The psychosis of an individual
Chapter 88
Mm!
It's starting today!
It's still very impetuous!
I hate this feeling!
Let me!
I can't calm down!
I can't walk towards the world of my heart!
Today!
It's Thursday!
Another day of being single!
What should I think!
Being single!
Problem!
Being single is a social problem!
It still needs to be dealt with!
Last night!
One night!
I didn't sleep well!
I feel uncomfortable all over!
I don't know what's going on!
It's thunder or something!
I've had enough!
I hate it!
It's this feeling!
I'm very lost now!
I don't know where to go!
I'm really upset!
How should I put it!
I'm just upset!
I miss time!
I just want to go on like this!
But that's impossible!
I have to face the challenge!
I have to shoulder my responsibilities!
I have to move forward!
There's no other way!
Everyone is like this!
This is life!
I can't let go of too many things!
I can only think about it!
And I can't let go!
This feeling!
It's really not good!
It's just like this!
Last night!
I didn't sleep well!
I drank a lot of water!
My mouth is dry!
I messed it up!
I pressed the wrong button!
I didn't study it in detail!
I don't know how to use Word!
I only know how to type!
I only know how to write novels!
I can only say that I'm too far behind!
I don't have enough experience!
It's just like this!
How should I put it!
There's nothing that isn't tiring!
Playing games is tiring!
How should I put it!
This is a problem!
I ate fish last night!
I'm not talking about this!
I still have other things to say!
My personal problems are still quite serious!
I even lied to myself!
I have to maintain a good attitude!
Otherwise, I can't write novels!
I keep having this feeling!
I dreamt!
I'm dead!
Death is very uncomfortable!
Living!
Indeed!
I'm half happy and half sad!
Sigh!
I feel terrible!
I can't take it easy!
Fairy, it's already 8: 20!
There's no feeling of gushing!
How should I put it!
It's just like this!
Girls are few!
Wolves are many!
I can only work hard to improve myself!
Ability!
Meet!
Girls that I'm attracted to!
Think about it!
It's uncomfortable!
It's agreed!
It's pure love!
Sigh!
My love!
I'm still upset!
This feeling is really uncomfortable!
Love is gone!
I can't accept it!
My life!
It's also so down and out!
How can I stand it!
In the words now!
It's revealed!
Faint sadness!
I like girls!
I like pretty girls!
This is definitely not fabricated!
I like that type!
That's hard to say!
I can only say that I like all of them!
Different flowers in different eyes!
I'm open!
I'm not open!
I like all of them!
The best!
Can be cuter!
Be more mature!
The so-called cuteness!
It's hard to say!
In my eyes!
80% of girls!
They're all cute!
This is definitely not fabricated!
Mature!
Considerate!
I can't tell!
They're all the immature ones!
There's no need!
To treat me this way!
Because!
I'm not worthy!
This is so hurtful!
Do you have to be so direct!
Mature!
You'll definitely not fall for someone like me!
I dare to guarantee it!
Although!
I'm really handsome!
You're narcissistic again!
That's where you're wrong!
Will you die if you don't brag!
You're handsome!
Trash!
It's useless!
Mature girls!
I'm not into that!
I feel good about myself!
I'm still very handsome!
No!
Like me!
Also!
Like hell!
What do you know!
No one has ever confessed to me!
It's all because I'm shameless!
To others!
Say!
Words of love!
All kinds of confessions!
To be a boy!
Is it easy?
Well, it's sinful!
In the past!
When I first had a relapse!
I thought!
I would!
Change the education world!
Become a great thinker!
Something like this!
I can't remember!
Oh, it's a philosopher!
A great philosopher!
I remember now!
At that time!
I started to write!
Many classics!
But I've forgotten all of them!
That's how water should flow!
That's me!
Only writing!
These!
Definitely not me!
I made them up!
I really thought of this before!
Fortunately, I'm in this state!
No!
For how long!
Actually, this state has always been there!
You even said you wanted to be a writer!
A writer!
Compared!
A philosopher!
How should I say it!
It's much easier to understand!
It's easier to popularize!
This state!
It lasted for a period of time!
I took the exam!
I wanted to get first place!
What first place in the country!
