The psychosis of an individual
Chapter 3
Precious photos.
I still have them. They're so precious. I want to see more of them!
Maybe they're the only two!
I took photos with people for no reason. They were from my class. They made me look like a celebrity. I didn't know what they were doing. I've only done these things!
But they know I'm mentally ill. They might have posted my photos randomly. I look more slow-witted. I don't look like a normal person!
I still remember making a funny video with someone. The kind that's just fooling around!
I don't have that. I had the chance to upload it online after mosaic it. I don't know if Sister Shan still has that video. I'll go and watch it when I'm free. I realized that I went to school and didn't learn anything. I just wrote nonsense!
I didn't learn anything.
There's nothing to show.
I'll add to the stories with these girls in the future. There's a lot that I missed out!
I must add to it in the future, right, Little Wu?
Sister Qiqi, there's another one I can't remember. What's her name? She's my leader. I'm a psychologist in school, and she's my leader. Ever since she was harassed by me, she's been very afraid of me. Excuse me, I'm looking for the psychologist in your class. Hehe, I really can't remember. It's so uncomfortable. Maybe I feel guilty and don't want to remember. I haven't done much as a psychologist. I can't even control myself, and I even hit people. I've fought three times in school, all in high school. I've fought with Brother Bing, Brother Fan, and Brother Li, but I only fought with them because I was bullied by them. It might be worth it to be beaten up by me, but many people don't even have the chance to be in my novel.
I'm an honest person. The psychology committee member is the highest position I've ever held. I'll apply when I'm free. I want to be the class monitor or study committee member. I can continue to be the psychology committee member.
I'll work hard to apply. I'll apply next month. I want to be the psychology committee member in our class!
I've always said that the class should elect a class committee member. I'll definitely be the psychology committee member.
I've held a girl's hand. That was the only time. She was very beautiful. Director Peng made a bet with her and held my hand!
Director Peng is not a good person. I'm sure he won't achieve anything!
If he does, I'll jump into the toilet to drink water!
Of course, he's more successful than me. But do you think I care?
Success talk has turned me into a mental patient!
I don't care anymore!
I long for success, but I long for a different kind of success. So what if I succeed? So what if I fail?
What else can I do? I can't take it anymore.
Some people say that I have a deep-rooted peasant ideology. This sentence itself has a problem.
There were also people who said that I read too many books and lived in my own world!
I miss you.
I'm not a bad person.
It's already 10: 30 pm, and I can't sign the contract again. I know that many people are disdainful of me and look down on the rubbish I write. They say that I dare to be arrogant without an editor!
I don't have an editor. I have millions of hot-blooded compatriots. Even if no one reads it today, it doesn't mean that no one will read it tomorrow.
Do you think I care about that?
I write public service novels, and there is no such thing as remuneration. I hope that someone can help me take a look and figure out where I can get my remuneration!
It's not that I want to be paid.
The main thing is that I want to eat!
What I don't want, what I was born with.
There was a saying that explained it well. To explain was to cover up, and to cover up was to pretend that there was a truth.
That was the rumor!
Maybe I won't be able to write another book. Maybe I'll be writing this for the rest of my life.
I like to write. Being able to write a book is a happy thing!
It would be great if I could get a few hundred yuan a month. It would also be good to pay for the internet bills. I can also top up my phone bill.
I don't expect to solve my living problems. I still have to rely on moving bricks. After the house is repaired, I will go and move bricks.
It's still a problem whether I can continue writing the novel!
I'll do my best. I don't know when the novel will be uploaded. I want to upload it as soon as possible, but I'm afraid of not updating!
I'll put it aside for now. I can't wait for my work to be published!
There's only motivation when there's pressure. I'll officially upload it on May 4, 2015. I'll find a website to register it on May 1.
I really want to know if there's any remuneration. For a novel like mine, 300 yuan should be enough.
Today is the 26th. I'm so happy. In a few days, I'll be able to meet the readers. Although the novel isn't very good, it's still written with heart!
This spirit is also worthy of recognition.
I feel that someone only knows how to type for me. Whatever he says, I'll type. My car, it's time to take medicine!
There's always a feeling of being controlled!
Whatever I say, you'll type, okay? My car might have used too much brain power to write a novel with a kindergarten brain.
This is like killing a cow with a chicken knife. This is like playing a cow with a zither. There's no music!
I'm going to write 6000 words today. It's a little difficult. I'll write a thesis for myself!
Life is a long road. There are uphill, downhill, and cliffs!
How should you face setbacks!
Should you advance or retreat? Should you advance or retreat?
I'm free to write a thesis or an essay in the vernacular.
The essay I wrote for the college entrance exam is harder than dog shit. Practice more.
I might have to take the postgraduate entrance exam.
How do I plan to write? I'll use the writing method I learned.
There's no use in boasting. I need more examples.
Write about the difficulties I encountered and talk about how I faced them. Then, I'll talk about my experience.
Maybe 70 to 80 percent of people will write like this. There will also be some weirdos who will stray from the topic and brag. As for the rest, I don't know.
I'm the weakest at writing essays. My standard is limited.
I can only take the popular route!
I'll start writing.
Topic.
I want to dance in the square.
Text: When I was young, my parents enrolled me in an after-school dance class for me to have a better future!
At first, I didn't know how to dance. I only knew how to twist and turn to the music. I felt that I was quite talented at dancing. I could twist and turn to the music at such a young age!
If I persevered in dancing, with my dancing talent, I would definitely be a famous dancer now!
Unfortunately, the reality is not like that!
I gave up dancing when I was in the second grade!
At that time, my father lost money in his business and bought a batch of fake goods.
He couldn't sell them.
The reason why my father bought fake goods was to increase his income. With the money he earned, he could pay for my school fees and daily expenses.
My mother made clothes. Her salary wasn't high and it was hard.
My father sold fake goods. I don't know who reported him and his business license was revoked. He couldn't do business anymore. Our family wasn't rich to begin with and we lost our main source of income.
Life naturally became difficult!
Later on …
My father worked hard and became a workshop director in a machinery factory!
My mother is now custom-made clothes for people. She doesn't do batches in the factory anymore!
And ever since that family crisis, I haven't learned to dance!
The next time I came into contact with dance was many years later!
At that time, our school held a dance competition. Every class had to send at least one person to participate. There was no one in our class. As the class monitor, I had to bite the bullet and participate!
The next contestant, Wen Ting, please!
Wen Ting.
Me?
I was shivering.
Forget it. Dancing is dancing. Dancing is dancing. Let's go!
Let me introduce myself. Hello everyone, I'm Wen Ting. The dance I'm going to perform is' Flowers Bloom in Spring '.
With the familiar music and movements that I've been used to for three years, I'm going to perform 'Flowers Bloom in Spring'!
The dance moves were practiced yet rusty. However, the emotions were still very rich.
I won a lot of applause and got a good ranking in the competition!
After that, I was busy with my studies and didn't dance for a few years!
After graduation, I became a host. Once, in a square in a city, I was the host for a mobile phone promotion.
Because the dancers were stuck in a traffic jam, the show was delayed!
The crowd started to make noise. Some of them left and some of them scattered. It seemed that the promotional effect couldn't be achieved.
In a hurry, I could only bite the bullet and perform. It's still 'Flowers Bloom in Spring'!
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