Then! I'm doing it again! As a good-for-nothing among talents! I'm depressed! What do I have! I don't have what I want to say! I think! Read more books! Read more newspapers! Eat less snacks! Sleep more! This matter! It's very reasonable! Continue to work hard! This problem! Finally, slowly! I can adjust myself! There are many problems! There's nothing wrong with being anxious! It's too useful! The main thing is! I have to face more difficult problems! I need a better attitude! Am I right? I feel that there are follow-up problems! It's more serious! My condition! I have to pay attention to them! It's a scam! The first scam! I'm tired! A few days! That sour feeling! That exhaustion! It's simply! Damn it! I'm so tired! Actually, I've recovered! It's still alright! I think! There's nothing wrong! It's too big of a problem! Damn! These days! There's actually more! This routine! It's already tragic enough! If I don't adjust myself properly! This matter! It's serious! It's already serious! It's a huge responsibility! A Life Mission! It's extremely difficult! And then! Damn it! There's a problem with my mentality! Mental illness! All kinds of outbursts! This way! Is it really okay? I'm quite depressed! There are problems! I can worry! There are problems! There's no need to worry! Recently, it's always! I can't sleep! Damn it! It's simply! In my life! It's very rare! When I can't sleep! Recently! I can't sleep at all! I can't say it! I'm worried about the country and the people! It's not that exaggerated! But it's also possible! I think so! I think so! This problem! It's highly consistent! Individual and collective! It's not independent! We share weal and woe! Especially! A community like mine! Peace and prosperity! It's already so miserable! At least it's still okay! Watch TV series! Cultivate one's mind! It's always okay to think about it! Right?! I'm even more worried! These problems! I'm even more concerned! The direction of social development! It's collapsing! It's not good, right?! The only happiness I have! It's gone just like that! I'll be in so much pain! Even if it's just a look! It's also pretty good! Play with my phone! Watch TV series! Watch movies! Right?! It's pretty good! This is the only happiness I have! Dating and whatnot! This matter! For me! It's difficult in theory! I'm asking for it too! It's not high! Lifestyle habits! It's better! That's enough! Tang Bohu! Touch Autumn Fragrance! This movie! I think! It's still very good! I'm gradually understanding! Why Tang Bohu! He doesn't like his own wife! Playing mahjong! I'm gradually understanding! I understand a little! This problem! It's better! Damn! The only happiness I have! It's all gone! Isn't it! It's not too good! It's not too good! I'll look online! Just thinking about it! There's nothing bad about it! It's too scary! The only bit of happiness I have left! It's all gone! I'm not worried! It'll be weird! It's a little funny instead! Too happy! I have everything! It's boring! Right?! I won't live for long! I'll be 26! My girlfriend's existence! What's going on! I'm still! I'm not sure! Some people! I have everything! It's still there! All kinds of courting death! All kinds of depression! People aren't content! It's quite tragic! I'm in puppy love! What's going on! I'll never, ever! I won't know! It's too tragic! This person! I must be content! I must also be content! The only happiness I have left! I must also cherish it! At least it's still okay! Watch a television series! It's fine! Write a little! It's not good! It's okay! I'll have something to do! I won't let my imagination run wild! Right?! I can't find a girlfriend! There's nothing I can do! At least it's still okay! Look forward to it! Watch a television series! Cultivate one's mind! This matter! This realm! I can't do it! In the past anyway! I can't do it! I'm too greedy! There's such a situation! I'm not crazy! Who's crazy! Pressure and whatnot! It's extremely big! It doesn't matter what I think! How is it! The state has to be good! Adjust well! It doesn't matter if it's psychological! It's even physical! There must still be principles! There must be a bottom line! Damn! It's all relatively tragic! I don't dare! To say that I'm tragic! It's even more tragic than me! It's too much! I have it all! I can't finish it! People who aren't content! It's the most! What is content! Contentment and contentment! It's not the same! Contentment is not equal to! Staying on the spot! That is to say! There are such gains! It's not easy! Can it be! It will be like this in the future! Such a situation! I have to have a certain degree of foresight! First of all, it's not a problem of improvement! Even if I can maintain the status quo! It's still a huge improvement! I have to work harder! My physical state! Adjust well! My mental state! There's no way to do it! I have to adjust! I have to improve myself! Continue to work hard! There are so many tricks! I can't believe it! So I still have to! Sleep more! Be serious! Do things! What to do! What to do! Face any powerful opponent! First of all! I have to take it out! My best state! And then the rest! It's not my problem anymore! This problem! I have to do it in