I'm a mental patient. I've been sick for more than three years. I'm taking Sulpiride. I'm 22 years old this year. I'm studying for an adult undergraduate degree!

I don't need to introduce myself. Otherwise, I won't pass!

I've mentioned myself in my previous works.

But only a few people know about it!

To put it simply, I can count them with my fingers.

I plan to write about mental illness in my future works. Of course, I'll also write about my feelings!

I'll write about my experiences.

I realized that writing these monologues is my strength!

For mental illness, I'll talk about what I know and what I've seen.

There might be sensitive topics.

I can't write those boss fighting novels. It's good enough that I can write some saliva. After all, I can only get around 60 points in Chinese. My writing level is really not high!

I can only write saliva. It might be a little tiring to read, please forgive me!

I can't write fiction or fantasy novels. I feel like vomiting when I read them. I really can't write. It might be better if I've experienced it!

Maybe after me, there will be a wave of hydrology.

No matter what, writing hydrology brings me a lot of joy!

For fantasy novels, I can't write a word for a long time. I can only stare at the computer screen in a daze!

I can only write diary-style saliva!

My ability is limited. I can't do it.

I'll work hard and see.

I once said that Jack Ma is just a cabbage seller. I won't say anymore. I'll pretend that I don't know Jack Ma!

This is my personal opinion. If you don't like it, you can also write something to scold me!

You have the time to write, but I don't have the time to read.

Let's talk about the recent situation. I'm building a house. The first floor is done!

After the house is built, I'm going to find a way to make a living!

I don't have a place in my house.

It was divided by others.

I left my hometown more than ten years ago!

I only came back in recent years.

So the land was divided by others!

I've been to Wenzhou and Ningbo in recent years.

I've been in Zhejiang. I heard that Tianyi Pavilion is the oldest library in Asia. I've never been there. I've heard that it's at Tianyi Square.

Ningbo Art Museum is at Renmin Road. There's a hospital affiliated to Ningbo University there.

I'll write when I go to the toilet!

The place I went to see a doctor is called Kang Ning Hospital. I went there for the first time in 2011.

It's under repair. It was in 2014!

I worked in 2014 for half a year....

. and got to know a few patients and netizens.

I met all of them on the Internet. I feel like I'm obsessed with the Internet. I like the female anchors on the Internet and I like to watch live broadcasts.

But I don't really watch it now because life is too stressful.

The main reason is that the internet is disconnected due to various reasons. Nowadays, when uploading a novel, you can only upload it to the internet after you have finished writing it on your computer. Who knows when you will be able to see these things!

Recently, I've been busy signing contracts. I think my hair is going to turn white again. I think I can only write public service novels.

I might have to change my pen name!

Because the works written under my previous pen name contain too much personal information, I'd better change my alias. If the girl knows that I'm mentally ill, I won't be able to find a wife!

Her pen name was Xiwa!

My paranoia is severe. I fantasize that one day I will be able to succeed and save the world. Forgive me for watching too much television, but it's always good to have hope, right?

If I'm feeling a little uncomfortable, I'll sing a song. I've never felt cold because I have you behind me. When the time comes, I'll also cover a few songs and post them online.

I feel like I'm very bad. I asked a 14-year-old junior high school student from Jiangxi out on the internet and fed her a lot of bad information. I'm guilty.

In the end, fortunately, I didn't succeed!

I'm really worse than a dog. My soul needs to be saved, but I can only save myself. Don't expect any savior to save you. That's just a fantasy!

I haven't written in a long time. I realize that I can't even write saliva. I'm so tired!

I'm so sad. I wish that I was omnipotent, but in the end, I'm nothing. It's really sad.

There was a faint sadness in her eyes!

I'm stupid. I'm not good enough. I have no hope.

I'm so tired!

I want to do what I want to do and sleep for a while!

I washed the dishes just now. I don't want to wash the dishes. I want to write novels. I want to be a writer. I want to find beauties.

What a strong taste!

I realize that the more I write, the more clear-headed and rational I become. Since I don't want to find beauties anymore!

I'll write at night.

In the blink of an eye, it's already past 9!

I want to ask my friends if I can write saliva!

There's not a single reply.

Saliva is my favorite!

I ate an egg!

I'm so happy. I'm dancing in the square.

Saliva is walking!

Saliva.

Can there be more mosquitoes?

What an annoying mosquito. So annoying?

If I can't sign the contract, I won't sign it. I'll have less to eat!

At most, I'll starve to death. The world is so big. It's not a big deal.

I'm just too pretentious. Just like what some people say!

What's wrong with that?

I'm too full tonight. I ate at 7: 30. I ate lunch. There's meat, mushrooms, garlic moss, onions, vermicelli, green beans, and dried tofu!

There's a lot of variety.

Don't think that I'm a plate licker. I have a little of everything. Building a house does require a lot of vegetables!

Actually, I'm worse than a plate licker!

I'm half-dead. Sometimes, I really can't think straight. But on second thought, don't be afraid. No matter how crazy you are, you're still a human!

I'm just afraid. But fear is useless. Fear can't solve the problem.

