Song Yu took a deep breath. After all, he wasn't as straightforward as he was when he was young. He calmed down the anger and panic in his heart. He gritted his teeth and said, "Let go."

Xie Sui chuckled when he heard that. He took a step back, pressed his finger on the wall, and turned on the lights.

His departure took away the oppressive feeling that made Song Yu feel suffocated.

The frozen and ambiguous atmosphere began to flow again.

The room was bright. Xie Sui stood up straight, cold and elegant. He put away his lust and laziness and said, "Sorry, I misunderstood."

Song Yu was so angry that he laughed. He ground his teeth and said, "Are you so casual with everyone?"

Xie Sui's dark eyes fixed on him for a while. He smiled and suddenly changed the topic. "Do you want something to drink?"

Song Yu was so angry that he was full of anger.

With a cold face, he refused directly. "No need. It's getting late. I should go back."

Xie Sui suddenly said, "Song Yu." He looked into his eyes and said, "Stay. What do you want to talk about?"

Song Yu's words stopped in his throat. He looked up, and his light brown eyes were full of surprise.

Xie Sui paused and added, "Other than you, I can't find anyone to talk to now."

His tone was casual, but there was a slight loneliness in it.

Song Yu was stunned.

Yes, no matter how casual he appeared, the man in front of him was not in a good situation.

He was at the lowest point in his life. His family regarded him as a snake and scorpion. He was alone in this city and surrounded by evil intentions.

He thought about his behavior just now. He was so frivolous and unrestrained. Was he the same to everyone?

Song Yu's heart was stifled. He held his breath and felt that they did need to have a good chat.

"Anything." He answered his previous question of "what do you want to drink."

He took off his suit jacket, wrapped it in his arms, and walked into the house.

In the middle of the night, there was a heavy downpour in A City. The rain was very heavy. From the window, one could see the boundless curtain of rain, which made the bustling city blurry.

Taking over the steaming cup, Song Yu frowned and asked him, "Are you interested in working in the Song enterprise?

I can contact my father and ask him to give you a position in the headquarters. If you are overseas, you can avoid the Xie family. "

Xie Sui smiled and said, "Thank you, but I won't trouble you."

Song Yu was infuriated. "Then don't be as casual as you were today, okay? Aunt Xu doesn't want to see you degenerate like this."

He recalled the rumors he had heard and found it hard to believe. "You can't be thinking that I'm here to provide for you, right?"

Xie Sui tilted her head and smiled. "Yes, do you want to?"

Song Yu said resolutely, "No!"

Xie Sui said slowly, "Oh."

Although he was depressed by the misunderstanding, he still went to see Xie Sui from time to time out of a complicated mood.

In fact, after they were separated when they were young, their first reunion after many years was not warm and romantic. At that time, Xie Sui was even as cold as a stranger.

Song Yu also felt that the two of them were in completely different worlds and there was no need for them to cross paths again.

He didn't know how things had developed to this point.

He was going to leave after attending Song Wanying's wedding, but he stayed for Xie Sui.

His parents couldn't persuade him and agreed. They were afraid that he would be bored, so they let him be the nominal president of a subsidiary company of the Song enterprise.

He only needed to sign the company's decisions.

During that time in A City, he didn't understand what Xie Sui wanted to do. He didn't look for a job and was idle every day. He even raised a cat.

Raising a cat?!

Do you want to plant a few pots of grass?!

Do you have any self-awareness of your low point in life?

Finally, one day, Song Yu couldn't bear it anymore. "Where do you get the money to pay the rent?"

Xie Sui was playing with the cat with her slender fingers. When she heard his words, she suddenly smiled and her eyes seemed to have a deep meaning. "Yes, it seems that I'm going to be kicked out. What should I do?"

Song Yu: "…" What should he do? He felt that he had done enough for the sake of their childhood friendship!

Xie Sui moved into Changting Residence and lived in his house.

Actually, there was no difference in their lives. They just had to hide it from his brother.

