Mood and whatnot! Especially heavy! I'm thinking about the difficult life! Damn it! A problem is a problem after all! It feels so serious! Do you have anything to say?! Haha! I thought so myself! It's so sad! Tragic! I can't accept it! I must have something to say about it! Grandpa! I'm so confused! And then! I can't accept it! And then nothing! I feel so depressed in my heart! I don't want too much! I'm just here to take a look! Haha! I want to think about life! Did I only find out now? Sigh, life and whatnot! Don't make it too difficult! Sigh, I'm trembling! I thought so myself! Tragedy itself! Actually, it's possible! It's not about the tragedy itself! So! Think about it carefully! Young people! What a tragedy! Damn it! Alright, I'm done! I'm not mistaken! Relatively speaking! This comparison! It's a trap! Don't want too much! Sigh, it's all blood and tears! It's really not easy! Sigh! I want to think about life! Damn it! What a funny trap! And then! I want to think about it! There are so many ways to live! Sigh, so depressing! I'm done! Grandpa! What a difficult feeling! It's better not to have too much! I'll get used to it! I'm still too young! Haha! What a joke! You have to be calm when you're young! You know that! I'm going to express my opinion again! Haha! I want to think about life! Express my opinion! What are you most afraid of! Not slapping your face! It's not being able to express your opinion clearly! Grandpa! I have an opinion! There are too many tricks! I've found a reason! Damn! It's a complete and utter scam of a browser! Damn it! It's using a special card! And then! I'm not connected to the Internet! And then! For convenience! So! So the browser! I'll keep it on! Then! The computer won't turn off! Grandpa! Keep it on! Except for crashing! It needs to be rebooted when it crashes! Grandpa! It won't crash like this! Is it impossible?! I'll use the computer for a day! Not more than three hours! Internet connection time! Not more than five minutes! Hur hur! It's a trick! It's not that I don't want to go online! I'll use my cell phone! The computer is too troublesome! Hur hur! Grandpa! I need to correct my attitude! I need to maintain a good attitude! I still don't have a deep enough understanding! I thought so myself! Young people! There's a trap! I still don't quite understand! From a certain point of view! This is just a problem of mentality! I should understand it instantly! Young people! They're still young people after all! Jokers! They won't not resist! This doesn't make sense! And then! Can you use your brain! Grandpa! I need to think about life! Why are there so many tricks! How should I put it! Although life is destined to be a dead end! I definitely know that! In this world! There is no way out! The so-called way out! That is to say! That is to say! What do I mean! You don't understand the good intentions of jokers! Capital is a trap! Actually, it's not that bad! I've been thinking about a problem! If I were to grow up in a different environment! What kind of person would I be! This problem! I've been struggling for many years! Grandpa! Just thinking about it makes me panic and short of breath! Most people don't understand! I have a guilty conscience! And then! I'm that kind of person! I'm useless! I'm someone who has all kinds of coincidences! Damn it! I've been having a headache about this problem! This problem! It's quite a headache! It's not a big deal! Grandpa! I'm quite depressed! This problem! I don't understand! Because I'm struggling! It's been too many years! So! I'm crazy! I've been thinking about this problem! According to that saying! I'm feeling uneasy! Grandpa! I need to think about life! I have to say! This problem! I need to treat it seriously! I'm quite depressed! What's wrong with my guilty conscience! I'm feeling a little uneasy! What if I say it! I don't have any so-called experiences! Will I still be me! I'm quite shameless about this problem! Because it's impossible for me to know! Damn it! This problem! What a scam! I actually want to know this problem! Grandpa! I'm also depressed! I thought so! Damn it! I can't accept it! This feeling! It's very strange! It feels very casual! And then! Actually, it's not that bad! This is a problem of mentality! What about life! It's always been a dead end! And then! There's no way out! Young people! They're still young people after all! They'll never understand! Hur hur! I choose the dead end that I want! I'm quite scared! I'm speechless! And then! I still don't understand! Grandpa! I don't have a choice at all! It's normal! I can't stay calm! What a joke! I should've known! Haha! What about responsibility! I'm quite scared! Why! I have an opinion! I'm quite helpless! What about