The psychosis of an individual

Chapter 71

Love to eat!

Love to sleep!

I am who I am!

A common version of me!

I like pretty girls a lot!

Classy girls!

They are the best quality that is hard to come by!

They can only be found by chance!

They are definitely the best quality!

This is my dream!

You are so indulgent!

Don't indulge in reality!

Just indulge in the novel!

Otherwise, it will be too depressing!

It will easily cause problems!

I can't help it!

My novel is destined!

What do I want!

I want to leave suspense!

I can't be too straightforward!

I love you a lot!

Just like how you don't love me!

That's it!

I love you so much!

You can't do it!

I love you a lot!

That's it!

Come on!

That's it!

You can't do it!

You are still far from it!

Roar!

Roar your sister!

I will blow you up in minutes!

The wind is still very strong!

I want to write!

I feel a little lost!

There are too many doubts!

Is this life?

There is nothing to worry about!

Not too good!

I want to live a carefree life!

I want to be willful!

Willfulness must not be indulged!

Your body can't do it!

You can't bear it even if you indulge!

Otherwise, it will be a headache!

This is what it means to be in pain but happy!

That was my username in the past!

I used Little Brainless!

I used it for a few years!

Now I am a sinner for all eternity!

I used to be called the world's youth!

That's it!

I don't have a long history!

I just finished primary school!

The Internet is just an information exchange platform!

There is no need to brag so much!

Goodbye, Ningbo!

You are so smart!

That's it!

So sad!

How can this be!

Who is to blame!

It's my fault that you are stupid!

That's it!

It's all a sin!

That's it!

You don't even know one thing!

How can you do it!

That's it!

Why are you still pretending to be smart!

That's it!

Haha!

You can't do it!

You are still far from it!

That's it!

Get lost!

Ha De can do it!

Good!

Awesome!

This feeling!

I really can't stand it!

That's it!

That's it!

I am not good enough!

I love you a lot!

I love you so much!

I love you!

No need!

No reason!

It's that simple!

I can't stand this feeling!

So sad!

Too sad!

It's all my fault!

I am guilty!

I am a sinner for all eternity ~ I am not a good person!

Even my bones are smelly!

I can't stand it!

It's too ugly!

It stinks to death!

That's the problem!

Why is it like this!

I am guilty!

I am such a stupid dog!

Can we dance together?

I like you a lot!

If we like each other, we should be together!

Or leave no regrets!

But it's all regrets!

Life is destined to be full of regrets!

That's it!

I hate this feeling!

What's the big deal!

You can work hard if you are stupid!

It's not your fault that you are stupid!

You don't know that you are stupid!

It's your fault!

That's the problem!

I can't stand this feeling!

It's real!

Can you be smarter!

Let the heart guide you!

I want to live!

I want to live my life like this!

I really can't stand it!

It's not like this!

I really can't stand it!

That's it!

It's a very uncomfortable feeling!

It's like being stabbed by a knife!

So uncomfortable!

I am not Liao Xuebing!

I am Huang Yajian!

That's it!

A super teacher!

It's really good!

That's a classic!

It's needless to say!

There are too many things on the Internet that are good!

But it's too late!

I'm already past my age!

Brilliance is created by myself!

It's not seen through!

That's it!

It's a very realistic problem!

My beautiful life!

It should be like this!

My beautiful life!

Absolutely not!

It's just watching TV!

That's it!

I'll find an excuse for myself!

For mental illness!

For humanity!

And for myself!

I have to work hard to live on!

My mission!

I have to complete it!

That's it!

I have to say!

This is a comparison!

It's an unrealistic and realistic situation!

The authors are thinking too much!

I have to work hard!

I have to do it!

I have to live on!

So!

I have to work hard!

Work hard is a must!

My pace!

It's slow!

I mature late!

I don't have one!

The reason for me to mature early!

That's it!

I'm a brainless person!

I'm a typical retarded person!

But it's not my fault!

I blame myself for not working hard enough!

Everyone has the right to live on!

Who cares if they have money or not!

