The psychosis of an individual
Chapter 2
Haha, I can write novels again!
I like to write while lying in bed. It feels so deplorable!
I was busy for the whole afternoon. I bought meat, bitter gourd, cucumber, steamed buns, bean sprouts, tofu, and lettuce.
Sigh, I can hit the keyboard after eating and drinking!
It's quite comfortable to write while lying down. It's so decadent.
My glasses are broken. I have to get a new pair tomorrow. Without glasses, I can't see the screen or ride a bike. I have an electric scooter that can run 80 kilometers!
3400 yuan. I have to eat and drink for two months to earn that. It's so unbearable!
I worked in the supermarket. I'm so tired. I'm so tired. Can you let me sleep for a while?
I want to dance in the square.
Don't mess around. I'm thinking about life!
My hands are itching!
I have a feeling of typing happily!
I like the feeling of typing. It's high-end and cultured!
It's low-key and luxurious!
I'm a keyboard addict!
There's a little monster in my heart!
It's about to jump out!
I feel so refreshed. Writing novels is addictive!
It's so comfortable!
There's a feeling in my heart that needs to be released. So I have to write!
I'm like this. I like it!
I didn't break the law. I like this feeling. It's so comfortable!
My brain is fried.
I miss you so much!
I'm crying. I beg you. I want to be with you so much!
I like you because of Monamo!
I miss you. I miss you so much. Please give me another chance. I want to confess to you in front of you!
I like you. I want to be with you forever!
I'm writing some funny words again. I've seen this sentence before!
It's a joke.
In the blink of an eye, it's April again. Spring has quietly arrived!
Flowers bloomed one after another. Small animals were very active, jumping up and down.
Because it's breeding season again!
He sent some strange messages again to attract the attention of the opposite sex. He wondered if he could find a partner this year.
This is too funny!
This voice is so nice!
I can't control myself anymore. The huge monster sealed in my body is about to break free and escape to the human world. This will definitely be a disaster for the human world!?
I'm so scared!
What if it eats me!?
I want to sleep. I don't want to be alone. It's too lonely. Loneliness is the loneliness of one person. Revelry is the loneliness of a group of people!
I want to sleep!
I'm so tired. I can only sleep after writing 1000. This is my target. I must complete it!
Suddenly, he felt that his brain was no longer under his control!
His entire body had already sunk into a state of unconsciousness. He was speechless. I am the God of Examinations, I am number one. I am so sleepy, I want to sleep!
His heart was moved, but he had to accompany his glasses tomorrow!
I like you, I need to vent my feelings.
Sad, my fate is in my hands and not in the hands of the heavens. If the heavens don't listen to me, I will fight against the heavens!
I'm trash!
Go away! Go away! I don't want to see you! I want to die with you! If you don't let me live, I won't let you live either!
I used to think that life was boring and stagnant, but now I feel that life is full of challenges!
There was a type of ordinary person who was destined to fight against the heavens!
There was a type of person who had to fight against the heavens.
I want to fight the heavens!
The pressure was so great that it gave him a headache!
His scalp felt numb. If he wrote a little more, he would sleep for a while!
I miss you!
Tomorrow's tomorrow is still tomorrow!
Yesterday's yesterday was not yesterday!
I miss you so much. It's almost time to sleep.
It was as if he had been injected with chicken blood.
My life is in my hands, not in the hands of the heavens. If the heavens don't listen to me, I will fight against the heavens!
To be asleep
He was so scared that he peed his pants. He just realized that the medicine was not in his trouser pocket!
I was so scared that I peed my pants. What if other people knew that I was mentally ill?
The consequences were unimaginable!
There would be endless trouble!
How could I find a job? How could I marry a woman!
Forget it, it's best not to touch women!
The more beautiful they are, the more poisonous they are!
I'm afraid that I'll have a relapse!
Who can't live without me!
Who am I? I'm the God of Examination!
It was so comfortable to lie in bed. I felt so decadent.
I love the female streamer.
Her voice is so nice. She must be very beautiful!
How did I become such a person!
Look at the face!
Can you face Brother Kang and Brother Bing? And Sister Yan and Sister Yao!
It was really enough.
I'm guilty!
I'm guilty. I'm guilty of being a human being. I'm mentally ill. You're welcome to throw eggs at me!
I don't think this is right. Should those dinosaurs be taken to extinction?!
Scum, slap yourself. I think it should be like this. Marriage should be complementary. We should save as many people as we can. We should help as many people as we can!