opponents! It's very scary! I can't beat them at all! Damn it! I can't find a breakthrough! And then! Young people! Brain damage! It's just different! Hur hur! Do you see the problem! I see it! The problem itself! It's not the problem itself! Grandpa! The problem of a breakthrough! It's a trap! How to solve the problem! I'm your mother! I didn't expect it! Because I can't even protect myself! Young people! I don't have enough experience! There's no real pain! You don't know what you should do! So! Don't tell me you're not afraid of sacrifice! Don't talk about sacrifice! Whether I die or not! Whether I live or not! It really doesn't matter! I have to be clear about this! What's the most important thing! What's life! I still have to understand it instantly! The problem of choice! I still don't know! I still don't understand! Are you stupid? So! You don't understand! Are you retarded? It's scary to be brainless! You can change your way of thinking! Grandpa! I'm afraid of mistakes! Because I'm wrong! What about consequences! It's unimaginable! I'm afraid of mistakes! And how should I put it! Strength and whatnot! It might not be enough! Because it involves the so-called plot of watching melons! There are too many benefits to the balls! I'm confused! I can't even afford to eat! I have to calm down! I don't even have this kind of experience! You don't know! What should I do! Hur hur! You know! Give me a reason! Haha! Young man! You should say it! You can't accept it! I think I really can't accept it! And that's it! Grandpa! I have to calm down! Actually, the road! It's definitely the same! What kind of scenery is there on the road! I can work hard! The theory of relativity! It still makes sense! I'm in a dilemma! F * ck! There are so many puzzles in life! I can't accept it! Use your brain! Okay! Understand! There's something wrong with my brain! What about life! I still don't understand! Haha! City people aren't fun! You know that! To support a so-called city! The so-called prosperity! How much sacrifice is needed! And then! Don't talk to me about the problem of sacrifice! Anyway, I'm not willing! You're willing! You can go! This isn't scientific! This is a heavy problem! I'm depressed! I have to calm down! Funny question! I have to persist in believing! These jokers! They will never sit still and wait for death! There's no such possibility! This is sad! Damn it! Can there be a problem! Simpler! What the heck! So annoying! And then! It can't be simple! It's actually very simple! What generalization! It can be summarized as! This is human nature, dreams! Ideals and reality! All kinds of collisions! I can't calm down! It's actually okay! I probably still don't understand! It's too scary to be uneducated! Hur hur! Impossible! Actually, it's also a possibility! And then! You're rushing to your death every day! I have to calm down! In this era! It's a little too impetuous! And then! You can't calm down! I'm a little scared! It's normal! I'm afraid of sacrificing myself! I'm not that fearless! Thank you! I'm a coward! I'm a dog! I'm not brave enough! And then! I have to be calm! Speak properly! Correct my attitude! Don't be so radical! I have to maintain a calm state of mind! There's a problem! I really don't understand! Haha! That joker is courting death! It's not that easy to deal with! I'm thinking of a way! I've been thinking for a long time! And then! I didn't even think of it! And then! It's my own problem! I'm quite depressed! Along the way! I've made a lot of mistakes! Basically! I've completely reached the standard of heinous crimes! I'm guilty! That's enough from you! I need to work hard to correct my mistakes! I need to be a man with principles! Can't you use your brain? I'm quite depressed! There's a problem! I can't balance it out! It's normal! Damn it! Find a way! Find a way! Damn it! I can't find a way at all! There's a problem! It's really not easy to deal with! And then! It's a problem of maintaining my livelihood! And then! I'm depressed! I don't even understand the problem myself! Damn it! You're thinking too much! Reasonable and effective! Sustainable! It's a trap! Although it's not easy to walk! But I still have to walk! I need to have a long-term plan! I'm already doing very well now! After all, there are many people standing on the shoulders of giants! I need to know how to be grateful! Damn it! I'm giving you a chance! I'm asking you to solve the problem! I'm not convinced! There's always someone who's asking for trouble! I can't do anything about it! It's not that I don't have any! I really don't have any! Not even a hair! Hur hur! I have to say! There are many things! There's no comparison! There's no harm! I'm not enough! I know that! I'm not