I'm thinking about my girlfriend! If she were to see what I've written here! Would she beat me up! Sigh! How would she feel! Hur hur, I've already written all these! It should be! The first hundred chapters! I've already written them! Sigh! Damn! I feel like I've let her down! I'm not even sure if she'll read them! I should be clear about it! Hur hur, a lot of times! They're all repeated! I realized that it's really great! Most people would vomit blood if they read it! I'm still alright when I write it! Just write it like this! Sigh! Hur hur, I'm a little tired! Sigh, what am I thinking! Hur hur! Most people would also be tired if they read it! Because how should I put it! There's no plot, no passion! How can it be interesting! Hur hur! Damn! That's not important! Actually, I'm in a good state! Actually, my state has always been the same! Just starting to doze off! Can't wake up! Then! I'm about to wake up! I'll write for a while! There's only 20 minutes left! Hur hur! It's all a trap! I can only write for 20 minutes! I'll be sending the 21 manuscript to my girlfriend later! So! Hur hur! You're so bored! I feel it myself! Sigh, it seems very scary! I feel it myself! Sigh, I feel it! Sigh, it's so painful! Sigh! Damn! Sigh, it's so sad! Damn, I don't even understand it myself! Sigh, it's so sad! It's my own problem! Sigh, why don't I know! Sigh! This is 22! Hehe! Sigh, it feels like it's going to break soon! Sigh, the difference is too big! The more the difference, the better! If there are no accidents! 21 can still be uploaded for another 20 days! After that, there won't be any more saved manuscripts! I can't write much now! It's like I'm half-dead! Sigh, it's all my own problem! Don't blame yourself! It's useless! What do I hope for! That's not the main point! I hope that she'll be fine! It's actually my girlfriend's name! I don't want to write it! Nickname or something! I don't want to use it either! There are always things that I can't write! I realized that I've written it before! It's basically hopeless! Then! Girlfriend! It's so painful to write about my girlfriend! Sigh! Damn! It's all a trap! This question is so weird! I really can't face it! This will make me feel very painful! So there are things that I don't dare to use! Sigh, it hurts! Sigh, some things about girlfriends! I can't write it! Because I'm afraid of pain! Sigh, damn! I'll write it! It's very uncomfortable! Because I'm not sure about our relationship yet! If there's a chance in the future, I'll write our story again! I'm afraid I can't write it anymore! There's no chance! Because when I think of this story! I'll have a headache! What should I do! Sigh, can I not face it! It's unimaginable! She doesn't want me! What would it be like to know! Can I be afraid? Can I be in pain? Pain has to go through her consent! You're such a pain! Damn! What else can I say! I'm really afraid! Sigh, it hurts! But how should I say it! I can be very, very uncomfortable! Very, very painful! If she doesn't agree! That's not possible! She wants it to be with or without her! I want it to be good! Damn! Can I cry! I don't want to face this problem! Why can't the two of us be together! Sigh, you're so bored! Sigh, it's all tears! What can I do! A life without regrets is not a life! This sentence! Did I say that! Hehe! Sigh! I don't want to have such regrets! Maybe she's what I want! You say it like it's true! Those beauties! Don't you want them! Don't talk to me about this problem! I'm at the flowery stage! Sigh, they're all talents! What do I think! Sigh, it's so scary! Sigh, don't tell me I don't know! What do I hope to do! Sigh! Actually, I still don't understand myself well enough! Feelings are really complicated! I don't have any way to deal with it! Sigh! It's so painful! What do I think! Sigh, it's really painful! What does this count as! Sigh, it's so sad! What do I want! But I'm talking too much nonsense! But that's not important! There are a lot of things that I can't write! If I write, she'll beat me to death! But I only have myself to blame! Hehe! Can I say that I also like a few other girls! Sigh, I didn't even say a single word about this! Damn it! It's all my fault! I don't dare to say anything at all! What do I think! Sigh, what a painful feeling! What do I think! Sigh, it's really not easy! Sigh, it's really not easy! What does this count as! Let me think about it carefully! Sigh, it's really not easy! Let me feel it carefully myself! Sigh, all kinds of painful things! What do I think! Sigh, I think this is a serious problem! Sigh! Don't tell me that I don't know! Sigh, what do I think! Sigh, I probably don't know! There are a lot of weirdos! I saw the news yesterday! Girlfriend! Double eyelids cut! Swollen! He doesn't want a girlfriend! What a talent! This guy! Sigh! I can only say that this kind of person! I still don't understand! The severity of society! A girlfriend is willing to do it for her! This kind of girl can't be found everywhere, right? What can I say! This kind of girl wants to find me! Sigh! Damn! But! Damn! From my experience! How should I put it! I won't have this chance! The first person is ugly! Sigh! Stingy! No money! Fickle! Hur hur! So! I won't have this kind of chance! To make a girl fall in love with someone like me! It's harder than asking a girl not to put on makeup! Hur hur! It's all my problem! Isn't it good? When I saw the