What am I doing here! To think about life! Damn it! I'm going to vomit blood! I want to reflect on it! The feeling of being slapped in the face! I feel like I can't extricate myself! Haha! Actually, it's not bad! Damn it! What's life! I still need to think about it properly! My balls hurt! It's very normal! After all, I've been eating melons! I've been eating melons for too many years! It's not very normal! Even in a normal state! I still have to lie down and eat melons! I belong to a state! A very unstable kind of person! A mental patient! I'm still a mental patient! I can't calm down for a long time! Actually, it's not bad! I have a trap! Damn it! What kind of situation is this! It's not optimistic! What else do I want to express! It's still very difficult! Hur hur! Damn it! It takes too long! Minutes and whatnot! I really can't react in time! Hur hur! Actually, I can feel confused! It's not bad! Damn it! I'm dying of dizziness! Hur hur! I'll get used to it! This is a kind of normal state! Young people! I can't stay calm! Hur hur! I feel it myself! Damn it! Because I'm old! I've been eating melons for years! Hur hur! I finally understand now! What does it mean to be diligent! Desolate from eating melons! Hur hur! I have to think about it properly! Damn it! I can't take it lying down! Hur hur! I feel it myself! So depressing! And then! I feel that I can't do it! My thinking speed! Too much of a melon eater! Damn it! No one can understand that pain in the ass! Hur hur! The age level is different! Hur hur! Mentality and whatnot! It's unfair! Things that can affect me! There are too many! My brain is already disabled! I'll eat melons when I'm not in a good state! Actually, when I'm in a good state! It's the same! I'll insist on getting my bento box! I can't take it lying down! Damn it! In a short period of time! I can't improve! Progress and whatnot! It's all relative! These things! I've never come into contact with them before! It can't be said to be all kinds of strange things! I have an opinion! Hur hur! What is going on! I need to think about it first! Damn it! I can't take it lying down! Hur hur! I feel it myself! Haha! I don't understand it myself! Damn it! There's no other way! Mood and whatnot! It's too melancholic! I'm done for! Difficulty and whatnot! It's not just big! Of course! This problem is definitely more simple than saving the world! It's much simpler! Hur hur! I have to admit it! I can't calm down! Hur hur! What a joke! I still don't quite understand! Haha! It's a problem with mentality! I can't do anything about it! The pressure is too great! Damn it! It's the so-called strategic material! Seriously insufficient supply! Damn it! I can't accept it! And then! There are too many things that I have to face! Insufficient material! It's also quite vexing! And then! Life and whatnot! Just thinking about it gives me a headache! Damn it! I thought so! I definitely haven't eaten yet! I've eaten too much! And then I'm courting death! I'm feeling dizzy. It's like courting death! I'm done for! There's no other way! Sigh, what should I do! I'm starving! I should pay attention to some problems! Damn it! My heart is too tired! I'm powerless to court death! Damn it! I still need to work hard! Damn it! I'm done for! Do I have a choice? I can think that I do! This way! It's still better! The trap of the bystanders! I still don't understand! Damn it! It's really too deep of a trap! He's tricking himself like this! Isn't it not good? Although this method! It's a little cruel! Inhumane! I have to do it myself! It's better than being forced by others! I hate it the most when others force me! And then! Things that force me! I still have to do it myself! Although this way of eating melons! It doesn't make sense! It doesn't make sense! And it's really useless! Hur hur! What a joke! There are so many things! I'm powerless to change it! Damn it! I have an opinion! Hur hur! My heart is heavy! So! I have to maintain this state at all times! Only then can I fight for it! That's the so-called only chance! Damn it! I definitely have an opinion! Hur hur! Take it slow! I feel it myself! So! It's actually not bad! You're just eating too much! The feeling of having nothing to do! I still don't understand myself well enough! No one knows! How much pressure do I have to bear! Although it's all useless! I have to be calm! Hur hur! I've had enough! I can continue thinking about life! Hur hur! What I think! The pitfalls of being human! It makes me speechless! It's actually not bad! You don't understand