determined enough! Young people! You think! Life and death! For a good-for-nothing like me! Is it really important? I don't understand! Damn it! Could it be fate or something? Tricks or something! Times or something! It's summoning me! There's no such possibility! I have to calm down! At least I'm a representative! At least I'm mentally ill! I can also represent them to a certain extent! I can represent the majority of the mentally ill! I can barely do it! And then! And then there's the disadvantaged! The migrant workers! I want to represent them! Intellectuals! I can represent them! But these things! There's a sense of age! And then! Barely! I can be a representative! And then! I want to think about life! The problems in my body! There are too many! I have the so-called! Every group! The characteristics of every social class! And then! So! I have to calm down! It's not a bad thing to not have a chance! I can understand it in a completely different way! Haha! What do you mean! Do you think that a joker likes to ask for trouble? It's definitely very difficult to scam them! And then! The problems of a joker! It's not easy to solve! From my experience growing up! I can come to a subjective conclusion! And then! Actually, it's fine! People and people! I should be very clear! There's really no difference! Hur hur! Why! Because of the path that others have taken! I've taken it too! You're a joker! This problem! I'm so conflicted! And then! I don't understand! I have to calm down! Don't be depressed! The consequences are very serious! And then! This is a problem! I don't understand! I don't know what to do at all! There are too many problems! Damn it! What do you think! You have a reason! Can't you solve it? Damn it! I actually have no choice! I feel ashamed! You understand it instantly! What should I do! I'm scared! What am I scared of? I'm scared of making mistakes! I'm scared that I won't do it well! And then! Because I said it before! Cook! Rice must be cooked! I'm useless! What am I here for? I'm quite curious! In a sense! I'm also a grain of rice! A grain of rice that will feel pain and hunger! You have to understand! And then! You don't even understand this! It's destined to be a tragedy in the future! You have to calm down! What opponents! It's destined to be very scary! The speed at which these people eat melons is ridiculous! I can't even imagine it! After all, I'm useless! It's been so many years! People I've met before! I really don't think so! How many people are reliable?! There are some, but very few! These are extraordinary times! It's a scam! Damn it! It's unbearable! I'll just make do with it! Because I have no choice! Damn it! What's the truth! I can't do it myself! People who meet my minimum standards! Really not many! And then! I can't go to heaven! Moreover! There are things! I don't have that many ways to do it! Damn it! Yes and no! There's really no difference! I have to calm down! This is a scam! At least let me know! I still have a backup! Damn it! And then! This scam! I can't jump over it! I don't ask for much! It's enough as long as I'm human! It's really hard to find! And then! I'm done for! The problem of how to cook rice! It's a scam! There's no rice! And then! I'm still too young! Damn it! There's a problem! I still need to do it myself! I think I need to speak or something! I still need to be more cautious! After all, opponents! Very powerful! Terrifyingly powerful! And then! I'm scared! I'm definitely scared! I'm afraid of sacrifice! And then! I have to maintain my inner peace! I thought so! There are a lot of problems! They're not easy to deal with! I haven't found a breakthrough! I might really not be able to find one! And then! My life is over! Damn it! What happened to my ideals? Actually, it's still okay! I can't realize my ideals! Isn't that good! Young people! I have to have a little spirit of sacrifice! Hur hur! It's a dead end no matter what! I should do some good deeds! Young people! Give it to others! Just a little bit! Isn't it good to do something within my power! There's still hope! Damn it! I can't see it! It's quite a pity! Damn it! There's still such a feeling! I can't think like that! How pessimistic! I should be more happy! What a joke! Hur hur! This is a problem! I think! I need to work hard! And then! Do some foreshadowing or something! It's still very necessary! You should know! I have no choice at all! Haha! I will understand! Haha! There's a problem! I can't look at it directly! And then! I'm done for! It's a problem of mentality! It's just a problem of perspective! Anyway! I think! I really can't accept it! Isn't it good? This is a trap! It's very painful! I do have opinions! I'm making it so sad! I'm dying day