There's a good saying, but I can't understand it.

The more you're afraid, the stronger you're!

You left. You left just like that!

You went there. I went to find you.

Flow.

Can you love me one more time? Game.

Don't leave me. I can't live without you.

Since I'm bored, I'll write some lyrics and pretend to be high and mighty!

It's called "No Tears for Dancers."

She stepped into black high heels and put on thick makeup.

The music started!

She swayed in the middle of the dance floor.

Psychedelic music. Moving dance moves.

You held my hand!

Handsome guy!

Dance?

I didn't refuse. Stiff dance steps. Loud music!

Just like that, you and I met at a dating ball!

This was originally a misunderstanding.

The misunderstanding deepened.

I've already let go. No need to stay. Why should I stay!

I know that dancers don't have tears.

Ohoh

Could it be that it's not what I saw!

Could it be that you're just a dancer who knows how to lie!

I'm not lying to myself!

What exactly happened.

I

do

not

know

I know that dancers don't have tears.

Dancers don't have tears.

Stay away from me.

You lunatic.

I fainted.

En

en

en

After I woke up, I?

Gradually understood

I

know

They can barely be considered lyrics!

So sad. There's a faint sadness. Oral literature can't be without a successor. I have to write a million words. I heard that someone wrote more than five million. That's too persevering. With my progress, it'll take at least five years!

But as long as the computer isn't broken, it's still possible to write hundreds of thousands!

I'll do my best!

I can write at most 3,000 words a day.

The computer makes a crackling sound. My computer costs 3,000 yuan.

I can't afford to spend too much!

I miss you, someone!

It's good that you can see it!

I seem to have taken medicine twice today. I've taken too much medicine. I can't remember!

They say that my mental illness will lead to Alzheimer's.

Just thinking about it makes my eyes tear up!

It'll be good if my brain malfunctions. At least it won't hurt so much!

Comfort is for the dead. Let the pain come more fiercely!

Why do I feel that all songs are the same? They all need to be sung!

Chilling Heart. I want to write a song called Chilling Heart. I haven't thought of how to write 1 yet. I'll write 3,000 words before I can sleep!

Not 3500

I just had a falling out with my editor. She doesn't agree with me writing oral literature!

I told her that I want to find my own way out. I'll find a place to write. I don't have any elegant hobbies. Writing oral literature is my only choice!

She even took away my right to write oral literature!

I can't do it.

Although I don't have much backbone, maybe if you give me some money and sign a contract, I won't drool anymore!

Too small!

I still have to check for typos later. I'll write 3,500 words first!

I'm so tired. I'll write faster. I want to sleep after I'm done!

Someone said that the things I write have subtext!

Make a guess. The first three correct guesses will be rewarded with 10 RMB!

Hit the head and sing!

I miss day so much!

day

It's Saturday again. Wang Rong's Happy Day.

What's the next song? It's random!

What music? It's a classic. Lilac. You say you love lilac the most. Because your name is her!

Tang Lei's Lilac.

Ding Xiangmei, I miss you so much!

I can't keep up with the typing. I can't type too many lyrics!

Listen to the next song. Then listen to the last song.

What song will it be!

Forever alleyways. Under the moonlight, there's no smile on the beauty's face!

Yin Ziyue's Forever alleyways.

It's so well sung. What should I say? Do you understand it!

There's another song. I still remember him. Sun Yuyou and Dan Xiaoyuan sang it.

Sun Yuyou's voice is so nice!

I'm so tired. 2500 words!

What should I say!

Maybe as I speak, my saliva will break a million words!

Say one more word!

I'm so sad. I'm guilty!

I miss you so much. Unfortunately, I can't see the stars!

Otherwise, I'll definitely make a wish to the North Star!

I ate an egg, and there's still ten minutes to 11 o 'clock!

I'll speed up a few times. Wrap up at 11: 30.

I don't know why, but I've gradually fallen in love with this feeling!

Typing late at night is so exciting!

Unfortunately, I don't have a tomorrow. I can't remember tomorrow!

My whole body is itchy. There are too many mosquitoes!

But it's still very comfortable to lie down and type!

Although I'm a little tired after a long time!

Being able to write is a blissful thing in itself!

I'm a keyboard player. I might have to move bricks!

I'm so tired. I want to sleep. I haven't reached my target of 3500 words!

I'll be very sad if I sleep without completing it!

Come on!

Why are there so many mosquitoes? It's so uncomfortable to be bitten!

2800

Come on! I forgot. I'm still on night watch. I have to sleep later!

I'll sleep after I finish writing. I don't care anymore!

I'll close my eyes!

I can't write anymore. Don't fall asleep!

I can't sleep!

My computer is running out of battery. I'll write as much as I can!

Silent night

Silent night. Silent night.

No moon. No light.

Birds chirped and mosquitoes chirped.

My eyes and mouth are dry. My brain is stuffy.

My hands and feet are sore. My skin is itchy.

Tiring. I'm tired and sleepy. There's no electricity. I can only come back tomorrow to check!

Singing. I really can't stand it. I need to sleep for a while!

Alright, I feel numb.

I need to use my brain more!