yourself! Isn't it pretty good! It's a mental problem! It's very serious! Hur hur! Young man, you don't really know! Hur hur! How can I not know! What I feel! Do I have that much free time! Hur hur! Good-For-Nothing! Don't I know it myself! Hur hur! I can't stay calm! Heh heh! Good-For-Nothing, what are you thinking about! You think that I'm bored all day! I always have something to do! I have a life that I need to think about! Can't you understand it better? I have an opinion! Hur hur! I don't understand in the beginning! Damn it! I'm not convinced! And then! I'll take it slow! I don't understand it myself! Hur hur! What I feel! I'm done for! I'm so depressed! What I feel! There's a problem! It's really hard to deal with! It's impossible for me not to know! Damn it! It's very simple! But it's a pitfall! What I feel! Damn it! I'm not convinced! It's actually not bad! It's the feeling of courting death! It's really enough! To myself! I still have to deepen my understanding! I have to persevere and work hard! Improve my self-discipline! Although it's really useless! I've been restraining myself! I've never succeeded! I've been thinking about life! I've been confused! Damn it! There are too many things! I feel like I can't move forward! I feel so tired! What happened to the mutual understanding between people? Damn it! What I feel! Haha! I feel so unbalanced! I'm a beast! You brat, day by day! You're so funny! I'm done for! I'm a professional at tricking myself! I don't work hard! I have my reasons too! Opponents and whatnot! It's very scary! I thought so! Why am I so free if I have nothing to do? I'm definitely afraid! I'm afraid I might even lose my life! There's such a possibility! A sense of crisis! It's still necessary! These traitors! Corrupt people! For self-protection! Things that can be done! One can imagine! I have an opinion! I'm definitely afraid! Damn it! I'm not afraid! It's all impossible! Actually, it's still okay! This is just! It's just a small problem! I thought so! Damn it! What a serious trap! Opponents and whatnot! According to my observation! There's really no moral concept to talk about! Damn it! All you know is to bully others! Damn it! People like me! No matter where I am! It's all possible! I'll be placed! I'll be the center of attention! I'm already used to it! Hur hur! Damn it! I'm still afraid! Not afraid! What should I say! I think so! Is there any way to solve it? Damn it! Typing is so laggy! Damn it! Hur hur! Sigh! I feel dizzy from hunger! That's enough! Sigh! I'm not in a good mood! I don't know what to eat for lunch! I can eat chili too! There's nothing left! Damn it! My mood suddenly feels bad! It's especially unpleasant! Hur hur! Physical condition! There must be a problem! Hur hur! I think so myself! Damn it! There's a trap! I don't want to jump! Haha! It feels like a trap! And then! I don't know! I'm done for! What are you trying to say! I have an opinion! Damn it! I can insist that! I have a choice! What a pain in the ass! Shouldn't I be happy? What a joke! I thought so! What problems! It's very obvious! Hur hur! One must be calm! I feel it myself! There's always a problem! Damn it! I'm not convinced! So! I feel very tired! Then! All of a sudden! I just want to think about life! Don't I know it myself! Hur hur! What do I feel! Damn it! The feeling of perseverance and depression! Hur hur! I'm done for! Damn it! What problems! There must be a lot! Even I can't accept it myself! I thought so! Hur hur! Joker! What do you think! These problems! Can I not look at them! What life! It's so difficult! So! I want to think about life! I can't stay calm! Hur hur! Don't I know it myself! That's enough! Hur hur! What do I feel? There's always a problem! I'm not convinced! Haha! I have to think about life! Damn it! What do I want to do! Hur hur! I don't know! Haha! I don't really understand it myself! Hehe! I'm unlucky! Don't be so depressed! Young man! That's enough! It's a simple problem! It's death to be happy! It's death to be unhappy! Hur hur! Young man! Why don't you understand! Hur hur! I feel like I'm tricking myself! I'm tricking the heavens! Damn it! I'm spitting blood because of the stuttering! Damn it! What's going on! Sigh! There are too many problems! Alright! Restart it! I have to say! All these deceptive things! It's heart-wrenching! I thought so! Something about the stuttering! I can only say that's enough! Sigh, take it slow! I need to adjust my mentality! Hur hur! I'm using the computer now! I've never turned off my computer! Hur hur! Because it takes