I don't understand! Sigh, what can I do! Change my mood! Sigh, living is really too painful! Sigh, I don't like an ordinary life! Sigh, but how should I put it? I've always been ordinary! I only know how to deceive myself! Sigh, what else can I do! Sigh, actually, the problem lies with me! This world still needs warmth! But it's too cruel! I don't understand! What's the point of saying it like this! Sigh, what do you know! Sigh! Humans are humans! They must have their own characteristics and commonalities! Sigh! Some are Innate! Some are Acquired! Sigh, what do I think? That's easy to say! How should I put it! Everyone wants to live a better life! Sigh, that's for sure! But that's difficult! It requires everyone's hard work! Sigh! I don't think it's a dream! It's a dream! It's a dream! That's nonsense! Sigh, maybe! Maybe I'm the only one who cares about this! You don't understand! I think I'm still too naive! What do I know! I can only say that humans are humans! Sigh! I don't understand! But there are some problems that need to be dealt with properly! I don't quite understand what you mean! Sigh, there will always be problems! It's impossible that there won't be any problems! Actually, how should I put some problems! In my opinion, they're not interesting! All kinds of problems! I think that these problems are more realistic! But they still need to be faced! There's no other way! I also feel very scared! Actually, I'm scared of myself! Of course, what do some people say! Sigh, I feel sad! Sigh, I'm really smart! Of course, who would think that they're not smart! Sigh, that's why I have an advantage! Because I know that I'm an idiot! Sigh, of course, that's what I say! It's not very good! What do I understand! Sigh! My own problems! Sigh, I thought I understood! Sigh! Damn, that's not important! Sigh, if! Sigh! But there's no if! Sigh! But there are some things! How should I put it! Sigh! It's not very easy to deal with! Sigh, these problems aren't something that can be dealt with by one person! It requires everyone's efforts! Of course, it's impossible to do that! Who doesn't think for themselves! Sigh, it's really enough! What do I want to do! Whose fault is this? Sigh, I think naivety is also a disease! Cowardice! It's also a disease! That's why I'm mentally ill! Because I can't face certain things! That's why I got the so-called punishment! Sigh! Damn, why can't I be a brave person! How should I put it! Sigh, this is a problem! Sigh! That's not good! What I want to say is! Compromise! There's no way for us to make do! That's how life is! No one can make do! But reality is cruel! Sigh! This is hard to say! My problem! I don't think I'm brave enough! How should I put it! I have my own problems! Of course, what can I do! I can only blame myself for it! I feel so sad! I feel so ugly! Sigh, what a degenerate person! You don't understand! Sigh, but how should I put it! Sigh, it's completely unclear! People like me should really die! What do you think! Sigh, that's not good! I really don't know! How can I be like this! People like me! All kinds of bad! Sigh! What can I do! Sigh, I need to deal with my own problems! I obviously can't deal with them! What can I do! Sigh, I don't know at all! What do I want to say! I need to think before doing things! Sigh, I think people! Maybe they're just living! Can't they have a little ambition? My own problems! Sigh, I don't have the right! To ask others to be like me! Of course, others don't have the right either! To ask me to be like them! I think living is not just living! To live with a spirit! A quality! I'm always being laughed at! Of course, I ignore a lot of it! What do you think! Sigh, what do I care about! Sigh, you don't understand! Peasant thinking! It's also thinking! I'm afraid you don't have any thinking! There's no good or bad thinking! Maybe people do! Sigh! But I need to regulate my conduct!