I should have known that! I don't have it! Writing! The ability to tell stories! What am I?! A writer who shouldn't be a writer! Sigh! This statement is more complicated! Sigh! It's like falling in love with someone you shouldn't love! But that's not how it is! Reality is always so nonsensical! I've discovered stories! I can't write them at all! Sigh! Let me think about it! Sigh! I've discovered! I have the ability! I don't have it! Damn! It's destined! I can't rely on writing novels to make a living! Damn! I feel like crying! I want to get on the rich online authors list! From the looks of it now! I'm destined to have no chance! I can only imagine it! Sigh! It hurts so much! I'm going to cry! Why are you doing this to me! What did I do wrong?! Sigh! It's really enough! Because I can't face my hatred! I feel like a saint! Confucius and Mencius and the like! Maybe I think so! These people are like me! There's nothing to compare! I've won! What do you think! Fool! Damn! What can I do? Sigh! Alright! The next part! There's actually more! This isn't good! Sigh! Think about it! This is a problem! What should I say about myself! I can't face my ugly side! I'm actually more hypocritical than anyone else! I think I'm wearing a mask to live! I think! I don't know myself well enough! Of course! What's going on! Sigh! This isn't good! Sigh! There's no other way! How should I put it! This matter! I can't do it! Sigh! I really can't do it! Sigh! This is complicated! This isn't good! What do I think? What does this mean? This is obviously not good! Actually, I've already made my choice! There's nothing wrong with being compared to others! At least I can still tease others! I thought so! What is this situation! I don't need to succeed! I just want to write! Write what I want to write! Why do I have to live for others! I can't do it! Why? I don't like it myself! Even I can't! Help myself! How can I help others! A person who isn't selfish! How can I understand? What are the consequences of being selfish! Sigh! I should understand this! This isn't good! Sigh! What do I think? What do I think? Sigh! This is really enough! Sigh! What can I do? I have to pay the price for my actions! I should be clear about this! Sigh! How can I be like this! Sigh! There's no other way! Sigh! Let me think about it! What can I do? Sigh! It's not good for me to always be like this! Sigh! I like it this way! Just let me be like this! It's better this way! I can't actually love someone! Then I'll just let myself become unloved! Selfishness! There's nothing wrong with that! What do you think? Of course! Some things! There's no right or wrong! I think I'm all wrong! Everything I do! It's all wrong! Sigh! This matter! It's not good to say anything! Sigh! This is really enough! This matter! There's no other way! This is really enough! This is really not good! Sigh! This is a problem! How can I be like this! There are too many problems! It's always like this! There are too many problems! Sigh! I've thought it through! This is obviously a problem! Sigh! Damn! What do I think? What is this situation? Sigh! This is really enough! This way! It's obviously not good! That's what I think too! This is a difficult problem to solve! Sigh! I can only say that I'm too heartless! There's no other way! Kid, that's really enough! Get out of the way, I want to move bricks! Damn! This is something I can't accept! There's no other way! This is the reality! Sigh! This is really enough! This is a problem! Obviously, it's me! I don't know! Sigh! How can it be like this? Sigh! There's no other way! This is really enough! Kid! Do you want to die? I thought so! What is this situation? Sigh! This is really enough! Sigh! This is not good! Sigh! Let me think about it! What can I do about this problem? This is really not good! Sigh! This is really enough! Damn! I want to court death! Wait for me! Damn! This is a problem! I can't do anything about it! I still want to court death! An opportunity to court death! It's not bad! Why can't I do it? Give me some opportunities to court death! Why must I be so serious? Sigh! This is really enough! There's something wrong with my point of view! This is not good! Sigh! There's no way to know! This is really enough! Sigh! Let me think about it! Sigh! This is not good! Sigh! This is really enough! This is a problem! There's no way to know! Sigh! This is really enough! What kind of problem is this? Sigh! I don't understand! This is not good! Sigh! I don't know! This is not good! This is really not good! I think! I don't know! Sigh! This is really enough! I thought so! What is this situation? This is really not good! This is really not good! Sigh! I still have no way to know! Sigh! This is really enough! I can't understand this problem! Let me think about it! What is this! Sigh! Am I good! This is really not good! This is really not good! Sigh! Actually, I will never understand! Sigh! What can I do about this problem! Sigh! This is really enough! Sigh! Let's just forget it! I thought so! What can I do about it! Sigh! This is really not good! This is really not good! Let me think about it! I don't know! There's no way to know! Let's just forget it! I thought so! This is really not good! Sigh! This is a problem! This is not good! Let me think about it! In my wallet! And a few yuan! I don't think so! What a pity! Put it there! There's nothing bad about it! I might be able to use it! Am I clear? Sigh! This is really enough! In the bank card! There's not much money left! This is obviously not good! I thought so! What is this situation! Sigh! Sometimes! I'm really envious! When others are richer than me! Sigh! I hate it! Sigh! What is this! This is not good! Sigh! There are too many problems! Get out of the way! What can I do about it! This matter! There's