time to turn on the computer! Damn it! It's too troublesome! My time! I definitely think so! It's very precious! Although most of the time! They're all courting death! Hur hur! Young man! I need to adjust my mentality! Hur hur! If I have nothing to do, I'll watch a matchmaking show! I'm only left with depression! I'm still depressed! Damn it! This problem! It makes me feel very heavy! Could this be the legendary unspoken rule?! Don't I know it myself! Hur hur! What the heck, there's something like this! I have to say! This is a trap! Hur hur! Watching television or something! It also depends on my mood! Hur hur! When I finish writing! Don't disturb while eating melons! It's being broadcasted! I think it's quite good! It's late today! Damn it! This is a trap! I'm basically … It started at around 10 o 'clock! Very hungry! Then! Dizzy feeling! Will have it too! So! I really don't have the courage! It's not easy to say it's not easy! Hur hur! The cleaner is! I wake up very early in the morning! Hur hur! He's much older than me! Then! I'm really having enough! Damn it! Young man, you have too many things to do! Hur hur! How do I feel! Take it slow, joker! How do I feel! This is not a story! This is reality! The state of my body now! It's a little hur hur! This feeling of being old! It's really enough! This kind of exhaustion! Ordinary people! It's very difficult to experience! Hur hur! So! I can't calm down! I'm courting death too! I have to persist in training! Young man! Physical state! It's a feeling of complete collapse! Hur hur! So! I have an opinion! Then! I don't really understand! Hur hur! Then! I have to continue thinking about life! Damn it! Mentality and whatnot! It's really a trap! It's difficult! I still need to overcome it! Although this is really nothing! How do I feel! I don't really understand! So! I don't really understand! Haha! It's really a trap! Then! I don't really know! Hur hur! What do I think! I'm so annoyed! What a joke! I still have to believe in myself! Hur hur! It's not that I don't believe in myself! I don't believe in jokers! Hur hur! So! I've discovered too many problems! I'm suffering! So! Damn it! This problem! It's so heavy! I'm afraid I don't really understand! Hur hur! So! I have to calm my heart! Hur hur! How do I feel! Young people can't stay calm! Hur hur! What do I think! You still lack conviction! Damn it! I don't have the capital! It's hard for me to even eat! How can I have conviction! Hur hur! What do I think! Work hard slowly! What difficulties! I still need to overcome them! I'm practically crying tears of blood! Damn it! I have a wide range of opinions in my heart! Then! Actually, it's really not that difficult! I should have known! The most tragic! It's not the tragedy itself! Hur hur! Don't tell me I don't know! I'm worried! It's not these similar to! These joking questions! Hur hur! I eat a lot! Young people! That's really enough of you! Haha! My heart can't stay calm! I don't have enough awareness! Hur hur! So! I'm quite disappointed! I have my own problems! That's quite a lot! Development and whatnot! There will always be drawbacks! Hur hur! I thought! Problems and whatnot! It's not that easy to solve! Then! What else can I do! Some melon-eating problems! I don't want to worry about them! Because it's really useless! Hur hur! I'm in pain! Then! Actually, it's not that bad! What's this routine like? Hur hur! The relationship between hard work and so-called success! Hur hur! Don't I understand! Think more! Anyway, I have nothing to do! Anyway, I eat a lot! Sigh! Young people! Don't you know! I really don't understand! Sigh, I'm definitely tired! Sigh! Most people really don't understand! Then! It's not as easy as I thought! Actually, it's not that bad! Mentality is a pit! So! Hur hur! I don't really understand! Damn it! What do I think! I don't understand at all! Hehe! I don't understand! Hehe! Take it slow! How do I feel! These are all problems! I'll figure it out myself! You rascal, day by day! That's really enough! Sigh! I can't calm down! I thought! I'm completely done for! Don't I know! This is a very normal phenomenon! Young people! There are difficulties! I have to persevere and overcome it! How do I feel! I still don't really understand! Damn it! Mood and whatnot! It's definitely not pleasant! Hur hur! How do I feel! I don't understand! In this world! Is it possible? Then! I'm definitely afraid of death! I'm afraid of being too tired! What if I die of exhaustion! Hur hur! Actually, it's still alright! I should be clear about it