I'll take a bath first! I'll write it later! Sigh! It's so sad! Is this okay? How I crave for hope! But I don't know what happiness is! I want to be with the person I love! But is this possible? There are too many loves! There is always one possibility that is impossible! What do I think? Sigh, what do I feel? Is there any meaning to it? Don't I know? Sigh, it's really enough! Don't I know? Sigh, it's too painful! Is this okay? I can't do it! Sigh, there's a problem! Do I know? Sigh, it's too painful! Is this okay? It's impossible that I don't know! Sigh, it's so depressing! Don't I know? This is really enough! Sigh, it feels like the problem is more serious! My degree of control! There's also a problem! It's impossible that I don't know! Sigh, the question of whether I love or not is a little hard to accept! Do I know? Sigh! It's impossible that I don't know! Sigh, falling in love with a desire! Sigh, it's so sad! What else can I do? Sigh, what should I do? Sigh, forget it! Sigh, it's so sad! There's indeed a problem with this! Sigh, I'll feel it properly! It's really not okay! Sigh, it's really sad! What do I feel? Sigh, I don't think I know either! Sigh, it's too painful! Is this okay? What do I feel? Sigh, it's really painful! Is this really okay? I don't know either! Sad! Is this okay? Sigh, is this interesting? It's impossible that I don't know! Sigh, there's a problem! Sigh, it's too serious! Is this okay? Do I understand? Sigh, it's impossible that I don't know either! Sigh, damn it! This is such a sad thing! Let me think about it properly! This is really enough! Sigh, it's so painful! Don't I know? Sigh, what do I think? That's a problem! What do I feel? Sigh, there's no other way! Let me feel it properly! Damn it! It's so painful! Is this okay? What do I feel? Sigh, is this interesting? This thing! Sigh, it's so sad! This problem! What do I think? Sigh, think about it! Is this okay? What do I feel? Sigh, think about it carefully! It's too painful! Do I understand? Sigh, the problem is a little serious! What do I feel? Sigh, it's so sad! Is this okay? It's impossible that I don't know! Is this interesting? How do I not know? Sigh, what do I feel? It's too painful! Is this okay? What do I think? Is this okay? Do I understand? Do I think I understand? Sigh, it feels like this is not easy to bear! It's impossible that I don't know! Sigh, it's also quite confusing! What do I feel? Sigh, there's a problem anyway! Do I understand? Sigh, it's also sad! Is this okay? It's impossible that I don't know! Sigh, it's too painful! Is this okay? What do I feel? Sigh, it's sad! Is this okay? Do I understand? This matter! Do I know? It's really enough! What do I feel? Sigh, there's a problem too! Do I understand? Sigh, it's too painful! This matter! It's really enough! How sad! Let me think about it myself! Do I understand? This matter is really enough! Is this okay? Sigh, it's too sad! Is this okay? I don't feel it! Sigh, it's too painful! Do I not know? Sigh, it's too sad! This matter is too sad! This matter! Let me think about it! How sad! Is this okay? What do I feel? Sigh, there's a problem! What do I feel? Sigh! It's painful! Is this okay? Sigh, it's too sad! Think about it carefully! Is this okay? Sigh, the problem is more serious! What do I feel? Sigh, it's too hard to bear! Damn it! Don't I know? Sigh, it's really a problem! Sigh, it's really enough! It's impossible for me not to know! Damn it! How sad! What do I think? Sigh, this matter is not easy! Sigh, there's a problem! Is this okay? What do I feel? Sigh, this matter is a little serious! Don't I feel it! Damn it! It's really enough! Don't I know? Sigh, it's too hard! Is this okay? Sigh, the problem is more serious! What do I feel? Sigh, it's a little sad! Sigh! There's something I should have known! Damn, it's sad! What do I think? Sigh, it's painful! Is this okay? Sigh, it's sad! Sigh, what's the point? What do I feel? Sigh! Think about it carefully! It's impossible for me not to know! What do I feel? Sigh, there's a problem! Damn! You really …