detail! It's not simple! When will I! I'm not worried anymore! I'm really tired! But also! I don't wish for myself! I'm too relaxed! After all, it's still! Comparison! It's not easy! I have a certain goal! After all, I am! A vulnerable group! In society! For vulnerable groups like us! It's too cruel! I have an opinion! Give me food to eat! I can always do that! I'm a vulnerable group! After so many years! Hatred and whatnot! I can't let it go! I have to let it go! There's no hatred! There's no use for it! When facing a powerful opponent! When facing a more impetuous society! With a positive attitude! In my best state! To face the challenges! Because I can't change it! These people! Myself! I'm also a vulnerable group! Do what I can! Do it! No matter what I do! My physical state! I have to do well! My mentality! I basically! There's no other way! I have to adjust! In fact, my ability! I can't go up at all! The pressure of life! It's huge! I pay more attention to it! The problem of the vulnerable group! The pain of the vulnerable group! I understand! Mental illness! What I suffer! All kinds of inhumane treatment! It's simply! I'm a vulnerable group! I'm also a vulnerable group! The strategy is broken! I have to face it! These difficulties! Face a powerful opponent! Always! I have to be in my best state! This is a battle! Psychological warfare! Distance warfare! Solve these problems! It's not something that can be done overnight! Physical and mental state! There's no way to adjust! After all, I'm mentally ill! Damn it! After all, it's a psychological problem! It's serious! So I have to! Read more books! Read more newspapers! Eat less snacks! Sleep more! My physical state is better! Do things! I can do them in a down-to-earth manner! This problem! The effect will be! Even better! No matter what I do! Face an opponent! Face a challenge! Deal with all kinds of problems! I have to say! My physical state is better! Only then will it be effective! Space to perform! I have to pay attention every day! Don't be restless! I have to keep a low profile! I have to pay attention! I have to be healthy! I'm already! I'm mentally ill! I'm already! Vulnerable group! Vulnerable group! How painful it is! I've experienced it too much! I've walked the path of mental illness! I should be clear! I'm too! I've gone crazy! Mental illness! It still exists! There are many mistakes! Of course! That's not the key! How do I judge it! Some problems! Actually, it's still okay! Maintain the basic principles! Take it out! Best state! Even more! It's possible! Full of energy! Greater! Space to work hard! I'm under a lot of pressure! Eating problems! It's a headache! No matter what kind of pressure I face! I have to do it myself! Rest well! Do more! All kinds of adjustments! Because of anything! It's all difficult! Facing challenges! Facing difficulties! What to do! I have to increase my efficiency! I have to be in a good state! It's possible! It's possible! This way! It's possible! It's possible! More space to perform! It has to be said! I'm mentally ill! I'm better than the average person! It's easier to get tired! Right?! I'm mentally ill! It shouldn't be a big problem! I asked myself! The attending physician back then! I asked him! He thought! No problem! He was still! More authoritative! The scam back then! It's simply! I think! He's amazing! I think! In my life! The most amazing person I've ever seen! Look at him! Great pressure! There's a kind! Every minute! The feeling of wanting to be apprenticed to a master! I've looked forward to it! Although it's still okay! In the end, I learned it! But! He taught me! It's not him! It's a! Good question! Psychiatric hospital! Probably! I haven't been there much! Just two! Psychiatrist! I've come into contact with quite a lot! The most reliable! It's him! How did I know! This is another one! Good question! Young people! There are many tricks! It has to be said! My lucky factor! Too much! My misunderstanding of mental illness! Too much! I've taken the wrong medicine! It's even easier! Hur hur! It's simply too much! Thinking back to me! The experience of going crazy! These psychotropic drugs! They're not used casually! There are all kinds of them! Symptoms of adaptation! Eating the wrong medicine! It's so depressing! What about me then! Now one month! I haven't taken my medicine! I'm still! I'll overcome it myself! Taking medicine is something that can't be helped! Mental illness! Not necessarily! Mental illness! Because of the treatment budget! Very limited! Basic facilities! Not complete! Some are sick! It's just a psychological problem! It has to be said! Psychological counseling! The price is too high! It's not expensive! It's extremely expensive! Psychiatric treatment! It's quite complicated! There are many psychological problems! I have to fucking take medicine as well! It's very painful! Okay! I've taken it! More than six years! Psychotropic drugs! It's so depressing! It's so painful! Because of psychological counseling! It's very expensive! For ordinary people! They can't afford it! So I can only … Take more medicine! It's so depressing! It's still me! Overcome it! Damn it! It's so depressing! Damn it! What the