Sigh, I'm not sure!

My mental illness is acting up!

Sigh, it's hard to say!

What can I do!

Sigh, it's my own problem!

Sigh, I don't know what to do!

I'm stuck like this!

Damn it!

I've had enough!

Sigh, it's so stuck that I want to cry!

Sigh, there's actually a problem!

How should I put it!

Only now do I know that I'm the odd one out!

Typing according to other people's ready-made style!

I can't be fast!

But typing according to my own style!

But I can be fast!

So!

So it's a problem with the method!

Sigh, I didn't expect this!

It's actually like this!

Sigh, I thought so!

Is this good!

Actually, I'm still not sure!

It's hard to say!

I thought so!

My mental illness is acting up!

So irritating!

Sigh, how can I be like this!

Sigh, maybe I'm too tired!

I think it's more like I'm bursting with guilt!

I don't think so!

Sigh, it's all kinds of feelings!

I call this mental illness!

It's called pain!

It's called acting up!

What's the point!

Sigh, I've had enough!

This mental illness!

It's purely because there's something wrong with my brain!

Even I'm afraid of it!

I can't believe it!

Sigh!

Speaking of this!

It's my problem!

As long as I don't use my brain to think!

I won't feel bad!

Just thinking about it makes me feel bad!

Sigh!

I really want to cry!

Why are you treating me like this?

What did he do wrong?

Sigh, you know it yourself!

The rest of the mental patients were fine!

When the illness was acting up!

He wanted to jump into the river!

He had the heart to do everything!

Sigh!

It was always a very serious situation!

Sigh, this was different from losing control of one's emotions!

Sigh!

It was just pain!

Damn it!

Is this okay?!

Don't I think so?

Sigh!

What a tragedy!

Ai, I think so too!

Sigh, this matter is not good at all!

I'm not sure myself!

Don't you think so?

His mental illness had actually acted up!

Can't we play anymore?

Sigh, you still want me to write at this time!

I have a strong sense of danger!

Do you think this is interesting?

Sigh, this is too sad!

I would rather die!

I don't want to live without dignity!

Because death was a form of release for this!

Because death wasn't the most painful thing!

So!

Damn it!

I was wrong!

Say it like this!

What's the point?

That's enough!

Do you really not know?!

Sigh, I think you're too pitiful!

Alas, it's my own problem!

It's so painful!

My mental illness actually acted up!

Sigh, this medicine feeling!

There's no effect!

But changing the medicine is impossible!

I want to stay in the hospital!

And never come out again!

I really want to die early!

I think!

Suicide is a way to die!

It's not suitable for me!

It instantly lowered my level!

Sigh!

I think I should die with honor!

Sigh!

I thought so!

The world of mental illness!

I can't understand!

What do you want!

You can tell me!

Maybe I can satisfy you!

You can't!

I've already warned you countless times!

I told you not to do this!

But you're still like this!

Warnings are useless!

I must let you know the power of mental illness!

Forget it!

It's meaningless!

Do you think I'll be afraid?!

I just think it's sad!

Sigh!

Why is it like this?!

Can I choose to escape?!

No, because I don't have a choice!

Sigh!

It's really enough!

I don't know!

Damn it!

It's really enough!

What is this?!

Sigh, my problem!

Is this okay?!

Sigh, it's really enough!

I don't understand at all!

Damn it, you brat!

You really want to die!

Pain is a meal!

Don't you need inspiration?!

This is the innate pain of mental illness!

Inspiration comes very quickly!

This is a height that ordinary people can't reach!

Sigh, maybe!

You actually used me!

Is it interesting?!

You don't even let mental illness go!

Do you want to die?!

Sigh, it's really enough!

It's not good to be like this!

I don't know at all!

I don't have a choice!

What can I do?!

Sigh, I don't understand!

Sigh!

You brat, do you think it's fun to be like this?!

Sigh, why do you treat me like this?!

I don't live to be in pain!

Then I want to ask you!

You live!

What are you doing here?!

My life is very simple!

I'm here to eat and sleep!

But there's a price to pay for eating and sleeping!

What do you think?!

Sigh, I don't understand what you mean!

Sigh!

It's actually very simple!

I have to bear it!

And I don't have a choice!

Sigh, mental illness has a hard life!

Isn't my life bitter too?!

You treat me like this!

Is it really okay?!

Sigh!

There's obviously a problem!

But this is

What you want!

Am I still not satisfied?!

Sigh, I don't think this is a problem!

Sigh!

I don't understand!

Why do you treat me like this!

Sigh, it's really not easy to bear!

Sigh, even death is painful!

Sigh, this matter is actually so simple!

I can't accept it!

What is this!

