The psychosis of an individual

Chapter 60

I want to live on!

I want to be down-to-earth!

There's no use in daydreaming!

That will only add to the sadness!

That's it!

I have to work hard to live on!

I have to work hard to fight for it!

I've said before that I'm already rotten!

But I still have a kind of love and respect for life!

I have to live on!

I still have to go and see the sun tomorrow!

I still have to write my novel!

I still have to take charge of it alone!

I still have a lot of things to do!

I can't die just like that!

I have to live on!

My life isn't that exciting, but I still have to live on!

I have to work hard!

I have to live on!

My dream hasn't come true yet!

I still have a lot of things to do!

Although people can die at any time!

It's a must to cherish your life!

That's it!

I have to live on well!

I only realized it now!

Fate has always been in my own hands!

I've given up on the idea of living on countless times!

That kind of feeling is really uncomfortable!

I feel that I'm extremely ugly!

They all know it!

I can't hide it either!

I can't get past myself!

That's it!

I have to work hard to live on!

I want to work on the railway!

I'll give it a try!

Why not try!

That's it!

What can I do!

I still have to run around!

Only now do I know!

There's no other way. In order to survive, in order to live on!

In order to make a living!

That's it!

I can't do it!

I just can't do it!

There's something wrong with my brain!

That's it!

Yes, that's how it is!

Some things couldn't be lost!

That's how it is!

No way!

It was impossible for him to write 10000 words today!

Write for another hour!

Do your best!

He had to work hard!

I want to be with you!

Live a happy life together!

That's how it is!

I have no choice!

Someone might like me!

I will choose her!

That's how it is!

No way!

I'm really too greedy!

That's how it is!

I hate my failure!

Bad habits!

I hate it!

He wished he could chop himself up and feed him to the dogs!

How magical!

The feeling!

Countless hallucinations!

That's how it is!

I hate myself!

Haha!

Go play somewhere else!

Go further away!

That's who I am!

I hate myself!

I can't accept myself like this!

Haha!

That's how it is!

How irritating!

Let's dance!

Haha, I want to be with you!

This was just a saying!

No way!

There's something wrong with your brain!

You can't do it!

That's how it is!

Haha, I can't take it anymore!

It was that feeling!

Move aside!

Be careful or I'll beat you up!

I hate you!

That's how it is!

Move aside!

I'm your girlfriend!

I'm your goddess!

Saying this to others!

It's not good for yourself!

That's how it is!

You can't do it!

Move aside!

I hate this feeling!

Hur hur, you're bullshit!

I hate this feeling of talking to myself like a rascal!

That's how it is!

Hehe!

You can't do it!

I like you!

That's how it is!

Looks like I have to stay chaste for life!

That's how it is!

Move aside!

That's how it is!

There's still half an hour left!

I want to write 1500 words!

I can't just write randomly!

I keep feeling that I'm not normal!

This feeling is a good thing, but it's not bad either!

Why can't I feel that I'm not normal!

That's the problem!

I can write novels!

That's also the reason!

In my imagination, I'm no different from others!

That's how it is!

Haha!

I'm coming!

Wearing a skirt!

I can tell!

You've read too many romance novels!

What a joke!

How can you say that about my boyfriend!

How can you talk to him like that!

Be careful or I'll beat you up!

That's how it is!

I'll beat you up!

You're my girlfriend!

I'm lying to myself again!

Move aside and play!

Move aside!

There's still a long way to go!

There's still a long way to go!

I'll write as much as I can!

That's how it must be!

Work hard in life!

That's how it is!

I love you ah!

I love myself!

Loving you is the same as loving myself!

I hate you!

I'm just that stupid!

No matter how good a novel is, it's just wishful thinking!

That's how it is!

That's where you're wrong!

You can't do it!

Move aside and play!

Move aside!

I hate you!

Say that again!

I won't let you be my girlfriend anymore!

I must have been possessed by a ghost!

I'm suddenly being brainwashed!

I'm so scared!

That's how it is!

My head is full of auditory hallucinations!

I'm so scared!

That's how it is!

Too many auditory hallucinations!

That's how it is!

Hehe, move aside!

I'm ignoring you!

You don't love me anymore!

I'm just like that!

I won't die in silence!

I'm a pervert in silence!

And I'm a damn pervert!

Why do I have to use other people's mouths to speak!

That's where you're wrong!

There's something wrong with you!

Move aside!

Move aside!

Haha!

Move aside!

I want to find Big Bro!

Today we're going to claim land!

Haha!

You can't do it!

You don't dare!

That's how you are!

Move aside!

Move further away!

Haha!

Love you!

Go and stop!

That's a beautiful life!

That's impossible!

That's how it is!

So brainless!

Move aside!

I hate this feeling!

I can't write about girls!

I don't understand!

I just don't have much contact!

That's how it is!

I should work hard!

I have to work hard!

I can't do it!

I feel terrible!

That's how it is!

Haha!

Move aside!

Move aside!

I'll beat you to death, you bastard!

Move aside!

Move aside!

Haha!

That's how it is!

Move aside!

Move aside!

Move further away!

I hate you!

Move aside!

I'm going to hit you!

I can't take it anymore!

Why are you like this too!

Is it really like this?

I really can't take it anymore!

Move aside!

Move aside!

I want to listen to songs!

Move aside!

Haha!

Move further away!

I beg you!

I hate you!

Move aside!

Move away from me!

Move aside!

Haha!

Move aside!

Hahaha!

Hehe!

Move away from me!

Move aside!

Move aside!

Wait for death!

Lie in bed and wait for death!

Let's dance together!

Yes, that's how it is!

Hehe!

That's definitely how it is!