myself! For a mental patient! It's still alright! Damn it! I'm still very scared! These idiots! I should have understood instantly! So! For the sake of some goals! What can't they do! I can't calm down at all! Haha! What do I think! I insist on thinking! These traps! I can't do it! I can't do it myself! Hur hur! I don't understand! Sigh, how do I feel! I don't really know! Hur hur! I feel! Everything is a trap! I think! Sigh, damn it! This way! It feels very bad! I'm going to feel depressed! Pay attention to the way you think! Although there's no fixed routine! I can eat melons! Young people! You've really had enough! Opponents and whatnot! Ridiculously powerful! I think! Then! And how should I put it! There's a problem! It's not something I can handle! I can't calm down! Hur hur! You want to ascend to the heavens! Idiot! Damn it! Mood and whatnot! It must be very depressing! And then! I don't understand! Hur hur! What do I think! I'm not convinced! Damn it! As a mental patient! Why should I be convinced! Hur hur! I feel that life and whatnot! It's too heavy! Hur hur, you kid! What a joke! Hur hur! Damn it! Continue thinking about life! Young people! Why can't you understand! I don't think I want to know! Damn it! Do you have to be so honest! Hur hur! I feel! Fortunately! I have no choice! I do some things! I'm also a rascal! The reason! Because of the people I've seen! I can't! Let these jokers eat melons! I feel that it's quite a tragedy! Hur hur! So! Although I'm a good-for-nothing and incompetent! But! At least how should I put it! That's serious! I'm not convinced! I feel like I'm being cheated! I don't want too many! Actually, it's not too bad! It's just a problem of mentality! I definitely know that! If these jokers! If they do some things! The consequences will be unimaginable! I think I'm really scared! Damn it! I have too many traps! Damn it, I'm fat and all that! It's another trap! I'm begging to eat melons! And then! I'm not calm anymore! I don't understand! I think! I feel that I can't do it! Hur hur! What about life! It's full of tragedies! Hur hur! I want to think about life! What else can I do! I don't know! Take it slow! Hur hur! So! I don't understand in the beginning! It's simply! What about life! It's always a tragedy! I'm not convinced! And then! What else can I say! Hur hur! I think! I really don't understand! Hur hur! I think! I don't understand at all! Haha! You kid! I don't understand! Are you joking? I don't understand! Hur hur! Fortunately! It's just a problem of mentality! I should know that! I'm not calm anymore! Hur hur! What about life! It's always a tragedy! Haha! I'll figure it out! I understand myself! It's also a trap! And then! Life is a scoundrel! I can't do it myself at all! There's nothing I can do! And then! Don't I understand! Hur hur! And then! I want to ascend to Heaven! Damn it! Actually, it's still alright! This trap! I definitely can't jump over it! Damn it! Depressing! Hur hur! What do I think! Feel myself! Completely powerless! Hehe! Can't I? Lack of determination or something! There must be! I don't know! And then! I don't understand! It's over! Then! Damn! What else do I want to express! There's something wrong with this! There's no other way! Hur hur! What do I feel myself! It's all a trap! And then! It's simply hilarious! Damn it! What do I feel! Take it slow! Mood and whatnot! It's more irritating! And then! I want to take it slow! Then! Waiting for death! Hur hur! Isn't that good? Young man! Why can't you understand! Hur hur! I don't understand! Hur hur! I'm done for! I thought! I feel myself! Completely powerless! So! This is confusing! I'm speechless! It's hilarious! Resistance and whatnot! There's too much! I'm more confused! Then! There's nothing left! Hur hur! I don't understand! These traps! What can I do! Hur hur! I'm starting to feel! All of these are traps! Damn it! I suddenly feel! It's very uncomfortable! Haha! My mood and whatnot are very irritating! Young man! Don't always make things difficult for yourself! Hur hur! Irritating and whatnot! I have to write it all out! I just have to try my best to express it! Hur hur! How do I feel! Sigh, life and whatnot! It's so bleak! I'll figure it out myself! I'm not convinced! Hur hur! I don't understand at the beginning! I'm getting more and more aware! I'm a tragedy! Damn it! My opponent is coming! I'm watching too much! I thought! Unfair competition methods! There are too many tricks! And then! It's really enough! So! I'm still confused! It's a very real problem! In this life! I