This is a harmonious society!

This is a serious problem!

I have to say!

That's it!

That's it!

No one can i!

Step on you!

Don't let you live on!

Who steps on you!

Who you resist!

That's right!

That's the highest!

Spirit!

Damn!

It's really sad!

There are many problems!

I'm scared!

What's there to be scared of!

It's useless to be scared!

It's my thoughts!

It's not true enough!

What others say!

It's other people's business!

I'm me!

I'm not the me you speak of!

Alright!

That's it!

I feel a lot of pressure!

Pressure!

That's it!

Sigh, I'm writing slowly today!

There seems to be a lot more!

I have to pick up my pace!

That's it!

Haha!

What are you laughing at!

Laughing foolishly!

Like a dog!

I'm not persistent enough!

My thoughts are not true enough!

The me that others speak of!

Not me!

I'm stupid!

Am I not going to live on?

There's a problem with my education!

I'm too honest!

This is my fault!

How can you blame education!

That's where you're wrong!

You can't do it!

You're still far from it!

I want to stay away from you!

I can't stand this feeling!

That's it!

This guy!

What is he doing!

It's really sad!

That's it!

That's it!

I can't leave the Internet now!

Novels!

It's done!

I'm the only connection to the Internet!

Forget it!

Should I continue writing!

I'll think about it in three years!

It's too early to talk about it now!

I don't want to write for the rest of my life!

I've been doing all this!

I want to try more!

This is life!

What should I do!

I'll think about it when the time comes!

I'm really sad!

I still have a lot of things to do!

Not just writing novels!

I can't write novels!

It's too important!

My character!

Attitude!

Suitable to be a professional writer!

But my writing style!

It's too far from it!

I have too many concerns!

Too many restrictions!

I don't know if I should continue writing!

It's really uncomfortable!

In my heart!

This feeling!

It's very uncomfortable!

That's it!

I feel a lot of pressure!

I don't know anything!

I have nothing!

Youth is also a form of capital!

That's it!

My thoughts are not true enough!

I need to comprehend more!

I need to think more!

It's not enough!

That's the problem!

The direction I'm working towards!

First of all!

I need to mentally adjust!

That's it!

There's a spirit that dares to question authority!

It's not bad!

Dare to question!

It's good!

I can't accept it blindly!

That's a mental illness!

That's it!

Damn!

A mental illness dares to question authority!

Although there might not be a way!

I still need to work hard!

If I don't work hard, I won't have a chance!

Chances won't fall from the sky!

That's absolutely impossible!

Chances are for those who are prepared!

That's it!

That's it!

Yes, yes!

That won't do!

I'm still far from it!

Haha!

Go away!

Go away!

How should I put it!

I'm still far from it!

No matter what it is!

That's the problem!

I'm still far from it!

That's it!

How can that be!

Haha!

That's it!

How can that be!

I saw a ghost!

It appeared!

It scared me to death!

I can't stand this feeling!

That's it!

I saw a ghost!

Hehe!

What can you do!

You can't do it!

I'm just not straightforward!

I'm still far from it!

First, I have to be myself!

Flies don't eat seamless eggs!

That's the logic!

If everything was done well!

The world would be harmonious!

But that's impossible!

Humans are humans!

Not gods!

That's it!

How should I put it!

That's still a problem!

That's it!

What we're learning is idealized socialism!

Shared prosperity!

When it's time!

I'm very happy!

That's it!

But that's an ideal!

I might not be able to see it!

My way of thinking is too idealistic!

That's my problem!

That's also the source of my hope!

Otherwise, I wouldn't want to live on!

That's it!

I've seen the good side of it!

That's it!

How can that be!

No way!

Let's dance together!

Let's sing together!

Let's sing and dance to our hearts' content!

That's the feeling I want!

You think I'm!

What is it!

I'm a herbivore!

That's it!

So sad!

This feeling!

I didn't indulge!

I only touched it!

That's it!

That's not very good!

I didn't do that kind of evil thing!

Why is it giving me a headache!

I can't figure it out!

