I will continue! This is something that I do not know! There is no other way! Perhaps! I only understand now! How can it be like this! I think I still do not dare to make a choice! In the end! I am still like this! Perhaps I still have hope! This is a joke! Why can't I understand! It is not like I do not know my own situation! Actually, I am like this! I am already lying down and waiting for death! I thought so! What the hell is this! Sigh! This is really enough! Alright, I just paused for a moment! Yes, that's it! I still haven't realized the problem! Sigh! Of course, this itself is a problem! I realized that my ability to express myself is limited! Probably what I want to express! That is how much I love her! How much I want to be with her! And then how regretful it is! This is mainly what I want to express! Sigh! I feel that this is very difficult! Sigh! This is the main theme! I thought that we could be together! I thought that this was fate! I thought that we! Could be together forever! This is my dream! If it is possible! I will do my best! Although the strength is very small! I do not understand! I know! I do not know why I do not have the ability! I will give it to you! Blissful! Sigh! Only now do I realize how insignificant I am! I still have a basic salary of 32 yuan! Sigh! I eat at least 20 yuan a day! These days! I am living well! Sigh! There is no other way! I do not want to say anything! Sigh! I am thinking! What should I do in the future! Sigh! There is no other way! I will always be delusional! I thought that I would be popular! Forget it! This kind of thing! There is really no other way! Sigh! Life is always so painful! I cannot accept it! I have to accept it! Sigh! In the past! I do not understand! Only now do I understand! Love is actually a kind of scoundrel! As for me! I do not dare to choose! As expected! To be a writer! And willfulness! There is a price to pay for it! What am I afraid of! I know what will happen in the future! No one knows! Why do I say that! At that time! When I am old! What else can I do! Sigh! There is no other way! I have to think about these problems! But thinking about it is useless! But I cannot only care about what is in front of me! I am old! What should I do! Now, it is hard to say! I can totally treat myself as a full-time writer! I will treat it as if I am not working! Sigh! I do not want to face such a thing! Sigh! I do not want to face such a thing! Reality is always so cruel! There is always a lot of pressure! No one will be responsible for my future! Sigh! I really did not expect this! It actually turned out to be like this! I can't do it! There is no other way! Sigh! This is really enough! I did not understand in the past! What are the rules! Only now do I understand! There is no other way! Perhaps life is like this! Fortunately! Everything is unfair! Life and death! Absolute fairness! Things like talent! Forget it! Don't think that it is a good thing! This thing! It is really too torturous! Sigh! Genius! It is also very painful! Sigh! Damn! Not everyone can be a genius! Sigh! Reality is always so painful! Sigh! What can I do! Sigh! There is no other way! Sigh! So! Actually! What am I trying to say! Genius! That is a joke! Everyone thinks that they are geniuses! But those who do not think that they are geniuses! They are often geniuses! Of course! Geniuses! How do I calculate that? Sigh! It is actually very simple! All I need to do is work hard! Things like geniuses! What can I do! Sigh! Damn! I thought so! I used to want to know as well! Why can't I have extraordinary talent?! I pursued it with all my might! But I still failed in the end! Sigh! At that time, I was eager to win! I don't have that feeling anymore! Because even if I win, it is useless! Winning and losing! There is no difference! Sigh! Things! A lot of things! Sigh! Damn! Find a girlfriend! Such things! It is more troublesome! Sigh! What I am doing now! It is very simple! Let me live on! Find a girlfriend! Yesterday, I actually had a dream! I dreamed that I don't want to find a girlfriend! How can that be? There is no other way! I think I really don't understand! Sigh! Forget it! Such things! It is really enough! Sigh! No one has ever said that I am a genius! Then how did I discover it! Sigh! Do I have any reason not to believe it? There is no other way! Furthermore! Such things! They can't solve my problems! It feels like I am being possessed by a ghost! Sigh! I really didn't expect this! Such a situation! It is indeed more complicated! What can I do? There is no other way! Such things! What can I do! Sigh! It is really enough! I won't know! There is no other way! Sigh! What do I want to do! Sigh! I will experience it myself! Sigh! I still don't have enough perseverance! I thought that! These