Sigh, I feel that these things!

It's still not obvious!

There's really no way around it!

What can I do!

Sigh!

It's really enough!

I really don't understand it!

I feel like I'm going to die soon!

I didn't expect it to be like this!

Sigh!

Actually, love itself is cruel!

This is what I need to understand!

How can I not understand it!

Sigh!

This kind of question!

I really don't have a way!

What can I do!

Sigh!

What do I think!

Sigh, there are some things that I can't do!

This is other people's freedom!

Sigh, what's the most infuriating thing!

Sigh, I can't face it!

There are some things!

What else can I do!

Sigh!

So sometimes!

We have to accept it!

Sigh, I thought there was no problem in itself!

Sigh!

I think I was wrong!

Sigh!

This question is obviously not good enough!

Sigh, what can I do!

Sigh, I really don't know!

Think about it carefully!

These questions!

Let me think about what I should do!

I obviously don't know!

This question feels very complicated!

What do I think!

This kind of thing!

Sigh, I really don't know!

There's no way around it!

Sigh, what can I do!

Sometimes!

I have to say!

Sigh!

I lost to myself!

But obviously, I can't win against myself!

Sigh, no matter what!

I'll compete with myself!

I'll lose!

Sigh!

I really don't understand it!

What do I think!

This question is not good!

I think I still don't know!

There's no way around it!

Sigh, what can I do!

Sigh, it's really enough!

Sigh!

How do I know!

Sigh, there are some things!

It's really not good!

I thought it was good!

It's actually not good!

I'm just looking for a strange feeling!

It's also the so-called feeling of novelty!

Sigh!

I really don't think I'm good!

Sigh!

That's why!

There's a problem with my character!

Sigh!

Looks like I'm still not mature enough!

Sigh!

This was his own problem!

Sigh, I should know!

What should I do with my problem!

Sigh, it's really hard to think about!

There's no way to know!

I think I can't do it!!

It can't be like this!

Sigh, you're going crazy!

Sigh!

It's really enough!

There are times!

I like someone!

Just because I think she's the ideal person in my heart!

Maybe this is the so-called self-deception and novelty!

Sigh!

There's really no way to accept this!

What can I do!

Sigh, I can't do it well!

There are many things I didn't think of!

I'm afraid I can't do it!

Sigh!

How should I put it!

Sigh, former opponents!

It's really quite a lot!

Sigh!

I only know now!

Why am I so self-deprecating!

Actually, there's a reason for this!

I'm not saying how!

It's easy for me to just stand here and talk!

Sigh!

What kind of attitude is this!

Sigh!

What was I like in the past!

It's not like I don't know!

What right do you have to say it here!

Of course, this is the reason I want to say it!

A failure like me!

I can even write things!

What about you!

Can't you do it?

Sigh!

This problem isn't obvious!

A fool!

Sigh!

Damn!

Forget it!

I'm myself now!

I don't even want to talk about it!

Too arrogant!

Too self-righteous!

I've always been so high-profile!

There's no other way!

I have no choice!

Fate wants me to be a beggar!

I only know now!

Actually, I'm with a beggar and a lunatic!

We're only the size of a bowl!

Sigh!

I don't understand this!

I'm with a lunatic!

Sigh, damn, I'm not that crazy!

They say I'm crazy!

They say I've changed!

Sigh!

Damn, you haven't seen these people!

But!

I'm such a failure!

I can't even be a lunatic!

Sigh!

Damn, how should I put it!

You really don't know the world of lunatics!

Sigh!

Damn!

A few days ago, I went shopping!

To buy groceries!

Sigh!

I saw a lunatic sitting there!

Sigh!

He's still there today!

Sigh!

This is a problem!

Sigh!

This feeling is very scary!

I suspect what the hell is this!

It feels like a statue!

But I know he's a person!

Sigh!

I realized!

This kind of person!

This is what I want to do!

I realized!

Why am I such a failure!

Sigh!

I don't even know!

Sigh!

Life is a failure!

I just want to be a lunatic in peace!

But I didn't expect!

My life has never!

It's a failure!

I can't even be a lunatic!

So!

Sigh!

I still don't want to admit it!

I feel like I'm going to collapse!

The biggest fear is!

I feel like I can't live anymore!

A person jumps out at any minute!

The feeling of killing me!

The feeling of starving to death at any minute!

You still don't understand what this feeling is!

Now I know I'm so afraid of death!

If I'm not afraid of death!

How can I be a lunatic!

Sigh!

I feel like my survival is threatened!

Threatened!

Sigh, all kinds of bad things!

There's really no way!

I really can't do it!

Is this good!

I don't really understand!

Tell me!

How do I want to die!

Sigh!

Sigh!

I'm not afraid of death!

Maybe, maybe!

It won't be like this!

But there's something more painful than death!

That is to live!

What do you think!

Sigh!

Actually, I'm not too sure myself!

Actually, the scariest thing is not death!

It's living in pain!

Then!

Let me choose!

It's living in pain!

Or to die!

You know what I'll choose!

Sigh!

In the end!

I still lied to myself!

I've survived!

There's really no way!