have a reliable opponent! It's really not easy! Hur hur! How do I feel! Sigh, I suddenly feel very disappointed! And then! I don't want to do anything! I need to think about it myself! And then! I don't really know! Damn it! Life and whatnot! It'll be even more difficult in the future! And then! Keep working hard! Keep working hard! Damn it! I'm very confused! And then! I suddenly feel that life and whatnot! It's all a tragedy! Actually, it's still alright! I'm the most screwed of screwed! Hur hur! I have to maintain a good attitude! I don't want to feel too depressed! It's just because of the problems I've experienced! Harm and whatnot! It's quite a lot! I'll definitely doubt my life! How do I feel! Damn it! I don't really understand it myself! So! I'll gradually become confused! Hur hur! I have to continue thinking about life! Hur hur! I don't understand it myself! Sigh, I'm too frustrated! Sometimes! There's a trap! I don't have a choice! Hur hur! I don't know it at the beginning! And then! I don't understand it myself! Damn it! What kind of trap is this! I don't understand! I don't want to understand! Anger and whatnot! There's still some! Hur hur! I don't really understand it myself! There's too much confusion! I can't face it at all! It's the problem of young people! I have it all! There's a trap! It's hard for me to believe it! Damn it! Experience problems! I'm also quite a bystander! I have something to say! And then! I don't understand it at the beginning! What's the big deal! I don't know it myself! Hur hur! I feel it! These are nothing! I'm not young anymore! I'm from the countryside! I feel the state of my body! I'm becoming more and more bystander! I feel like I'm about to receive a bento box! I feel so powerless! Damn it! It's really too difficult! According to the routine! I only have half a life left! Actually, it's still okay! I have half a life! I should feel it too! It's so exciting! Hur hur! That's enough from you! Damn it! What's life! There's always a lot of tragedies! I have something to say! Hur hur! The problems I have to face! Naturally, there's quite a lot of it! I feel it myself! It's so depressing! I don't really know! Hur hur! I'll take it slow! I'm quite curious! All these years! What have I been doing! Hur hur! What's in my heart! I'm really speechless! And then! I'm starting to feel lost and confused! And then! I don't know! Hur hur! I need to work hard! Hur hur! And then! I don't really understand it myself! Hur hur! I don't know! And then! I thought so! It's all kinds of traps! And then! I definitely don't know it myself! I thought so! I really don't know! Damn it! You have too many questions! And then! I need to work hard! There must be! Damn it! Hur hur! My brain feels like it's going to f * ck up! What the f * ck! It's also become more numerous! Young people! I have to be calm! So! I've decided! Eat something good! Hur hur! Make meatballs or something! I don't want to do it! I'm so tired! Damn! There's no chili! I really can't feel happy! Depressed! Early in the morning! Sigh, that's enough! I have a lot of opinions! Hur hur! I don't really know it myself! And then! What I think! I don't feel like I understand it! I definitely don't know it! Hur hur! I really don't understand it! I don't really know it! Hur hur! Kid, you want to go to heaven! What I think! I don't feel like I'm that clear! Hur hur! There's something I don't know! Hehe! What I think! I'm done for! Damn it! Damn it! I don't know it! Hur hur! I don't know it myself! Haha! It's very depressing! Hur hur! I feel like my whole life! It's quite tragic! Hur hur! What else can I say! I have opinions! Hur hur! Forget it! You brat, every day! You only know how to be funny! I'm done for! I feel like I don't know it! Hur hur! I can't do it! What I feel! I don't understand! These questions! I didn't know it at the beginning! And then! Can I not know it! And then! It's really funny! You brat! Haha! I feel like I'm courting death! Hur hur! I don't know it myself! Heh heh! I'm done for! I don't understand it! Hur hur! What I feel about life! It's always a tragedy! Hur hur! I'm done for! You brat! Day by day! That's really enough! I can't calm down! Hur hur! What I think! Heh heh! I'm starting to think about life! Damn it! I'm not convinced! Then! The feeling of waiting to be unlucky! It's still necessary! Hur hur! I don't understand it myself! I'm done for! I suddenly don't know! The pitfalls I'm facing! There are too many of them! What I think! I don't understand it! I thought I knew it! Hur hur!