Sigh, how can it be like this! Sigh, it's so scary! Sigh, it's so painful! What's this! Sigh, it's really my own problem! Sigh, it's so scary! What's this! Sigh, it's all a problem! Damn it, my stomach hurts so early in the morning! Sigh, it can't be helped! I thought it was! Sigh, it can't be that I don't know! Sigh, maybe I still don't know! Sigh, I know it's a miracle! Damn it! Sigh, calm down! Why don't I know! Sigh, what a trick! What's this! Sigh, it can't be that I don't know! Sigh, it's all a trap! What's this! Sigh, damn it! What did I think it was! Sigh, I don't know! Sigh, it's so scary! Sigh, what's the point of looking like this! After all, I don't know! Sigh, what a special trick! What's this! Sigh, it's my own problem! Sigh, it's really not easy! Sigh, hahaha! Scary! What's this! Sigh, it can't be that I don't know! Sigh, it's really not easy! Sigh, what's this! Sigh! I don't know! What's this! Damn it, my stomach hurts! It feels like I'm going to die! Damn it! Alright, it's over! The next time I come, it's already two days later! Sigh, it's all a trap! I'm thinking about a problem! If it's a girlfriend! If she doesn't want me! What should I do! I can't face something like this! I'll be in so much pain! What kind of life is this! Sigh! I can't face it! What should I do! Damn it! I swear! I'll never fall in love again! Damn it! It's too tiring! Sigh, it's so painful! That kind of feeling! The feeling of not being able to see anything! It's full! Pain! Damn it! I thought so! Sigh! I was so afraid that she wouldn't want me! I'm still too young! I don't have a wife! Do I have that feeling of not being able to live anymore? That can be explained! I'm definitely a liar! Sigh! It's all a story! What can I say! Sigh! There are a lot of people you like! Sigh! I finally understood the meaning of flowery words! Sigh, I'm sorry! Sigh, it's full of tricks! Sigh! Damn it! As a trash! Do I have the capital to be like that? However, liking someone! It doesn't require capital! Sigh, because what capital! It's not enough! Liking someone! It's not enough at all! However, I like a lot of people! Sigh! It's full of holes! I like her! Can she come? I'm not sure! I'm still a liar! I still like to deceive myself! It's the easiest to deceive myself! Hehe, I'm joking! Actually, for people like me! Sigh, the most difficult thing is to deceive myself! The most brilliant deceit! There are flaws! I'm only deceiving myself! Sigh, it's just a matter of feelings! It's really too complicated! Sigh! I don't understand! Sigh, I might like someone! There are more! It's full of desires! Sigh, what should I do! Sigh, this problem! It's really not that easy! I don't think so! Sigh, it's really not that easy! I still don't know myself! Sigh, what's the big deal about this! Sigh! How could I say it! Sigh, it's all a problem! I still don't understand myself! A problem with my character! It's very serious! I didn't do anything! I just like women! Then! I just masturbated! Is it a crime to like women? Damn it! It's hard to say! The problem is! I like a lot of women! Sigh! Sigh, what a trap! Why can't I do that? Sigh, it's all my own problem! Sigh, what's the big deal about this! Sigh, it's all my own problem! Sigh, what's the big deal about this! Sigh! It's not easy! Sigh, it's not good! Sigh! What's the big deal about this! Sigh! Damn, how scary is this! Sigh, what's the big deal about this! Sigh, I thought it was! Sigh, how scary it was! Sigh, how scary it was! Sigh, I don't understand! Sigh, what's the big deal about this! Sigh, it's not easy! Sigh, it's my own problem! Sigh, it's so painful! Sigh, I thought it was! Sigh! Damn, how sad it was! Damn, I thought it was! Don't I know it! Sigh! It's not easy! Sigh! Damn! Sigh! It's such a sad feeling! Sigh! I still don't know it! Sigh! This woman! The problem! It's a big problem! Damn it! What should I do? Maybe I still don't know it! Sigh, what's the big deal about this! Sigh, I look so bored! Sigh, I can't control my desires! Sigh, this problem! It's complicated to explain! But the problem of a girlfriend! It should be placed first! No girlfriend! I'll explode! Damn it! What should I do! Damn it! The onlookers! There were also those who were afraid! Until today! Only then did I understand! What does it mean to deceive oneself and others! Sigh, it's so funny! This matter! Why did others choose me! I lusted after other people's beauty! Even I chose the good ones myself! Why can't others do the same! It's not like they owe me anything! Why did they choose me! There's no reason! Let it go! As a fool! Everyone knows that I like beautiful women! Good figure! Good personality! Girls like that! But there's no reason for them to choose me! But there's no reason! There are plenty of men! There's no reason for them to choose me! There are too many who are better than me! Why me! Sigh, it's a trap! Do I know myself! Sigh, I think so! Sigh, it's so scary! Sigh, of course, with my character