Slap yourself three times in a row. Did you just graduate from kindergarten?
Is this possible?
It hasn't been like this since ancient times!
What kind of civilized society is this? Aren't you all animals!
Why are you pretending to be civilized?
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So what? I can't care so much. I can't even care about myself. I'm really guilty. I can only cut myself open to apologize!
My existence is to criticize these things!
Some things are obviously wrong, but they should be done in the right way!
I think I'm right!
I don't want to live anymore. I want to leave the earth as soon as possible. Please take me away. The next time you launch a rocket, please take me up. I want to burst my blood vessels!
Well, it's my fault. I'm guilty. I preach bad emotions!
I'm against living things.
I'm guilty of breaking the law and asking to be shot!
It's all my fault. I shouldn't have said it. I should have kept it in my heart!
I hit my own head. I'm guilty. I want to repent!
Today, when I was selling vegetables on the street, I saw an old lady picking up garbage to eat under the eaves. I might end up like this because I didn't cooperate!
Forget it. Everyone dies. I won't stop writing until I can't write anymore. Some people know it's wrong, but they still do it. The people are numb!
No one cares. Occasionally, they will put on a show. Alas, it's none of my business. I can only live for about 60 years at most. Forget it, let it be!
What do you mean by benefiting future generations? Go out and see for yourself.
They're all loafers. Eat more and take more. You do things with money.
Forget it. If a dog bites another dog, it's called a mad dog. I'm a dog too!
Although I'm also a dog, I'm the first to be guilty. If you want to kill a chicken, kill me first!
I'm guilty. I can't even finish writing a million words!
Just shoot me and be done with it!
It's also a form of relief for me. I know I'm guilty. I can't pay it off in this lifetime. I've let down the people!
I'm guilty!
Strip me and feed me to the dogs!
I've embezzled the country's money. No one has as much as me. I've embezzled an entire country!
I'll settle it myself. I'm the biggest corrupt official!
It's so painful. I deserve to be mentally ill. I deserve to die early. Living is a danger to society!
I'm guilty. I don't want to live anymore. I'm going to jump into the river. It won't be too late to die after I'm done criticizing!
Just treat it as writing a suicide note. I'm sorry, but I won't die. I want to be punished for my crimes. Who said that death requires courage? Only living requires courage. Death has no value. So what if I die? People die every day!
I can't escape. Just like what Mr. Lu Xun said, we have to face the pain of life!
If I die, I'll be letting down the people. There are still many criminals at large!
If I die, it'll be useless. They won't repent. I have to be punished for my crimes. Everything is difficult at the beginning. Let me blow the horn!
I hope that people with insight will come one after another!
Create a harmonious society.
Make the world more beautiful!
I'm going to take medicine soon. This medicine doesn't have any taste!
The above is my personal opinion!
I'm just so stupid and naive!
What am I running away from? I don't dare to face the pain of life!
I can't do it!
Some things have to be done. Even if you want to make me wear the legendary shoes, do you think I'm afraid?
My life is worthless. If I'm afraid of death, I won't come out!
My life isn't precious.
On second thought, sigh, my head hurts. I suddenly can't think of anything!
I'm not writing anymore.
In the future, I'll write 4,000 words per chapter. I guarantee I'll write at least 3,000 words!
It's so uncomfortable. I'm going to commit a crime again. Damn it. I'll slap myself first.
If a dead dog doesn't hurt, then a dog should be beaten!
Let's talk about something pleasant. The one who wrote the high school trilogy is so beautiful!
She has the figure, the face, and the temperament. I'll never meet someone like her!
I'm going crazy. A mad dog. I'm not even a mad dog!
It's just like what Brother Ah Fei said!
I'm biological trash. I'm a feces-making machine. Ah Fei is a graduate student. I met him online. He's in construction. I heard he's very good. He's the lead singer of a band and can even play the guitar!
Compared to him, I'm so weak. No wonder he's so charming. He's also very loyal.
He's also considerate.
No wonder Classmate Little Yao chose him!
When the novel was serialized, he, Brother Ah Fei, found me.
He said he would support my writing.
He found me online!
In the end, I didn't finish writing.
He made a bet with me. He and I were competing in writing novels. I wrote 1, he wrote 2. In the blink of an eye, more than a year had passed. We lost contact. I said someone's writing was trash!
He blacklisted me. I didn't write at this time last year. I was already working!
I wrote for 3 months. It's been more than a year. I hope Brother Ah Fei can continue to pay attention to me!