no other way! Sigh! This is really enough! I'm still lacking something! It's a sense of responsibility! It's also pressure! You think so! Isn't the pressure on me enough? It's annoying me to death! I thought so! What is this situation! This! This is really not good! Sigh! There's no way to understand! This is really enough! Let me think about it! This kind of situation! I'm really not clear about it! What is this! Sigh! There's no other way! Sigh! This is not good! Sigh! I'll continue! This is really not good! Let me think about it! Think carefully! This kind of thing! This is really enough! Sigh! This is really not good! Sigh! There's no other way! This is really enough! This is not good! Sigh! What do I think so! What is this situation! Sigh! This is really enough! I want to find a Ms. Perfect! Can't I do that? I like her! I do like her! I can't do anything about this problem! Sigh! What is this! One must have a goal! Like beautiful women! What's wrong with that? Sigh! This is really enough! I don't understand this problem! Sigh! This is something I don't know! Sigh! This is really enough! These problems! I still don't know! Sigh! I don't understand! Sigh! It looks like I should become a writer! I'm still lacking something! I'm just a bystander now! There are some things I can't do! Sigh! So! Think about it! What should I do about this problem! Sigh! I can't accept it! This problem is too complicated! Think about it! What should I do! Sigh! There's no other way! At least! I'm still looking forward to it! At least! I still miss it! At least! I still love it! This way! Feeling! It's really not bad! But! It's still quite painful! Sigh! How can I accept it! There's no other way! This is really enough! Sigh! Let me think about it! This problem! What can I do? Sigh! This is obviously not good! Sigh! This is really enough! Let me think about it! What can I do about these things? Sigh! This is really enough! Sigh! This is really not good! Sigh! These problems! I can't understand them! Sigh! What is this! Sigh! This is really enough! I don't know! Sigh! I don't think I know! This is really enough! Sigh! This is a little more difficult! I don't know! Sigh! Let me think about it! What should I do? Sigh! What is this! It's good that I understand it! Congratulations! Haha! I can't understand these things! This is really enough! Sigh! This is a problem! The feeling of getting lost! It doesn't feel good! Sigh! This! I can't understand them! Sigh! How can this be? Sigh! I have no choice! Sigh! This is not good! Sigh! I thought so! What is this situation? Sigh! This is really enough! This! There is a problem! Sigh! Let me think about it carefully! What should I do? Indeed, this is what I need! Forget it! Maybe! Sigh! This matter! This is a problem to begin with! Sigh! There is really no other way! Sigh! This is really enough! This is not good! Sigh! This is not good! Sigh! I can't understand them! Sigh! This is really enough! This is not good! Sigh! What is this! I realized that other than being stubborn! Everything has softened! Damn! That's really enough! You are such a fool! Can you not be like this! Sigh! This is really enough! Sigh! My problem is obviously not good! This is really a pain in the ass! This is a problem! Sigh! What do I think? What should I do about this problem? Damn! I don't understand! How can I not answer this question! Sigh! I better not say it! This is a secret! Damn! This is a joke! So! I am actually! I don't have to choose! This is really enough! I don't understand! This is not good! Sigh! What do I think? What is this situation? Sigh! This is really enough! All kinds of problems! Sigh! The problem! Sigh! What is this! This is really enough! Sigh! What do I think? These things! What can I do? These things! What is this! Sigh! This is really enough! However, I am too arrogant! I am a little proud! This is not good! Sigh! Damn! This is the demeanor of a young person! Sigh! I am still looking for excuses! Forget it! This is what I need! I don't need it at all! Let's not talk anymore! It's useless even if I say it! I am who I am! Not someone else! Sigh! This thing! It is obviously simple! There is no other way! Sigh! This is really enough! I don't understand! This is a problem! What can I do? This is really enough! Is this okay? Let me think about it! What is this! Sigh! Damn! This is very stressful! As a beast who writes ten thousand words a day! What do you think! I didn't get it! Sigh! This is a creation with low IQ! Sigh! How dare you insult me! Damn! Low IQ! It is also low IQ! It seems! I am still so superficial! This is too superficial! This is really not good! I have never thought that! I will lose to others! Why! I don't understand! There is no reason for me to lose! But I still lost! I don't think that I have lost! Sigh! Perhaps! I will not lose at all! Sigh! Things like stream of consciousness! Comparing abilities! There are many more important things! Confidence is such a thing! It is not something that can be cultivated in a day or two! As for me! There is no reason for me to not be confident! Sigh! This is a problem! It is too direct! I want to live! I want to live! To put it simply! I will not do it! I will not even get to eat sh * t! Sigh! This is enough to explain the problem! Sigh! This is really enough! What I want is pure love! Why not! Perhaps! This will be the regret of my life! Sigh! Think about it! Sigh! I think I still don't understand! Sigh! As long as I can see through it! That is pure love! You will find out! People and people! There is no difference! Actually, I do not know! The one who should be criticized the most is myself! Selfish! I am more realistic than anyone else! Speaking of love! I am not worthy at all! So! Don't I want to do something! Sigh! I think I