Of course, that's how it is!

Anyway, it's fine!

How unfortunate!

That's how it is!

That's how it is!

That's how it is!

I can't do it!

That's how it is!

How can I do that!

That's how it is!

I can't say that!

That's not right!

Yes!

That's how it is!

Haha!

That's how it is!

It's hard to say!

I want to!

That's the old rule!

That's how I feel!

What can I do!

That's how it is!

I want to dance!

I'm a coward!

That's how it is!

I can't do it!

That's how it is!

I can't do it!

That's how it is!

Haha!

I want to hit you!

That's how it is!

Move aside!

That's how it is!

Move aside!

It's not easy to buy train tickets these days!

I'm just saying!

I'm too retarded!

That's how it is!

I should bring grandma back!

I still remember grandma bringing me to eat vermicelli biscuits!

And wontons!

Imagining that feeling is also very blissful!

She only watched me eat!

Thinking about it, I'm too heartless!

My grandma is also very good to me!

I have to give grandma and grandma a call!

That's how it is!

One must know how to repay kindness!

That's how it is!

Yes, that's how it is!

I have to work hard!

I don't have time to think!

So busy!

Busy here and there!

That's how it is!

No way!

I have to!

Stop talking!

Be careful or I'll beat you up!

Move aside!

That's how it is!

I'm me, I'm a retard!

I'm a silly dog!

You're so boring!

Move aside!

Go to wherever it's cool!

That's how it is!

I don't have time to think!

I'm thinking about women!

That's enough!

I'm too heartless!

That's how it is!

No way!

Move aside!

Move aside!

Move aside!

I hate you!

Although I'm a retard!

I'm still very unhappy!

If only I didn't have any emotions!

Then it wouldn't be so painful!

We can dance together!

But that's impossible!

That's how it is!

No way!

Move aside!

I hate you!

That's how it is!

That's how it is!

I usually don't mean what I say!

But I always have a reason for it!

I've said before!

To buy a phone for my sister!

But in the end, I still didn't buy it!

That's how it is!

I still owe my sister a phone!

Haha!

No way!

I've long forgotten all about it!

Haha!

Haha!

Dance together!

It's already 7 o 'clock!

No way!

That's how it is!

No way!

I hate you!

Just a thousand words short!

Work hard!

Alright!

I love you!

A certain woman!

I don't have the courage!

Will you not have the courage?

I'm only afraid of the pressure!

I hate this feeling!

It has to be like this!

What can I do!

Ha ba!

Prodigal!

Move aside!

Move aside!

No way!

My grandpa has already gone to meet Marx!

That's how it is!

I hate this feeling!

It has to be!

It has to be like this!

No way!

I hate you!

Haha!

I must finish writing today!

Call in the music!

I can't let this affect my speed!

This can't be done!

Work hard!

This can't be done!

My mind is empty!

There's still 900 words left!

Sprint!

It has to be done. My thoughts can't be done!

I have to bring my grandmother back!

Although I'm heartless!

I'm cowardly!

I dare to stand up to others!

But there are some things I won't stand up to!

That's how it is!

My ability is limited!

Just thinking about it makes me uncomfortable!

I'm very busy!

Now I see the afterglow of the setting sun!

It's bright red!

This feeling is so beautiful!

The most beautiful thing is the sunset!

That's how it is!

The most beautiful thing is the sunset!

This sentence!

It's very meaningful!

Take some time to make a phone call tonight!

Although sometimes they're strict with me!

I don't think it can be done!

My mother is definitely a loving mother!

And I'm also a loser!

That's how it is!

I'm a loser!

That's right!

My character is flawed!

Very cowardly!

Can't be independent!

Timid!

Your sister!

You dare to say that you're a loser?!

That's your problem!

Actually, I'm very timid!

I still have a lot of things to do!

I'm a slacker!

That's how it is!

This can't be done!

That's how it is!

This can't be done!

I have to work hard!

I can grow up to be the bear I am today!

It's not something that happened in a day or two!

That's how it is!

This can't be done!

I mainly have a problem with my thinking!

Where else do you have a problem?!

Most importantly, you have a problem!

That's your fault!

This can't be done!

You have to be ruthless!

That's how it is!

Must!

Work hard!

That's how it is!

Go away!

Be careful or I'll hit you!

If you say that again!

This can't be done!

It has to be like this!

Kid, that's enough!

You're still far from it!

Why can others do it!

I can't be done!

This is the problem!

So I have to work hard!

Isn't it just that I'm thinking too much?

I have too many things to take care of!

It's just that the psychological pressure is too great!

I can't take it!

Otherwise, I wouldn't have gone crazy!

I can't stand myself!

That's why I'm going crazy!

If I go crazy again, I might get Alzheimer's!

I still have a lot of things to do!

But for me!

Dementia is a matter of time!

I'm a mental patient!

I also have my own life!

Who said that!

In life, everyone is the main character!

Everyone has the same amount of screen time!

I'm adjusting my state!

I'm an honest person!

Maybe I can be a farmer!

I don't know how to farm!

But I still want to be a farmer!

Farmers are the king!

I like the feeling of being self-sufficient!

It has to be like this!

A self-sufficient life!

That's what I yearn for!

This kind of life is not what I want!

I like to live an idyllic life!

That's how it is!

No way!

Society has already developed to such a state!

There's no turning back!

That's how it is!

So sad!

I have to be happy!

That's how it is!

Hahaha!

I have to be happy!

I have to face life with a smile!

No matter how bitter it is, I have to smile!

I'm too naive!

There's nothing wrong with being naive!

But I want to face a bloody life!

Haha!

You're not enough!

You're not enough!

I'm just thinking too much!

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