His brother had a mysterious hostility towards Xie Sui, as if he was facing a scourge. Although Song Yu didn't understand, he didn't dare to step on his brother's anger.

However, every time Song Xu called, Xie Sui would make some noise. He didn't know whether it was intentional or not.

Song Xu's ears were very sharp. "Is there someone in your house?"

Song Yu's heart was in his mouth. "Ah?

Is there? No, you must have heard wrongly. "

Song Xu was suspicious. "Did I hear wrongly?"

Song Yu was certain. "That's for sure."

After hanging up the phone, Song Yu gritted his teeth and glared at Xie Sui. Xie Sui held the cat on the sofa and smiled at him. Her peach blossom eyes curved and the coldness in her eyes melted. She was unbelievably beautiful.

At the end of the season, Song Yu was still busy. He was busy from the company to his home.

Once, perhaps it was because the weather was too cold, he caught a cold and fell asleep in the study in a daze.

He only woke up when Xie Sui pushed him.

Half-asleep, his head hurt and he couldn't open his eyes. He murmured, "What time is it?"

"Eight o 'clock."

Her cold and slender hand covered his forehead. Xie Sui's cold voice sounded in his ears. He said helplessly, "Are you that tired?"

Song Yu's throat was very dry. He was like a child throwing a tantrum. "I'm not going to the hospital." He hated hospitals.

Xie Sui said, "Okay, I'm not going."

Song Yu was confused by the fever, but he still did his duty. "I still have a report to read."

Xie Sui kissed his eyebrows gently. "I'll read it for you."

That kiss was so gentle that he still remembered it when he woke up the next day.

His fever almost subsided when he woke up, but his face was still very hot when he woke up.

He hurried out of the house and rushed to the company. He was still in a daze when he was in a meeting.

When he wanted to start work and turned on his computer, he found that Xie Sui had finished his work last night.

She replied to all the emails and even sorted out the reports from various departments. The important ones were specifically picked out. It was clear and efficient and saved him a lot of trouble.

The secretary was shocked by his efficiency last night, but she still reported to him the schedule. "President Song, there's a charity banquet tonight."

Song Yu: "Cancel it."

The secretary nodded. "Okay, I'll arrange it now."

She was very straightforward.

After all, Chairman Song had already explained everything clearly to them. Of course, they would listen to this young master.

No one would blame President Song if he ruined the company. Moreover, he was so responsible.

Song Yu sat in his office in a daze. He began to recall his feelings for Xie Sui. The more he thought about it, the more confused and frightened he became.

The sky was dark outside. It was rainy season. Not long after, it started to rain heavily.

Song Yu was so annoyed that he wanted to avoid Xie Sui. He decided to stay at the Song family's old mansion for the night.

However, when he walked to the door, he saw Xie Sui holding an umbrella and waiting for him by the car.

He stood there like a painting, elegant and distant. His sleeves were rolled up, revealing his cold and white wrist bones. He was wearing an expensive watch and even seemed to be looking down at the time.

This face had appeared repeatedly in financial magazines. No one in the company was unfamiliar with it.

Everyone was scared silly. When they went downstairs, they almost fell.

Song Yu paused in his steps and was about to avoid him.

However, a black car suddenly sped over, the wheels splashing white flowers. After it stopped, the car door was suddenly opened. A man in a black suit with a ferocious expression walked out.

Qin Mo.

"Xie Sui!"

Slamming the car door, the gentle and polite fourth young master of the Qin family seemed to have gone crazy. His eyes were red as he walked forward. "Do you know how long I've been looking for you?"

Xie Sui's gaze shifted to his face. He smiled faintly and said casually, "Looking for me?"

Was he tired of living?

Qin Mo approached him. He was on the verge of going crazy. "Come back with me now. I won't let the Xie family hurt you."

Xie Sui smiled and looked behind him. His mocking expression faded a little.

He stepped forward with his long legs and walked up the stairs. He tilted his umbrella slightly and said with a smile, "Let's go home."