of deceiving myself! I need to change! Anything is fine! Deceiving myself is very tiring, okay! Sigh! It's all a trap! What should I do! She doesn't want me! Sigh! Because I can't find her! Any reason she wants me! I don't even have a hair! Why does she want to be with me! There's clearly no reason! Damn! Someone like me who loves everyone I see! I also have this kind of confusion! Amazing! Sigh, what should I do! Take it slow! Will I explode! Damn it! Sigh, damn! This is hard to say! Because women are creatures! It's still too complicated! Sigh, I can't be satisfied! What she thinks in her heart! People like me! I don't have any advantage in finding a girlfriend! If there is one! I just eat a lot! To use that classic saying! I don't have any special skills! I only know how to eat! Eat 5 bowls! Damn it! Sigh! Damn it! I don't seem to know anything other than eating! Why do others choose me! To be my girlfriend! To be my wife! Sigh! These are all problems! I'm a girl! Would I want a boy like me! I can only say! There are so many men! Dream on! What do I think! Sigh, I look like I'm in pain! What do I think! Sigh, it's so sad! Sigh, I'm still too young! Sigh! How do I say the girl I like! Is it normal not to like me! Damn it! Why does it have to be so damn painful! Bitten by a dog! Sigh! Can it get better! I've said it before! She doesn't have any reason to choose me! Ending! It's already destined! I can't calm down! Is that important? I don't have any special abilities! Other than eating and sleeping! I don't know anything else! Sigh! It's all a trap! Damn it! Of course, this problem! It makes me feel very uncomfortable! What should I do! Sigh, I'm thinking about a problem! Sigh, some things can't be changed so easily! Sigh! What do I think! Reasons not to choose me! There are many! Sigh, it's all my fault! What is this! Sigh, do I not understand myself! Sigh, it's so scary! What is this! What is this? Sigh, it's my own problem! Sigh! It's scary! Sigh, it's all because I don't know myself! Sigh! What do I think! Sigh! Calm down! Think about it carefully! This matter! Sigh! It's actually very simple! Be calm! Can I not be calm? Can I drink two bottles of dichlorvos? Damn it! I'd better not drink it! But I really want to get rid of myself! Damn it! Why don't you want me! Could it be the feeling of loving someone! Damn it! It's so meaningless! Sigh! Hur hur, maybe I should have known! How many women have I loved? Damn it! My one sentence of 'I love you'! I can't exchange it for a lifetime! Damn it! It's all a trap! Can I say that I hate women? Hur hur! What a joke! The words' I love you '! Who doesn't know how to say it! Is there any actual action?! People are alive! Not dead! It's not that I love you! Then I can let her live on well! It's useless, right?! Sigh! It's indeed like that! What should I do! I love you! It's not just that I love you! Shout slogans! Who doesn't know how to say it! Hur hur! I love you! Who's right! I can say it all! Sigh! I'm still too stupid! I thought that I said it! There are people who are willing to be with me! However! Not at all! Damn it! Of course! The more people I love! The more I understand! The so-called 'I love you'! I like you! It doesn't have any effect, right? But is it important?! It's not that I love you! It has nothing to do with you! Love doesn't need capital! It doesn't need capital to like someone! Because no capital is enough! I still don't understand! Like someone! Love someone! What kind of situation is that?! It's not enough! This is very simple! Hur hur! Sigh! What do I think! Sigh! Like someone! Love someone! Then love properly! Like! The rest is not important! People only have a lifetime! Sigh! But it's useless! Just like what they said! I'm just a playboy! I still like to deceive others! Sigh! The worst thing is! I even deceive myself! Sigh, young man! What happened to love? Damn it! Don't deceive me! I still don't understand human nature! Bitten by a dog! But! I definitely know what I'm doing! Sigh! I'm guilty! Damn it! Sigh! How can I be like this! I have to pay the price for deceiving myself! Sigh! What a scam! This is my own problem! Sigh! It's not easy! What should I do! Sigh! It's all a trap! What should I do! Sigh! It's really not that clear! What do I think! Sigh! It's really not easy! Sigh! What can I know! Sigh! It's a problem that I don't know! Sigh! What is this! Sigh! How sad I look! Sigh! What do I think! Sigh! I'm such a cruel and unscrupulous person! It's a trap! This matter! I can't say anything about myself! How should I say it! Sigh! Someone like me! It's the saddest! Myself! I've been deceived too badly! Sigh! Actually, I don't love someone as much as I think I do! Damn it! Sigh! What a special trap! What do I think! Sigh! It's really not easy! This is such a contradiction! Sigh! What should I do! Sigh! It's really not easy! Sigh! Damn! There are so many traps! What do I look like! Someone like me! Someone with a rotten heart