Sigh, I don't understand!

I can't do anything about this!

This is really enough!

Sigh, my mistake!

Sigh, I don't understand!

What do I know!

It's too sad!

Sigh, I don't understand at all!

I can't understand it myself!

Sigh, what do I know!

It's really a problem!

I thought so!

Sigh, I don't understand at all!

What do I know!

It's really a problem!

Sigh, I thought so!

It's not good to be like this!

I don't know at all!

There's no other way!

These things!

You actually make me suffer so much!

You're a talent!

I'm not afraid that you can't bear it!

Sigh, I feel like I can't bear it anymore!

Sigh, I've reached my limit!

Sigh, you have to learn to challenge yourself in life!

There's no such thing as a limit!

Sigh, why!

Sigh, I can't bear it!

Your ability to bear it is still so weak!

Because I can't face myself!

I can't allow myself to become a human being peacefully!

Why!

Can't I choose!

Sigh, I think I can choose!

Sigh, although this will be more painful!

Sigh, I don't understand what you mean!

This is really enough!

Sigh, it's totally a problem!

This is really enough!

Is it really okay!

I don't understand!

Sigh!

My mental illness is acting up!

Come and see!

There's a mental illness here!

He's done a lot of bad things!

Shameful things!

Do I have a choice!

Sigh, what are you sad about!

Humans are humans!

Humans are like this to begin with!

Hur hur, my soul is very pure!

I'm different from you!

You're too ugly!

Sigh, why can't I do it well!

Sigh, I think I need to do it well!

F * cking obsessive-compulsive disorder!

What do I know!

It's too sad!

This problem!

I don't understand!

Sigh, there's no other way!

This is really enough!

It's too sad!

Sigh, I don't understand at all!

What can I do!

Sigh, it's really enough!

It's my own problem!

Move aside, my mental illness is acting up!

Sigh!

F * ck!

It's really enough!

What's the point of this!

I can't accept it!

Some unpleasant things!

Sigh!

I don't accept cruel things!

Sigh, what do you think!

Thinking of this will make me die of pain!

F * ck!

But this is reality!

Sigh!

At this time!

It's time to test myself!

Sigh, the so-called true warrior!

Daring to face a bleak life!

Sigh, you still don't dare to face it!

I'm a mental illness, please let me off!

Sigh, I admit that my brain and character are problematic!

That's right, I'm a pervert!

I'm a pervert!

Sigh, I can't take it!

Sigh, but I have no choice!

Even if I

Don't write a novel!

It's still so painful!

I think so!

Sigh, this is a mental illness!

Why do I have to be like this!

F * ck, I don't want to accept that I'm a bad person!

I want to be a good person!

I hate it when others look down on me!

Using the so-called noble!

Using the soul to mock me!

That's what I'm afraid of!

I don't know what I'm afraid of!

I'm afraid of strong opponents!

Sigh, the strong and scary kind!

What am I afraid of!

Actually, I'm afraid of myself!

How can I be like this!

I didn't expect this!

What did I hope for!

It turns out that I can't take it!

The mockery of others!

I can't take it!

Looks like I can take it!

But in reality, I can't!

Sigh!

I thought so!

Actually, I think so!

F * ck, this isn't the root cause!

I'm disgusted by some unpleasant things!

Sigh!

These are all excuses!

I think so!

I don't like those cruel things!

Sigh, this makes me feel incomparable pain!

I like those beautiful things!

This will make my heart feel a little better!

My heart is still very weak!

I don't understand!

My own strength!

But I have to pay the price!

I thought so!

Sigh, f * ck!

I didn't expect this!

Sigh, my mental illness is better!

Sigh!

I thought my mental illness wouldn't act up anymore!

It rarely acts up!

I don't think so!

Sigh!

Mental illness!

It acts up a few times a day!

Especially when I'm tired!

It's the easiest to act up!

Sigh!

F * ck!

This is really not good!

Sigh, I can't accept this!

This is really enough!

Sigh, is this really good!

Sigh, I don't know at all!

Is this really good!

So sad!

What is this!

It's really enough!

I don't know myself!

I can't do anything about this!

Sigh, I always like to have wishful thinking!

Why should I be a writer!

Can't I!

I know a lot of people will laugh at me!

They think I'm retarded!

So what!

Is this important!

There's nothing wrong with having dreams!

Sigh, I think so!

Sigh, there's nothing wrong with having dreams!

Sigh, I think so!

I think people who look down on people with dreams!

How pitiful it is!

I feel pain for them!

Sigh, what do you think!

Sigh, I'm not harming society!

Just having a dream!

What's wrong with that!

I can't stand some people the most!

They only know how to look down on people!

What I feel pain for isn't