hell is going on! Psychiatric treatment! It's a misunderstanding! It's too much! I thought so! Taking medicine every day! It's so depressing! It's just a psychological problem! And then! Taking medicine every day! Damn it! I won't go crazy! I'll go crazy too! I'm depressed! It's still alright! Early stage! I definitely need it! Medication! Damn it! It has to be said! There are too many difficulties! I thought so! Gradually recover! It's also the most recent! During this period of time! Damn it, finally! It's something that I like! I can do it now! I feel so happy! I'm so excited! The early stage! It's too depressing! I even sign up! It's so difficult! I start talking! It's all tears! Damn it! I really miss it! I continue to think about life! Who said that I'm mentally ill! That's a good question! The source of it is! The goal that I used to strive for! My attending physician! He said it! Actually, it's still alright! He said that I am! What question! I really am! I don't know! That's my subjective judgment! What did he say back then! At that time! I was stunned! The gist of it was! I'm a lunatic! It was so painful at that time! What did he say! I can't remember! He asked me a question! What the f * ck! F * ck! He asked me this! What is he doing! This matter! I really am! I don't know! He actually asked me! Who is the chairman! I don't know! I didn't pay attention at that time! These questions! He asked me this question! What! He's such a genius! My mood! So depressed! That period! I went crazy! I didn't watch the news for many years! I studied hard! I didn't pay attention! These matters! These matters! I don't know! These questions back then! I didn't pay attention! The me back then! What do I want to do! Get first in the exams! Get into Peking University or Tsinghua University first! These questions! I never paid attention to them! Never in the past! This kind of will! Now I'm crazy! For so many years! It has to be said! I know myself! What should I do! I'm not suitable! Squatting! And then! It's quite depressing! It's actually my attending physician! If he says there's no problem! It's not a big problem! This lunatic's judgment! It all started from him! All these years! It has been very depressing! It has to be said! After going crazy! There are many illusions! One is a writer! The other is an official! It's simply! I'm awesome! Talent! I'll start! Concrete operations! Why! Start writing! Direct motivation! Ever since I watched it! Thirty-three Days of Heartbreak! A deep and touching story! I want to write too! I've been heartbroken! It's been more than 1,000 days! It seems like boys and girls! It's different! At that time! Watching television! News! Thirty-three Days of Heartbreak! I feel! Very touched! Isn't that right! I can do it too! I want to learn! So! Back then! In various ways! Under stimulation! I've started writing! It's written in a particularly decadent manner! It's especially deranged! True enough! It's also writing! It's also a heartbreak! Others take 33 days! How many days have I taken! How many days have I taken! I even feel depressed! I feel depressed! It's so painful! Just thinking about it! I feel sad! I thought so! No matter what! At least at that time! I like it very much! I was still! I called to confess! Talent! It's really depressing! Then! I stopped writing! This problem! It's also quite awkward! I pursued girls! It's really! It's too simple and crude! Talent! Young people! I was 20 years old that year! Just in my early twenties! My courage is commendable! Young people! I have to say! Even if it's a silly confession! It's also necessary! Courage! What happened next! I don't write anymore! I write! The most direct motivation! It's to find a partner! Am I right! Others are bragging! Flaunting their capital! I don't! I write a book! Maybe! It's possible! I can make use of my strengths! I used to! Gossip! Once the novel is published! The situation where all the girls fall for it! It seems real! It's never happened before! I can only comfort myself now! This isn't good! One must keep a low profile! It's still solid! Live a life! Those traps! They're all legends! And stories! This kind of ideal effect! It's completely unheard of! I think so too! Very touched! I thought so too! It's the same! Finding a partner! My process! Why! It's so complicated! This inspirational story! I've seen too many of them! I know! I might! The reason why I can't succeed! That's right! My goal! Too many! There's no tendency to focus! I'm why! I'm writing so hard! That one from back then! That uncle with three spoonfuls of sugar! He used practical actions! It's proven! This kind of routine! It can be done! It can still be done! But my problem! It's too much! I'm not doing it right! So I'm! A complete and total failure! I'm used to writing now! Find something to do! Don't be crazy! Don't be empty, lonely, and cold! There's nothing bad about it! The story of back then! When it appeared! I'm still young! I'm only 19 years old! These inspirational stories! I've seen too many of them! It's hard not to be tempted! I was! For myself! Planning a way out! Going crazy every day! Attending classes every day! Being bullied by others! I