What do I think? The pressure is not small! Sigh, there are too many troubles! The feeling of starving to death at any moment! That is the situation! Don't tell me I don't know! It's my own problem! What do I think? Actually, I don't have a choice in this matter! What do I think? Is this a good thing? Sigh, I can't accept it at all! What do I think? There's no choice in this! Don't tell me I don't know! Sigh, it's really sad! Do I think this is a good thing? Forget it! I really don't know! It's too painful! What do I think? Sigh, damn it, the pressure! I don't even have the feeling of writing a book! Actually, it's like this! Sigh, I can't accept it at all! That is the situation for me! Sigh, I don't know at all! What can I do? Do I think this is a good thing? Sigh, what do I think? I can't accept it at all! Don't tell me I don't know! How sad I am! Sigh, I don't know at all! What do I think? This kind of thing is really too much! My mistake! What do I think? There are some things that I can only say Hur Hur! Sigh, how sad! Looks like I'm really a lunatic! Only now do I know! Sigh, what do I think? There's no choice in this! That's how reality is! I can't accept it at all! What do I think? Sigh, is this a good thing? Some things are actually like this! It's just what I think! Sigh, it's too scary! Sigh, what do I think? Some things are a little scary! Things that I would be scared of myself! Sigh, I didn't think it would be like this! I finally understand what it's like to love and hate at the same time! It's boring! I finally understand what it means to be the best of the best! I feel like it's a joke! This kind of person is the saddest! Sigh, what the hell! Only now do I realize! Sigh, what the hell! This feeling of love and hate at the same time! It's really too contradictory! Sigh, contradictory! Why is it contradictory! It's not as good as I think it is! Sigh, there's also something that I can't bear! The reality is that I can't even protect myself! What a scam! What do I think? Actually, there's no choice in this! What do I think? It's not good to be like this! I don't know at all! What do I think? What can I do! Sigh, my problem! What do I think? What can I do! Sigh, it's too painful! Some things are like this! Don't you think? What's the point of saying that? Sigh, interesting! I still need to understand these things! It's too painful! I can only say that the life I want! I can only think about it! With the girl I like! With the girl I love! It's impossible! Because I don't understand it at all! Sigh, it's too sad! People who yearn for love! Often don't understand love! Sigh, what do you think? It's my fault! Sigh, there's not much meaning in being like this! Sigh, this is really stressful! Don't you think? Sigh, this is really enough! Sigh, I don't know at all! What do I think? Sigh, it's not good to be like this! What can I do! Sigh, what do I think? All kinds of bad! I don't understand it at all! Sigh, it's too painful! What do I think? Sigh, this is really not good! But I don't have a choice! Don't you know? Sigh, this is really enough! My pain! Don't you know? This is really enough! It's my own fault! What do I think? What do I want to do about this! Sigh, this is really enough! I don't understand! What can I do! This is really sad! Don't you know? Sigh, I was wrong! Really wrong! I thought! These things are obviously my own fault! Don't you know? Sigh, this is really sad! What do I think? I didn't think it would be like this! Sigh, this is really enough! Sigh, although I can't accept it! But reality is like this! I don't know! Don't you know? Sigh, this is really enough! I don't understand! These problems! I really can't accept it! Don't you know? Sigh, I was wrong! Really wrong! That's why I have to grasp it! It's my fault to write it like this! Sigh, feel it! Sigh, I'm just thinking about it! It seems that I still can't understand it! Can't understand it! It's not interesting! I think it's funny! It's totally meaningless! What do I think? This is not good! How can it be like this! It's my own fault! Don't you know? Sigh, this is really enough! I just want to say! To use that classic phrase! I don't know this! I can't bear this! Why should I be a writer! Sigh, you're a joke! Sigh, there's no meaning! How can you say that about me! Sigh, there's no meaning! Don't you know? Sigh, this is really enough! It's my mistake! Sigh, how can it be so painful! Sigh, I can't accept it at all! Don't you know? Sigh, it's my fault! Sigh, it's really something I can't bear! I admit that I'm a joke! Sigh, I'll work harder! I don't care