by day! You're not dead yet! Is there a difference? Is it important? I need determination! And then! I'm a bit of a rascal! I do it to myself! It's quite disappointing! Haha! I thought it was! I don't understand! Haha! I should know it myself! Damn it! Damn it! I can't accept it! And then! You onlooker! Day by day! What do you want to do! I have to calm down! What do I think! This is a trap! Damn it! Mental state and whatnot! I can't calm down! I'm very afraid of my opponent! And then! Why am I afraid! My opponent! It must be very scary! My speed of eating melons! Extremely fast! So! At the same age! Me at the same age! I'm not a match at all! Damn it! I have opinions! Haha! Damn it! I have to calm down! Although it's difficult to eat! You want me to give up! Is that possible? I don't have a choice, okay! What a joke! I'm not sure myself! Haha, I've failed! I have to plan for the long term! I thought! And then! There's a problem! I've been tricked! I'm facing a lot of resistance! And then! Damn it! I can't even protect myself! How am I supposed to plan for the long term! What do I think! There's no other way! My opponent is very scary! He's very rampant! Actually, this problem! I'm quite curious! I suddenly don't want to know! How many years later! I'll cry! And then! At that time! The so-called monkey! Who will it be! Damn it! Will it be me! Will it be me! It's really useless! That's not important! Do I understand? The sacrifice is too great! I'm feeling quite uneasy! I don't want that to happen! That day will come! Although I'm looking forward to it! But I'm really ashamed! It's quite painful! And then! You're not calm at all! That's not important! Based on my age! Am I right? How many years later will it be? Whether I'll be able to survive! It's all a problem! I'm quite depressed! Damn it! Then! I have no other way! There's definitely some resistance! It's not scientific at all! And then! I have no other way to deal with it! Damn it! I feel like I'm eating melons at any moment! And then! Opponents and whatnot! It's very scary! I'm very clear! I have no chance of winning! If I lose, I'm not the only one who loses! You understand! What do I lose? Actually, it's not that bad! I'm really not that serious! At least I can represent the majority of the mentally ill! I've lost! The disadvantaged have lost! And then! Don't be so serious! Sacrifice and whatnot! It's really enough! I'm scared! I'm terrified! And then! My opponent is scary! I should be able to understand it at a glance! A pit of the same age and period! It makes me speechless! I'm not convinced! Haha! I'm not confident! Not at all! This is a trap! Damn it! What are you looking at! The Great Celestial Empire! I'm lying down and eating melons! Young people! You understand! And then! What else do I have to consider! Maintaining the problem! Whether I'm there or not! Whether I'm dead or not! It's all the same! You should understand! I'm a good-for-nothing! I'm here to collect my bento box! Damn it! The truth! I should give myself a little more confidence! Some people! I'm destined to look up to them! Damn it! I can't! I can't think like that! Opponents and whatnot! Although very powerful! Very scary! Although I can't win! Why do I have to win! And then! I have to think about these problems properly! Damn it! I'm not strong enough! Damn it! My willpower isn't strong enough! And then! Not enough tricks! Some problems! The main problem is that I'm retarded! Some pitfalls! It's really not easy! I have to calm down! Damn it! You'll understand instantly! There has to be someone! Someone who jumps out and sacrifices himself! Damn it! Why me! I'm not convinced! Damn it! I have an opinion! Actually, it's not that bad! Although there were people who came forward wave after wave! Damn it! I'm scared! Although there's me! Without me! It's all the same! And then! I have to think about life! I'm not convinced! Damn it! I have to calm down! Dumbass! Don't I know it myself! Sacrifice and whatnot! It's inexplicable! And I'm being sacrificed! What do I want to say! I have an opinion! I definitely have an opinion! It's very normal! You're not going to hell! Who's going to hell! Haha! I have to understand instantly! There are too many opponents I have to face! At least how should I put it! I'm waiting to ascend to heaven! I can't win! The difference is too great! Hur hur! Damn it! I have to calm down! Sometimes! I have to say! They're all pitfalls! I'm quite depressed! And then! Resistance and whatnot! It's too big! At the same age! The problem of being at the same age! I have no choice! Even if I can win! So what! Hur hur! That's not what I want! What I want is rice! A lot of rice! Damn it! Damn it! He's still concerned! Actually, it's