have nothing to do! At that time, I was determined! To become a writer! I'm sure! Compared to these guys! Well-written! Plus before! Those deranged f * ckers! Life! That's true! That's a matter of a few years later! After the exams! During the New Year period! I have a computer! I'm typing! That won't happen at all! Now! After three years of! All kinds of gossip! My speed! I've finally mastered it! Of course! There are limitations! Reference and input! I don't know! Ordinary people's practice methods! It's not suitable for me! At that time, I! I'm looking forward to it! Writing novels! It's so good! My goal at that time! Very high! This is a good method! I have some! All kinds of plans! But I! I don't know how to write at all! And then! I think! I can definitely do it! Better than others! Well-written! Now it seems! I think so too! It's not a joke! I'll definitely improve a little every day! That's true! I'm working so hard! It can't be helped! I don't have any other specialties! I'm also looking for a partner! Thirty-three Days of Falling Out of Love! It's too touching! And all kinds of writing stories! I feel! I need to reflect on it! Why I! Didn't succeed! Because of me! The way to open it is wrong! Although my time is long! The length is long! But it's true! It's useless! I discovered! I failed! The most fundamental reason! I didn't find the right person! Use the right one! Open it! To write! Thirty-three Days of Falling Out of Love! This matter! I can't learn! Because I'm a man! I've been writing for more than a thousand days! I've definitely gotten over it! Because she already! Got married and started a career! Actually, it's still okay! The me from back then! I like her from back then! That's not a problem! I still want it! Depressing! I have to say! It's quite awkward! Relationship problems! I still will! Especially conflicted! The pitfalls from before! Simply! That's too! There's nothing bad about it! I feel! I still feel guilty! That's my mistake! Everything else is fine! I'm very confused! First of all! I was wrong! This problem! It's temporarily over! This kind of thing! It's the will of both parties! Forcing myself to hang myself! It's useless! Damn! I've been doing it for so many years! I actually don't understand! Someone I like! Not necessarily! Someone who likes me! I've always been conceited! I don't understand! I'm a genius! Looking for a partner! It's so difficult! Actually, it's still fine! I don't think I! A genius! A genius! It's just one kind! Expression! I just think! I can definitely do it! Better than others! Better written! Even now! I think so too! Society nowadays! Too impetuous! I think! My creative direction! No problem! I'm impetuous! That's fine! Come and see! Let me see! How did I court death! Look at these contents! I can calm down! This market! It's also quite depressing! Mainly targeted! The impetuous crowd! I think! I'm doing too well! I can't get over it! Welcome to see! My work! I'm conceited! I can do well! Look at my work! I'm also conceited! An extremely conceited person! It's just a way! It's just different! I'm fine! I never do it! I belittle my opponent! This matter! Very much! It makes sense! With a very weak opponent! Competing! Is it me! There's also a problem with my ability! Am I right! Looking at it now! I'm too stubborn! I've matured a lot! Even if I don't succeed! So what! I'm going to fail! I have to be very suave! How can I! Fail! I have a different view! Voluntary work! I've gained a lot! The first thing that changes! It's me! I'm always giving it to myself! I have to find something to do! I won't be bored anymore! Creative style! There's a certain change! My tone! It's getting higher! More and more! I'm not faking it! I have to say! Engage in this! Some monkey occupations! I've always been! I'm avoiding it! This path! I can't move! Because I'm mentally ill! Mentally ill! Unqualified! And then! It's quite depressing! I think it's fine! Then I embrace it! I have to try it out! I have to pass the exams first! Then! Later! Ability level! Gradually improve! I only found out! I'm not mentally ill! This matter! I still have to! From an authoritative point of view! To judge! Pay attention to facts! And have a basis! There's nothing! It's a stalk of idealism! This method! Use it! Fairly! I have no confidence! Even I'm not convinced! Seek truth from facts! Whether I'm mentally ill or not! This question! It's too ridiculous! It's mainly my own! Subjective judgment! From this! From the source of the news! Saying that I'm mentally ill! It's me! This matter! I'm not sure! Who did I hear it from! The attending physician! Actually, I! I was completely dumbfounded at that time! Damn it! This question! I've also asked! It's not a big problem! This guy! He's tricking me again! It's really enough! This question! It's very easy! I've been crazy for many years! Am I right? My various wrong questions! I'm prepared for all of them! Grab hold of my weakness! It's not that easy! Continue to work hard! Many questions! I'm too conflicted! I'm being tricked! I'm afraid of tricks! My opponent is too unscrupulous! These things! I have the ability to do it! Others can do it too! People who