiger doesn't eat humans!

This is a good saying!

Of course!

I'm also feeling emotional!

I can relax for a while!

I have the ability to fool myself!

It's also more powerful!

So I won't be in too much pain!

But what can I do!

I can't face it!

I have to face it eventually!

Now, what I hope for is!

I still want to get some terminal illness!

And then have no money to treat it!

Just die quietly like this!

Of course!

I won't die!

It won't affect me!

But humans live for themselves!

We see things from different angles!

But there are things!

Indeed, it won't change!

Forget it!

I should remember!

This feeling!

Damn!

I still prefer that kind of carefree life!

Obviously!

I can't live anymore!

There's a good saying!

People who are afraid of everything!

It's scary in itself!

What can I do alone?!

I think it's enough!

What do you think!

Even if I die now!

The world won't change anything!

Damn!

I'm risking my life!

I'm risking my life to create!

Damn!

You're fooling me!

Creating without using my life!

Using what!

Damn!

I only realized it now!

It turns out!

This required the spirit of dedication!

And it requires!

Giving up my life!

Forget it!

My life isn't that valuable!

I can't say how noble my life is!

Some lives are simply superfluous!

Damn!

Then it's my fault!

Looking at it from a different angle!

It's because of these people!

They've accelerated the progress of society!

Of course!

I can't keep up with them!

It's really a headache!

Obviously, I can't keep up with the times!

I thought I was leading the times!

That's such a great thing!

Forget it!

That's it!

I don't like it!

That kind of hedonism!

Enough!

Of course!

Society!

I've said it!

Not really!

I'm just expressing my own thoughts!

Damn!

Sometimes!

I can only accept it!

People like me!

I'm destined not to succeed!

Because I think!

Success isn't that simple!

So what if I'm rich!

It's not very successful!

Forget it!

It's just the so-called rich people!

It won't change anything!

Damn!

I only realized it now!

This problem is very simple!

Sometimes!

It's a little tragic!

It's also good for myself!

Damn!

Money and success!

Success!

I remember!

Someone said before!

A person's success isn't considered success!

I think!

This sentence is very true!

More people have to succeed!

That way, I'll naturally succeed!

Damn!

So what if I'm rich!

Damn!

What a joke!

Of course!

It's meaningless for me to say it like that!

I can't say it like that!

Damn!

Success!

This problem!

It's very complicated!

This is a false proposition!

I mainly want to express!

A way of life!

Is this really good!

Damn!

I really don't understand!

Damn!

People like me!

It's destined!

There's no good ending!

Of course!

The ending is too good!

How can there be a sense of tragedy!

Damn!

Forget it!

I still don't know!

I really don't understand!

Damn!

First of all, I have to express my point of view!

Damn!

Forget it!

Something!

I've said it!

You won't be able to learn it!

It's not that easy to learn!

Damn!

This kind of thing!

Not everyone can understand!

Damn, forget it!

You're talking nonsense again!

What I want to do is!

Let more people!

Be able to understand!

This doesn't make sense!

Of course!

I don't need to put myself on such a high pedestal!

Damn!

I don't care!

Damn!

This isn't very important!

I always like to brag about myself!

Damn!

Enough!

Is this really important!

Damn!

I've already sacrificed my life!

I've already sacrificed everything!

I've sacrificed my life!

Damn!

There's no need to ruin myself!

My life!

Although in the eyes of many!

In the eyes of the whole world!

I deserve to die!

Damn!

It's not that exaggerated!

The main thing is that I don't want to live anymore!

Actually, I don't want to die!

It doesn't affect me!

You can totally say that!

There are some things!

I'd better not care!

In some things!

I really don't have much talent!

I'm obviously a bit of a dreamer!

Damn!

Enough!

You rascal!

It's good that you know!

You really don't know!

Forget it!

This problem!

Let go of what should be let go!

It's very obvious!

I can let it go!

It's obvious that I can't let it go!

I'm a vain person!

But how should I put it!

This problem!

It's really hard for me to say!

Alright!

I can't do anything!

This kind of thing!

Damn!

I have to have a feeling that the whole world is my enemy!

Damn!

This feeling!

Normal people can't take it!

How did I go crazy!

It's not that I don't understand!

I feel that the whole world is against me!

They want to kill me!

Damn!

Forget it!

This problem!

It's good that I've thought it through!

I can't wait to die now!

Living is also a torture!

Of course!

Those who say they want to die!

Usually, they won't die!

Damn!

If they want to die, they would have done it secretly!

They wouldn't even die quietly!

This kind of person can't die!