not that bad! That's understandable! I should be clear! To myself! The best protection is! More good-for-nothings like me! Damn it! Otherwise! It's tragic! After all, how should I put it! It's too obvious! Hur hur! Damn it! I have an opinion! This is the difference between ideals and reality! Idealism! Whatever! I've encountered it! These challenges! I have no choice! And then! Hur hur! There are many things! There are really no ready-made ones! You kid! You're too lazy! Haha! My feelings! I understand instantly! After all, I'm doing it myself! Ample food and clothing! There are some problems! You think! How should I do it! Begging for guidance! These problems! I estimate! Not many people know how to do it! And then! Damn it! This is not a question of whether or not I know how to do it! Hur hur! I thought! This is idealism! I'm tied down by reality! Is there any way! Begging for guidance! I'm not convinced! And then! You definitely can't think of it! I can think of it! Can't you fool think of it! Damn it! Damn it! I don't even have a few strands of hair! And then! There's a trap! I have no choice at all! I have to think about life! How should I put it! Don't think that your opponent is retarded! That would be an insult to yourself! Damn it! Hur hur! There's no other way! I'm quite depressed! Grandpa! Haha! I'm quite a glutton! There's a trap! It's really not within my capabilities! I don't even know! There's such a problem! There's no such thing! It's within my capabilities! It's not all the problems! I can know all of them, right? And then! Damn it! I'm depressed! Reality is f * * ked! It's not easy to find a job! And then! There's a lot of pressure in life! I have a problem! This is a problem of mentality! Bravery and whatnot! It's a trap! But I have to say! With my character! It's destined to be a tragedy! So! I have no choice! Haha! And then! Actually, it's still alright! This is a problem of mentality! About my lack of ability! I have no choice! I didn't expect it at all! You think you're an opponent! You're so easily defeated! Young man! Don't you understand! Someone who can defeat a person! Only me! I don't want to lose! How can I lose! You still don't understand! I really don't know! I'm afraid of sacrificing myself! I thought so! Don't talk about sacrificing yourself! Sacrifice yourself! Just do it yourself! Someone with such guts! A rare commodity! Grandpa! Even I can't do it! Someone who only knows how to joke around! There's still too much! I have to calm down! I have to conserve my strength! And then! Lying down and eating melons! Haha! Grandpa! Of course I have a problem! I thought I didn't know! Day by day! I'm going to die! I need to think about life! How to fill my stomach! The problem of how to survive! I need to have ideals! Young man! You need to work hard! I feel it myself! I think I'll know! I'm afraid I don't know! Grandpa! I'm a good-for-nothing! This problem! It's very complicated! What the heck! I didn't expect it! Everyone has their own limitations! Grandpa! There's a problem! I didn't expect it! After all, he's mentally ill! After all, he has a personality defect! He didn't expect it! It's very normal! Damn it! Grandpa! This pit! There's no other way! Haha! I have to calm down! To put it bluntly! Everyone's standpoint is different! The way I think about problems! It's really different! Actually, it's not that bad! I know it myself! Haha! I have to say it! Some amusing melon eaters! There's a story behind it! I should understand it myself! Haha! With a good-for-nothing like me! It's a correspondence! Because how should I put it! With such amusing melon eaters! I only have two choices! Either I'm an opponent! Or I'm a melon eater! Grandpa! I'm puzzled too! I'm afraid of myself! I can't restrain myself! Hur hur! I thought so! Because there's a problem! The consequences are very serious! Grandpa! It's not just about me! F * ck! I need to think about life! And then! Young man! That's enough from you! I have to say it! Sometimes! I just want to say! Melon eaters! There's a story behind it too! And then! What the heck! I'm speechless! And then! I'm afraid that I can't restrain myself! And then! I feel so guilty! What's there to feel ashamed about? It's definitely quite a lot! Hur hur! I read a sentence from a certain melon eaters! I have to say it! I just want to say it! There's a story behind it! This kind of feeling! I've experienced it too! According to the routine! I'm just relatively speaking! I'm just a little lucky! Otherwise, me and these melon eaters! We're the same kind of people! Because! According to the routine! Only people like us! Only then can we accomplish certain things! After reading the monologues of the