are stronger than me! I should have seen them before! It's just the direction! It's not the same! That's all! At my age! I'm still growing! Those guys! They've been tricking me for many years! To me! I have to say! I'm against tricks! I'm especially sensitive! It's so sad! Why? I'm always being tricked! Such a tragic life! Is this really good? I'll get used to it! I'm a trick! Special physique! Even if I didn't know it at the time! This is a trick! Later on, I could! I slowly analyzed it! Such a trick! A weak teenage friend! Is this really good? It's very irritating! I have to say! What the f * ck! It's enough! That sentence! It's too classic! I've been tricked! I also need to have the capital! It's not important! I'm taking it day by day! I'm still free! You think! There will be people! Are they freer than me! My ability! They're not strong! People who are stronger than me! I've seen them before too! Quite a few! There's no other way! The difference is huge! Calm down! It's normal! Damn! What's life! It's too bitter! I'll go there! It's all a trick! Life's problems! It's quite depressing! I can't keep a low profile! Damn it! There's a kind of! It's like visiting a panda! There are so many problems! I don't even know! There's actually someone! They know before me! I'm quite depressed! What the f * ck! How did they do it! Why? I can't do it! That's why! Different professions are worlds apart! The difference in abilities is huge! Domain problems! That's all! I've always been curious! This problem! How did they see it?! I can only say! It must be! Different times! Similar people have appeared! Some people say that I can do it! I can definitely do it! Because of this profession! I've read countless people! People I've come into contact with! A lot! Basically! These idiots! They feel that I can do it! I'm basically! It's not a big problem! This problem! Myself! I'm not sure! In the past! These problems! I've never thought about it! How did I know?! A fortune-teller! What's going on! It's a trick! It's very simple! This view! I can't believe it! Some groups! They think it's possible! This problem! It's not a big problem! After all, these people! They've read countless people! I don't have this ability! Myself! I can't judge it! These guys! They're too awesome! What's going on?! They can judge it! These guys! They came too fast! Starting from a certain age! There's such a situation! It feels very magical! Actually, it's not magical! Anyway, this thing! I don't know it myself! Because of me! Too unconventional! People like me! Appear! This kind of situation! The probability is frighteningly low! Because of me and! Ordinary people are different! My lifestyle habits! It's a trap! It can't be helped! I'm 18 years old! I've started to go crazy! I've always wanted to be in a relationship! I just don't! Damn it! Although I! My studies aren't good! But my progress! It's the biggest! It can be said to be! Progress from something to nothing! I'm a talent! Hard work from nothing! I have to continue! Constant hard work! Myself! I don't feel anything! These guys! It's actually many years ago! I knew it! I'm depressed! How did I know! I didn't think! I'm really! What's the difference! Damn it! What's going on! This problem! It's so depressing! I don't understand! I don't! It's so magical in the legends! There are so many problems! It can't be helped! It's actually very simple! It should be! Attitude problem! Not! Ability problem! Facing difficulties! Different attitude! I'm not afraid! I'm pissing myself every day! But I've been overcoming it! I've always been unconvinced! I've never! I don't think! I'm weaker than others! Why! Someone who I'm convinced of! At least! At my age level! I don't! Why! I know! These people's weaknesses! Such weaknesses! Basically! It's fatal! It's actually! Attitude problem! Mental illness! What I'm best at! They're just unrepentant! I started from junior high! Learning English! My standard! Although it's not high! But it's casual! Catching a university student! Without ability! Compared to me! Especially! In English writing! Of course! This problem! It's very simple! Everyone! Facing difficulties! Different attitude! I'm that kind of person! People who won't be convinced even in death! I think! These guys! Not qualified! They can beat me! In terms of attitude! These people! Fall! It's just a matter of time! I'm not afraid! This path! It's myself! I walked out! I can't say that! I'm also depressed! The main thing is! This path! My own hard work! More! In comparison! My confidence! It's what I've experienced! These guys! Ability to withstand pressure! Not as strong as me! Not as stable as me! Even if I'm mentally ill! This path! It's my own! I walked out step by step! Of course! It's not that exaggerated! I'm also a teacher! I brought it out! I thought so! It's just that I'm a teacher! More! Just strength! It's not enough at all! I need to have a more stable state! And confidence! Only then can I overcome difficulties! In comparison! I'm better than these guys! Slightly stronger! But there's a difference in standards! That's true! Admit the gap! Continue to work hard! Brag like that! Is that really good? Right?!