things! What can I do? Sigh! I am still afraid to face them! Therefore, I must remember my own choice! Sigh! I always feel afraid! I always feel a headache! I am getting old now! I can't run anymore! There is no other way! Sigh! What can I do? Sigh! I really don't have any other way! What do I think! These things! It can't be like this! I thought that this is a big problem! Sigh! It is really enough! I won't understand! Sigh! It can't be like this! Sigh! My problems are often unpredictable! What can I do? There is no other way! Sigh! It is really enough! What can I do! Sigh! My problems! What can I do! Sigh! Damn, I am too naive! What do I think! What can I do! Sigh! Damn! This thing! It is really not a good thing! I thought that! What is this! Sigh! It is really enough! Actually, think about it from my point of view! This problem is very easy to solve! That is the feeling of instant understanding! Sigh! It is really enough! It can't be like this! There is no other way! What can I do! Sigh! It is really enough! Sigh! I really can't do it myself! What do I want to do? Sigh! Damn! So! What do I want to do! Sigh! It is really enough! This is something that can't be helped! Sigh! What a pain in the ass! Something like this! Actually, this is very simple! Sigh! Thinking like this! It is very simple! Damn! Obviously, this is not good! Sigh! This is my problem! Sigh! So! Damn! Humans are humans! Not gods! Sigh! Forget it! These things! I really can't know! There is no other way! What do I want to do! Sigh! It is really enough! I won't understand! Sigh! What can I do! Sigh! This kind of thing! What do I want to do! This is something that can't be helped! I study economics! I understand what I should understand! I understand what I don't understand! Sigh! What is this! Sigh! Actually, this kind of thing! It is really hard to say! Sigh! Damn! This kind of thing! I don't know! Sigh! Forget it! Sigh! What can I do! Damn! Let me think about it! Sigh! This kind of thing! It's really hard to say! Sigh! What can I do! There is no other way! Damn! Forget it! Sigh! It is really enough! Sigh! Damn! This kind of thing! What can I do! There is no other way! What is this! Sigh! I don't know! Sigh! I thought! This kind of thing! What should I do! Sigh! Let me think about it! Think about it! There is nothing wrong with thinking about it! Sigh! What is this! Sigh! Damn! This kind of thing! I can't say anything! Sigh! This is a waste of my saliva! There are some things! It is useless to say anything! Sigh! What is this! Of course! Everyone will understand! Some things are not good to say! Sigh! Humans are humans! Of course! That is indeed the case! I can't do it! Sigh! I can't do it! It can't be like this! Sigh! I can't feel it! What can I do! Sigh! I am not suited to work! I realized! It is actually like this! I won't do anything! I only found out now! How should I say it! It is not good! There is no other way! Of course, the problem is always very simple! Sigh! What can I do! I can only wait to carry bricks! I thought! This kind of thing! I really don't know! Sigh! There is no other way! What do I think! This kind of thing! What can I do! Sigh! It's really enough! I don't know! There is no other way! I think I really don't understand! Sigh! It can't be like this! There is no other way! Sigh! What can I do! Sigh! It's really enough! Sigh! What is this! Sigh! What do I think will happen? I don't understand! Sigh! It's really enough! This is something I can't understand! Sigh! The problem! This kind of thing! Sigh! It's really enough! This is also something I can't understand! Sigh! Let me think about it! What can I do! Sigh! Damn! This kind of thing! I don't know! Sigh! I thought! What kind of situation is this? Sigh! It's really enough! I can't understand! What can I do! Sigh! It's really enough! This kind of thing! Sigh! I can't think of it! Sigh! There is no other way! What can I do! Sigh! It's really enough! Sigh! I can't understand! What do I think! What is this! Sigh! Damn! Do I think this is okay? Sigh! I thought! Sigh! What happened now! It's hard to say! I didn't think! It's actually like this! This is life! Sigh! How can it be like this! Sigh! What kind of situation is this? Sigh! If there was only one Elixir of Immortality! Eating half of it would make one immortal! But it would age! Eating less than half of it would have no effect! Who would you give the elixir to? This answer! It's too simple! Sigh! So! You still don't want to admit your selfishness! So! Humans are selfish! If in this world! There is only one Elixir of Immortality! The same logic! Who should you give it to? Sigh! This kind of question! It's very incisive! It's such a incisive question! It can be seen from this question! Humans are selfish! Sigh! Still like