monkeys! What am I trying to express! Grandpa! It's not easy! Not eating melons! It's also quite difficult! Reality is difficult! How big is it! Ordinary people can't imagine it! Ordinary people can't understand it either! I can only say it! I can understand a part of it! The so-called landslide-like style of eating melons! Damn it! I read it too! Related news! That pit! Big! Don't, don't! Although it's just a word or two! I thought it was! I wanted to! In that kind of melon eating environment! Live on! It's not easy! And then! Damn it! Suddenly very! It's very painful! The experience of some melon-eating monkeys! These problems! Ordinary people can't understand it! Experience it! It's very painful! Can't understand it! Actually, it's quite good! Young people! Your balls are really painful! To put it simply! I'm a good-for-nothing! I can't say it! There's only one way to go! A way to go! It's much less than ordinary people! But it's only relatively speaking! A good-for-nothing! Young people! You're a pit! Don't give yourself so much pressure! You should still understand! Hur hur! Waiting for you to solve the problem! Don't be afraid of your opponent! Although your opponent is scary! Although you can't win! And then! Some people! They're destined to look up to you! And then! I'm not convinced! Money isn't a problem! What I want is rice! Damn it! What I want is to maintain! It's a better life! What I want is to solve the problem! The so-called capital! It's useless! For me! It's useless! Because there's a problem! I still need to know! I need to have a sense of crisis! I've seen quite a lot! There's always a fool who's courting death! Hur hur! Fortunately! I'm going to be sad again! If my family's conditions are good! My life will be smooth sailing! And then! I'm sure! I'm also courting death! And then! I'm quite depressed! This problem! I'm quite ashamed! According to the TV series! What is it! I'm just experiencing it! I'm just lucky! And then! Damn it! All kinds of dissatisfaction! It's not that simple! I understand it instantly! Actually, it's not that bad! I'm having a headache! This problem! Damn it! This problem! It's troubling me! It's been too long! Damn it! I want to think about life! I'm not convinced! And then! I'm not confused! This trap! What does it mean! Don't I know it myself! What's important! You kid! Your balls are hurting day after day! What exactly is the problem! Haha! I have a lot of problems myself too! I need to learn how to restrain myself! I need to learn! Damn it! Damn it! I'm depressed! These problems! I can't do anything about it! Mentality and whatnot! I need to be more peaceful! These aren't problems! And then! Because I'm anxious and whatnot! It's really useless! Damn it! Does it have to be such a truth! My own feelings! Life! Whatever! Don't be too tragic! My own feelings! I feel so miserable! I have an opinion! And then! I don't understand at all! Damn it! I need to think about it properly! And then! I don't know! My feelings! I really don't understand! I need to think about it properly! Damn it! Young people! Sigh! I'm depressed! You rascal! Hur hur! I'm under too much pressure! I need to adjust my mentality! It's inexplicable! I've wasted a lot of time! I need to be calm! You can say that! Hur hur! Being weak isn't a bad thing! People as weak as me! Opponents and whatnot! I can't be bothered to make a move! Hur hur! Isn't that good? The so-called showdown! I still don't want it to be too early! Even though I have no chance of winning! And then! At least it feels like I'm stalling for time! It's still necessary! What the heck! I can get up! It's not easy! I feel like crying! It's all tears! Damn it! I'm now! I can wake up every day! It's not easy! Don't ask for too much! According to the plot of a television drama! I'm only left with half a life! Actually, it's not too bad! Half a life! I should be happy too! It's not bad! After all, what's life! I've become a coward after all! And then! I've become a dog of fate! Damn it! So! Damn it! It's all a trap! After all, I might not have been here before! After all, I'm only here to receive a bento box! I've got too many burdens on my back! Damn it! Ordinary onlookers! I can't understand it! This pressure! And then! I need to think about life! The plight of reality! It's making me doubt life! According to the plot! This is really a trap! Can I survive until the day of the showdown? It's all a problem! Damn it! I can't do anything! I have no clue! I don't know what to do! I'm begging for all kinds of guidance! Damn it! I have to be calm! I have to question life properly! I have to persevere! I can't calm down! Hur hur! It's not that I'm not there! It might not be interesting! Damn it! It