Song Yu said naturally, "Okay."

There was a fire in his heart now.

Qin Mo was drenched in the rain and was in a sorry state. When he saw this scene, he felt as if his heart was being ruthlessly squeezed.

His lips were pale. He stared at Song Yu as if he wanted to eat him up. "Song … Yu?!"

Thinking of those rumors, Song Yu's lips curled up mockingly. "Young Master Qin, why are you blocking my company's entrance?"

Qin Mo's eyes were red, but he looked at Xie Sui. He was so angry that he spoke without thinking. "You disappeared for the past few months with Song Yu?

Aren't you very noble and capable?

Now you've fallen to such a lowly state and become a kept woman? "

Xie Sui didn't say anything.

Song Yu was already annoyed and said, "Is there something wrong with your brain? Who told you that I'm a kept woman?"

Qin Mo's teeth were chattering.

Song Yu said, "Can't you see that we're loving each other?

Hurry up and get lost. You're already blind. It won't be good if water gets into your brain again. "

Xie Sui laughed out loud.

Qin Mo, on the other hand, was filled with anger and despair. He gently tore it apart. He looked at Xie Sui in pain.

"Why is it him!

Why is it him!

I clearly knew you first!

I know that you still hate me and blame me for letting you down. I know that I was wrong now. I even fell out with the Wang family for you!

Xie Sui!

What the f * ck do you want me to do? "

Song Yu felt that he was an idiot. He turned his head, reached out, and wrapped his arms around Xie Sui's neck, letting him lean over.

Then, in the rain, he took the initiative to kiss his lips.

Their lips and teeth were filled with the sweet taste of mint.

The two of them kissed in the pouring rain.

Qin Mo felt as if he had fallen into an ice cellar.

Song Yu ended the kiss.

Then, he immediately turned his head and said to the lunatic, "Did you see that? If you saw it, get lost."

Qin Mo's expression was extremely painful and desperate. It was as if he couldn't breathe.

Song Yu had already dragged Xie Sui into the car.

He closed the door and started the car. He held his breath and drove straight home. Song Yu didn't say a word. Xie Sui was also silent.

After entering the elevator, Song Yu wanted to explain. He stared at the changing floor number and didn't look away. "I was acting for him just now. I don't want him to pester you anymore."

Xie Sui: "Hmm?

What did you act for? "

Song Yu: "Just … acting as lovers."

Xie Sui turned her head, her eyes rippling with laughter. She said slowly, "Act?

Haven't we always been lovers? "

Song Yu turned his head in shock. A wave of heat rushed to his head, and his mind went blank.

Ding. The elevator reached the top floor.

He walked out as if he was running away.

… Was Xie Sui crazy, or was he crazy?

He was probably crazy.

The ambiguous atmosphere was as thin as a piece of paper, but no one dared to expose it.

These days at home, they had been communicating as usual. Xie Sui also acted very naturally, as if she was patiently tolerating him.

Song Yu was confused. For this reason, he even asked Song Wanying, who was on their honeymoon, to explain the situation.

Song Wanying couldn't help laughing. "She's already living in your house. What else can we be if we're not lovers?

Don't think so much. Go to her room tonight and make this relationship official. "

Song Yu: "… Forget it."

When the company was on vacation, Song Yu proposed to Xie Sui to go to Jing City.

In fact, when he asked this question, his whole heart was anxious. He wanted to know more about Xie Sui, but he also knew that Xie Sui's childhood was not good. Jing City might be a nightmarish memory.

He looked at Xie Sui tentatively, but met a pair of dark and smiling eyes.

The man opposite him smiled and said, "Okay."

Song Yu's lips curled up in delight.

He followed Xie Sui's life, from Lianyun Street to No.1 Middle School in Jing City.

No.1 Middle School had renovated the school gate, and the outer wall had been repainted to cover the old graffiti.

Xie Sui's former classroom had been abandoned.

But there was nothing worth remembering in each place.