news! I exploded! Damn! Why can't I meet a girl like this! Sigh! Damn! I don't even know what the problem is! Maybe that girl's boyfriend! Very handsome! Very rich! Damn! What the f * ck! Considerate! A scumbag like me! Pervert! I really don't have any chance! He's handsome and rich! And he's f * cking considerate! I think I'm that kind of person! A person like me! Would there be a girl who likes someone like me! Ugly! No money! Selfish! Fickle! Promiscuous! Hur hur! What can I say! I'm not competitive at all! Sigh! I'll give up! A girl taking the initiative to throw herself at me! Maybe I don't have such a fate! I still have to be clear about this! Sigh! I'm not competitive at all! Damn! What can I do! Damn! So! Sigh! I'm that kind of person! It's normal for a girlfriend not to want one! Others are richer than me! More handsome than me! Better at taking care of others than me! More loyal than me! Why should I be the one! I'm ugly and have no money! My family is also very tragic! I'm not loyal! I'm that kind of person! It's normal for a girlfriend not to want one! It's human nature! I'll just quietly watch you brag! But this is reality! I'm also a beggar! I'm worse than a beggar! It's because I'm a failure! Sigh! I have no money! I'm ugly! I'm also useless! Sigh! And I'm also a f * cking fickle! What the f * ck! I'm not motivated at all! Because I found a lot of excuses! Would a girlfriend want me? I'm just like this! To be honest! I'm a girl! I won't want you either! But I'm not! I don't understand the world of women! What the f * ck! This is too scary! Not to mention that I'm not successful in anything! I'm also lazy! I want to roll in the sheets every day! Men like this! They're all over the streets! Why did they choose me! I should know where I stand! Hur hur! What a joke! Damn! It's too late! It's all a trap! Alright, I'm almost done sending my manuscript to my girlfriend! Don't I know! Forget about this! Sigh, I feel it myself! Sigh, what a scary look! What's this! Sigh, what a painful look! What's this! Sigh, it's so sad! Forget about this! Sigh, what a sad look! This is my own problem! Sigh, I'm thinking about a problem! Can't I like a few more girls? From the point of view of history and human development! This is not in line with the progress of human civilization! This is a problem with my character! Why do I have to be like this! This is because I'm not satisfied! Because my relationship with my girlfriend is not certain! I don't know if she will be with me! Sigh, it's all a trap! I feel it myself! Sigh, I might not be too clear about this! Sigh, why don't I understand! Sigh, what's this! Sigh, it's so scary! I feel it myself! Sigh, it's so sad! I feel it myself! Sigh, it's a painful feeling! Sigh, it's my own problem! The world of adults! I don't understand! Damn! City tricks are deep! I only understand now! Girls in big cities! Their makeup is getting better and better! Village girls are still alright! Damn! It's all a trap! However! I'll fall into a trap too! What should I do! Don't tell me I don't understand! Sigh, it's so scary! I feel it myself! I'm afraid I don't know! Sigh, what's this! Sigh, it's so sad! I feel it myself! Sigh, don't tell me I don't understand! Sigh, it's so scary! What's this! Sigh, it's so sad! I feel it myself! Sigh, it's so sad! Damn, it's so scary! What do I want! Actually, having her in my life is enough! But how do I put it! It's not good to have too many reasons! What does that mean! I can't take it! The torment of desire! I want to find a girlfriend! I want to find someone else! I can't accept it! Sigh, it's so painful! What's this! Sigh, I feel it myself! Sigh, it's so sad! Let me think about it carefully! Sigh, it's so painful! What's this! Sigh, it's so sad! Sigh, it's so sad! Sigh, it's so sad! Let me think about it carefully! Sigh, it's so sad! Sigh, it's so painful! What do I feel it myself! It's all a trap! All kinds of awesome! What do I feel it myself! Haha, I must be joking too! Sigh, don't tell me I don't understand! Sigh, this question is a trap! What do I feel it myself! Sigh, this question is so scary! Fortunately! It's all my own problem! I still don't understand some questions! Of course, these things! It's easy for me to understand! Don't tell me I don't understand! Sigh, maybe I don't understand either! Sigh, it's so sad! Sigh, it's so sad! What's so sad! Sigh, it's my own problem! Sigh, it's terrible! What do I feel it myself! Sigh, it's so hard to get it! Don't tell me I don't understand! Sigh, it's so sad! Sigh, it's so sad! Sigh, it's so sad! Sigh, it's so painful! Sigh, it's so painful! Sigh! What's so sad! Sigh, it's so scary! Let me think about it myself! Sigh, it's so scary! Sigh, I don't know! What do I feel it myself! What's the problem? It doesn't seem easy! Sigh, it's so scary! Sigh, it's so painful! Sigh, it's so painful! Sigh, it's so sad! Sigh, it's so sad! Sigh, it's so sad! Sigh, it's so sad! Sigh, it's so sad! Sigh, it's so sad! Sigh, it's so hard! Sigh, it's so hard to get it! Sigh, it's so scary! Sigh, it's so scary! Don't tell me I don't know! Sigh, it's so hard to get it! Sigh! What's so sad! Sigh, it's so hard! Don't tell me I don't know! Sigh, it's so hard to get it! Sigh, it's so sad! Sigh, it's so sad! Sigh, it's so scary! Sigh, it's so sad! Sigh, it's so scary! Sigh, it's so sad! Sigh, it's so painful! Sigh! Sigh, it seems I still