Brother Ah Fei, you must read it!
If you don't, no one will read it!
I always had an illusion in the past. I always thought that Brother Ah Fei was my future self. However, I was filled with anticipation. In the end, it wasn't. Ah Fei is Ah Fei and I am me.
In the end, I didn't get together with Little Yao!
Ah Fei and I got along well. We talked about everything. He's one of my few friends. I don't have many friends online. Ah Fei is one of them. I have Playboy and Demon God. There's also one more special. I know him in real life. He used to be my high school classmate, Brother Kuai!
There's no need to mention my university classmates. All of them were defeated by my explicit language and attacked me.
They said I was stupid!
Those female classmates echoed. Some said they wanted to kick me out and even begged me on my knees. Some said they didn't feel good when they saw me. I won't mention these people. I'm not that petty.
I was banned by the form teacher for a month because a female classmate's social media account was hacked!
I only commented a little when someone sent me a negative message. I only commented a little and got banned for a month. Forget it, being banned is a common occurrence!
I can't say which university I'm from. I'm afraid I won't be able to graduate!
If the school knows, I won't have a good time.
I'm scared to death!
What if I starve to death!
I can't reveal too much personal information!
What if they find trouble with me!
Wow, I'm here again!
I still have a long way to go!
I can't write a classic. Then I'll write some short episodes.
I'm afraid others will know who I am. I'm really afraid. This will have a lot of impact on my life!
I'm charging my battery car. I'm going to get glasses tomorrow!
I don't want to lie to myself because I love you too much!
Every day and night when I think of you, there's always another star in the sky!
I'm typing with one hand again. At first, it was only one hand. After I got used to it, it was two hands!
I can't type blindly. Although I know the key positions of the keyboard, I'm still not used to typing in a more standard way!
I still need to practice more. I can't keep up with the typing speed.
I can only fill up my thoughts!
En, it's really nice. She's pretty too. I'm listening to a girl sing. I learned it from the netizens. Lonely people like to listen to love songs.
I used to like watching live broadcasts. Especially dancing. It's so good!
I don't know how much effort I have to put in!
At least, it's more than my effort. I've been preparing for this novel, A Mental Illness, for four years.
After I got sick, I started planning to write. In my head, I said, 'You're the best writer. You're born to write novels.'
All kinds of hallucinations. This is also one of the reasons why I write novels. I don't know where I got the confidence to write novels.
There are many reasons for this. First, I have delusions, and my self-confidence is bursting. Second, I had excellent grades in high school. My best subject was Physics and Chemistry. Later, I became Mathematics. Brother Wei, Xiao Guo, what do you think?
I feel like I have no privacy. I always feel like someone has my information and knows what I'm thinking. Of course, this is nothing.
I'm not afraid now. Sometimes, I'm still afraid. I'm afraid people will know I'm mentally ill. I'm afraid I can't find a job. I'm afraid I won't have food to eat!
What if I starve to death!
It's so sad. It's not easy to survive in society!
I don't have any goals. Of course, that's impossible. You can tell from the way I talk. I just want food and clothing. I'm content but not satisfied. A brother said it well!
Write, write. My youth was eaten by dogs.
I'm still a blank piece of paper.
Some people will laugh when they see it. I'll laugh too. To be honest, I've chatted with three girls on video. There's Xiangxue, Xi 'er, and King.
Xi 'er is also a writer. I didn't do anything. Everyone knows that. Xiangxue doesn't like me. I'm just an ordinary netizen.
My ward mate.
Xi 'er is a writer in the same field.
She's a nurse. She's a normal person. She's not a mental patient. She's the female netizen I chatted with the most. Unfortunately, I can't contact her now.
I've pursued her before. Of course, I didn't succeed.
King, there's nothing to say. I've done what I should do. She was right. I've changed!
I don't like you as much as I thought!
My ward mate.
These are the female netizens I've chatted with. Xi 'er, I miss you so much. The more I can't have you, the more I want you. This is me. I'm lazy. I'm not loyal to you!
I've pursued many female netizens. Besides those three, there's Zixi, Ning Meng, and Dandan.
Mengmeng, Lingling, Ding Xiangmei, Sister Fan, Sister Shan, Baoyan, Yaoyao, Teacher Pingping!
Sister Fan and I have taken a picture together. We've read together!
I have to thank Brother Li for this. I forgot that he's that Brother Li. I'm sorry, Brother Li!
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