That's a must!
Looking at it now!
First place in the country!
It's not that easy to do!
Silly!
Naive!
I'm not even in the rankings!
Top 100 in the country!
But the overall index!
I'm number one!
Number one is definitely me!
Otherwise, I wouldn't write novels like this!
I just don't know!
Is there!
Tied for first place!
My naivety!
It's still a ranking!
I'm in the front!
Even if I'm silly, I'm still in the top 200!
I'm really unrivaled in the world!
That's right!
That's right!
Flattened!
How can it be like this!
More silly!
More naive!
That's enough!
I'm a weakling!
I'm so tired!
I want to sleep!
This feeling!
It's not good!
Very sleepy!
I didn't have a good rest!
Today!
It's still 7,000 words!
I need to rest well!
I can't!
I can't write more chapters!
My body can't take it!
My inspiration can't keep up!
So-and-so author!
It's too much!
What family background!
That kind!
The feeling of bragging!
It's too weak!
I don't need to care so much!
Not everyone!
They don't have the ability to judge!
I believe!
There is!
The existence of a strong stream of consciousness!
The so-called stream of consciousness!
Definitely not!
Take the money!
It can be smashed out!
Must!
Have insight!
Have!
Have judgment!
Stream of consciousness!
I'm considered as one!
It's just begun!
I'm an ordinary stream of consciousness!
Sometimes it doesn't!
However!
It might be strong!
My stream of consciousness!
It's not likely to write novels!
This and!
Mind's eye!
Again!
Difference!
Actually, there's not much difference!
It's very subtle!
I said it!
A strong stream of consciousness!
It's not a bad thing!
The kind!
It's an upright person!
Brainwashing!
All kinds of businesses!
Belonging!
Bad things!
Categories!
Using some things to talk about!
What!
What!
Using all kinds of examples!
In the end!
It's still the same!
You too!
Lying to children!
Some!
Primary school students!
Won't believe it!
This is why I'm retarded!
Index!
Can be ranked!
The reason for being number one!
It's just like that!
I admit to being number two!
No one!
I can admit to being number one!
This is very simple!
It's all boasting!
What mental illness!
Changing the world!
What!
Bullshit!
Actually, I used to be like that too!
I don't want to be like that!
They're all mental illnesses!
What about society!
I'm not talking about mental illnesses!
Society!
There should be all kinds of people!
Helping each other!
Suppressing each other!
This is also the good thing about the world not being unified!
There are no eternal enemies!
There are only eternal interests!
How can I say it!
I have too many enemies!
I want to go!
Develop in no man's land!
Everywhere!
Invade capital!
Resources that I can ask for!
Pathetically little!
No choice!
I can only give it to others!
Be a grandson!
Be exploited!
Furthermore!
I can't say it!
If I say it!
I will!
Be beaten to death!
I'm not afraid of death!
I don't dare to go overboard!
Actually, in this world!
There's only one person!
The others!
They're all foils!
It's right to think this way!
Even if there's only one person!
There's still work!
Otherwise, what's there to eat!
So no matter how many people there are!
I want all of them!
Work!
This reminds me!
The story of the monk fetching water!
This story!
It's very realistic!
Everyone wants a high salary!
Easy!
What about society!
There's a problem with society's values!
Sooner or later, there'll be trouble!
I know just by thinking about it!
I'm a fool!
Retarded index!
Ranking!
Number one!
I want all of them!
How can there be a high salary!
How can it be easy!
I believe no one doesn't want it!
Even an idiot would know!
It's like this!
Now!
How should I put it!
There's definitely a problem!
How to solve it!
Who will solve it!
It's all a problem!
It's everyone's problem!
I'll do it myself!
That's good!
I can't control society!
It's impossible if I say it!
I'll do it right away!
That's absolutely impossible!
I'm not that great!
That's human nature!
It's hard to say!
Who can change it!
We're human!
Not God!
I'm not saying!
That there's a problem!
This is a phenomenon!
I have to look straight at it!
The development of society!
Or relying on it!
Labor!
Actually, it's none of my business!
At most!
That's right!
How should I put it!
It's also possible!
I can think of it!
Others can think of it too!