Sometimes when Song Yu walked through the playground, he seemed to see the silent, lonely, and always alone teenager more than ten years ago.

His grandmother's house was in Jing City.

After a day of living, his grandmother was so excited that her eyes turned red. After a while, she smiled and wiped her tears and invited them in.

In the summer of Jing City, the days were hot and dry, and the nights were cool.

Grandma was getting on in years, so she liked to watch operas. While they were waiting for dinner, the TV was playing "Lock and Qilin Pouch". It was melodious and long.

Song Yu sat on the sofa and stared blankly for a long time. Suddenly, he sat up seriously, tilted his head, and said, "If you had told me when you moved to Jing City with Aunt Xu, I would have moved with you."

Xie Sui never liked to make assumptions. She just smiled and said, "Okay."

Song Yu said, "Then my mom would have agreed. After all, my grandmother is here."

Xie Sui said, "Yes."

Song Yu was amused by his own childish thoughts. He said jokingly, "Then I would have transferred to your school, your class, and become your deskmate."

Xie Sui chuckled. "I couldn't ask for more."

Song Yu said jokingly, "I would have treated you very well at that time. I would have protected you from those terrible things and people."

Xie Sui smiled. The light shone down, and her eyes were filled with tenderness.

Song Yu said, "Then maybe we would have been together in high school."

"Okay." Xie Sui couldn't hold back the tenderness in her heart. She leaned over and kissed the young man's lips. She said with a smile, "Love at first sight."

Song Yu was scared to death. He didn't know whether to laugh or cry. He pushed her away. "Stop it. My grandmother is still here."

Xie Sui chuckled hoarsely.

Outside the window, the stars were scattered in the night sky. The melodious voice of the TV seemed to come slowly through the flowing water.

She sang slowly. "He taught me to let go of my hatred, to stop being coquettish, to start anew, to change my temperament, to stop drowning in the water, to return from the sea of bitterness, to realize Lanyin early."

To return from the sea of bitterness, to realize Lanyin early.

Song Yu felt cold all over.

It was as if his whole body had sunk into the depths of the sea. He had a splitting headache and couldn't even breathe.

The suffocating coldness, the indescribable sadness and regret made his heart clench.

In the end, he completely forgot the contents of the dream. Only the words of the play rang in his mind.

He felt extremely uncomfortable.

There was even a faint taste of blood in his mouth. It was very light and filled his nasal cavity.

His thoughts were thick and stiff, and his brain seemed to be filled with heavy black mud.

Finally, he was awakened by a complex voice.

"Host."

Song Yu woke up with a start, opened his eyes, sat up, and gasped for breath.

Sweat wet his hair, and the sadness in his heart could not be dispersed.

In front of his bed, there was a blue figure floating. It was "Song Yu" in a blue and white hospital gown. He didn't know how long 008 had disappeared.

Song Yu had no time to pay attention to him now.

Covering his head, he tried desperately to recall the contents of the dream, but he couldn't remember it.

008 sighed, his expression was extremely complicated. He stepped forward and reached out to touch Song Yu's eyebrows.

The blue light was very light.

The taste of blood in his mouth gradually faded. The sadness and regret in his heart were expelled by some reassuring force, and his brain was clear again.

Song Yu slowly put down his hand, and his light-colored eyes gradually lost their pain. He calmed down and looked up to ask the first sentence, "what did I dream of?"

008 shrank a little and faltered: "nothing.

It's a nightmare. I'll help you get rid of those negative emotions. "

Song Yu's eyes were extremely cold.

008 gritted his teeth and said, "it's useless for you to look at me. You forgot it when you woke up.

I can't help you find it back. "

Song Yu stared at him for a long time. The dream that he had been repeating all the time was finally close to the truth.

He was too lazy to talk nonsense, so he said calmly, "you're back just in time. I've always wanted to ask you."

008's expression was stiff all of a sudden.

Song Yu said directly, "I'm actually Song Yu."

008's weak and pale face had a moment of panic, but soon pulled out a smile: "what, I'm Song Yu."