Why is it like this!

If I didn't indulge, the pain wouldn't be so ridiculous!

Maybe it's because I have too many genes!

I can control it!

What!

I won't indulge in it anymore!

It might come at night!

I'm that kind of person!

Heal the scar!

Forget the pain!

This feeling!

I've had enough!

I can't indulge in it anymore!

That's my problem!

Even if I don't indulge, I can still write a good novel!

Everything will get better!

This thinking is evil!

It's really harmful!

I'm guilty!

I'm mentally ill!

I hate myself!

I'm very confused!

I'm living in confusion!

That's it!

Drinking water feels like drinking wine!

As expected of Drunken Casanova!

Not indulging in it is much better!

I can't indulge too much!

I have a so-called moral cleanliness disorder!

That's the main characteristic of my mental illness!

I feel that even my bones are smelly!

What I'm doing is wrong!

I should correct it!

That's it!

Yay, so happy!

Finally, I don't have a severe headache!

So happy!

This feeling is really unbearable!

In the past, even if I didn't indulge, it would still hurt!

But!

If I don't indulge now, I can still control it!

Otherwise, I'll make myself sound very ugly!

That's it!

I'm scared!

I feel!

This isn't the first day or two!

It's impossible for me not to indulge!

For ten years!

I've experienced it!

How can I quit just like that!

Those who don't smoke or drink are all perverts!

I'm the best proof!

I'm also very selfish!

There's no one who isn't selfish!

Who isn't selfish!

I want her to be my girlfriend!

It doesn't matter if she's older!

There's no one who isn't selfish!

Humans are humans!

I'm just too naive!

There's nothing wrong with being naive!

I like my naivety!

That's it!

I still have a lot to endure!

That's it!

Today is 64 days!

I definitely can't indulge!

I'll die if I indulge!

Once I let go, I want to indulge myself!

I like beautiful women!

Beautiful women are poisonous!

My girl!

She's still very far away from me!

That's it!

It has to be like that!

I like girls!

The kind that's perverted!

That's my biggest weakness!

It's hard to change!

I don't think I can change it!

How about I find a psychiatrist!

That's it!

Psychiatrist!

My girl!

That can't be described as valuable!

That's the most unpopular!

She's also my favorite girl!

She can even treat me!

That's it!

There's a psychiatrist!

I'm stuck!

Stuck for a while!

This computer is amazing!

There's a psychiatrist!

You're welcome to find me!

It doesn't matter if you're ugly!

I love you just as much!

Psychiatrist!

That's my favorite!

If I have a descendant!

I'll ask him to be a psychiatrist!

I probably won't have the chance to be a psychiatrist!

That's it!

But I still have to work hard!

My plan is to be a psychiatrist!

Treat my illness!

Of course, I can't do it!

I'm just an adult undergraduate!

I don't have the relevant qualifications!

My profession doesn't match either!

I really want to study medicine!

I'll give it a try!

I'll take the psychiatrist exam!

I think I can take the exam!

Why not give it a try!

Having this illness is a shortcut!

It's also a dead end!

I'll give it a try!

I'm so excited to finally find something to do!

I've always had this urge!

But I'm not a blank piece of paper anymore!

I'm yellow!

But I can work hard!

Who says I'm mentally ill!

I can't!

Psychiatrist!

That's not the right attitude!

Anyone can be a psychiatrist!

I just don't understand!

Uncle Gao!

How did he judge me!

It's Doctor Gao!

That's it!

How do I put it!

To put it bluntly!

That's it!

I'm still very suitable to be a psychiatrist!

I'll work for a few years!

I still have to wait for three years!

My concept of honor is harming myself!

I feel that being a psychiatrist is very high and mighty!

It's not like that!

Everyone is very high and mighty!

That's the way to think!

Regardless of whether I do it or not!

Doctor!

I should think more for others!

Think more for my fellow patients!

If Uncle Gao doesn't think for me!

Then I can't do it!

Some second-rate hospitals can't do it!

It's best to hang this illness up high!

Don't go anywhere else!