But there are some people!
They don't have self-awareness!
My brain is definitely not one in a million!
I'm just lucky!
My brain doesn't work well!
I can only say that I'm lucky!
I've walked with a clear mind for once!
And only this time!
I don't want there to be a next time!
I really don't!
I have a lot of problems!
I'm disgusted with myself!
Fortunately, there's only one life!
Otherwise, how would I be exploited!
And!
1100!
Just thinking about it makes me uncomfortable!
How should I put it!
I'm busy!
There's still a lot to do!
Sigh!
My job!
Although!
It's very commoner!
But it's also considered glorious!
It's just like that!
I've been!
Security!
I've sold fish!
Those are the so-called low-level jobs!
I think it's glorious to work!
There's no so-called high-end talent!
I'm still alive!
High-end talent!
Not the kind that treats others like grandchildren!
How should I put it!
I'm not even considered a talent!
I'm not even considered high-end!
You're high-end!
What have you done!
Phone bills!
And it's still so expensive!
Traffic!
There's always fees!
Everything is monopolized!
You're a bullshit high-end talent!
You can't even do that!
What news are you on!
High-end talent!
That's it!
High-end talent!
If you have my mentality!
That's amazing!
But the so-called high-end talent!
You've definitely been bribed!
For!
The so-called money!
I'm thinking when it'll be free!
Never!
There's no free lunch in this world!
That's what I think!
Just thinking about it makes me uncomfortable!
Like!
Free meals!
Free!
Games!
Free!
All kinds of free!
I don't even dare to think about it!
I don't even dare to think about it!
It's impossible for it to be free!
It's free!
Who still wants to work!
Eat what!
Mechanization!
That's a dream!
Not so much!
Resources!
It's just messing around!
That's the situation!
I'm not the one saying it!
When!
Can work!
And fight!
Walk out!
That's absolutely impossible!
I don't even dare to think about it!
That's the situation!
I don't dare to have such an imagination!
Because it's simply impossible!
Humans are humans!
Not gods!
Maybe I'm a little exaggerating!
Watch more news!
Observe more!
Then you'll know!
Extremely uncomfortable!
Now!
Sigh!
It's all in exchange for labor!
I want to rest!
I can't relax if I want to!
It's really enough!
Just thinking about it makes me uncomfortable!
My ideal life!
Completely gone!
I'll live until the end!
What's the point!
I don't have an answer!
Eat and sleep!
Look at beauties!
That's enough!
What's the point of this!
Then you have a purpose!
Show me!
Life is like this!
It's all for survival!
Survival!
That's the meaning!
Don't make yourself sound so noble!
You're lying to yourself!
I'm also thinking about this problem!
What's the point of living!
This problem!
It's profound!
I can't think of it!
It's a headache!
I hate myself!
I'm so useless!
I feel like the whole world!
I'm the ugliest!
I have this feeling!
Even my bones are smelly!
I have high expectations for myself!
I can't accept it!
That's it!
I feel it too!
I'm the ugliest!
Others are all high and mighty existences!
And me!
That's it!
The lowest level of existence!
I hate myself!
Want to kill me!
Do it!
I don't want to live anymore!
That's what I think!
It's not that I don't want to talk about it!
I'm acting up!
That's what I thought when I was young!
Not far from the truth!
I hate this!
Feeling!
Actually, it's nothing!
I'll be forgotten by history!
The percentage of me being forgotten by history is too high!
Look at the history books!
How many people have appeared in them!
I'll be forgotten by history!
That's it!
I'm afraid of leaving behind some infamy!
I'm afraid of people scolding me!
You rascal!
You're lying to yourself again!
I hate you!
Sigh!
This morning!
This chapter!
It's about to end!
I'll write another chapter in the afternoon!
Today!
I won't write anymore!
I won't start this afternoon!
I'll practice more!
It's also good!
Write a chapter!
It'll take one and a half hours!
That's quite fast!
I'll have to get busy later!
I still have to cook!
Of course!
I still prefer to write about the lives of ordinary people!
Some things still need to be faced!
Although!
My kind of!
Life!
It's only a small part of it!
But it's also a large part of it!
I'll write about ordinary people!
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