Song Yu's mood was extremely bad. He sneered: "fake goods, don't pretend."

008 was in a hurry: "host, how can you have such an idea?

Don't you remember Song Lan?

Have you forgotten your family and your memories in your last life?

And it's clear that you came in after reading a book. This is the world in the book.

How can you be Song Yu? "

Song Yu: "don't.

Your acting is really bad. "

Song Yu stared at it coldly: "if you don't tell me the truth, I'll go to Xie Sui now."

008 heard the two words Xie Sui and got angry. The blue light around him exploded violently twice.

"What's the difference between this and a showdown!

What have you done during the time I was away!

The protagonist must know that you are Song Yu, the Song Yu in a city!

I told you not to get close to Xie Sui. That's for your own good. What are you doing? "

Song Yu raised his eyebrows: "For … I'm good?" There's nothing wrong with his brain.

008 was so angry that he almost turned around.

"Alas, how can you!

How did you get to this point again!

Forget it, "he said to Song Yu dejectedly," why do you think I was gone for so long?

It's all because of you.

I don't know how to deal with the main God. When you came to Jingcheng, the plot was completely changed.

The development of many things is also irresistible.

Now we can only treat a dead horse as a living horse. "

Song Yu pulled his lower lip corner: "speak human language."

008 almost begged his expression, collapsed and helpless: "as long as you don't get together with Xie Sui."

Song Yu: "…" 008's trip back was even more stupid.

008: "just such a small request, I beg you.

The main God and I are desperate.

Boss, host, dad, you can transfer away at the end of this semester.

Xie Sui is not a little pitiful now. You've helped as much as you can.

There's really nothing to miss in Jingcheng. "

Song Yu frowned: "What the hell."

008: "boss, hold on a little longer, just a little longer. If the conditions don't allow it, the main God wants to let you go directly now."

Song Yu was stunned. Leave or not?

He even subconsciously resisted this question.

008: "the end of this semester!

At the end of this semester!

I beg you not to be with Xie Sui during this time, don't like her! "

Song Yu looked at the face that was exactly the same as his own, silent for a long time, and asked the question in his heart.

"Why do you keep emphasizing this point?"

008 was about to cry.

"Alas, anyway, you listen to me. I'm really for your own good."

The blue light around the system was on Song Yu's face. His skin was white and transparent, sick but fierce. He said lightly, "if you tell me the truth, I'll promise you."

008 screamed like a cat who stepped on its tail, "impossible!"

Song Yu was not afraid of him: "Oh, I'll go and confess to Xie Sui tomorrow."

“！！！”

“.....”

008 has been so angry that he closed himself. "Anyway, it's you who will regret it!"

After that, regardless of Song Yu, he drilled into his head.

Song Yu was slightly stunned and shouted twice, but 008 refused to come out.

His heart, which had been messed up by an unknown dream, was calmed down by this stupid System.

He thought that he was really Song Yu.

What's in the dream? It feels different from "Gentle Control" … …

His last life?

In the dream, he seemed to be a sick person in the last life.

“008。”

Song Yu said softly, "I changed my mind. If you tell me what's wrong with me, I'll promise you."

The faint blue light moved.

008 seemed to be moved and sighed in his mind.

He didn't know how many times he had sighed tonight.

008 said, "you're not sick now. If you're sick, you're crazy!"

The three words "crazy" were said with gnashing teeth. I don't know how much resentment there was.

"I said I'm Song Yu, not a fake. The terminal disease you should have is in me.

It's not a big deal. You can talk to Xie Sui casually after five years, and you can come back to reality.

It's not because of you. "

It said in a muffled voice, "and I'm really not a fake."

But he never denied Song Yu's guess.

Song Yu was slightly stunned: "terminal disease … …"

008 said, "the Lord God and I are very regretful, very regretful.

I'm so angry. Why is his obsession so strong? It's clear that you're … Oh, it's so annoying. "

008 shut up in time and continued to close himself in his mind.