doesn't matter if I survive! The day of the showdown with my opponent! You think! Do I still have a chance of winning? Damn it! I don't know! I need to think about life! I know I can't win! Actually, it's still okay! I'm alive! I can't admit defeat! Because I can't afford to lose! Damn it! I finally understand! What is a sore loser! I really can't afford to lose! No one knows! I'm under a lot of pressure! I have internal and external troubles! I won't talk about it anymore! And I don't even know who my opponent is! After all, this is ridiculous! Green lights all the way! How can I be funny! I'll definitely lose! And then! Looking at the present! I can't even afford to eat! I'm having a headache! The problem of internal and external troubles! It's widespread! I thought so! It's really not optimistic! They're all bullying me! This is considered an external trouble! The situation of external troubles! It's still quite optimistic! There are too many people poaching me now! It's simply a golden hoe! It's impossible for me not to be afraid! I'm depressed! After all, there are many times! I need to think about life! After all, there's a difference in reality! Regardless of capital! It's still capital! Damn it! I've discovered some problems! Some are funny! I'm lying down! As long as I'm alive! That's happiness! I don't have to worry about food and clothing! I thought so myself! Damn it! I took a look! A small village like this! It already scared me to tears! As for the others! I don't dare to look at it at all! It can't be helped! What the heck! It's a golden hoe! I can't compete with it at all! Damn it! And then! What's the internal trouble! I'm helpless too! I can still live and breathe! That's already very good! Damn it! What's life! It's too heavy! Young people! I have to face the gap! I didn't know before! I don't want to know after! The gap is too big! Damn it! Take it slow! And then! Damn it! These problems! They're very serious! Temptations and whatnot! There's definitely no lack of them! Damn! I have no confidence at all! Damn it! What else can I do! I have no choice! I need to calm down! I want to face all kinds of opponents! I'm scared! Such a realistic problem! What else can I do! I have no choice! I have to work hard! It's pretty shameless, right? General direction! I'm not sure! Because there are problems! Let me do it myself! It exists! The difficulty of theory and reality! I don't have that much time! I don't have that much energy! And then! How to be fast! How to grasp my rice! How to cook a bowl of rice! I really didn't think of it! My time! Not much! Damn it! I lack opportunities! After all, rice is such a thing! It's still quite rare! Damn it! I'm not convinced! This problem! It's so serious! I need to think about life! This problem! I really didn't think of it! Damn it! I thought it was! This trap! It's simply haha! The difficulty is too high! I thought it was! It's all a trap! After all, the amount of information I can obtain! It's limited! Very limited! My energy is limited! The amount of data I can grasp! It's still not enough! If I want to compete with my opponent! This amount of data! Not enough! It's completely not enough! Damn it! I have no choice! This problem! I need to think about it! I have no choice! The amount of information! The amount of data! It's all too limited! What kind of information I want! Information and data! What I want! What I want! There's no way you can find it! You don't have the ability! There's no way! Things like pathways! It's a trap! It's something! It's just on the surface! My energy! It's really limited! And then! I don't have that many lives! I also don't have unlimited time! I need to obtain it! The information I want! And the amount of data! There's no such possibility! Damn it! This is f * cked! So! There are a lot of problems! I have to do it myself! Damn it! This is heavy! Time waits for no man! And then! I need to think about life! My time! Not much! If I don't complete it! Some necessary information! And data! Obtaining! And then! I basically! I'll just lie down and wait for death! F * ck! After all, I'm such a person! A person who thinks highly of himself! There's a trick! I'm not willing to use it! It's hard to convince the masses! And then! Even I'm not convinced! There must be a bottom line as a person! Although dreams! It's very important! But! I have to follow my principles! Damn it! I need to think! This is a difficult life! Damn it! I have to calm down! To make such remarks! Am I not afraid? I'm really not afraid! I thought! Understanding of the opponent! I still have to! I'm not that free! Haha! Dumbass! I feel it myself! You understand it instantly! Young man! What do you think! There's a trap!