This matter!

I think I always don't know!

There's no way around it!

What do I think!

Sigh, I feel a little stressed!

I still have something to do!

Something to do!

Sigh, I feel all kinds of fear!

Sigh!

I really don't know!

Sigh!

Damn!

I've been looking for death recently!

I think I've had enough!

Sigh, I don't know!

Sigh!

Who has it easy in life!

Sigh, you're just teasing me, okay!

Sigh!

There's no way around it!

It's as if it's easy!

Sigh!

I don't know!

Sigh!

There's no way around it!

There's obviously a problem here!

There's all kinds of bad feelings!

What can I do!

Sigh!

I really can't do it!

Think about what I should do!

Carry bricks or carry bricks!

You choose!

Carry bricks!

Do you think I can carry them?!

Sigh!

The problem is too simple!

It's always very obvious!

I'm getting more and more!

I can't relax anymore!

It's really enough!

Sigh!

I can't do it!

There's really no way around it!

Sigh, I really can't do it!

Sigh, what can I do!

I thought!

This kind of thing!

Sigh, it's so difficult!

There's all kinds of bad feelings!

Sigh!

There's no way around it!

What do I want to do!

I thought!

There are too many problems!

This is really not good!

Sigh, I can't do it!

Sigh!

I'll just wait for death!

This kind of thing!

Sigh, there are some things!

I know I can't do it!

But I'll still do it!

Sigh, this problem feels more serious!

Sigh, I really don't understand!

This kind of thing!

I'm all kinds of!

I don't know!

Sigh!

I thought!

My mind is in a mess now!

I'm not in a good state!

Sigh!

Damn it!

Okay!

Sigh, anyway!

I just feel!

It's not good!

I know I can't even be a lunatic!

Sigh!

How can I write!

It seems!

I'm destined to achieve nothing in this life!

Sigh!

I only know now!

I didn't expect it!

This is scarier than fate!

Sigh!

This question felt like an exaggeration!

I'm very scared!

Some things!

I really can't accept it!

What can I do!

There's really no way around it!

Sigh!

What can I do!

This kind of thing!

It's really enough!

Sigh!

There's no way around it!

It's obviously not good for me to be like this!

Sigh!

What can I do!

I feel like there's a problem!

Sigh, this is really not good!

Sigh, I don't think I can do it!

It's really enough!

Sigh!

What can I do!

Sigh, I can't do it!

Is this good!

I thought!

This problem is hard to say!

Sigh, what can I do!

It's really enough!

Sigh!

There's really no way around it!

I can't do it!

This kind of thing!

What can I do!

Sigh, all kinds of problems!

Sigh, I really can't do it!

What can I do!

All kinds of bad things!

Sigh, what can I do!

I really don't know!

Sigh!

I definitely don't know!

What can I do!

Sigh!

The problem is I can't feel it!

This isn't good!

There's no way around it!

I don't know!

Sigh!

It's really not obvious!

I think!

Sigh!

Damn it!

This is the feeling of using one's life to create!

Feeling one's life!

No!

It's stamina!

Bit by bit!

Being used up!

This feels really shameless!

Damn it!

Bullshit!

It's really writing!

It's actually not too tiring!

As long as I'm in a good state!

It's not a problem!

It's tiring!

I want to sleep!

I definitely can't write it!

But it's true!

Writing!

I need to be in a good state!

It's too sad!

I can't write it!

I'm too happy!

I can't write it either!

Sigh!

What do you think!

How should I put it!

Anyway, I have to serve myself well!

You idiot!

What do you want!

Sigh, there's no way around it!

I can't do it myself!

Sigh!

There's no way around it!

It's really enough!

Sigh!

What kind of thing is this!

Sigh, I don't know!

What do I want!

Sigh, balls!

I want to beat you to death!

This idiot!

Sigh!

Damn it!

Damn it!

Damn it!

So the one who hates me the most is me!

Damn it!

Can you save me some trouble!

But then again!

I don't even love!

How can I love others!

My body!

It's so weak!

Sigh!

I don't feel good!

There's really no way around it!

Sigh!

What do I want to do!

Sigh, I really don't know!

Sigh!

Damn it, this is obviously not good!

Sigh, I don't know!

Sigh!

Let me think!

When have I ever been energetic!

Sigh!

Are you kidding me?

I feel like I'm dying every day!

Sigh!

I'm really in a bad state!

I don't feel good!

There's no way around it!

I can't do it myself!

What can I do!

Sigh, there are too many problems!

Sigh!

I really don't know!

What can I do!

I realize that I have a very wrong idea!

Sigh!

I'm so pretentious!

I actually don't know!

Sigh!

What do you think!

How many mental patients aren't pretentious!

Sigh!

I don't really understand it myself!

This matter!

It's hard to say!

Sigh, there's no way around it!

I also feel that there's no way around it!

What can I do!

Sigh, it's not good!

Sigh, I'm scared too!

I should think about life properly!

It's not good to be like this!

Sigh!

This is a problem!

I can't decide!

Alright, it's about time to say goodbye!

Sigh, I hope so!

I hope it's better!